>>43549867 100% you only understand the pleasure of being tossed around like a doll by a tall man once you find one to do that I also do like it when guys hit on me at bars
>>43550259 >>43550259 >you only understand the pleasure of being tossed around like a doll by a tall man once you find one to do that this isn't really female sexuality >>43549905 >hussies want lovey dovey relationships with chad this is describing normie female sexuality
>>43551046 >cured myself of whatever mental sickness had caused it. >>43551174 >getting on HRT. damn you had me in the first half, i thought someone actually found a cure.
>>43552424 >boymoder so you do intend to socially transition at some point? 'cause I sure don't, hence hrtwink instead of boymoder. I'm a dude. very effeminate and a fag, but a dude nonetheless.
i don't buy into blanchard but i do not experience autogynephilla as i understand it. i like male attention but i do not like being made into an object. i like men who can treat me as a human first and anything else second. i would rather be alone than with a man who sees me as a woman in a sort of domineering hierarchal thing. my ideal relationship would be one in which i find a huge, confident, friendly man to be my best friend. and then also, seperate to that, i want him to regularly ruin me.
when i find myself fantasising about a guy its usually stuff like imagining kissing his neck or along his jaw or collar. i like imagining his arms around me. stuff like that.
>>43551092 realizing that face-wise women often just look like young boys with long hair kind of blew my mind, it's very noticeable when you see siblings side by side
>>43549867 Here's an unsolicited opinion on the phenomenon of HSTSes from a chaser:
In a just world, all MtF trannies would be over six feet tall with huge, lean muscles, feminine faces with strong jawlines, fake tits that look like overinflated basketballs suspended in midair, and asses like shelves.
Instead, most of them look like something between Chris Chan and Danny DeVito. The most remotely passable ones become OF whores or prostitutes. Closeted bisexual men like myself just use porn and "trade" as a way to cope with this sad reality. The honest truth is that we like feminine guys, but we also want them to have that plastic bimbo look (actual) women on Instagram have. Whether it's a really distinct fetish or the result of internalized homophobia is something I haven't figured out. But our dysfunction definitely feeds into yours.
I got fired from a job I monkeybranched to and was a NEET (well, I was still getting little jobs from temping agencies) for the better part of a year. It was also partly due to burnout from going straight into grad school after college.
It blackpilled me on capitalism and the 9-5 job but it also made me realize that you have to exploit these fuckers like they exploit you. You must have some talent or something you can develop. Use that and make money, but don't let lifestyle creep turn you into a debt slave. Keep the perspective you have today but work smart to make tomorrow easier.
Unironically adopt the stance of a delusional man who thinks he's God's gift, burdened with purpose, while taking social advantage of the fact that you look like a woman. It's what I'd do. There's probably an alternate timeline where I transitioned, but my religious upbringing and AAP traits were too strong.
TL,DR: Rise up from the abyss you've put yourself in, but don't let yourself forget what it's taught you.
>>43556608 >>43556608 >In a just world, all MtF trannies would be over six feet tall with huge, lean muscles, feminine faces with strong jawlines, fake tits that look like overinflated basketballs suspended in midair, and asses like shelves.
Bro so talking just for himself with this.
>>43556629 You probably lack skills and drive. passers shouldnt have to strugg.e
>>43549905 Separating the two is the ultimate proof of male brain. Women actually want a lovey dovey relationship that turns into use me and dominate me as soon as the clothes come off. There is no contradiction and only men can even begin to see one.
>>43559423 you've hit on something that really echoes through the experience with people in real life anon. Of course some women prefer to dominate and thats okay too.
>>43559423 it's inexperienced (in the right ways) male brain iykyk, women want ideally both commitment (lovey dovey shit) as well as it coming from a safely manly enough man (dominant, reliable, not pussy-whipped) they will settle for providers and will crave to be used by protectors (even if cheating), but if you don't score enough on both, you're not gonna have a good time with most women
>>43549867 It's more AGP, this is caused by lack of confidence in the active sexual role, so your fantasy life entails being overpowered with no action required on your part other than being desirable (which subconsciously you do not think you are, hence why it is a fantasy)
>>43553979 the virtualffs sperg noticed this and noted that skulls/faces generally begin to diverge at age 11. That's why you at age 11 is like the closest to what you would have looked as a biofoid (at best I would've looked like mid jenna ortega).
>>43562196 Nah, 11 years old boys already have huge moid heads compared to girls and their petite heads. Girls and boys start to look different at 8. This is the age when trans girls should get blockers
> what does male attraction mean to me idk i want him to sleep with me and hold me and make me feel safe (im a brown tranny). i wanna explore bodily sensations with him. i wanna make him feel good. i wanna learn about his life and what he thinks. idk i just like men they are lovely creatures
>>43560803 > they will settle for providers and will crave to be used by protectors (even if cheating), but if you don't score enough on both, you're not gonna have a good time with most women True but this applies to cis women only.
>>43570504 >Eww, you are weird and blind dominating females is something literally every male gets to do, dominating failed males is a rare luxury. In that picture hunter has a look of absolute seduction.
if you can look at a boy like this and not be turned on, you're probably gay
>>43549867 >hsts lol anyway yes it's perfectly within the range of normal female desire to want male attention, domination skirts the edges of the distribution but it is in there
