And realize you would be a gigaluckshit if you started HRT before puberty?
Seriously this is such bullshit. I was literally a pear-shaped "boy" next to T-shaped moids until I got hit by the Androgen Bomb. Like it's comical being next to boys my age in photos.
Now I have a stupid 18" bideltoid when I should have been on E since I was 12. Fuck my stupid chud lateshit life.
I'm mad because I could have been the most breedable bitch on the planet but I was repeatedly failed by parents who didn't listen to me and a boyfriend who clocked me as a closeted tranny and did fuck all to get me on E as a teenager.
>>43550348 It's no pessimist bro I can look my photos now and always look male the only good thing is that puberty didn't fuck with me so I look the exact same but older and fatter lol
>>43550409 no I'm not. I can fraud with the right outfit but I have comically large shoulders now because I repped until I was 25 because of similarly comical reasons (AGP rapehon sister, religious school, pooner bf psyop, etc.)
>>43550492 Basically I grew up in a religious school (AGP rapehon sister was too much of a handful and my mom thought she'd crash out and lose it if she went to public school). Basically never interacted with anyone who was openly queer (a few lived in glass closets though).
High school boyfriend was a pre-T pooner who clocked me as a closeted tranny, gave me a trauma-induced panic attack by painting my nails and asking me if I wanted to be a girl, and then proceeded to make me act as "the man" in the relationship when he got the ick.
>>43550003 Bro I was malefailing at 19 effortlessly. I didn't fucking troon out until I started walling at 29. I am so mad at myself I would've teramogged.
>>43550531 >High school boyfriend was a pre-T pooner who clocked me as a closeted tranny, gave me a trauma-induced panic attack by painting my nails and asking me if I wanted to be a girl, and then proceeded to make me act as "the man" in the relationship when he got the ick. omg lmfao
>>43550578 This was after I was basically doing everything I could to encourage his transition. Literally his only ally. Getting him clothes, escorting him into men's spaces, planning out ways to help him start T in secret, etc.
In the end he dumped me for basically being an anxious foid who struggled a lot in the men's dorm in college, too.
>>43550671 I mean at this point I was a turborepper cismoid because I already had my crisis that ended in a suicide attempt at 14 before we met so y'know
>>43550680 I even dressed like a fucking gigapoon in early puberty it was weird. Had to wear dress shirts for school but wore like, brightly colored ones with a oddly patterned bowties instead of plain ones with a regular tie.
Like Maia Poet but if she actually took T instead of being a grifter.
