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>be me, boymoder
>join 4chan-adjacent trans discord server
>post a couple selfies
>some guy starts chatting with me, and I chat back
>he's a little autistic but in a dorky way that's kinda endearing
>we hang out on voice together a couple of times and play vidya or watch anime or just talk
>after a while he tells me he has a crush on me (it was kinda obvious)
>I say I like him too
>start edating, texting each other every day and vcing whenever we can
>he's smart and funny and kind and supportive and treats me like a woman in a way nobody does irl, so I get really attached to him
>one day I'm browsing twitter and I notice an account with the same pfp and a similar handle to his discord
>look at its tweets
>it's a trans guy who started T in 2020
>constant bitter doomposting about how none of his coworkers or family members see him as male and nobody respects a 5'1 chopped """man"""
>I text him asking if that's his twitter
>"boyfriend is typing..."
>"Congratulations, you figured it out. I'm a dickless foid who will never be a man. it was fun larping as a guy for a few months but I guess that's over now. Feel free to post me in the next pooner hatethread."
>try to message him back but he's blocked me.
>start crying uncontrollably
>breakup is hard, I keep thinking of things I want to say to him and then remembering he's gone
>I miss his voice, I miss his deadpan sense of humor, I miss the way he'd tell me he loved me
>he's gone forever and it's all my fault.
Jack, if you're out there, I'm sorry.