>>43554882
The r/4tran4 subreddit

>>43554919
Really like it but it isn't the same as fully getting to know another person. I want it to be the kind of place where I can go into detail with context, I'll listen to the other person too and try my best to help out how I can.

Sounds like you need a small, tight community focused specifically on the topic that you're obsessed with.
Best way to get there would probably be a wider community. Somewhere like reddit or 4chan or a forum or whatever, and move into a discord with few members. Keeping the member count low is, unfortunately, vital for something like this.

>>43555047
You could befriend people there and DM each other.

>>43554882
I've tried making online diaries in the past but I get insulted a few times and I just retreat back into myself and my own private digital notepads instantly, even in completely anonymous circumstances where I am tied to no identity whatsoever. It's not that I'm a sensitive faggot, but most people are subhumans who deserve to be culled and because of this it's best to give up on trying to be understood and receive genuine advice because all you'll get are belligerent, envious and insincere responses or generic normie platitudes that provide no solace whatsoever. I don't even understand how people can stick by a public blog for multiple weeks or months, especially when it starts to feel like a chore after a few entries and you begin to meticulously nitpick every single prior, unchangeable entry more and more.

>>43555082
That's the thing it isn't really a topic. I want share my thoughts on different topics to see if I am being mentally ill or if it's realistic than get advice. Makes sense though completely get the member count thing. Thanks for the tip.

>>43555199
Damn. Helps that I have ASPD, I really do not care about people unless we become very close which takes 2 years minimum. Sorry that happened to you but don't stop posting. Anyone miserable enough to kick someone when they are down is acting like a loser. It takes guts to put yourself out there. Plus I have social fear not anxiety if that makes sense? So never feel the need to nitpick "mistakes" either. Just an aspect of me and people change.

>>43555167
True true. Kind of socially retarded but willing to give it a try. Think I will get results from making a post like this with a mini profile and say "DM me if you want to talk"?

>>43554882
Rdrama.net
If people bully you you can ghostpost

>>43555354
I saw this place before during an insomnia deep dive. Didn't look like the type of place I was looking for but I'll give it a try.

>>43555351
Blogpost about your day (they love that), browse the threads, comments, and find people who are going through something similar to you.