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yes, i will be bawwwing.
i finally found a boyfriend and i ruined it all. i thought he was too mean to me, but i was the one making him "mean." i was literally being pissy and a sad sack so i broke up with him. i regret it every day no matter how hard i try to get over him. there was only one thing that is/was an issue when i was dating him now that ive sat down and thought about it for months. hes probably over me. i lurk on his twitter all the time and he talks about an ex he loves but i know its not me. i have a private account where i block and unblock him over and over because i get so sad when i see his posts but i cant handle not knowing what he tweets. i have no way of contacting him because i cant dm him on twitter. i dont know if i can ever date another person because i havent been able to think about anyone but him. i dont think anyone but him could ever love me anyways, im almost completely unlovable