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I wasted nearly two decades drawing in a western style I don't even like, when sublime 90s anime style was right there. It was right fucking there, why didn't I do it? I would never have quit drawing. I have to actively fight all the shit I do when I draw a head and it doesn't look like anything, just a dying humunculus of an anime drawing that should never have been born. I never hated my art during all the years I was learning but now I look at it and I think I should stay quit. I could've drawn my wife. God, I wish I could start over. Maybe I just don't have a soul or talent or I would've done it naturally.