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>be me
>19
>have strange feelings flare up since 16 when I'm around girls
>it's definitely not attraction
>don't know how to name it
>fast forward to now
>sometimes I will have a desire to be a girl and then I will really feel bad about it for like half an hour
>feeling eventually wanes and I return to normal
>the feeling has been getting stronger lately, making me almost cry at times
>the thing is, after it goes away I feel perfectly fine
>I'm not sure I have gender dysphoria. I don't particularly mind my male body and feel perfectly comfortable with being perceived as male by everyone
>but I really want to be a girl sometimes
>but I'm not sure if I want to forsake all I've built as a male, because the majority of the time I genuinely don't care.

What is this feeling called? Should I transition?
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really wanting to be a girl so much it makes you cry is gender dysphoria
having gender dysphoria sometimes means you have gender dysphoria
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>>43256536
it’s called agp
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>>43256548
Yeah but I don't hate my current body. I'm more indifferent really, and gender dysphoria requires a person to feel actual anguish over not being who they perceive themselves as, which is not wha happens to me the vast majority of the time
>>43256549
I don't think so. I don't really feel aroused by the thought of it, I just feel like shit
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>>43256576
>gender dysphoria requires a person to feel actual anguish over not being who they perceive themselves as
actually gender dysphoria is not just that. Wanting to be the opposite sex is also gender dysphoria
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>>43256591
Oh, I guess that makes sense. What do I do about it? I'm not sure transitioning is the right thing to do because, at the end of the day, what I feel is not that disruptive to my day-to-day activities
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>>43256623
well do what you want I guess
transitioning is always a compromise between being happier with your body vs reducing your social status
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>>43256536
Yes you should. Don't be like me and wait for a decade.
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>>43256536
I had kinda the same when I was like 10 12 and it got stronger the older I got. I think it was envy. I was envying girls for having the right puberty and not me.
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>>43257371
Do you still live with that? If not, how did you get rid of it?
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>>43257489
no the dysphoria in general got better when I transitioned
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>>43256536
What is it about Chainsaw Man that attracts trannies?
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>>43256536
i had the same feeling before trooning and started hrt at the same age as you. do it. my life is so much better now you have no idea. even my social status is much better just by virtue of me being happier (and also passing).
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>>43257639
How old are you now? But also, I'm from latam. The situation here is way different than in the US or Europe
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>>43257613
The author is a closeted tranny I'm sure
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>>43259346
Yup
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I start crying like once a day when I think about not fitting in with girls and then about failing as a man
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>>43257699
oh hey!! sorry i didn't see this earlier, i was really busy yesterday >.<
anyways, im 24 now and last week i celebrated 5 years on hrt!! idk much about the situation in latam, but i'm in the US and it's definitely not as bad as people say. (although im also a luckshit so that probably plays into things).
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>>43263007
You should cry more, troon
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>>43263996
Kek
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>>43256623
Just know that you cannot cure yourself of this no matter what you do, that it is impossible to healthily repress, and that the harder you try to "be a man" the worse it gets, eventually resulting in psychosis.

Don't strip yourself of happy years to try and "be normal". You are not normal.
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>>43256536
Sucks to suck bozo
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What i would change about the ending is make Denji reflect on all he's lost before giving Pochita the go ahead to erase himself. This would result in him weighing the escapism CSM grants him vs. the stability of a normal life. Instant gratification vs delayed. I'm aware Pochita had to make that decision for Denji since addicts don't willingly give up their drug of choice. Also Denji, through CSM, isn't capable of hitting rock bottom/wanting better for himself. He was stuck in a vicious cycle that only Pochita could break. But man, I've been thinking about how badly I wanted Denji to make that call. To see all the carnage in front of him/all his Part 2 traumas and wish for a better world.

Discuss.
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>>43256536
>>43268331
Jujutsu Kaisen is better
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>>43269878
teenaged opinion
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>>43256536
You can hrt femboy for a while. That's what I've been doing for a decade now (started at 16, I'm 26 now). I live in a country that resembles LatAm more than Angloidistan. People generally tolerate femfags and trannies as long as you're not weird about it.
I've been to several LatAm countries (Ecuador, Colombia, Guatemala, Argentina and Peru) and was even addressed in the feminine even more than at home, kek.
>I don't particularly mind my male body and feel perfectly comfortable with being perceived as male by everyone
Yeah, that's me. But hrt since age 16 prevented further masculinization which definitely helped.
>not sure if I want to forsake all I've built as a male
What does that even mean? You're 19. Your life just started.
Do whatever you want but do keep in mind that this doesn't go away. And no choice is neutral.
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>>43256536
>>have strange feelings flare up since 16 when I'm around girls
Its called being horny
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>>43256591
I only fit 1 of those and not very strongly
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>>43270066
No, I'm just not a tranny
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>>43270282
Kek, trve

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