Thread #43269211
I like the idea of getting dicked down or sucking cock but men's faces really turn me off. Average male is soo much uglier compared to the average female its insane. There are like a couple actually good looking men on earth. Does this mean I'm not really attracted to men and it's all just some humiliation fetish for me because I can't get women and fried my brain with inferiority complex pornography? I'm also extremely agp. I sexted with this one really good looking guy and got myself fantasizing about being his pet wife. Idk what to do at this point, I'm looking at grindr to suck some guy off but they are all ugly and I lose my enthusiasm.
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I don't think my expectations are too high, I wouldn't mind cuddling with a mid chud like myself and I'm disgusted with the way I look but I wouldn't mind it for the closure but for some reason other men really seem unattractive to me.
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>>43269234
Same. I think its just the nature of reality where the average woman is pretty while average male is not very much, i like beautiful boy faces but they are not so common and i dont plan on lovering my standards
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>>43269270
I'd also sexted with this one girl and she said she is usually very submissive but that I was such a fag that she turned dominant for me. I don't know how to find a girl like that in real life though or a good looking guy.
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>>43269455
I don't know, are you trying to rp with me?
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>>43269485
Last time I was close to a girl I treated her like shit. I think I'm just incapable of feeling pure, romantic love (even though I yearn for it, if that makes sense). I'm just an animal in lust. And it's long distance so it seemed kind of pointless to get together just for sex to me.
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>>43269525
I don't know how to explain it. Beards and body hair are all preference, but I used to HATE IT. Tbf I still prefer a man without a beard, but the body hair is great.
The best way I can describe it is that it just feels like it makes them so warm and pleasant to brush up against. Even better if they're actually strong (muscles burn hotter). Though now that I think about it, a hairy slob looks 4x worse than a normal one. Imo it just feels like their hair only further emphasizes a man's style. A classy man with hair looks like a hearthrob. An unshaven NEET, however...
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>>43269556
You keep taking about them, pedo-anon. You're the only person who brought them up and continues to talk about them. Why do you feel so comfortable discussing your pedophilic tendencies here? You should leave.
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>>43269528
Sorry, I don't know if I want to do that kind of thing in a public board with somebody I don't know. Also I might just drop this sexting thing alltogether because I end up feeling even more like a loser in the end. I like the humiliation but I don't want to keep gooning to other people's words and not even feel their flesh on mine to escape the emptiness in me anymore.
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>>43269562
You people have already admitted that you find young boys attractive. Its weird to describe a young boy as you ideal male and then claim you are not a pedo.
I'm only here to tell you that watch yourself, you are not normal
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>>43269549
I haven't admitted shit. I don't like kids, I don't have sex with teens. You're just projecting your own dark nasty desires into a group of people because you wanna feel "normal" and a "good person" for a while.
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>>43269553
I can't give her the affection she deserves. I can only objectify her, even my "worhship" is for my own sexual ends. I could treat her like an idol but not a lover. I might just be incapable of it, I don't know anymore
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>>43269595
I think maybe some other issues of yours need addressing. You know how unrelated stressors can sometimes contaminate other parts of your life by how you feel or think? Not gonna make you do therapy here, but sounds like you might need to figure some stuff out, is all.
>>43269603
That wasn't me. I just noticed you brought up kids suddenly, kept bringing them up, and you're very extremely casual about talking about attraction to minors which I find incredibly fucking strange and discomforting. This isn't me trolling you. I'm legit saying you're a pedophile.
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>>43269613
Yeah, but I don't know how to. Psychiatrists just drug me so that I can't feel. But I don't want to escape this despair anympre because there is nothing else left. I can't really admit to being a perverted fag to therapists and all they do is play mindgames with me to prove I'm not as bad as I think anyways. My friends are all nice and listen to me but it's not like they can relate to me or have any idea how to help me. I've grown to hate them anyways because they can just keep going ın with their lives and I can't so I started to push them away.
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>>43269638
>You type like a tranny
Okay?
>>43269650
I'm so happy for you, pedophile.
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>>43269715
I have no idea how Conroe is. I think they're accusing me of being Conroe. But they literally won't engage with anything I say in good faith so Im calling them a pedo over and over due to their focus on it. I assume some other psycho hurt them, but that's not my problem. So fuck em lmao
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