You're fucking brain raped, giving yourself estrogen doesn't ferl like anything it isn't heroin...

>>43276548
that's what I'm saying! There is no way this should be affecting me in such a way. It must be some subconscious meme i have internalized.

>>43276536
cute

>>43276536
giwtwm

>>43276639
i am an adult i cant be doing this

>>43277249
i think it might be due to the high dosage. surely its just mood swings or something

>>43277510
You think adults can't be happy?

>>43277510
>i think it might be due to the high dosage.
Unless you’re on estradiol benzoate, it takes a while for it to actually raise your levels. Like it takes a day or two for it to actually peak after injecting depending on ester, and the rise doesn’t start immediately after injecting.
It is 100% solely a mental thing.
I wish I could feel this joy, even if it isn’t real. But I’m an ACTUAL joyless cynical asshole unlike you, poser.

>>43278528
It just feels so silly, im just doing my medicine

>>43278562
im doing estradiol valerate, weekly intramuscular, high dosage

The way you type proves you're not like you described at all, fuck off with this larp.

>>43278821
let me rephrase, i have through the power of sheer autism skinwalked the aesthetic of being aloof and cool like how guys pretend to be the dude from Drive, this is ruining my whole deal

>>43279086
>>43278821

>>43276536
You are fucking retarded, you are not injecting estrogen, you're injecting estradiol. Estradiol manages all kinds of processes in your body and body and it's obviously going to affect how you feel you fucking retarded scum

>>43279112
estradiol is the primary form of estrogen

>>43276536
Naw get fucked, I always felt great when I took the gel, and when I got my subdermals in I felt amazing for the rest of the day.
There's an instantaneous euphoria when your levels suddenly spike.

>>43279113
Nobody injects estrogen. You are low IQ and deserve to suffer.

>>43279127
estradiol is estrogen

>>43276536
This gave me a boner I bench press 315lb for reps btw

>>43276536
nona your e is laced

>>43276536
most people have a hormone deficiency due to diet and lifestyle. its why T or E greatly boosts their energy and emotional state, irrespective of gender (many women feel great on T, for example, and they're not even trans)

>>43278562
Valerate works quickly. Not op but my mood corresponds to my levels. feel really good at my peak. but obviously just some placebo

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>>43276536
your male brain thinks you got a gf. usually e would get absorbed into your system from the tip of your penis during intercourse, tongue kisses, cuddles (from her sweat), etc. so it releases reward signals. obviously that's not what's happening here though

>>43276536
interesting, i am what you pretend to be but im not blogging about it