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I think v coding is so hot and I don't know why but I think v coding is so hot conceptually. Like it's just public knowledge that trannies get used as sex slaves in prison and literally nobody gives a shit. Lots of people think it's literally funny.
I just like the idea of being at the mercy of all the worst people on the planet and the guards just laugh at me while I cry and beg them to put me in solitary or something.
I want to traded around for cigarettes and used as a reward to keep violent prisoners in check.
I want a news article about me getting caught with drugs or something and all the comments being people making jokes about all the things that are going to happen to me in prison.
Trannies are scum lower than dirt to society and it's so fucked up but it's so hot.
Am I a degenerate? I don't think I am but I don't know :(
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>>43276668
I mean it's like looking into a bizarro world where rape is just normalized. It's understandable if you have a rape or humiliation kink that it'd be hot if you're able to mentally detach yourself from it, which since you're probably white with no trans friends who have been in prison, you don't instead get the sick feeling about it that you'd probably get from it being too real.
But yeah trans women are literally women to misogynists except with the distinction that it's extra socially acceptable to literally just rape them. It's extremely abusive and fucked up. If you want to jerk to it at least understand it's other real people's suffering or whatever, I don't know.
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>>43276668
woman responds to society turning her into a 5 dollar commodity piece of meat by sexualizing abstracting her own existence, take 54746857 (new ERM ERMMMM ITS LE NOT MISOGYNY AGAINST A TRANNY!! IT DOESNT COUNT OK??? ITS THE EXACT SAME DOWN TO THE FINEST DETAIL BUT IT DOESNT. COUNT. OKAY??? edition)
nothing exists in a vacuum, if this didn't exist you wouldn't like it. because if it didn't exist, the other effects of treating tgirls as swine would have to not exist either and you wouldn't have been exposed to them daily
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>>43276794
>. If you want to jerk to it at least understand it's other real people's suffering or whatever, I don't know.
> which since you're probably white with no trans friends who have been in prison, you don't instead get the sick feeling about it that you'd probably get from it being too real.
implying what OP is doing isn't a common ass reaction to being exposed to that
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>>43276668
my friend told me about it, and i literally cried for like 2 hours and couldn't sleep
and i'm one of the most square, boring people who'll literally never end up in prison ever.
i dont understand how someone can be so genuinely evil to make this stuff happen. like, yeah i accept that misogyny is still present in our lives, but this is still next-level blatant torment of an individual
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>>43276792
I'm sorry :(
>>43276794
I am white and I get really bitchy with other trans girls desu so you're basically right but it is something I stress about constantly because I was a druggy sex worker. It isn't something I actually want and I understand what you mean but it at least has been a legit possibility for me, but I also totally acknowledge I probably would actually be doing time for prostitution or possession of I wasn't white so I def get what you mean
>>43276796
I definitely have gotten way more masochistic the worse things have gotten for me and trannies in general so you're probably right
>>43276821
You're probably right:(
>>43276975
I am horrified at the concept. I literally been a junkie sex worker and it made the idea of getting arrested feel the same as like getting killed. I don't actually want it I just like it conceptually as like a really weird extreme kink
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>>43277552
>I don't actually want it I just like it conceptually as like a really weird extreme kink
i mean, yeah that makes sense
it honestly scared me so much that i can't even see it that way, personally
but i really can understand and relate to that massive disconnect between reality and fantasy. its very common to feel shame over sexual stuff, especially for women, who are stigmatized greatly for feeling sexual
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>>43277839
You definitely shouldn't talk about it non anonymously since you might retraumatize someone by introducing them to the concept someone may be masturbating to them personally getting raped. I've seen friendships destroyed over this sort of autism.
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>>43277839
its not that normal, specifically of a kink
but its far from an abnormal kink broadly.
Aella_girl on twitter has done a ton of very in-depth kink research, and this is very in line with her data.
picrel is a chart she made with her discoveries
>a lot of them are probably not socially retarded enough to admit to it like me
its an anonymous board, honestly the least socially retarded place to post something like this
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>>43276668
Its probably my biggest sexual fantasy but it would be literally so so awful to experience. You wouldnt be able to prepare yourself and youd be guaranteed to get a bunch of STDs. Thered be no stopping it like with roleplay youre just stuck in a cage with a rapist who will permenantly harm you and no one cares. I've seen tons of comments from people talking about how trans/fem gays deserve to have it happen if they end up in jail.
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>>43277848
Okay what do you people want from me. I made a green text and got made fun of for reddit spacing like a month ago, then I saw someone spacing their post like that today and said reddit spacing because I wanted to feel cool like I was part of the board and got made fun of for being retarded, but now I put spaces in a post again and am getting made fun of for reddit spacing again. I don't know 4chan that good I just started posting here like a few months ago I'M SORRY :(
>>43277867
I wouldn't talk about it non anonymously lol I'm not that dumb just I would only say this anonymous lol
>>43277894
It's kinda neat how common noncon is even tho it's so taboo. Idk if that's good but it's interesting. It's definitely not a good feeling kink to have sometimes especially if you have a history but like that's neat to see data on
>>43277993
That's not true you probably just haven't met the right person yet :). Don't let someone hurt you because you think it's your only way to be loved, that's never true and it's not live anyway
>>43277996
Yeah literally comments like that are literally crazy you literally cannot see an article or video of a trans woman or super feminine guy going to prison without a million comments from people like over the moon about the fact that they're going to get raped in prison. It's so horrible but like I think I get something out of feeling like literally lower than dirt to a really big chunk of the population. I think I developed it because I think about this stuff so much because it bothers me but I'm also kind of into being hurt and degraded and stuff so it just kind of happened
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>>43278166
>It's kinda neat how common noncon is even tho it's so taboo. Idk if that's good but it's interesting. It's definitely not a good feeling kink to have sometimes especially if you have a history but like that's neat to see data on
i think the general understanding is that because women especially are shamed for being sexual, a lot of cnc or other "forced" kinks allow for them to free themselves of the agency of "wanting" it.
at least, that's what i've heard, and that is definitely what i feel
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>>43276821
62% of women nonny I'm sorry to break your little bubble but it's entirely true. Victims and potential victims commonly try to recontextualize their trauma into something they can empower themselves on. Often enough the reality isn't actually desirable and the person fantasizing actually understand that, but sometimes people brain poison themselves into unironically drooling out exactly the kind of stuff OP is posting about.
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>>43278353
i mean, contra is fairly based, so i dont really think you should feel cringe about it
she definitely does her research before saying things
didn't know she ever talked about this tho
just be into whatever you're into. as long as you aren't hurting other people, it really doesn't matter
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