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feeling too sad to type this properly

tl;dr: why continue if ywnbaw

>be me
>hrt at 18
>manmoder nearly 8 years
>make no progress or effort to transition
>live in deep red area
>too scared, lazy, autistic, risk averse, change averse, depressed, whatever to transition for real
>any happy day is undercut by the fact iwnbaw
>seeing transition timelines fills me with despair
>entire world, normie and trans, passing me by as i rot in my room
>everything feels hopeless as i will never be a woman


what does anyone in similar situation do when extra depressed/dysphoric
how to cope with those extra hard days
how to continue living in general if life only seems like it will get worse
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>>43277103
for clarity i got on hrt at 8 and manmoded away my early 20s
am 26 now
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>>43277103
>manmoder nearly 8 years
are u retarded
have u considered NOT being retarded? like fr the fuck have you been doing for EIGHT YEARS
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>>43277211
>2018 to 2020
College and manmoding in all male dorm
>2020 to 2022
Finished degree online. Didn't really go out.
>2022 to 2026
Working different jobs while living as a male.
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>>43277211
>>manmoder nearly 8 years
>are u retarded
>the fuck have you been doing for EIGHT YEARS

not op, but also like 8 years hrt.
yes, i am retarded, and i've been a neet the entire time.
im so cooked mentally, i think its over
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>>43277103
> 8 years HRT
> manmoding
do you not have tits or what? i don't get it
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same except ive been manmoding for half the time and im about to start getting surgeries while still manmoding
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>>43277103
nigga u can't still look like a man if you started hrt at 18 and was 8y on it, just girlmode already
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>>43277211
nta, but also manmoding a bit over a year now. i'm 6' and fat, also getting dental work done with surgery, so probably at least a couple years before ffs or anything. i look like a dude with moobs, although a lot younger and better than before. also finishing uni this year. would never pass before i lose weight
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>>hrt at 18
>>manmoder nearly 8 years
BASED
giwtwm
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>manmoded 8 fucking years.
>didn't put any fucking effort in.
>complains about not being a woman...
what did you fucking expect eh? surely you didn't think that the pills would do all the work right?
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>>43279792
what exact effort dym?
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>>43277103
Even entertaining the notion of changing gender was a mistake. Giving false hope to mentally ill people. It's sick.
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>>43277103
Because there is more to life than being obsessed with your gender. Hard to believe in this day and age and the what social media tells you, but it's true.
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>>43279819
Well, as i've got older, i've started to consider most humans mentally ill, some are just better at hiding it.

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