>>536664827 I just want to die. You can have that future I don't want any. I don't want any with real people I don't want any with robots. I just want to go to my eternal resting place. But there is nobody to help me there and I can't do it on my own.
>>536664729 Basically nothing. I feel so depressed I can't even work anymore. Maybe I should just NEET out and escape into vidya and anime while drinking myself to death for the coming years.
>>536665988 video games get boring, talking to AI gets boring, anything without stakes gets boring. The way you enjoy life is when you are dealing with stakes. consequences. real life results
>>536664999 Meanwhile do the good you want to see in the world, anon. The smallest things, as important as everything else and even more. We'll go where we have to go when it will be the day, meanwhile we have to not succumb to the darkness
>>536666065 >Go outside its full of smelly loud brown people >sharpen some knives all my knives are made in china of shit quality metal thats a waste of time to sharpen >design things in freecad and 3D print them i hate plastic >make music cant think of a worse time than now to try to make music with all the AI shit going on >grow potatoes already am >repair a bike i should get one again, i sold mine when i got a car and after a couple of years of driving i also realised i hate everything about driving and owning a car >paint a room dont have any unpainted ones
>>536666314 >all my knives are made in china of shit quality metal They are perfect to learn sharpening. I started with the shittiest knives I had to not damage the good ones. >already am good >i should get one again yep, depends on your age but an electric assisted one can be good to just motivate you to go outside.
>>536666314 waste of time? You sharpen to continue using the blade and capitalize on the material cost of a chinese made knife. There are cooks that sharpen the shittiest knives just because they like using them. Also, AI is retarded reason not to make music. You're going to let a computer block you from personal accomplishments? Who cares about AI?
>>536664729 Curiousity. Family. Faith that society will remember its purpose: To support the nuclear family. To make sure even teachers and plumbers and sanitation workers have homes and safe neighborhoods to raise future generations of teachers and plumbers and sanitation workers.
>>536666656 Are you actually retarded anon? You said to do those things and it will help, he said he does them and it doesn't help, then you replied to him saying it doesnt help as if he replied to you in the positive as if the things you said did help and he was agreeing when he was saying the opposite, yet you ignored his words and replied like he agreed with you, do you have trouble with reading comprehension?
I just don't ever want to be a fuckin loser. I desperately want to be because it would make life a lot easier. But I know for sure I'd hate myself. Gotta keep it all together for my family and friends.
>>536664729 You're fucking crazy. Being alive is the biggest mind trip ever, and that's just being alive. Getting to be a strong person is so rare in the universe that most people conclude God chose them personally. It makes way more sense than a random shot at your odds. If you throw that away it's giving your one shot to someone else AT BEST. In practice, it hurts the world.
>>536664729 I have no hope for the future. I don't believe that anything will ever get better. I believe humanity will soon go extinct. I live only to watch the people who robbed me of everything suffer the consequences of their actions towards me and men like me.
>>536668276 I'm not successful but it doesn't matter, you lost the main thing, that instinct to perfection exists to help you succeed not to tear down your life and question your very survival.
>>536664729 I wrote about how my life isn't bad, then I came to my senses and remembered that suicide is mostly a jewish psyop, and you shouldn't do it, and that's the only reason you need
>>536664729 That the Great Purge will happen in my lifetime and I’ll be able to kill leftists, jews, and niggers without consequences. That’s literally my only reason for living.
>>536664729 My print still has 13 hours left, I have to remove the supports, apply gloss varnish a couple of times to hide layer lines, prime, paint and send a picture of it to my gf.
>>536664729 Get a creative hobby, its a place to put alot of your energy which is wasted on your lamenting atm, you cant change the past but you can steer yourself in direction for the future, when it comes to creative outlets you just need to find an aspect that you like music, carpentry, writing, drawing ect and then find what genre of it gets your dick metaphorically hard and start trying that yourself. Youre going to suck for a while but in a few years youll have made some progress and the want to get better at something you enjoy is something thats hard for anyone to take from you making days a little easier and brings you confidence
>>536664729 The money that runs out in November. Might go full leech with unemployment and see if I can't get NEETbux but I highly doubt it. Ironic that it took until 31 to hit the point of not wanting to go on and lacking the will to do so.
>>536664729 >what's keeping you going? I run 2 small businesses that take up almost all my time, but that also leaves me very little time to despair. Also, working so much has meant that I *am* making financial progress, even if my life is being spent working >but that's like slavery! >you're a goyslave! I work for myself, and I enjoy what I do. That's why I chose the specific businesses. I am happier now than I was when i only worked a 40hr job for an employer. I also seem to be happier than the average 30-40-something wagie.
Working so much has also forced me to be more responsible and to have a more positive outlook. If I wanted to be a whiney bitch I've got plenty to complain about, but how does that make my life better?
>>536670087 Were you expecting to be younger or older when you gave up?
For any anons giving up, please re-think it. There is a strength that men possess that allows us to tackle challenges that we thought impossible. Once that is extinguished you are a castrated man. Do we view old men as "real men" ? No, not really. Do you want to be the equivalent of an old man starting at a young age?
Anons need to dig deep down and find that extra ounce of strength, and then dig a little deeper for that next ounce. Little by little you will be forged into a man who is greater than you ever truly thought you could be.