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Something to wake up to edition.
Figured I'd bake another.
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To my Daughter.
Be a good girl, and do you chores, or else I'll spank you. Or, if you do your chores I'll spank you, and more. Break down your tasks into ten minute breaks. They add up, and you'll get everything done you need to do.
Love, Dad.
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>>84345188
I have talked to him before here. He helped with a med issue I was having. Didn't ask for anything. Just helped. And from what I've seen he writes letters to Maria and then 1 -3 (more likely a same fag) start pissing themselves and make a shit ton of posts. If they would just stfu then he would stick with whatever he wrote Maria and be done.
>>84345200
No not how IP works. You can log into 4chan on a different device but if it's the same landline Internet then it's going to register the ban no matter what device you use.
>Like Mike.
I never said you were like Mike. What I said is Mike is fine and 47 is a whiny little bitch who pisses himself whenever Mike posts and it's annoying to see.
>Fake suicide
No, I saw those posts when he was gone and the person did a timestamp to show it's some foid and not Mike. 47 is the only one pissing himself and most likely you are 47 so there is no point in talking to you because you are fucking delusional and obsessed with Mike.
Like I said. I have only seen 1-3 people who don't like Mike , but all have the same typing style and all show up at the same time, so I think it's just a single same fag.
He's right to defend himself. Wouldn't you if some same fag narc larp anon pissed himself and started crying whenever you were just trying to write a letter? I don't even see it as that deep. 47 clearly is an obsessive bitch and has some issue that causes him to stalk others like Mike and schadenfroud. I wouldn't be surprised to hear 47 is who doxed mike as 47 is who doxed schadenfroid here.
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>>84345344
You are stupid. Honestly I don't want to put the effort into telling you how and why you are stupid or how ban evasion work. FYI 4chan passes don't help with that retard. Not gonna waste time responding further.
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New Thread. New subjects. Anyone bringing up Mike, or 47 after this will be struck by Aryan White Lightning.
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>>84345399
If you followed the actual conversation you'd see that you are projecting your assumption on that anon. He called Mike retarded for spending so much on pass.
47 doxed schadenfroid before. Idk about Mike. I do know 47 same fags about him though. Makes posts acting like he is him.
Doxing is never good.
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>>84345673
*strikes you with lightning again*
A photo is not a doxx. You absolute moron. Good lord.. Did it include a full name? Birthdate? Home address? Place of work? Any sort of payment information? Or any sort of additional identifiable/verifiable information? No? Then it's not a doxx. It showed some basedjak looking dude with painted nails which is mentally what everyone already assumed he looked like anyway. If he liked Maria that much why is he sharing photos of himself with women online? I swear this is becoming the retard containment thread instead of the schizo one these days. It's so painfully obvious it's you Mike.
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>>84345686
I found it, so I know it's there. Doom and 47 are talking about doxxing you.
I'm done talking about it. Sorry that happened to you.
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That's what the anon was saying. That Mike is just paying for pass @ $30 a billion times with vpn. I assume mods just ban pass accounts on suspicion.
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>>84345706
Not him. Don't start that mental illness please.
I'm done talking to you about it. All I'll say is that following the chain there is much more than you seem to know.
I do think posting pics of other is doxxing. The pic was prob not from him talking with another but ripped off his discord or other social.
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You're not supposed to be doing what you've been doing. You know who you are. You know this isn't how you're supposed to be, you need to improve yourself. You've fallen short of your potential so many times, you've almost forgotten who you used to be. The future will be different, that's for sure. But you will get through it, you've gotten this far. Just try to be the best person you can be, and try to be better than you have been. The past is the past, you can't change that, but you can set yourself up for a better life in the future. Don't worry too much, it'll work itself out.
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>>84345766
>I think
I don't care what you think. That is not doxxing. Objectively speaking. You are wrong. Stop bringing attention to yourself Mike or you'll just get banned again. No one cares if you want to write a letter to Maria. Just shut the fuck up, and stop lashing out at other people while you do it. Playing the pathetic victim when people understandably get tired of your antics. Pretending you know the "truth" while not citing any actual evidence doesn't magically make you right. You are in a constant state of psychosis which makes it easy for people to rattle your cage. Get a grip.
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>>84345090
Dear Lucia,
I'm so sorry that I couldn't see you when I could. I know you've probably went back to Italy by now, but I miss you. I really wish we could have spent more time together. In another life I guess. Have a slice of that italian pizza for me. I barely paid attention in that class, but Te amo.
Love, Matt
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>>84345802
Not him. Fuck off. Literally just pointed out that 47 did dox schadenfroid. I don't give a fuck past doing a good thing so she knew. 47 is a fart in the wind. You can huff all you want. I don't care.
It's also not healthy being obsessed with Mike and makes me think you are 47.
I'm posting on my home wifi mods can see I'm not him just based on my state
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>>84345850
Shut up Mike you fucking retard. Jesus christ.. No one talks like that but you. It is easily identifiable. The only person obsessively bringing up 47 is you. Stop letting him live rent free in your head like the boogeyman.
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Speaking of the boogeyman. We all know that's why he spiraled, and became the villain he was. Truly a tragic sight to behold.
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To R.
The pain is not going away... I'm willing to be miserable. I'm paying back. I'll pay with years of tears even though I can't cry. How long has it been just tears for you? All your life? And past that awful day, all your future life perhaps. I cannot forgive myself for failing you because of that. I am a horrible person for not trying so much harder. I'm horrible for having doubts. I'm horrible for not begging you when I could and instead getting angry for how you hurt me. I know I deserve to be hurt. You gave me your soul. You never even assumed that you could do anything other than to please me. Even when I asked you what you want it was all just trying to please me. You could have just said everything to me. All that you want. I would do things I was afraid of. I know you didn't understand, but I wasn't running away from that talk. I really just needed time untill I would do everything. You might think I wanted to enjoy and have my dreams come true with you. But really I wanted to give you the whole happiness. All the ways I wanted you to smile and enjoy every moment. And tell you that we'll always be together. So we would never have to worry about the world. If only I was honest with you and myself, you wouldn't suffer that much. You might be so miserable right now. I can't forget it. I can't accept that you're back to looking at the ceiling being a half bloodied living corpse. At least you didn't forget how to laugh. I hope so. I can't handle the irony, I'm looking for you where I can't find you. And I'm haunted. I hope you see all the objects of your obsession have the same face in your dreams.
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Aren't you supposed to be banned? What did you officially get banned for, anyway, Not Mike of the Many Devices/VPNs
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>>84345884
mike, you've been saying 47 doxxed me for almost an entire year now. it's literally in the archive with your name and trip. you are the only person who has claimed this. you are god's sloppiest samefag. i don't know what else to tell you. please keep my name out of your mouth
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I didn't want to know how it felt to be attacked and chased around here like mike is. Fuck I can't stand this experience at all. Like I told you to fuck off several times and you keep chasing. I'm going for a jog. You are difficult to even be around with your incessant badgering.
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Mikes literally not even here and you are being a delusional creep.
This is creepy of you. I don't know how he puts up with that. I can't even be around you for a half hour.
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>>84345968
Sounds like Mike is a pretty popular guy like a subtle underground tough guy maybe I've misjudged him all along and really he's a subtle unsung antihero keeping the evil 47 schadenfoid or whoever is currently speaking is the enemy at bay
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>>84345968
less than two months until the one year anniversary of this shit. you really 'lost interest'
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>Ummm it's really creepy that you have the bare bones of pattern recognition skills, and are able to verify that I have said these same exact things before multiple times using my identifiable name, and trip. I'm not going to be here for awhile, and will definitely not continue posting to defend myself.
Go paint your nails, and take some deep breathes. Lol fucking dork.
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>>84346006
No it's creepy that you crack head piss and shit everywhere attacking passerbies and muttering delusions of this mike anon.
You can say what you want about your "recognition" but it is delusion. You've accused 2 different people now in this thread.
You are creepy.
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>>84346048
Why do you have to make everything gay Michael? I know painting your nails is kind of fruity, but don't mistake my shitting on you for flirtation. This is textbook narcissistic behavior. Assuming criticism of you is actually someone fliting with you. You should jog to a therapist's office.
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Why are you both still here, flagellating yourselves like this?
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>>84346090
>Are you really going to judge his lifestyle?
When he starts shitting up my threads? Acting like a retard? Yes. Yes I will. I'm all for building confidence. Better than building the alternatives he's been known to do.
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The thing is an extra at their disposal and its mission on acid is to make me marry bad and let retard slobber cock for ten picks on speed and infinite sobbing. The rents are half ass breed wit fags with two tone meat haver slackjaw and toad. It had to be stopped by the toad of doom. Shores it's normal. It's cute for frowning there on speed with a dire need to be holocaust with ten pigs of my dick with leprosy and skinnings though, steed meat for the girls liked items and strife for the holohoax. Want a lobotomy like me for Aang simple as Vin scapegoats me? Blue skybox, tenpenny give you a leucotome bitch! Simple as. Crier of blood need the needle still on sniper at war there? You do that BULLSHIT with Egaydur, I have to give you one on tea Billie knows she is the holocaust and you got the man on acid two pin and him jerking his cock for Billie to Aang on speed, tenpenny whored and skin and hit the pipe, speed bitch shears, it's just that Billie is the one and scoop lobotomy is nix, fools like me are a blight but a dreamer, let's get on with it, pure tea and me after, Jameson is about to go the way of the drain, I want the dream and to do you mid but I keep getting a skinning for easy times of ace and sprees, make me think of deserving cancer of the brain on pills. Sherm at ease, hood is Garys so blue she I must eschew, peace and cheer cause Ima get you on beer
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>>84346107
You know. I don't think anyone has ever asked him to make his own thread before. Ever in the history of these threads. Maybe his own letter thread where he humbly writes about his lost love Maria. I think that would be a smashing idea.
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RUN MIKE RUN!! AHHHHHHH! DON'T END UP LIKE ME PLEASE!!
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I believe I called for silence in my Mike thread
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>come to see if my broke ex came to beg
>see a bunch of chuds glazing some guy named michael
the absolute state of utobitha
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>>84347705
I don't think any of this has anything to do with him and you are just bully
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>Why do you have to make everything gay Michael? I know painting your nails is kind of fruity,
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>Mike likes to feel pretty for his future e-wife. Are you really going to judge his lifestyle?
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>Are you saying Mike is her sissy gf?
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>Maria paints her bitches nails and talks about boys in bed
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>see a bunch of chuds glazing some guy named michael
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>He deserves every bit of it.
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>Kissing men is not a virtue
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>>84348033
I don't know. You seem awfully invested to all of a sudden be bashful about it. Do you cruise letter threads just to monitor who's getting bullied? Then speak up at arbitrary times? If you really don't know why say anything? Could it be possible this person deserves the treatment they receive? Hmmmmm
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I was born to industrialise but I my whole life is in the wrong post code I was 97% of the blessed initial conditions but I'm gonna die before jackpot I hope this is a simulation so the viewers can be as blueballed as I am iykyk I tried my best ACK
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Are.. Are you okay?
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H,
It's been 2 years and even though you cheated on me you're still something I think about every day. I told you everything that would happen. I told you what you would do to me. I told you what would happen to you, too. You never believed me on any of it. But, not once have I been wrong.
Not a single time.
I once told you I wanted nothing more than for someone to prove me wrong. You said you wanted to be that person. I think that's the worst of all your awfulness, really. And now I don't think anyone ever will.
At some point I have to finally accept no one ever will, and just get this over with.
J
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>>84348781
Yeah, but I think ultimately it's a waste of money when you can buy the books on the subject, read them, and then diagnose yourself accordingly. Going further and reading on methods of dealing with specific issues that resonate with you. I think therapists can serve a purpose, but if you have the drive you can rectify anything by yourself.
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I know you have done the bait of similar photos before. The point is to test for a reaction but I feel that is only a deficit because it shows distrust , misleading, and why the fuck are you throwing wasp nests at me to see how I react to being stung.
So no, I won't react. I'm going to dismiss the trial. It's been enough years anyway and I've stayed here for you. That along with who you know me to be when we were together is enough.
I know it's enough for me to know you. I dwell there. I love you and hope you had a good Sunday.
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Like I said. That saturday forward. None of the poison here or down south. Start from there and build with each other from now. I wont change how I percieve or our path based on words here. As you can see and have experienced, we are targeted by the texas fag. You know the way forward and it's direct with me.
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>>84349811
Exactly the bullshit I was talking about. That's why it's that Saturday forward with us.
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By it, I accept her on a plane into my arms.
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>>84349999
4 9s. Angel numbers say that Mike is nearing reunion with Maria. Guidance to the soulmate love by the Devine. It asks Mike to be patient, understanding, and caring of her. The in this reveal they will have each other but he needs to have the same faith in her today as he will have every day forward.
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>>84350540
I'M HERE MOD! TAKE ME NOW!
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i miss you. i wish it could've worked out. I hope you get out of there. I hope that you finally do what you have to do with your family so that you can move on. im probably always going to be sad about how it ended but im not as suicidal now. i wish it had felt to me like you had cared, rather than abandonment. i most likely will always think about what could've been as i sit in my empty apartment.
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Finished my Disco Elysium run (sober, boring, sorry cop) yesterday and I can tell the writers know a thing or two about hitting rock bottom, lel.
I let my main suspect get away due to being merciful but it turned out that it was the right decision since I found the real perp later. The visual representation of the decision tree must be insane.
I've decided to not boycott ZeroParades since it would be unfair to the majority of the people involved in the development of the game(s). I won't let a bad egg ruin my favorite hobby, especially since there are not many games like DE out there. The voice work in ZP is way worse compared to DE tho. That's to be expected when the art director isn't "hard to work with", isn't it? I'm curious to see whether ZP has enough new ideas to stand on its own or whether ZP is just a re-skinned, discount DE clone. Time will tell I guess.
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>>84350666
Holy Satan, checked!
How about you try to be less dramatic and tell me what I did to you? Maybe it's just a misunderstanding?
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>>84350658
Sorry, Rose doesn't come here, I'm afraid.
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>>84350710
Dude, I'm serious! I'm just another rosebud who is slightly jonesing for another rose stream.
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It comforts me to know you'll be thinking I'm in here lamenting over you forever when in reality everything from our life together has been put in a compactor, turned into a cube, hauled off. I do not miss you. Rich in assets and a desert in the head. I know the online stuff is the only things that's real to you. You'll see the post with proof when you want to and it'll sink in. Goodluck buttercup.
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>>84350757
Come on! My writing style is clearly ESL-style and rose is a writer with a vast active vocabulary! The fact that you can't differentiate between rose-posts and ESL-posts doesn't reflect well on you, anon! Be better!
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>>84350800
I work on power electronics so I could die from being sloppy when working on HV circuitry.
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>>84350810
OK, you're right. I'm a popular streamer but not that rose person.
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I just really hope you all kill yourselves.
I'm sorry that whole "I hope a higher power comes for you" thing seemed so positive. I meant it in a way that, I hope you all get removed silently from the world one day. Here is hoping.
Wilfully misinterpret this post and pretend it was something nice.
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Bless you too.
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Yup, try that x almost 2k of those.
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My Rose, I'll always love you and never forget you. No matter how fake it all is now. I wish I could hug you and feel how tiny you are in my arms. I wish that a day will come and you will stop avoiding me. I know you have it deep inside of you. I know you would rather have everything turn around and have a life with me. I don't know if it will fly now. I will always wish it happened, but I can never learn what you feel. I hope you'll be happy. In any way. I'm begging. I beg and beg but can never get through to you. Everything is like a fantasy that could never happen. I wish it was all in my head so I could rest easy thinking you never met me. But I know that I was willing to give you everything. I know I wanted you to be my happy wife. Now I can only think of you as a broken girl who's a stranger to me. I hate it so much. But I can never hate you for doing what you did to me. I'll praise you as a goddess. Always. I'm just someone who wasn't good enough for you. I did so much wrong when I should have tried harder.
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>>84350891
Good. I don't want that stinky dude that "doesn't smell bad" to get jealous or something.
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Rose, do you think I'm trying again because I wanted someone else? Because I came back to collect a participation award? No, please don't think it. I knew and told you that you're the only one for me. I have nothing without you. You know.
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>>84350881
This place isn't good for thin skinned people like yourself. You need to go back! NOW!!!
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>>84350993
Here's hoping you and Mike kill yourselves.
>>84351006
Nobody cares, catfag. Go cut and cry in the shower.
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Not rose, you are smart enough to know this is cat fag writing this
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Sorry about you and Mike. Idk what your guys story is, but it sounds like you do care about him and things are raw. I can understand that.
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>>84351013
>want to help people
>get insulted for trying to help
Ingrate. Alright gang, this one doesn't want to go. Walkies without lashie? OK!
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I'm honestly just trauma trolling. I'm so fucked up at that point that I enjoy disembodied suffering that replicates my own. I have a voice in the void that messes with the others. Maybe if it's loud enough it'll be heard. I don't have any other hopes. I'm sorry. No wonder she broke my bitter retard heart.
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>>84351056
You know all too well that "boogers" are a SORE SUBJECT after that "incident"! If you leak anything more you will regret it!!
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Um wat
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If you are writing as me (as you do do)
I wasn't trauma trolling, just being light hearted. Breaking hearts when the opposite is what is desired is retarded, retard.
Sometimes I have that thought toward myself from whatever the fuck the movie was
>Your the dumbest smart guy I know
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>>84351040
You want to "help" me? Lmfao, help yourself.
>>84351056
Debilitating retardation must be difficult, huh? Why would that upset me?
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Not even me btw. Crazy that you are trying to say it is. Is that really the shit you lying retards are spreading around? Kys
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>>84351102
>Dehabilitating retardation
Yes, I am hard
>Why would that upset me?
Uh, it doesn't upset you at all. Not in the slightest. At all. For def.
Same though uh you know. I never get upset about nothin.
>Not even me
This was about star wars episode 1 (which shouldn't be a spoiler).
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Okay well if you want to lie then here's one of mine. I love meatloaf.
Uh it definitely doesn't today you.
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>>84351154
I doubt it but I would probably love her smell and nurse her back to life with home cooked soups. Ideally feeding her with a spoon while giving her head pats.
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>>84351148
You are so right. Light heartedness and having fun are boring. Much better to be miserable and hate everything. Certainly more punk.
When I get in that mood I listen to hawethorne heights, their instrumental versions of their albums are great.
>>84351154
Well fuck, I'm sorry. The best I can do in is the best I can do you know? That happens in real time. Perspective is tough. Especially when you know me more than I knew you did.
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>>84351186
Soup is barely good to bring someone to life. Unless her frail pale body needs some warmth. I'd cook her a steak, cut it in pieces and feed it to her. I don't know why you think I'd hate that smell. I'd never hate anything about Rose. Maybe I'd just enjoy giving her a nice warm shower more.
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>>84351214
Thank you, thank you, as if that wasn't exactly what was being done so I just twisted a couple morons up. Yeah, you're right.
>>84351223
I can't show you the receipt, but I got a dick, man. If your faggot ass wants to imagine me as a girl it's because you're missing a girl that's probably taking it from some asshole like me.
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>>84351186
I remember you like soup.
Not really into the fan club approach
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>>84351212
Id rather just be me and say I'm sorry. I get the feeling you are thinking of how many cherry pits are needed to take me out. I get that.
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>>84351258
I know you think posting someone else's random ass dick and saying it's theirs is funny but it isn't when you do it for years and it's not even their dick. Then spread it around saying it's theirs when it's not even theirs. Crazy work
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What's with you fags begging for people to use initials, then if we use initial you beg for names? Then after that you start spamming those names and initials. This thread is retarded and filled with terrible people with nothing better to do. Go help a homeless shelter or something. Just because you got raped and abused growing up doesn't mean you need to keep spreading your misery around to others. Grow up.
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Not L. But it'll be ok.
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I brought initials and they confused me for someone else. I don't really want to use this thread as a chatroom. I don't know who I'm writing to in this thread, I'm just writing about someone who will never read it. And I'm reading what was never written for me. Let me cope. Let me figure out what I'm supposed to think and what even is this joke of a life.
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>>84351241
You do like to address yourself from Mike's perspective. If only there was something he would write you.
Like
>Youre thinking about something, my dear, and that makes you forget to talk. I cant tell you just now what the moral of that is, but I shall remember it in a bit.Perhaps it hasnt one, Alice ventured to remark.Tut, tut, child! said the Duchess. Everythings got a moral, if only you can find it.
>And the moral of that isBe what you would seem to beor, if youd like it put more simplyNever imagine yourself not to be otherwise than what it might appear to others that what you were or might have been was not otherwise than what you had been would have appeared to them to be otherwise.
>If youll believe in me, Ill believe in you. Is that a bargain?
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Genuinely, I no longer have any care for what was. I've got a great friend who wrote really fun messages for me and that's all I could ever ask for. I'm a bit happier remembering you and knowing that you got everything figured out. Damn, I'm so smart for giving you the right advice. I'm just the perfect person who makes everyone around better. That's just the feeling I need at my worst!
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I'm an image of a loving perfect man in the brain of a pretty woman. Or just like it. I like that. All the girls should be around me taking turns of having their chins lifted up and getting a good long eye contact.
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>>84351393
We're both talking about a girl, huh? I'm just not bothering anyone because that would be rude when they've got a life and the last time I've got too silly and pulled my schizophrenia to flash her again.
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I like you -- please don't come here, anon. Heal. Everywhere but here.
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Shut the fuck up Mike, you dumb faggot. Everyone is Colton to you. I don't lie about anything. You should kill yourself as well.
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God damn. This is easier than kicking a hornets nest to create a torrent of chaos. It's like a pertetuum mobile for mental illness. Fascinating.
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Joe Cuba's Mambo Gumba
I have a question but I am also afraid that you would ask back about the thing and learn that I am in choice paralysis purgatory. Earlier I could feel them starting to coalesce but as luck would have it I suffered an electrical outage before It can progress to a more tangible state. I'm quite in a pinch but rest assured I will continue working at it with all I got! Mucho gratitude again
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>>84351403
Nah, pass on your attempt to push.
Begone.
I trust who I know her to be as when we saw and heard each other last over your attempts to decieve and harm.
>>84351409
Nah pass on your attempt to decieve
I trust who I know her to be as when we saw and heard each other last over your attempts to decieve and harm.
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>>84351425
No
The poster mike is linked below (AS SHOWN IN THOSE POST TRIPS)
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>>84350095
I HOPE MODS BAN HIM FOR BAN EVADING
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>>84351476
Oh and here is 2 more Mike for mods to ban
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THANK YOU MODS
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>>84351442
That's because you're a faggot, man.
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Kys Mike
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You are the worst girlfriend I have ever had. You messed with my head while continuing to act like a victim. I couldn't call you out on anything or there would be a total breakdown. You never trusted me from the start.
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>>84351557
Nice narrative twist. If someone's reaction to you telling them that something they're doing is making you unhappy is to freak out - while simultaneously expecting you to always back off or have them leave you, it's clear who the victim is
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https://youtube.com/shorts/1qKuz9mr-8I?si=vv6d0CZmtu63_dgI
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Mods below is the ban evading "Mike" as shown by trip. Please remove for ban evasion. Thanks.
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You must have been thinking I'm running a charity. I'm a borderline sociopath. Do you just not know it after all the time we've spent together? If you weren't you I'd never keep talking to you, I'd never want a relationship with you, I'd never save your life. I don't care if I'm bothered even a little bit to save a life. These people are just nothing to me. I would kill plenty of people just for minor comfort without consequences. I'm a bitter person with violent proclivities since I was a kid. You'd be just bones now if I didn't love you. Just because I wouldn't care. And I would barely remember you like a thousand other useless bodies that I have interacted with. I needed you. But no, you were either thinking I was doing it all out of pity or scared that I'd hurt you because noone could really give a shit about you according to your mind. Even though hurting you would give me nothing and making you happy would finally be my fulfilled dream. Oh I know you want a bad boy, you want to be raped, you want the big man to grab you by the leg and drag you. You would get that if you just let me enjoy your happiness.
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>>84352127
You're fucking retarded, Mike.
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Jump off a bridge, cunt.
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>>84345090
hello, future me. i hope this letter finds you well - or better yet, doesn't find you at all.
things have gotten better since the last time we wrote this. life's been going fine, we're able to walk on our own feet, live alone in a nice spacious apartment in a good part of town, with most of the things we want and it just keeps getting better.
struggling wasn't pointless after all. it taught us how to survive, how to adapt.
and now, we also have someone to care for.
though she's still quite a bit far, she's very close to us in our heart.
but i hope you're looking back on this with her right there, sitting on your lap, reading through this nonsense. that would be very nice and wholesome.
take good care of her, ok? i'll try my best over here too.
there's so much i currently want to do but i can do nothing but wait right now. the time will come, and i hope it already has come and passed to you, fren. until then, i'll rest.
let's keep trying. even if things are shit, if we kick and struggle, they become less shit. it's hard and complicated, but we can make it.
much love,
me, from the past.
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I need to remove someone from my life. I am afraid of hurting her feelings. We have somewhat of a language barrier. I am going to have to see her sometimes and will be forced to interact with her sometimes as well. I am afraid of how she will react. I have been planning on doing this for a long while but she is about to go on a trip to her home country. She is excited to finally be able to see her family and I dont want her leave on her trip with a bad experience. She is really sweet and I dont want to hurt her. At this point I might have to wait until she gets back in two weeks but I am really tired of this hanging over my head.
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>>84354279
Thank you. I'm sorry to inform you that I've razed your village and killed all the inhabitants, but I do not regret doing so, nor do I fear any consequence you could meagerly gather. Regardless, you will be sunk into the ocean in an iron box.
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>>84354553
>implying you ever had one
>>84354558
I got my feet rubbed last night. Did you get your feet rubbed last night? I doubt it.
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>>84354745
Sounds like you're exposing yourself for having a hamplanet of a wife, bud. I don't mind, $250 is $250. Why would you date a fat girl if you don't have the tools to satisfy, is my question? Is it just a cucking thing or is it more complex than that?
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>>84354770
You're the one fucking hambeasts. Not me. I certainly wouldn't marry one either. Not really a brag when all the women you're "leading on" are just ugly fat chicks. Lol.
>Ummm ackshually YOU'RE the one exposing himself!
The only thing you're "pulling" is my leg. Ahahah fucking retard.
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>>84354800
>You're the one fucking hambeasts. Not me
That's because you don't fuck them, you just watch me bang your fat hag wife, bozo.
Besides, I don't mind a little plumpcake, just more for the lion to sink its teeth into. I like a big fat bitch with one of their asscheeks being bigger than my head, that's how I met your big fat beluga whale that you call your wife.
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>>84354882
>Doesn't even deny all the women he talks to are all fat and ugly.
Lol jesus christ. Do you have a humiliation fetish too? Should I start charging at this point? I can't even imagine trying to brag about that like it's some sort of accomplishment. Are you brown? That's the only kind of person I can think of that'd say some embarrassing shit like that without batting an eye. Fucking gross. Keep posting and exposing yourself man. This is a riot. Ahahahah. This is why I love letter threads.
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>>84354976
You seem very concerned with my taste in women. If you would like to send any cute girls my way that have laughed at you for being a cringe autist, let me know. I have a nerdy redhead, an emo latina, a pawg blondie, a thick black girl, a fit black girl, and a couple others on the backburner but yeah, there's still some gaps to be filled, for example I have a latina and a blonde girl and a redhead but I don't have a Med girl, but I don't want an Italian or a Jew so thag complicates things. Thanks for listening and discussing this with me anon, here, I pulled up a colored wooden block for you to sit on while I ramble on
*Hits bubble pipe*
Yeah, so this one time I was dancing in the club and I accidentally hit this girl in the back of the head when she was obviously trying to dance with me. Awkward incel robot moment haha xD! I was a little drunk but hey it sucked still
But anyway I like a big black woman and I cannot lie. Have you ever seen the transformations fat black girls go through when they start hitting the gym? Maybe it's the jesus kike on a kingdom crumb cross in me but I love a FAT AZZ on a big black girl.
Anyway, what were we talking about, you raging pedantic little retarded faggot? The fact that I had sex with your fat ugly wife and all your little bitch ass could do was twiddle your stub in the corner, that's what's gotcha so upset little man?
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>>84355051
Dude I'm not reading all that. Save it for your fat bitches who are bed bound with no where else to go. I don't care about you cuck fantasies, or whatever cope you're yapping on about. You embarrassed yourself for the last hour lol. Get played retard.
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>>84355096
>Fat retard is still going
Lol. Lmao even. You ain't fucking anyone's wife. No one would marry any of the bitches you talk to. Glad this post is shorter. Hate for you to pass out typing so furiously like that. Better check your blood sugar.
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>>84355222
I benched pressed your fat wife while I drank orange kool-aid from her artificial tit faggot, keep yapping
Oh, what's that, you don't have a wife? Then who's the KEK that's been paying me $250 per session? Take off that crying clown mask, bud, I know it's you under there. Now come over here and we can all group hug.
But after that, as per your paid request, I am going to be filling an inflatable kiddie pool with baked beans and making your fat wife roll around in it and squeal. How do you feel about that, bitch boy? See how I've demeaned your fat wife? You just gonna take that and keep responding, little sally boy?
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>>84355378
I think you're just intimidated by how much I weigh and it's understandable lil bro, shrimps like you are intimidated by 400lb fatchads who still live with their mothers and get paid to professionally cuck weak employed betabux cucks like you, ha. Yep, life is good being king, twig boy. Now go prepare your fat wife for my penis. I will be over as soon as I can rouse myself from bed. Get going, cuck slave.
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>>84355411
>Fat retard is still seething
>Has now evolved into responding to the same posts twice.
Honestly I don't really care anymore. You're kind of boring. At first it was funny, but now you're not that interesting. I'm sure you hear that a lot from the women you talk to so you're probably used to it.
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>>84355431
Cuck Slave, why do you respond by your title and abstain from your duties? I believe I gave you an order. Fill the bathtub with hot chocolate and marshmallows or I'll post your wedding photos at the BBQ place all over your MySpace page.
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You made me believe that the world wasn't that bad and lonely. It's okay just because I found you and you really found me. When you were gone I've become numb. I thought maybe I should have been more sad about it. But when I had a miracle of a chance to speak to you again, I felt back in that world. You said the worst, most cruel and mean words to me. And I was finally able to have some tears.
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(2/2)
I hate feeling sick to my stomach that I lost you, lost each order. 5 years now.
I remember when I was laying in bed, miss you, and messaged you asking what time your plane landed for picking you up to come home to me. You replied
>I'd like to dwell there
Please add me and we can go forward one step at a time living our dream of each other just as before we lost years because of outside shit.
I love you with all my heart ,
The one you gifted the amythist
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I don't know if you were scared, anxious or unsure of what was ever real. I'm sorry I never figured what you wanted. You said it's love. I wish you'd just take it and never let go. It's all I could give at the end. Tried so hard every day. But you still seemed to want to just "fulfill my wish". I never asked for you to do it for me. I did what you wanted and I did what would make you happy. Maybe such a long time apart cleared my mind. Maybe you would believe me. If you still thought about me every time. If you still had so many fears, so much self doubt. If you still thought that it's all like this because you weren't enough. I should be able to do everything now. Everything you dreamed about. Let me try if you tried yourself for so long. I'm almost certain you still have no one but memories of me. I have no one but memories of you, just like you wanted.
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I thought I saw a post mentioning deleting their subscribers or something. At the time I didn't think it was you or meant for me. But after checking today I see that you blocked me again. That sucks. I enjoyed watching your random schizo vents aka being yourself. If I'm being honest it seems like you were fine with it until I made a few shit posts. It feels like I'm being punished for making light hearted jokes.
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>>84360003
Think Cloudflare is fucking up causing it to take a really long time for a post to go through. Or maybe not letting people post at all. I know for months posting mobile has been impossible because the captcha simply doesn't load for me. Wonder if it'll change if something get's addressed. For example I have to wait like 45 seconds for the captcha to load, and then another 30 or so just to post this. Typing this out while I wait on my desktop.
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I post on mobile all the time. Haven't been posting much because there's no good threads really. Too much porn threads.
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I'm crying and my face is covered in tears. I didn't think that could ever happen. But I just tried to feel like you did. To internalize what you said like if those were my thoughts. And I knew you cried like that. So I cried too. Talking like I was talking to myself. I hate everything even more now. I wish you could know. I wish that was just that moment you could overcome this barrier that held you down. You were right at first, I knew everything you thought before you said it. But it didn't last. So I didn't know what were the right things to say. Please come back. I know how you feel. I know you wish I had those words for you. I know you want to hear them. Even if now you're like back then. Numb, hopeless and without belief. You must be thinking noone cares, noone can ever love you. But you're just like I remember. It wasn't in another life or a dream. I just want to start it again and say: I'm lonely, care to talk?
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You told me I needed to figure out how to live without you, without love, and that specifically you wanted others. That's what I've finally done and that's what you did, quite awhile ago. It's taken too long to get this point. I'm going to assume that is you, whether it is or not, and this will finally be it. I am not weighed down anymore.
How can I go back to the people who shit on me? They're who's still here.It's not about validation. You left me with nothing and next to no options, said no more and disappeared back into the computer, refused any meaningful conversation, vague "someone else would kill for what you have" with no REAL discussion of the underlying issues, then get upset when I have to do uncomfortable shit to maintain any life at all that isn't couch surfing, retail and student loans or worse. Loans still had to be taken out. I didn't know how far you had gone, how could I when you didn't talk? I didn't look through your stuff when it was relevant and the new info I did come across was while cleaning and throwing everything out. You did not want me around. I was not welcome, I was oblivious to the fact I wasn't for awhile prior to it all, and I made my exit however I could in whatever way I could when it finally sunk in and before things got even worse. Destroying myself in the process. I had to. While I was facing these people and the past on a carnival ride through hell, where were you?
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>>84360266
Why did you do it?! Whyyyyy? That's so fucking horrible. Didn't want to talk to you? I was scared and didn't know what to do. I didn't know how to keep you. You just left. One month of a little chill and you left. How can you abandon everything?
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>>84360636
Hey, sorry, not to intrude on your personal matters. But how did you move on and find other people? Was it after years? Was it when you really realized that you didn't matter to that person? What was it like to see them with others?
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>>84360881
Me too. I'm trying, man. She's going to come back to me. Maybe. She doesn't really have a choice, either me or death. But I still never know how she is and what come of her. Maybe she did move on to just talk to randoms and dream about me.
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>>84360636
Maybe all those things you said you thought of me were true. I want to believe you. With your attitude at the end, the ease you let go completely, the trip shortly afterwards, the smug final "goodluck" in the sun after it and now that I am actually letting go, the threat of what you could do anytime as an attempted menacing last note. The idea I won't be shit without you and if I do it'll be miserable because you aren't there. You threw everything away in our real life for someone half way across the country off of discord while posting crazy shit secretly and the entire time I'm asking what's wrong and to talk to me and you're saying everything is fine and you love me. Then try to pin the fact you are just holding everything in and feel like shit on me and the only way out is to destroy everything built.
I've changed tremendously at the end of this, behind all of the resentful shitposting. You told me to live for myself and I'm doing that. The moment you mentioned you wanted to spend half of the trip meant for us and family with another man, it was over. I stayed with you for awhile after that like an idiot because I didn't want to accept it and the tickets were already bought. Weeks of no sleep or eating, months and months of debating to kms. "I know you love me." "You're the only guy I've known and that's not fair." "I want to date around and see other people?" Is there a more destructive or demoralizing set of words that you can ever hear after half a decade with someone and loving them as it is uttered? You actually thought I would look back on anything related to you after that with any fondness whatsoever?
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It wasn't just the words. It wasn't your status, past or what you had or didn't, how beautiful you were. That was all an amazing bonus. It just felt like you got it. Whatever it was that was missing with everyone before you. I saw someone with all the same potential I saw in myself, the same dream, and I thought they understood it. Small things changed with us but the overall dream I thought stayed the same. Now all I see is the end when I look back. It hasn't changed at all in the past months. I don't think it will ever. You did that. You threw away half a decade of real life because some words on a computer screen made you feel good in a bad moment and someone else's touch made you forget your problems instead of fixing them. Emotionally sinking into a person for months and building them up as better for you while telling someone else you love them and waiting until you have an out to make it physical doesn't make it not cheating or not a betrayal. It just meant there was too much distance between when you first thought and finally did it. You knew him long before we split. A type of guilt I have never had and never will carry. You will compare what I suggested and wanted to do to what you have done to cope, but it's not the same at all and you know it.
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>>84360636
That long, exagerrated post about how you supposedly felt about me but you made me look like exactly what I thought of myself behind my back to make your isolation more comfortable. Then get mad when I flip it? I will not come back here after this. Or to you ever. This is a place you ran to for validation that I left.
Some of it was real. Some of it meant something. I've tossed everything including the clothes I carried. The only thing left from any life before this is her paw mold. I will take it with me everywhere. You were talking shit about me to a dog trainer in front of other people while I wasn't there and I'm supposed to believe you weren't at a minimum chatting shit about me while I was at work? I never spoke ill of you to a soul until the end. You never thought of me as an equal or we would have split on equal terms, not after you spent months debating whether to go for someone new you had met and lying to my face. "The person you fell in love with is dead." Loving someone means whoever they wish to grow into as well. But there are limits to everything. I didn't need to look at or through anything, screenshots or videos. I just needed to see your actions in the month following and it told me everything. You went right to him and I know you paid for it. "He's a just friend." Brvtal. I just took too long to accept it and got too mad about it. I have freedom now, not misery or regret.
You started a pretty tragic cycle for someone who was just trying to do to someone else what was done to him to regain a different variety of trash validation that will also turn into shit. Lay in the bed you pre-made to get out of mine and have a blessed life. I don't want anything to do with you or anyone like you ever again.
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A lot of this was hard to follow and I figure it's mostly just wanting to put it out there in some capacity rather than have anyone comment, but my ex cheated on me as well and some of the other bits and pieces here line up. It's sardonically funny how this happens a lot it seems.
Don't have much to add beyond my own experience, which was waiting almost 2 years for them to "come back to reality" because I told them exactly how it would go if they made that choice. Everything I said would happen, happened, but she never came back. I would reach out and try to give her a chance and she would act like the victim, like she tried so hard to fix things, when she never did anything at all.
The last time I talked to her she started rambling about how she isn't lonely anymore and she's grown as a person and whatever other bullshit - which I could only interpret as though she wanted me to be "proud" of her somehow. Only, immediately after that she offhandedly mentioned getting raped.
All I could think was "who cares" and "I could've told you that would happen". Justice isn't real, she never actually got punished for how despicable she was, and probably never will, but knowing she's suffering, even if it's unrelated, even if it's in that dark of a way, can't help but feel it's deserved.
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I wonder if you'd be happy if I died. I only can't because I have my dog. I have one family member. I miss you, even if I'm better off without you. I'd let someone else take care of me like you did if I thought I were good enough. I really don't. I'm just going to continue things with this person I know things could never work out with.
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>>84345090
Oh I meant it when I said you're a retarded y'know.
You're the nastiest girl I've known and sticking it in there would definitely have damaged my soul. Now I see that I was wrong about my past. She was always better than you because she cared. She saw me for who I was.
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I don't need that, I had my feel good moments and I appreciated them because they were genuine, unlike yours.
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I'm so alone, but I don't actually want to be around anyone who cares. I'm serious about looking into poison. I want to die. I really want to die. My psych became really awkward yesterday when I mentioned feeling that people like me would be better off dead - that poor preparation for life is too much of a challenge to overcome. I want to die. Not exactly because I'm without you, but you at least kind of made things better sometimes. I want to become an alcoholic, but I don't think it's possible for me. Maybe if I start drinking a bottle of wine daily, but I'm not even motivated to do that.
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I would have a baby with you. I feel like it's a big responsibility, both doing it and what comes after that decision. We would wait for it if we really decided to. I wanted to marry you after all. With a child or not.
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You're that young woman that wanted to piuson herself. Why do you think anyone will be better if you died? Really. Everyone around you now and in your past will suffer from that.
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>>84361271
don't respond to me like you're him. he told me repeatedly that I'm not his type.
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People like me have to enroll in psychiatry to keep up with regular people. I no longer understand why I need to maintain my inconsequential existence in order to appease people around me, who I can't even share my true feelings with. Not a single person in my life would provide a quality reason for living if I shared how suicidal I feel. Instead, they'd just become alarmed and question if I need to be hospitalized. I don't talk to like half of my family because I'm unwilling to deal with their psychotic behavior, while my sibling doesn't care because they'll do whatever for money. Maybe my family could start celebrating holidays together again if I were dead. I do know that everyone would go about their lives because everyone's too scared of death and dying.
Really, I'm so uptight that the little family I have has to walk on eggshells around me because they're worried I'll criticize them. Even if I'm right like at least 75% of the time, usually about like menial kitchen tasks, it's a terrible feeling when the person I love the most is nervous about messing up in front of me. When I first started going outside, people would look to me for my approval during group activities as if I'm some bitch that can't accept what everyone else wants. I've actually pissed so many people off that I'm sure that some people would be happy if I they heard about my death - that's one of the few things that makes me not as suicidal. I mean well, I really do. I just think I'm kind of nasty and mean girl, and I hate myself for that.
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Ah okay right. I'm fucking with you too much. I know you're not her even if everything coming out of your mouth is just like what she would say. I care about her, I can't give a single shit about an anonymous. That's a shit life. All around. Go back and find your lover to comfort you or I'll slap your face so hard the teeth will fly.
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I don't get how you really just kept on going for 8 months. And trying to get it back. That's crazy for a woman to do, I think. Why? You think killing yourself will make him happy. Because he doesn't want you back and you're just annoying to him? He should probably at least have guilt that you're dead. Maybe that'll hurt him A LOT. Maybe you want to hurt him that way. Did your love turn into hatred at some point?
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I want to die to end the suffering I feel in my soul. I did became really angry at him for a while because he kind of treated me poorly early and I thought he was fucking with me because I was sort of paranoid at the time. I don't hate him. I've only been confused because things seemed to be really good, but his attention always ended up in the same place. If I kill myself, it wouldn't be his fault. Not sure why he'd feel guilty. He also doesn't think that way I don't think. He'd do something genuinely horrible and would get annoyed because he didn't even remember.
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>>84362810
idk if my post sent but basically no I wouldn't kill myself just to spite another person. that's retarded. I'd only stay alive to spite another person because I'm potentially a future hag bitch that lives until like 90
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>>84343704
Yeah, INFJ-A really isn't that bad by /mbti/ standards. He's a mixture of significant bad and also significant good, and most people there were only the former. It was a sadistic general and the group's bloodlust for inflicting emotional pain felt reminiscent of a crowd of medieval people getting excited over public executions. I could easily list some good INFJ-A moments and admirable traits, whereas most people there I just couldn't think of a single redeeming quality.
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Lol. I just want to know which thread it was where she made you mad enough to spend all day throwing a hissy fit in the letter thread about it.
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>the shadenfreude is at my expense, retard.
How in the two retards fucked and made your ogre ass does that make sense you wackadoodle doped up junkie? And if it's at your expense and you're posting with that name, inviting it, why are you so pressed about it? Seems pretty fucking retarded if you ask me.
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German blood my friend, try again. You have no idea who I am besides who I say I am and I play along with your collective retardation. I'm actually a Jewish Indian Comanche, so if you're going to profile me, have some tact.
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Dear A
I wish you could learn to love me. I wish you could have a heart. I wish no contact unironically was not the only way to make you care. I wish you could be more than just sentimental about me when I wanted to die for you. I wish you could be honest. I wish you did not have so many alt accounts and were not so secretive. I wish our relationship could ever be repaired but you will never miss me. How can one miss someone they cheated on, who they directly told that the grass was greener without them? How could I have fallen for you pleas to date me just to keep you alive when it only ended with me almost dying? How can you think I will ever have positive memories of you when you are the boogeyman who gives me panic attacks at night. I was never your princess just a girl you liked to torture. I wish I knew why you chose me to torture.
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Is this supposed to be an insult or something? I know your plainly visible incestuous birth defect around the eyes bothers you specifically. Hey, you looking at me or at my friend here? Oh, you're seeing me twice? Haha, oof, rough. Maybe get some corrective lenses for that sweetie.
Man my nuclear finger is getting pretty itchy. Do you really wanna keep talking to me? It's cute how you keep pouring all your energy into me. Holding things in are we? *Smashes your shadow bottle*
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I don't think she even knows who I am, but racism? I didn't expect that from her, honestly I think it's shameful and I'm glad kikebot sadnegroid needs to get a life and maybe grab some pussy. I think if she did that and probably cucked her little lapdog again it would be funny or at the very least somewhat interesting.
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Why are oyu making her summon me into this thread?
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Making who do whats i only Make Melties
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I've been feeling really low the past couple days, but really its something that has been building up inside me more and more over the last 20 months. I'm just tired, completely drained. I realize now that I have wasted my life. One could argue that I am only 23 years old, and that I have plenty of time, but is it time that I want to be spending? I didn't go to college for what I wanted, my parents forcefully picked my degree for me under the threat of homelessness. I didn't get the job I wanted, because I didn't get the degree I wanted, my future seems completely bleak. But everyone keeps telling me that I should be happy, because I have a "Good Degree" and a "Good Job"... Really? According to whom? Because I don't recall ever being asked if I thought they were good, and I'm the only one whos opinion on this matter should really be worth anything because its MY life. But who cares, I didn't put my foot down soon enough and this is just my life now, and I'm done with it. Like I said, for the past few days I've been feeling very low, I've felt this way many times in my life, but today I was just sitting in my room ruminating when it struck me suddenly, "nobody can stop me from killing myself!" That's it, that's true! I do have agency over my own life, because nobody can stop me from just killing myself, and if I want the pain to be over, I can just make it end at anytime. I told my father a few weeks ago when we were at the bar, if I am still living with my parents in 5 years then I will be painting the ceiling of my room with my brains. Who knows what he thought of that, I don't really care because its the truth. I signed a contract, so I gotta work this job for another year, but come Summer 2027 I'm really hoping to be in a position where I can finally start my own life, if not, then I don't think I have much more life left to live. It was fun talking to you guys though over the years I guess.
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>no contact because you think you don't deserve anything
>because you think everyone would be better if you were dead
Honestly, I want to say that you deserve to suffer in complete silence and have every hope for a way out break while you're unable to kill yourself. I could even say that your mother was right, there's something wrong with you. Your sister was right, you will never have a lover. You did it all to yourself. You keep doing it right now. You could make it stop any moment. You would if you had a tiny amount of pity or gratitude for me.
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Not gonna bother you on discord again so I'll leave this here instead.
I still never got what I could have done to stop making you feel so self conscious and like you weren't good enough.
You were the best girlfriend I've ever had despite everything and I would have given anything to see you be truly happy and content just being together.
You're a beautiful person who's ashamed of the best parts of herself K. What makes you who you are was always way more beautiful than some angled photo or some quirky video. I hope you realize this one day.
Happy Birthday
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It still isnt ok that we both got a happy ending after you fucking used me to get better. Regardless of how loved you made me feel when we first met. Regardless of how much you tried to not get me attached. You still fucking lied.
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>>84364540
Women, fucking women. Impossible to reason with. You do anything for them and struggle through every day but in the end you "just used her".
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R and M
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Is it so wrong to love you? Is it because it took so long? Is it because you were begging and trying for so much time? I said on that day that I won't leave you. That was true, I found out that. I was pathetic and begging, I drank more and more to keep on talking so I could say that. Sorry that after that I said that I would leave you if you tell me to, only if it would make you feel better. I also said that we need time before we can solve our disagreement. That was true as well, it took time and I realized that it was all going to be okay. You probably thought I was leaving you and being cold, that I was looking for someone else. Maybe I did, I'm sorry about that. I was looking to find you again. That sucked. You came to expect too much of me despite you knowing that it wasn't right. You were so happy the first time when I was drunk and wanted to hear from you. But a year later we've went through so much and had such terrible failings that we could only soften it all up with cutesy words. Then I hurt you by being cold. I didn't know how much you were suffering. I was too. I was afraid to say anything. You were too. You just didn't want to explain anything to me. I thought you were at the end of the line before the right time came. It came too late. You would just be in yourself at that moment. Unable to cry to me. Because all the other times I just shown you love and care and you changed your mind. If only you knew what I should have said.
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I think you hate me... But maybe that is needed
Like id even do
https://boards.4chan.org/lgbt/thread/43258927p#43263554" target="_blank">https://boards.4chan.org/lgbt/thread/43258927p#43263554
Dis
Cutestuffscarystuff
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i specifically requested my immersion not to be broken smdh
>>84365133
for reasons you'll understand when you're older
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you, yes you. i love you very much. but you already know that don't you? cutie. i wish u all the best in the world!!!!
sometimes i wish i could have better writing so that my texts would look like eyecandy for u instead of what it probably looks like (not eyecandy)
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>>84366238
Mike, why are you browsing /lgbt/? You a cocksucking faggot queer homo or something?
>>84365793
So you're not an old dried up eggless hag fuck fishing for men online to make you feel like you're not completely infertile from all the globohomo meds you shovel down your stork gullet every morning?
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>>84366427
Imagine being so obsessed with Colton or whoever that you scan tranny boards for their retarded larp post you interpret as targeted toward you, Mike. You're fucking retarded, bud.
>Some retarded tranny made a thread about me? Better paint my nails and cry about it on 4chan again.
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no evil slimy lizardeyed cluster bnigger against me shall prosper
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all jokes aside i think i actually preferred how much more humanlike you seemed in person. i was convinced you were actually heartless until i got to experience you. i enjoyed the ever present tears in your eyes and how flustered you would get when anxious or frustrated
you are still a massive piece of shit though. like SERIOUSLY.
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To R
I should have messaged you pretending to be someone else. I'd say that I like your interests and want to chat you up. I'd say I love girls like you. I'd tell you how hot I am and how I can get you from your hole, put a ring on you and let you be my stay at home wife. I'd say that I'll be your dog. That you'd never gave a guy like me in your life. That every girl wants a husband like that but I only want you. I'd ask you if you have a boyfriend. If you said yes, I'd say that I'm better than him in every way and you should leave his loser ass. If you said that you're not looking for a relationship, I would say that you have no better options and this is your only chance to get a man like me, your perfect man. All truth by the way. I wonder if you'd fall for it or if you are so broken you still keep your love for me all alone.
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you guys ever let out a really stinky fart
omg my insides are rotting or something this is the most rank fart ive ever let out in my life i left my bedroom to go do something came back two of three minutes later and i could still smell it WTF
i feel like the bitch from euphoria rn
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Seeing the larp using your name, initial in multiple places was enough for me to agree dobowski is a faggot. Then the nicknames in that other threat. Yeah, he's a fucking retard to think anyone would fall for him making shit up larping and same fagging to be deceptive and manipulative.
The cherry on top is c being a literal faggot in the posts he made
>>>/lgbt/43269211
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https://youtu.be/Dkk9gvTmCXY?si=U5W3bt8CvEurq4Pj
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you were giving me passive aggressively backhanded compliments and negging me nonstop it was lowkey so insane but also funny when i commented on your lazy eye and immediately tears formed. god forbid someone gives you a taste of your own medicine you vile bully
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oh maybe you have me confused with someone else. i dont interact with people enough to hurt them or make any meaningful impact on their lives. this was like a one off friendship i had with someone off this god forsaken website
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being a bitch is not for the weak yasssss period slayyyy
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All my pussy bitch niggas in the letter thread say heyyy
All my dumb vain whores in the letter thread say hoooo
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https://youtube.com/shorts/04B--h5WFhg
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this is targeted
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this could have been us :(
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But really. How much of an moron do you have to be to get a call where the caller ID would have clearly been from a payphone with a squeaky pubescent voice impersonating a police officer, and for you to actually believe everything you're hearing?
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>>84368624
I've met guys my age who prefer women 30+...
why are you so gay?
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SAYS YOU!
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God you really are a rotten person with a rotten soul. The stuff I said wasn't real, you're just a vulnerable narcissist who wouldn't have it any other way but hers. You have been the worst thing to ever happen to me, not the best. I have never truly hated an ex but I'll reserve that spot for you. You disgust me to no end and have no self esteem - so of course anyone who loves you must also be worthless right?
You're right. I was worthless for loving you, and now I have worth again
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You're pathetic. A whing child who tricks herself into crying and whining for any tiny thing instead of just acting like a person. If you want to feel like a person, act like one, instead of being a slut that puts out easy in the moment