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>100k debt
>khhv
>late 20s
>shitty average dead end job I hate
>lost all my money I made in my 20s investing
>no parents, no friends
>autistic
>living in a tax hellhole dying european country
The debt will be cleared in 3 years but still, I fucked up so much. I often ask myself why I had to spawn in ultra hardcore mode. I was so close to making it and could have moved to asia and just relaxed there for the remainder of my life but I got greedy. I feel like a modern day slave I really can't take this shit anymore. Will use all my free time to learn skills so I can work remotely and just fuck off out of europe. If I fail I will simply kms
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>>84366599
No I learn skills related to IT that will be in high demand in the coming years thanks to ai.
>What happened?
No parents, grew up all alone in a shitty orphanage, nobody wanted me so I stayed there until I was 18 then they told me I had to move out, gave me some shitty flat and had to find work asap. Made money during covid and later in crypto lost everything being greedy, took out debt to get it back lost that being greedy now I have nothing. Ofc no gf ever or sex because of autism.
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>>84366619
It could be worse desu, you're still alive which is a plus.
a few months ago I had an existential breakdown because I was about to turn 20 and have done nothing with my life outside of high school (no friends and hated all of my classmates) and that's when I realized my mortality and my limited time on this earth. As a result, I have become razor focused on some goals and refuse to compromise (moving to Asia and teaching English). Even if the progress is incremental and arbitrary because I need to go through jewish university for the qualifications that say I can teach English, I still wake up every day to accomplish it, otherwise I would be bedrotting and going insane.
I live in a state of manic, existential dissatisfaction that will probably never go away when I achieve my goals and I have to accept that this is the way I feel about life in general.
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>>84366654
Being alive feels like a chore at this point. You are still young I wish I was 20 and you have figured out things that took me way too long already. Growing up without parents and just with shitty hagg staff who hate men, especially autistic ones was pure hell. Got bullied a lot in school as well. Every single time I liked a girl she treated me like complete trash. And loosing nearly half a mil you made thanks to studying charts, news and other online sources all day long only to lose everything from being a piece of shit greedy bitch nearly made me lose my mind after everything. I was only once on a vacation I paid with my wins, this was the only short 2 weeks that felt like I had a life. I don't know if I will have success but I only have on shitty life. Going to the gym is the only thing that allows me some form of stability atm. I want to be so strong that nobody can hurt me anymore.
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>>84367216
Just normal personal debt. You just have to show that you can't pay and then they take part of your income for the next 3 years and after that you are free. Will be a bit rough but the law here is in favor for me for the first time so who cares. I just need to make sure to have the skills in the next 3 years to be free from here. I refuse to work 40 years so that boomers and immigrants can have a good life.