I am incredibly depressed.
I've not been doing anything lately, which just makes me feel worse, then I blame it on the depression, but then tell myself it's just me being lazy.
I pivot between having a lot of hope for the future and feeling utterly destitute.
I'm very lonely and I'm thinking of just settling for the obese single mother who asked me out.
But I also think if I just lost some more weight I'd have a shot with the sexy teenage virgin of my dreams.
But then the loneliness overtakes me and I just put on weight from trying to numb the pain with the worst foods.
Then the more I don't do things I feel like I'm falling further behind, but then I tell myself I'm still young, I'm only 31, and it only really takes a short time for everything to turn around.
I really though things were going to work out this year. Then she dumped me, and I've been so down ever since because she was the sexy virgin teenager of my dreams and I just feel like my chances of finding another one are slim.

you're not really sad if you decide to tug one out, you're just bored.
When you're really sad you don't do porn

>>84369673
When I'm sad I do porn and when I'm depressed I do not. That's how it is for me.