>>84772755 can you go outside? owt you can do? trollers gonna troll, but board games or D&D nights at places. they're used to awkward/geeky people and there's an activity involved (so it's not like speed dating or something).
>>84772775 i get tired and irritated by people very easily to be perfectly desu with you im fine with being lonely i just feel a bit empty all the time
yep, that's me with alcohol (this was before i kicked it) also, three daisy-chained battery-powered mono speakers hooked up to a left/right 3.5mm splitter connected to my SanDisk Sansa Clip, since i didn't believe in Bluetooth until the 2020s.
but most importantly, that's the red rulebook from the 1981 Basic Dungeons & Dragons (magenta) set. they don't make 'em like that any more, lads.
Heres an extra pic of me in da club lol a few years ago. Now? Complete nut case certified mentalist, much more mental than you, nobody's been as mental as me before
The MOST psycho mental, but still lucid enough to judge everyone else's mental illness to evaluate if it's real, faking it, me though? Always legit and very serious mental health, very sad and tragic
the BBC dont make good content for working class people anymore, lets come up with some ideas. i think they should make a show where they put cctv inside a pub for a year, they interview the landlord and any regulars to tell their stories
Yep heres me in da club, Mr. Agoraphobia as you can see. Become a completely different person depending on what I want and need to manipulate from people at the time well thats what I do dont I? #RatLife
Might catch up on some Billy Moore. I actually find the homeless druggies he interviews to be quite relatable. Broken people like me. Reckon I might end up like that one day if I'm still alive after my parents kick the bucket.
>>84773441 >>84773454 i reckon all those just...combine? like cheesy, eggy beans on toast. full English breakfast sarnie sort of thing. under the grill or on a Breville/George Foreman. (might be a 'mare to clean, mind.)
gonna garn shower while the downstairs neighbours are audibly gathering/laughing. they can't really complain about the noise if they're doing something, IMO.
post some cool stuff in the thread in the meantime, lads x
>>84773619 Surprised you can handle such a thing given how petrified you are of people laughing and meeting and talking to people, just the way you are isn't it?
>>84773653 artistic, this, like some famous old picture. is this actually dangerous or anything? i know dogs have a brain, but say it saw a cat or a bird.
>>84773844 does it change colour or do stuff when you touch it?
ffs i wish payments just came at midnight, on the dot. not sure whether to stay up all night or not, but i wouldn't mind ordering some scran in. (i WOULD walk to an open supermarket, if they existed.)
>>84773911 i feel like this sometimes, can't lie. but i dunno, i've known other neurodiverse people. couldn't honestly say 'their lives are pointless'. for me the meds do help, it's just getting the buggers.
>>84774163 Treat yourself to 1, only 6quid. https://www.smythstoys.com/uk/en-gb/toys/sensory-toys/sensory-toys-and-lights/cosmic-lamp-misty-glow-colour-changing-ball/p/223722 Or if feeling zesty there's a glitter one. I'll answer both (You)s in this 1 reply. My mate's bank does midnight payments, but not sure who he's with.
>>84774196 thanks lad, you deserve those two (You)s. was actually going to ask about it since i have a friend who'd love this tbqh.
always wanted one of those mad space room projector things even as an adult. mate + i thought would be chill to just lie in a room with one of those going, perhaps with substances involved. (SOMEONE is somehow going to clock that this is because of a scene in a computer game and yes, yes it is.)
>>84774272 >a scene in a computer game and yes, yes it is. Parappa the rapper? Treat yourself to the projector, or even just a small thing like muh mystical ball. Need to find a way to secure a little tall cabinet I have to my desk, then can have a plinth for my cool stuff (some of it not all). Can have muh mystical ball, erupting volcano lamp (not exactly as it seems) and vortex dome. I also want to try build a cool little fake bamboo and miniature bonsai tree thing, maybe pop a live plant or 2 in/near it, and eventually get a better desk, an L shape 1 would be good. Keep forgetting, but going to pop it on my memory board (whiteboard above the fireplace I have as my memory is getting worse).