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Rambling because idk what the hell else to do to vent my current situation and feelings and idk would rather not muck up the Vocaroo thread. It's a wonder i haven't killed myself desu. Even more of a wonder that i haven't gone femcel but that's cringe and unfortunately i'm still naive and autistic as shit enough to have 0.01% of hope.
Discord is Azure Phantom but sorry if I take forever to respond or go a while in between answers. Been not really actively messaging people or been that social but trying again...
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>>34934606
I listened to the whole 18 minutes and I recommend others do the same. the monotonal voice and pausing to think every 4 seconds while undergoing a gentle mental breakdown is very calming somehow
I have saved it to play as I fall asleep at night.
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>>34934606
>18 minutes of listening to some roastie talk
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I'm sure it must be quite a shock given you rarely have ever heard a woman speak.
>>34935975
It's almost like you're not being held at gunpoint to listen, isn't it? I don't expect people to listen to the whole damn thing, purely made this thread for the point of me venting.
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>>34934606
>has a fucking arts degree
>has a job
>has a crush on some reddit guy
>it's not going terrible
>still bitching about it on a website of "degenerates" she dislikes
Why the fuck should we care? Quite some hete had far more traumatic lives and are in a deeper hole than you are in your 30s, you normoid. Go preach this in some orbiter server you're undoubtedly a part of.
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THIS IS A VOCAROO THREAD NOW
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https://voca.ro/1aVw6DVKPZwC
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>>34934606
>may-june for news
Can't you apply to more than one college in america?
>make something of my life
Wrongthink. Your life was already made and you just live in it. There's no obligation to "compete" with others.
>ceramics
Absolutely based. Pursue it.
>catch feelings
Autistic special person maybe? It might fade, it might not. Nice romantic gesture but reddit is more degenerate than 4chan sorry.
>emotional maturity
It's not common for neurotypicals to be emotionally mature.
>situationships
Slut
>too old for this shit
Romance has no age.
>ovaries wrinkling
Chill out, my ballsack came out that way. I know it's grim but can't you freeze your eggs if you need to?
>clear idea of what his feelings are
Confront him and just ask. Running out of the room in embarrassment is better than all this stressing surely.
>how am I supposed to get a person while I get my life in order
Men don't wait at the finish line for women.
>i'm going to have to try and make friends
Welcome to masking. 99.9% of people won't be your friends so don't try too hard to please them or worry too much about how they think of you. A lot of them will also be feeling the same you know?
>more than 3 or 4 people
I can't deal with more either, it's too much. But real friends are made 1 on 1 anyway. (best friend haver)
>prozac
IDK i'm unmedicated
>shrink
IDK i'm untherapied
>slippery slope
>this site
Take a break and enjoy yourself. I unironically enjoy this place but people like to attach a stigma to it. There's more groomers in discord, there's more shooters on reddit, more racists on insta/tiktok.
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>Wrongthink. Your life was already made and you just live in it.
what are you on about? someone's life is completely out of their control and someone can't change their life? her life is the results of many things, among them, her past choices
>There's no obligation to "compete" with others.
she never said she had an obligation, or even a desire to compete with others.
>It's not common for neurotypicals to be emotionally mature.
yes it is
>can't you freeze your eggs if you need to?
no, you can't 'freeze your eggs if you need to'. If she is in her early 30s then her eggs are already fucked. And have you looked at the success rates of freezing eggs? You have to freeze a dozen of them to get one or two that survive the freezing / defrosting process.
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Good God. You women especially white hoes living in western countries don't even know how easy you have it.
I ve lived in extreme poverty as a kid. Received severe head trauma twice from what I dont want to talk about. My life is so shitty and my experiences so humiliating that I can't even open up to anyone.
I spend almost a decade being a shutin. Not the cool type. Didnt even have the money for a cool pc. No car. Closest store 3km walk away. I was dressed in rags and wearing rubber boots most of the time.
And the worst tragedy of it all? Whenever I ve attempted to integrate back into society, everywhere I go I get treated with contempt. I work more than everyone else, get paid less. I get discriminated and used everywhere. Mocked, bullied. I can't even react in any way because if I report it, its just the antisocial ugly weirdo against the group and if i act out violently I ll get put into slammer. And I wont handle jail well.
I even tried to shoot myself in the head years ago and the fucking gun they sold me didnt work. Imagine that. Had to throw it away in the swamp. You press the trigger and nothing happens. No salvation. No release.
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https://voca.ro/18acjM9ln4BG
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>>34958015
And they say romance is dead on this board
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