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I did miss the idea of someone from here but in the end we never really got to know each other because, well, I just don't think they were over their ex and were trying to find them in me and once that illusion wore off the relationship ended. As for people from real life, sometimes I wonder what life would be like if me and you got married at 22 Emily.
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idk, i think if you lose touch with someone on soc that isn't accidental (they can't log into their account or something) it's for the best to not remain connected. so many people here are deeply unwell or just not emotionally mature enough for connections. or even basic shit like asking someone questions to get to know them lmfao
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Olivia, I doubt you’ll see this, but if you do, please just tell me what happened. It’s killing me. If it’s what I thought, that’s horrible, fine, I can move on and just hate your fucking guts. But if it was my fault and I was just being insane and paranoid, I’m genuinely sorry.
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I have avpd so I'm trying to be better about maintaining connections. But genuinely, it does feel like most people I talk to don't even seem to actually like me or really "see" me. Can you blame me for cutting them loose? Just doing us both a favor.
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To this day, I still miss that Korean girl; she meant the world to me, but our relationship ended when she came out, she’s asexual now (Probably lesbian, idk) she’d been deceiving me all along, and I had a really tough time in 2025.
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Because I think I was using them as validation, to prove that I was still desirable, after being told over and over that I wasn't. That I couldn't have actually been with them, and that the more I learned about them, the more that was proved to myself. So I lied about why I couldn't continue speaking to them and essentially ghosted.
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>>35074722
this is true
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autistic retard
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>>35074890
typical female
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I'm honestly glad you actually took the advice I gave you years ago and actually blocked me, lol. I hope it turned off the "I hope I dont hurt their feelings" part of your brain so that you can block and delete more people instead of just ignoring them until they go away like some absolute coward.
A part of me thinks it would've been nice to catch up after all this time, but it's probably best that we don't. Anyways, hope all is well, lil nigga. See ya around, probably.
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I met this really nice ftm person here and after a week I just got no reply and 0 contact for 3 days with no explanation and then they came back like nothing happened. I thought I really hit it off this time and they said they really enjoyed talking to me aswell. I felt really betrayed. Everyone treats me the same no matter what I guess I should get used to it.
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I miss her. She's the only girl who genuinely love me but I was too young to realize it. She was the only girl who accepted my disease without being disgusted by and with whom I could genuinely laugh or talk about. I fumbled, it's 100% my fault, I've been awful to her and no girl ever liked me since. 8 years later and I still think about her everyday
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>>35075090
Don't feel bad. There's nothing to feel bad about. Spending time with you was a great experience because it taught me ALOT about myself and it opened my eyes to alot of bullshit, so I thank you for that. And unlike most of my other short-term friendships, ours at least ended on a somewhat positive note... kind of?
I'm doing great, by the way. I managed to finally make friends again (all thanks to a serial ghoster, not you btw), and I've also killed off the part of me that was a clingly little doormat. I'm honestly a completely different person now and it's all (mostly) thanks to you, so yeah.. don't feel bad. If you do for whatever reason want to reach out again, you know where to find me. o7
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>>35075603
that bitch was evil why would you miss her
hot, but still, evil
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>>35075697
She draines your bank account or balls?
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Not a single day goes by without me thinking of a very special someone I met from here who will always be the most important person in the world to me. I am constantly replaying memories of us together in my head and dream about them almost every night. Nobody can replace the void they left behind and I will never stop loving them.
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>>35074849
>most people I talk to don't even seem to actually like me or really "see" me
How can they see you if you insist on hiding away? People get tired of the chase eventually if you don't also put the effort in.
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I do miss the good fake version of you. Not the lying degenerate faggot you actually are.
I made mistakes but you outright lied about who you were. I really would’ve preferred if you had died and I could’ve just mourned you as a misunderstood and pained woman rather than a demon.
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>>35075961
Same man. Same.
Met her when I was 14. Spent every day with her. We were like siblings. Then one day, she was gone. Far too soon
My mind always drifts to her at night. Wondering what she'd think of the person I've become.
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Dear R,
I miss you a lot. I often think about how you are, and whether you are smiling again. So many things remind me of you and I don't think I will ever forget how special you made me feel. I wish we could have been happy together, I really wanted to hold you at least once in my life. I think we could have been together. You will always be my favorite person.
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>>35077770
I mean at this point we might as well just add eachother again lol. We can just wipe our dms again and start fresh. Things wont be as cringe and gay as last time since you wouldnt be the only friend I'd be talking to :^). And to answer your question, I think I watched most of it. I remember seeing the two characters get gay with eachother and like just got sick of seeing the potato girls face so I stopped watching.. so I've got like 3 or 4 more episodes left to watch?
But yeah, just add me back fool. No bullshit this time around. You can find a tag you added before in the sfw thread.
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>>35074698
>"Loved your ad, looking forward to chat!"
>Ghosted
>"That scene sounds great, excited to play it out."
>Ghosted
>"Wow that was a lot of fun, can't wait for the next one."
>Ghosted
I don't think people actually want a roleplay partner.
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I think about you literally almost every day. Even when I’m with him I will think of you. I feel awful but I can’t help but miss your smell, your voice, and more than anything your hands and how they held me. I’m reminded of you constantly, you exist in every corner of my brain and every crevice of my body aches for your touch again. I’ve come so close to calling or emailing, and then I get mad at you, or feel cringe about some of the things I did for your validation, or scared because what if you don’t miss me? Maybe you never noticed my absense these last four years and what if you’re happy with someone else, and maybe worst of all what if our relationship is what it seemed like from the outside? How could I of ever introduced you to my friends or family without them looking at us and thinking the same thing? if I did talk to you again how could you forgive me? I wish you wouldve made good on your pretty promises, and we could’ve done all those things, if you had delivered even once I would’ve never looked back and put it all in on you. I hope you’re not so sad anymore and selfishly I hope you’re alone. I day dream about the life I would’ve had with you, and I listen to all the songs you showed me. You genuinely probably don’t think of me at all, I was probably a blip in your life and just a girl you never took seriously or even wanted in any real kind of way. But goddamnit It sure felt that way and I don’t know if anyone will ever be able to make me feel like you did. One day I want to tell you that but I’m fucking coward who is too scared to go after what I really want.
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i really miss this guy i talked to for awhile who was a furry... he was extremely cute and i was very in love with him but i'm so bpd and i didnt think i deserved to talk to him so i was really horrible to him and drove him away. i hope you are happy now andrew
i still think about you lots :(
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>>35074698
I miss Vandelay, hope you're doing okay out there buddy
>>35074722
Depends on what kind of deeply unwell, sometimes people just need others to be patient with whatever they're going though. I've been there myself so I like to give others benefit of the doubt
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>>35078716
why not just get back in contact with this Vandelay person?
i don't mean like, avoidant and pushing away non-maliciously. but there are some downright cruel people on here, maybe that's how they naturally are even without mental illness
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I think it's best to move on. Better to know a door is closed than to hope It's ajar even a little. I straight up got my passport for a gal on here. She always went on about what we'd do if I was local. Even talked about marriage and kids. Truth is lotta people just wanna play make believe. You're like a toy to them. Planning your future together. She's playing The Sims with probably five other dudes. Don't ever let yourself give up real opportunities for ideas. If someone wants to be in your life they'll put in the effort. Quit putting yourself on a silver platter for people that won't even leave bones afterward.
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You walked into a bar in Yokohama the first time I saw you. Eurasian, half gaijin, long-hipped and fluid in a Chinese knock-off of some Tokyo designer's original. Dark European eyes, Asian cheekbones. I remember you dumping your purse out on the bed, later, in some hotel room, pawing through your makeup. A crumpled wad of new yen, dilapidated address book held together with rubber bands, a Mitsubishi bank chip, Japanese passport
with a gold chrysanthemum stamped on the cover, and the Chinese .22. You told me your story. Your father had been an executive in Tokyo, but now he was disgraced, disowned, cast down by Hosaka, the biggest zaibatsu of all. That night your mother was Dutch, and I listened as you spun out those summers in Amsterdam for me, the pigeons in Dam Square like a soft, brown carpet. I never asked what your father might have done to earn his disgrace. I watched you dress; watched the swing of your dark, straight hair, how it cut the air.
Now Hosaka hunts me.
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Hi J,
I don’t think just words can describe how much I miss you. I hope your mom is in good health. I miss hanging out with you. I miss feeling your hands on my body and feeling your lips on mine and feeling you inside of me. I miss running my hands through your long brown hair as you ate me out and gave me the best orgasms of my life. I miss being in your car late ay night, with you driving me around to our favorite songs. I miss watching you play your guitar and talk about one day wanting to make music. You were simultaneously the best and worst thing to ever happen to me. I wonder if we could’ve been more than just fwbs. I wish we were more, but you probably didn’t want that and that’s okay. There’s a huge age gap in between us anyway. But I really do miss you and I want to reconnect eventually. I messaged you, but you haven’t replied in 2 months. I hope you’re okay. Please don’t forget me.
- S
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>>35078740
He wasn't doing great and hasn't replied in like a week. I generally avoid /soc/ but figured I'd check the archives and a few threads to if he's been back here but looks like he hasn't
>downright cruel people
I don't think anyone will miss those sorta mentally ill folks or post about them in this thread
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Decchan, are you still here? I haven't forgotten about you, and I doubt I will for a long time. You were absolutely perfect to me and I really wanted to be your girlfriend, more than anything. Maybe things that seem too good to be true always are, but I still wouldn't take back the "I love you". If it was all real it's worth every risk of looking like a fool, even now.
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>>35074966
did this person's name begin with S? I used to know someone who was a lot like this. She'd complain that she was the one being ghosted, I'd ask for a screenshot of the convo, and the last message would be from the other person asking a question or something, I'd have to convince S that she was the one doing the ghosting, and that she should reply.
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My Little Moo disappeared almost 3 months ago, and its killing me.We've been friends for years, and get along great, so I don't see any reason why she'd ghost me. Im worried about her, and I pray that whatever is going on that shes ok.
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M, East Asian, tall.
>Looking For
someone who is or would like to roleplay a cool edgy high-achieving girl or a cute mean racist cheerleader stepsis
>Into
submissives, switches, brats, bullying, humiliation, raceplay (AMXF/AMWF).
>Discord
pancaked1207
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"Attila"
Hey love. I still think about you. I'm sorry I left, everything was too much. I though about reaching back out for the week my account was in limbo between deletion. I decided overall that you deserve more and that was something I can't give. I hope all is well - my timing was less than ideal, I know. Sorry again. All my love, always.
-Rawr
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I really miss him not in a romantic way, but in a "I don't really have friends and he was my friend and didn't treat me like trash" way. Now I'll never see him again and I still can't make friends because women are too normie and men want to have romance or sex, or if they're not interested in me they already have their own bros
Life is gay
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Thank you for having me fall in love with music Barbara, it did color up my life later on.
It has been 10 years now but I still think about you more than I should.
I'm curious if we met today, without any of the baggage, we'd still become friends.
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what did Ann do?
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what did J do?
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I feel like I don't know the answer to that at this point, only he does. Where there once were no doubts there are now plenty because of the silence, and if it persists I just hope I won't be left with a lasting belief that I need to keep people at arms length to protect my heart in the future. Regardless, I miss him terribly. My anxiety gnaws at me and I check my mail every day for a letter that may never come. I press forget-me-nots that I'll probably never be able to give him. And I do cry, a lot. Christ, I'm one sappy creature.
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Tom,I wish things were different,i wish we met at a better time,and i wish i wasnt so immature
You were so kind to me and despite every time i acted childish or cold you would always be there waiting for me patiently,i wanted to be the same for you,i wanted to be that person who you could trust at your most sensible moments,but i took too long to be like that and hurt you,i didnt want any of this,i didnt want you to feel like your feelings didn't matter,but it's my fault and i know just apologizing won't undo the past, I'm just really glad i met you in my life,really glad that i did meet someone who understood what i felt in a way nothing could explain
I'm sorry for hurting you, I'll always root for you wherever you be,and I'll always make sure to never hurt you again, thank you so much for everything
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Sometimes I wonder if I'll be alone forever. I had someone who loved me for 2 years and then I guess she got tired of me one day. Gradually losing interest and getting more irritated. I don't think I'll ever find someone else because I'm just that type of person. Alone and with no friends. I miss being loved and having a future that feels secure.
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imagine how many people look at posts in threads like these and see someone talking about somebody whose name starts with "a" and think they're talking about someone they've interacted with even though there's prboably like 300 people on here that have a name starting with an a. repeat for every other letter in the alphabet
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I used to post about someone for weeks every time i saw a thread like this, and now we just stayed together in person for almost a month after reconnecting :)
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Alan Humid?
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What disease
>>35083719
>loved me for 2 years and then I guess she got tired of me one day. Gradually losing interest and getting more irritated.
I feel like this is what happens in every relatonshio after the honeymoon phase and it scares me
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26m
Last relationship was when I was 22. My first and only girlfriend left me just when things were starting to look up for me. I had a ring for her that she never saw. Sometimes, like tonight, she'll be a villain in my dreams. I woke up today and wished I was more of a man back when we were together.
Second relationship lasted two dates. I fucked it up by being a pervert. I regret it everyday. She was so sweet to me, and what I said to her threw it all away. I wish I was still with you. I didn't feel so alien with you.
I pray things are going well for you two.
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This and it's always excess males lamenting what could possibly be going on with the girl they orbited to stop talking to them or where she could possibly be (spoiler, riding some guy's dick and having forgotten they ever existed). And I guess a smaller fraction of stupid women that got finessed doing almost the same thing.
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>>35074698
J,
I never recovered. I am so fucking sorry for everything. I fucked things up and was so scared of losing you that I just built lies upon lies to try and keep you. You're my soulmate and I know that. But, you never treated me like how a boyfriend should be treated. It was always just easy words with you, but you never tried to make things happen irl. I tried so long to hang in there. All the begging, sleepless nights, etc. got to me and I ended up getting too close with someone. I'm sorry for my part in the downfall of things It's been almost 7 months since I've heard from you and you're still on my mind every day. God help me, because living without you is a fate worse than death.
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I miss you P. I get that when Kabul something shattered in you. All that time over there and suddenly it all went to shit. I know it's been almost 5 years now but we all miss you and hope that you're doing well with your family.
Stal misses you too but respects why you moved on.
I miss you brother. Mi casa es su casa, always. -F
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It's been what, 5, 6 years? Even though there wasn't anything more than a friendship between us, i still think about you, and still occasionally dream with you H.
I'm confused. I know you were nice to everyone, but you were different with me.
You couldn't have possibly wanted anything more, i was a fucking weirdo back then and you were (and still are) way out of my league anway. All my nicest memories are with you, i miss giving you my food and i'll never forget that hug you gave me on my birtday. It really hurt that you didn't even try to talk with me about that fuckass lie he told you about me, you just took it as a fact, and just like that, overnight, you never even looked in my way again. That final year of school was hell for me.
I'm doing fine now, but i still miss you, i want you in my life, i want you as a friend.
It felt nice writing all this down.
I just hope you didn't think i was gay and that's why you were nice to me and treated me differently... ._.
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C from Buff,
It's been 10 years now. I could support you now. I got a career. I could hire the best lawyers.
I think you're the only girl that ever wanted to be with me. And that's why I still think about you.
I hope you're well. Wherever you are.
-S (R)
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met a girl. told her i didnt know how to tie my shoes. then we dated. i loved her a lot. still do. used to never think about her because it made me sad. now i think about her when i want to feel happy. shes likely moved on, and i suppose i have too, and it was all really quite embarrassing in retrospect. but i loved her.
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Hey, M
I’m sorry it ended the way it did. I know I wasn’t the best friend to have, and I sure as shit didn’t deserve to have you as mine. I hate that I let my feelings for you get in the way of what we had, and that, in the end, I chose my alcoholism over mending by behaviour around you. I’ll never know someone as amazing as you, and that’s my loss to mourn for the rest of my life.
I hope things are going well in your neck of the woods, and that you’re on the way to make all your dreams come true. Empathy like yours shouldn’t have been wasted on the likes of me, and I hope your bright smile is just as infectious with the friends you have now.
I miss you, always and forever… -B
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You reached out over the weekend, and it was a Thursday night when the first ping went off on my phone. Ever since then, I've been stealing moments from the relationship I am in to send a message here or there. We're both taken, but the slight whisper of your voice, the fake outrage, the submissiveness... Still the same from half a decade ago, hurts like it used to.
I left everything and everyone behind all those years ago. One of my last memories is closing my eyes wide shut so that I can etch the lines of your face into my mind with my fingers. I never wanted to forget how you looked. The tears were warm on your face when my fingers slid across it, and I etched you onto my mind in electric blue.
Many nights since then I've thought about you. Sometimes in lust. Sometimes in pain. Sometimes as the most significant sacrifice I had to make to get onto the path that I am on right now. I wonder why you're back again. Right now. And I wonder what it is about you that still causes me to respond the way I do.
It might be about power. Taking you away from someone else. I won't delude myself into believing that I am any better than that. I am sane enough to know that it's at least part of the equation.
This is exactly how my last love ended. I kept stealing seconds which became minutes which became hours from who I was with to give you. And one day I took one brick too many from the walls that were holding that roof up. And now history is about to repeat itself.
I won't brand you a witch for this. I'm as guilty as you are. But it is oh so difficult for me to turn away and resist when you come looking for a home.
But there's always a choice. I can always choose. It might not be the easy thing to do, but I have to learn to let you sleep. If that doesn't work then I have to strangle the part of myself that still cares for you.
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hello
a long time ago i used to talk to a friend i had in america, u had many names but to me u were f**n, we had a pretty complicated friendship but u have been on my mind recently and i wanted to see how ur doing, i hope ur well <3
i hope u see this, thinking of u - Mea x
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To the foid it may concern, can you please stay the fuck out of my dream space? I have zero desire for you to clutter up my limited dreamtime. I literally dgaf about your issues and theres no reason for me to get vague visions about some rando foids problems, sever this psychic connection on your end please (my psychic bandwith is limited). Thanks and fuck off. I know you still browse this dumpster (how does it keep getting worse lmao) and will read this
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C
I don't feel like I've made the right decision, not that I even made a decision. I typed out a much longer one but this is shorter and sweeter. I love you and I miss you and life was good with you. I'd love to at least go back to being friends and calling, I don't see why we can't do that. You don't have to 'be with' me.
J.
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Alright man I assume you swapped cords so you probs didnt see the last message i sent but yeah i left you a message on your alt, if i dont hear from you again then i guess thats that.
If you change your mind at any point in the future though the deets are in the dm i left, and that discord tag will likely be what i use for the forseeable future so feel free to add that account whenever you'd like.
Anyways man, sorry for bothering you. Keep it real and keep doin your thing brotha (sista) :fist_tone5: o7
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Ana, I would have stood by you, but all you did was push me away. I see you're out there still, looking for someone, perfectly anonymous each time. What would make you happy I wonder?
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I'm 28M and at 27 I managed to fall in love for the first time. Finally did I find someone who could speak to my heart. Our compatibility was off the charts, we spent a lot of time with each other. I fly to her place into another EU Country and we kiss, we do and say sweet things to each other.
To make a long story short in the end she was just leading me on, admittedly so, and she abandoned me for a (now former) close friend who I introduced to her and who was trying to be with her at my back, despite his promises which I believed, because to me a friend's word is meant to be sacred.
I don't really think I'll ever be able to feel that kind of connection again and it's not like I'm not trying my best. I have so much love to give but the recipient has vanished from my life.
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I rotated my Discord accounts and I failed to re-add a hot blonde tranny who sent me a picture of her lips and had a thing for being misgendered.
... can't believe I fucking wrote "her" there, fmgl I'm getting too soft.
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oh yeah in between the movies and late night deep talks she's a real freak. Bone crushing, piss, pet play, making her bark and whimper for you having her become undone to your voice while begging to finish while on call like a pathetic Lil whore, good times :)
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you guys are talking about a mentally ill man... seek fucking help you fucking faggots
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>>35088555
Yeah and the pixels that represent text and objects on your screen aren't real and yet you jack off to them everyday. The money you use is just a symbolic instrument for exchange of services, and your masculinity a fragile concept (meaning not an actual tangible thing in case you didn't know that) that make a you have knee jerk reactions to shit like this. Society is literally make believe yadda yadda, Im enjoying myself, you're over there so insecure in your reality that you aren't even willing to entertain fantasy or make believe unless it's been so deeply ingrained into your life you aren't even aware it's make believe.
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>>35088254
No, we pretty much only did lewd and barely anything mean let alone grim lol, that really made it a treat. I love mild, spice is for teh browns. It was fun while it lasted.
>>35088555
I'm bisexual, and only went into that once after years of basically avoiding and refusing all contract with trannies.
Happy to be in the middle now, where I can actually talk with one and see them as a mentally ill *human being* and *person*, and not like some kind of walking disease vector.
Besides, the idea "mentally ill people can have no sex life of any kind", come teh fuck on man, these illnesses can last years and dacades, it's some chats on Discord you heartless fucking retard...
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dear M from Colorado
i miss playing steam games and having you come visit me when i lived in missouri
you started traveling the world and i lost contact with you and you still havent left my mind, i hope youre doing well friend - R
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>>35088623
Brother, you're acting like that's an insult or some kind of gotcha. I've made it pretty clear where I stand, I'll clap those ass cheeks and our balls will touch, they'll slobber on my cock, and I'll fill their ass give them a prostate orgasm, you however, have only shown me how insecure you are. I hope for your sake you're like early twenties cause you might be blind to it right now, but one day you'll look back and recognize you were so insecure in your sense of self that whenever someone enjoying their life doesn't align with your views it threatens your sense of identity so much you need to go out of your way to do shit like this. In other words, you dont figure out who you are, you'll be a very bitter old man some day.
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I hope that you're being kinder to yourself. I don't know that an eye for an eye was the way to go while we were attempting to "rekindle" a relationship. Unless you were just going along with it to hurt me. Still feels weird that you ghosted me afterward after we'd known each other for five years. Hopefully he treats you, the kiddos, and the girls well. If not, I hope you find what you're looking for. Maybe someday I'll get you out of my head.
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Mine is a still a fresh wound. You were, without a doubt, my first true love. You changed my life and gave it color. I still hold onto every moment I spent with you.
The man you broke up with that day is no longer me. The breakup taught me a lot about myself. I have changed as a result of what you said to me. I started working out. I started reading. Work no longer is the center of my life. The insecurities I had are gone.
One day, I'll message you again to try to rekindle things. Hopefully it goes well. If it doesn't, then I can say I that at least I tried to live a life worth living.
You are still my everything.
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e,
there's a chance you might see this if you still lurk here, but hopefully not since i know you said before you wanted to stop using this site. it sucks how we left off in a messy way, but i think it's for the best. idk if i would've stopped talking to you otherwise. i removed you/blocked you on everything because it made me upset seeing you still. maybe this is cringe and meant more to me than it did to you when it was all happening, but who knows. i hope you do well and get your happy ending - you underestimate yourself!
as i wrote this i realized what today is. cheers :)
-b
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Theres a 4chan girl I talked to in 2013 that I had a crush on and we talked for a while
She ended up getting a (much older) boyfriend
And offered me to date her other friend
I ended up ghosting her and she would still say happy bday to me on skype for next few years but id ignore
In covid i looked her up and she was working at a bar, thats last i checked
She was legit the cutest and coolest girl ive ever know /mu/ btw
This was teen years for us, we are both late 20s now
I still think about her literally daily it hurts
I probably could’ve eventually dated her but i went full antisocial after that
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I want you so bad, I love hearing your voice, I love listening to you speak on any subject, when we do things together time flies. I want to be closer to you, but I worry I will never get to. I value this friendship I have with you, but I'd be lying if I didn't say I want things to go further. I don't know if it's the right decision or not, but I know I just want to be with someone just like you, if not just you.
Love hurts so fucking bad, especially when you don't know if it's true or not. Are you the one? Am I missing the chance of the lifetime if I don't ask you? Am I ruining a perfectly good friendship if I do ask you? What do I do.
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Yani, you were the angel that saved me. I was an incel full of hatred and you took pity on me and than we feel in love but there was a long distance between us and we were both poor, I don't what i did to make you feel unwanted by me but i miss you, i need you more than ever because no one could replace the angel that was saving my soul. Please come back like you've come back before. Please come back to me, nobody else even tries to understand me like you did. Everybody else thinks I'm ugly but you didn't you would have taken my virginity if you could but you couldn't because of the distance.
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This is soo pathetic but i genuinely miss the people who have broken my heart. I’m sooo drunk rn so fuck everything. But I miss you soo much, my first love, i miss you, I don’t know if you check soc or if you would check this thread.
essence1energy on discord. If you’re out there, i’m so madly in love with you. You know who i am and i love you. I will wait fir you until the day i die. If u see this, meessage me. Even thoufh u have me blocked lol
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Somehow I was the problem because I didn't like being accused of being a stalker. Still care about you and hope you're well. I genuinely feel like we could've been amazing together we have so much in common and enjoy the same things, it was always the highlight of my day or week whenever we played games and VC'd. Haven't played left 4 dead 2 since then....
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L,
Will you ever read this? Maybe. At this moment, I'd hope not. Maybe it's something I can show you later, should we ever reconnect. I loved you. I still love you. I've been filling the void by chasing people that look like you, and I hope you know that I've so far turned down sex in every relationship I've been in to this point. Still holding out hope that you will come back and we can get married, have kids, and be together just like we always dreamed. Fly to Taiwan. Vacation to Michigan again, Los Angeles, NorCal. All the wonderful places we've been. I love you, more than any other person in this world.
I hurt you, and I'm sorry. I will spend the rest of my life atoning for this. And now you've hurt me, cost me my career and my family. I'm alone now, barely surviving. Now we're probably both going to jail.
I miss you, L. I have kept every single thing you've given me and I hope you are doing the same. I will never be the same.
We're pair bonded, you and I. Each other's firsts. I yearn for you, awake and asleep.
My PTSD is getting worse. My life is getting worse. Many people have abandoned me. I still fight on. I'm not sure why anymore, but I do. I was on the verge of giving up, that one day. I'm still fighting. I'm close to finally giving up, though. If "it" happens, I will. I'm sorry. A man can only fight so much before it all comes crashing down. The last words on my lips will be your name, that I can promise you.
I dream about the future we could've had. What could've happened had I not made that one, stupid mistake.
You broke me, L. I am a broken man now, and maybe forever. Yet I cannot help but continue to love you.
I pray to God, to the Saint Mary, to the Saint Michael, to many others. Every day, every night. I go to mass still. I wonder if you do, or if it is another thing that you've lost. Was it ever real? It was real to me. It is real to me. I ask God for strength, there is no comfort to be found anymore.
To what was to be forever,
J.
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I miss my best friend. He died in a mountain climbing accident, and ever since that day, I've been living in a daze. I try to make new friends, but I can't. There will never be another him; he was one of a kind. I was planning to make him my roommate for a while, but that was the day before he died. I wish I could've been with him for another day, played one more match, watched another movie, gone climbing one more time, but it's over, and I wish I could turn back time. It's just that I can't do anything about it. I am truly helpless...
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>>35074964
I miss the dude i was in daily vcs with
Tried to talk again but shit feels off and its probably my head but I cant get back where we were. We both have antisocial tendencies so we’d just piss each other off again anyway. He doesnt know how much that friendship meant to me
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>>35094675
If she is the Bo I personally know, you don't want to. She's been attention-seeking and "chatting" with quite a few people. I have some stuff archived thanks to a few contacts helping but even they don't cover everything. She is just yet another BPDemon who lied to you; move on.
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>>35082601
why would you hate me?
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>>35092507
I think the peak for me was being mentioned by three different people in one of these threads. maybe 4, 5 years ago.
Now I read through, see nothing about me, and it feels like loss. Like I'm less than I was. But that's a retard take, because everybody mentioning me was somebody I led on and fucked over. Nobody mentioning me is a sign that they have hopefully moved on, and maybe that I've avoided being as much of an asshole in that specific way.
The fact you feel that way is why you're not being posted about. Somebody yearning for you in this thread is often a sign you're a damaged person who damages others.
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J, I wish we got closer to being actual friends. I tried for years to do that, even when you told me that you could never give what I wanted. I was too naive to believe you until it was too late to have anything between us. I still wish that we could have been friends, play games once a week, so on. It breaks me to now fully believe what you said. I hope you find happiness in this life, I have only wished the best for you.
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A couple days ago; I realized I was just another tally-mark on somebody elses journey to getting over some guy they had a deep crush on.
When we first met, it was really nice.
We managed expectations, we were just gonna be friends cause we were both emotionally unavailable (plus she expressed she wasn't physically attracted to me)
In some time she opened up a bit and we talked more, but once I opened up she immediately grew colder and more distant quickly. No specifics, but I had a hard life, and I'm used to people running away when they realize I'm a little bit broken and desensitized.
Because of that I recognized that she was "done" with me, and decided to cut things off myself today.
It was nice having a pen pal while it lasted, but she's either too busy, too freaked out, or not interested enough for me to message her.
That's okay. People don't always click. People are there for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. I'm just a reason, never for a lifetime.
I hope she finds what she's looking for.
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It is my favorite flower, and I'm glad you like it.
It's often considered a weed or a pest plant, as it is very difficult to approach and covered from base to bulb in thorns filled with an irritating toxin.
But the flowers are very beautiful and smell sweet, and they wait for the bees to come and go one after the other. At the peak of the plants life, when the flowers are in full bloom, it quickly dies to turn into a hollow husk that quickly sheds it's thorns and seeds alike among the wind.
My second favorite flower is Wolfsbane, cause it's super cool and wavy looking, and also purple, but it's super poisonous.
We're talking roots, petals, stem, the whole this is just chocked full of freaking neurotoxin, and a lot of it too. Crazy shit.
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>>35077770
Well I guess you made your decision, and I'll respect it. Hope you're actually doing well, hope your dog is doing well, hope your relationship is still going strong (I kinda wanted to find out how you two have been these last two years - yes, I am that nosy), and I hope you at the very least aren't still mad at me :'). Take care, sis.
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>>35074698
You were crazy out of my league, but it was nice to dream for a little bit that we could be together. Even though things ended badly, you did help me quite a bit, so I'll always remember you in a melancholic way. Believe it or not I'm even worse off now than when I met you, things always seem to find a way to get worse despite (or maybe because of) my best efforts. Anyways, I hope you're well, I'll probably always think of you as the one that got away.
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>>35074698
Met a girl on here I talked to for years. We finally met up and would see each other every few months for a few years. I considered her my closest friend. Then she just ghosted me one day, it's been a little over two years since then but I can't help but think about her every day. I still see her on discord all the time but I know she won't respond to me. Not sure why she never blocked or unfriended me.
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>tfw never got over my first love & keep botching any relationship thereafter by being emotionally detached
i thought she was going to be the girl i share a grave with... what do i do bros
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>>35087766
chin up m8, my ex left me for a short mexican guy. not an ugly dude @ least(rarity among their kind), but this unbearable douche who i thought she would never associate with.
over 2 years of holding her in my arms & it turns out i knew almost nothing about her.
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>>35099963
First love huh
Keep botching relationships eventually you find someone who makes you realise your first love was not love but a load of bullshit.
Then you will botch that too, but at least you will know theres more than one person out there you can feel something for, it kinda gets better? Kinda not.
Im not over my second love now but ayyyyy fuck it we ball. at least i have now had enough dating experience to realise my first love was an absolute joke
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>>35101994
was it >>35099811
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>>35102000
No. Someone else. I think my interest in raceplay, insecurity, and lack of experience in kink turned him off unfortunately. Also I’m an idiot so.
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Long distance 4chan relationships are a meme, but I sure did love that woman. It’s too bad regarding the circumstances, and being incompatible on handling conflict. I still care about your mental health, and hope home life is better than it’s been
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>>35102010
common troon L
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