My boyfriend broke up with me today. I tried to play it off like it was mutual, but really I'm heartbroken. I have nobody left to talk to, and nothing left to look forward to
>>6160070 Yea, it always takes 1-3 days to get a response. It makes it so hard to be properly engaged to discussion. The only thing that's disappointing is that I consider the guy a close friend but I've lost my patience with it. I dont mind if someone replies 10 hours or 20 hours later but waiting days from someone I consider close to me hurts.
>>6160150 Thanks so much anon, that means a lot. It was just too hard to date logistically. We dated for about 6 months, and the whole time I was terrified that he'd have to meet my racist parents. I don't mean that as some whiney leftist term or a judgement against them, they just absolutely hate Puerto Ricans. Oh well
>>6160125 You just have to let them go for a while man, you tried and they haven't and it's as simple as that. >>6160179 Your parents were right, evidently, judging by him breaking up with you.
>>6160125 I have a best friend I’ve known since 3rd grade that I’ve been doing this to lately. I do it because I’m on the verge of giving up and I don’t talk to anyone at all anymore.
>>6160002 I`m not holding up brehs I`m broke and unemployed and can't find a fucking job and I don't know what to do I have no friends I have no gf I have nothing I don't know how to socialize I have no prospect for my future I am feeling lost
I always check threads hoping to find this one webm I saw on /wsg/ once, someone reciting a gloomy poem about a dream, I can't remember it but I remember I liked it a lot. I didn't save it.
>>6161031 In the movie Max Payne there is a scene where Lupino is interviewed about the drug Valkyr. Was that based on this webm? The nervous smile, mannerisms, colors, camera angle, zoom level etc. are all very similar IIRC
I'm worried. I'm basically a NEET but with a job. That is, I get up, I leave the house, I do shit in a place, then I retreat home. That's it, no socializing, no gf, no hobbies beyond Vidya and a weekly bottle of whiskey. It's my parents home. I haven't moved beyond my work routine in a decade. No doctor, no dentist, nothing. I'm stuck. I pay "rent" but I don't actually understand how the house is run. I know I'll be fucked out once they die because there's more than just me, and they'll want the monetary value of the home. I don't really know what I'll do when that happens.
I hope it's terminal because my body has been signaling that it's dying for a long time. Been a homebound, bedridden cripple for a few years now and finally did some labs. Can't wait for the results, not that they will help the relationship with my family but some validation and closure that there's something seriously wrong with me would be nice. Heart failure, kidney, liver disease, that's the kind of stuff I'm expecting. Some neurological damage too but I didn't get tested for that yet.
>made this almost 10 years ago now >always meant to make a real-life version of it >even looked up abandoned areas nearby me I could film parts of it at >even bought a STALKER-esque gas mask from army surplus store to use for it >still haven't made it
>>6163064 I am almost the same, but I started going to dentist and did a few things like that by myself in my mid 20s. At the some point I got a job in a neighboor town, I was forced to buy a car and later rented a place to stay during work days. I now go back to my mom's home in the weekend, take her to buy groceries and spend all the time I can playing games. I eat out a lot during the weekend, because saves me from cooking only for myself. That is pretty much my life, zero proper socialization outside my family and talking to coworkers.
you learn a few things when you need to do stuff by yourself and some things are not that hard, like laundry and basic chores, but I am still insecure, because there are always things in life where you need to rely on someone else. I had issues with some houses, where I didn't knew how to solve some problems and couldn't find someone to help me. I had shit landlords that refused to fix serious things, I couldn't find another house and I didn't knew what to do. I always had to make all these decisions by myself. I am always afraid that something may happen while I am driving, like the car breaking down or something.
>>6160089 Go find something to look forward to. There's a whole world out there with cool people to meet and fun shit to do. Cry it out for one (1) week then go find something to invest time and energy into. Unless you're a woman, then I don't care what you do
>>6163987 either a woman or a woman-brained gay man. straight men get sadder as time goes on after a breakup, he'll be better than ever after a few weeks.
>>6160010 It's true that drinking makes you more smarter to an extent, like I've seen this webm a good number of times now but I've never really related until now while I'm watching while drunk, or maybe I'm really am just getting older like the very guy in the vid, but I'm pretty sure drinking plays a part in wising you up, slows down things for you to take it in with a lot more depth.
>>6160099 there are three things i hate in this world, snoopy, somber that fuckass faggot singer, and the inevitable unstoppable marching of time. this gif checks two of them.