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I wonder what goes on the minds of big dick tgirls, I wish I could talk to one of them just to probe their mind.
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As a former big dick girl top here's a sampling of my daily thoughts:
I will always be hollow because I'll never have a baby of my own, the science solutions is never coming.
Why did I even troon, I'm too broken to make a believable woman.
I should self isolate in japan and write the most depressing literature and poetry while riding trains
People in High school didn't even think you were gay even though mildly crossdressed, there's no way you can be trutrans. You just trooned because you were ugly and your male crush didn't reciprocate.
I need to find a chad to top that will get my mind of things maybe this one will buy me a nice tennis bracelet.
You're being silly all your issues are fixable, go get your Adhd meds dialed in and start tackling your chronic illness
You already knew you weren't going to become a real person if things kept going the same way at age 11 and you had almost divine conviction you'd regret this forever and yet you still chose to do nothing.
Just get srs, you're lucky in life I'm sure it will turn out fine, you're wasting too much time worrying about having a dick.
Time to do your dutch practice, cmon its fun.
Nihilistic 7 year old me was right all that matters is financial success and social status.
You need to go volunteering again helping people always makes you feel better.
Why aren't you voice training? You know you have to, start small even. Why didn't you learn to sing as a kid you were such a coward.
Your hip dips completely ruin your otherwise decent body no one will think you're pretty.
Stop being bottomphobic and try it once, you always had something in your ass when you were younger, why the change?
Why were you such a suckup to your parents as a kid, you gave up the only sport you had natural talent at because they were mildly opposed philosophically. But they are white parents fundamental they'd cave with the small amount of pushback retard.
Fuck, Jude Law is hot
I'm leach I would be better dead.
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>>42799266
yeah it's basically this but I've been feeling more ok about it recently and I don't think I could go through the recovery process from srs unless I got zero depth so I'm thinking maybe I'll just keep it but get an orchi
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>>42799205
Imagining the depth post SRS makes me want to weep tears of joy
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>>42799205
Personally, I find it nice, means i have the right equipment for the transbian lifestyle at all times.
+ SRS is scary, i'd only ever even consider it if it was literal genetic vagina replacement, no dialation or penis oragami.
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>>42804668
I am not having the factor of my pussy closing over being dependant on if i EVER have a dry spell in the bedroom for the rest of my life
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>>42799205
the objective truth of gocks, grickles, shenis, whatever gauge you want to use to measure this happening will read the same: these appendages are, in fact, aesthetically pleasing. receiving consent to touch, fondle, and suck a girl cock by a hot passoid is by far one of life's greatest pleasures. also, being with a tgirl who doesn't like her gock touched is akin to tantric sex. especially if it's small like a clit and she can ejaculate, pitifully, hands free. probably the hottest sex is with a tgirl who has anal trained herself into being able to have full body orgasms. spasming on top of my cock, ahegao faced, gock twitching and oozing, girl voice moans. it's heaven.
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>>42805961
i suppose it is, i always think of collections more as things with series numbers on them like trading cards or comics, rather than unrelated stuff which is more "my plushies" than "my plush collection"
also yeah i do love markets, i was away at and end of month pop-up market today but i didn't come home with much since they don't do january and february as big as they do march through december, just a brownie and a necklace
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>>42806047
"my collection" sounds better than "brand x collection". We don't have a lot of this kind of markets where I am, but whenever they open stalls there's always something nice to look at or buy, generally this kind of homemade jewellery that looks kinda cute
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>>42806094
i'm in what i think is a better than average spot for markets. we have our own in town on the last thu-fri-sat of a month, and its only 30 minutes on train into the city where theres two more (much larger scale) at roughly the same time. a lot of my jewellery comes from these places since theyre very agreeable about pricing and small part replacement/repairs
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>>42799205
mostly wishing i was hotter and cooler and more successful. i am failing at life and would like to stop.
having a big hog isn't really so bad except that i would rather not. but usually it makes no difference.
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>>42808906
i get weird about sex with men. i never feel like i am "real woman" enough and i get this feeling i am gay trapping them. for awhile i went for bi girls but i've just kinda decided to stop dating until my appearance nebulously improves in some way.
>>42808938
aw you're sweet, thanks :)
willpower bolstered
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>>42808982
A lot of it is just in your head, it's not gay trapping if the man is aware and ok with who you are, and if they accept it, you're perfectly good to go! It's good to have something that drives you to improve, but don't stop your life because you wait for some result that is coming eventually
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>>42809011
you're a good one <3
>>42809023
aww thank you, this is nice. desu i am not waiting on transition results, literally waiting to look prettier. i used to look prettier (when i tried harder at life), and now i do a bad job maintaining my basics like skincare body hair keeping up with my hairtrims. I look like a trans lady version of a troll under a bridge. sometimes i wear the same clothes like 3-5 times before doing laundry.
i want to be less of a frog person before i try to share my life with people again lol.
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>>42808700
yea its pretty cool, got the nice bonus that most people are somewhere between oblivious and supportive on trans matters. don't buy something just to have bought something though, it feels better to find something that really speaks to you (for me thats specific stones in jewellery)
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>>42809227
I'm honestly just in the business of spreading good vibes and appreciation, because it's something sorely lacking here, I'm never going to be able to meet anyone off here anyway, so might as well be a positive influence!
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>>42809310
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>>42800288
>the science solutions is never coming
there's progress, womb transplants are a thing.
https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cvg53xp5857o
>I would be better dead
nuh uh
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>>42810493
adding another reason for optimism to your post: currently womb transplants for cis women require a donor and antirejection drugs, and are removed after uh use, so it's really still in experimental stages. the solution to this is going to be lab-grown transplantable organs that already match the patients' dna. this will also probably be used for things like replacement ovaries after an ovarectomy.
so, the trajectory of the cis medicine is to develop the version of this treatment that would work for trans people. by the end of this road full natal-identical transplant SRS will be in the cards.
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>>42799205
sometimes you wake up in the morning having forgotten you have a big dick down there instead of flat, and it's like whoa why is there a big fucking snake in my thighs until you wake uo more. specially when it's hard
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>>42810845
Is there a military term for when you have 2 enemies and one of them attacks the other and it benefits you, chuds are like that for taxonomic blanchardists
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>>42810582
won't happen in our lifetime (including 12yo youngshits rn).
But it may happen towards the end of this century.
Until then, the slow incremental improvement in srs is best we can take. It's already crazily better than 15yrs ago, let alone 50yrs ago.
>>42811938
what's stopping you?
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>>42799205
Is 6.7 inches big?
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