>>42816359
Why would your fetishes go away? I still have most of the ones I had pre hrt too

>>42816365
Isn't there this whole narrative of "my AGP went away once I accepted myself as a woman"?
I mean, tbf, I haven't done that.
But I was hoping that starting E would normalize it anyway.
Also, this is just such a cringe boomerhon fetish to have... :(

>>42816359
nta. but nona, i can totally relate to that. i have the same kind of fetish and it means i can't really wear tights because i get a boner, and i've been on hrt for like a decade and had an orchi. it fucking disgusts me and makes me feel incredibly gross, i absolutely hate it, i don't know how to fix this either. it almost makes me want to get nullo just for the sake of not being able to get erections anymore.

>>42816423
why did i say nta when replying to the op, i'm so retarded
>>42816404
>this is just such a cringe boomerhon fetish to have
yeah i agree, i would be too embarrassed to ever admit having it to anyone irl

>>42816423
Oof. That sounds like a rough outlook on what is to come for me... AGP literally is a curse.
Thanks for relating tho

>>42816434
>>42816423
that is honestly really funny

>>42816365
all of my fetishes pre hrt went away and i got all new ones

i had malebrained fetishes like feet and chastity (faketrans) then i got on e and instantly lost them and it got replaced by cutting and rape ^w^

>>42816404
>my AGP went away once I accepted myself as a woman
I never believed that happens

>>42816836
What's so funny about that? I feel like I have a literal brain disease at this point. I mean, who the fuck gets so unreasonably exited by clothing. And at the same time is completely desinterested in actual sex? I'm just broken.
I'm glad you're having a good time tho.

>>42816856
See? This is trutrans? Me taking E and retaining my fetishes with no changes of any sort shows how incurably malebrained I am. So much so that I should stop E and grow into an ugle, old man. At least then, my internal uglyness will be reflected by my outside appearance.

>>42816956
>I mean, who the fuck gets so unreasonably exited by clothing
>I'm just broken.
That is the funny part. I guess its a bit of schadenfreude. If you weren't making such a big deal out of it, I'm sure you would see the humor in it too
>I'm glad you're having a good time tho.
Thank you. It's ultimately harmless so I don't feel bad about it.

>>42817044
You know what? Yeah, I get your point.
If I weren't affected by this condition, and knew about it, I would probably meme it exhaustively.

But I am. So I can't.

>>42817133
It's really not that serious. So you can't wear pantyhose, for an admittedly fairly embarrassing reason, but so what? It doesn't limit you that much in your outfits. I've been girlmoding for over 4 years and I can count the number I've worn it on one hand. Don't frame your sexuality in terms of agp and just accept it for what it is and you'll feel much better about yourself. You can probably find a partner who can appreciate it too one day

>>42817215
Okay, fair enough.
But that doesn't help much with the "don't identify as a woman" situation.
I'm literally just a man afraid of aging masculine, who hates his libido.

>>42817307
"Feeling like a woman" is a nebulous concept to begin with, and nothing that could be described that way will start until you start socialising as one. People treating you like one comes first. At 4 months, you're probably only just starting to get noticeable changes and I doubt you're girlmoding or even out everywhere, so of course it'll take you some more time

>>42817385
Hmm, I see.
So I guess your advice would be to continue HRT for now, try socializing as a woman, and see how I feel then?
Instead of lobotomymaxxing, or going "back" to being a "man"?

>>42817420
>So I guess your advice would be to continue HRT for now, try socializing as a woman, and see how I feel then?
Yes, exactly. And don't wait with it until you feel everything is perfect and you could flawlessly pass either. Do it as soon as you can do so safely. You'll probably never feel like you can fully commit to transition until you "feel like a woman" at least a little bit, some of the time. So you're gonna need to be an awkward tranny for at least a while, till you get there. It'll be hard, but I believe in you and I even think it might get rid of your pantyhose fetish, even though I think that would be a shame

>>42817522
Okay. I guess I better start voicetraining and learning makeup and haircare, then...
Because body-wise, and with the right clothes, it could *just* work...

Still don't know how to feel about your relishing in my abnormalities, tho xD