>>42818067
>qott: why don't you have a boymoder / manmoder gf / bf?

I don't even have friends and I most likely never will. what makes you think anyone would want me?

>>42818067
because i like men and will only entertain the idea of a ltr with someone i really love aka men

>>42818067
i have a wife

im so hungry

omg what the fuck is wrong with me?? im being a fucking easy target for chasers on purpose for sexual pleasure. I'm fucking losing it

>>42818116
i mean what if hes a really ngmi manmoder

>>42818120
can i have a wife

>>42818162
order a borga from your mcdonald

>>42818192
no she's mine i own the wife

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>>42818067
im so fucking touch starved. im so close to making a fucking Grindr just to be held lovingly by someone

>>42818206
NEED

>>42818067
>why don't you have a boymoder / manmoder gf / bf?
Because I'm busy working, and there is to much drama having a bf.

>>42818193
with what money

>>42818191
don't like misgendering or making someone a man for my own benefit
she deserves better

>>42818206
could be us

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im makin beanz

>>42818236
toze

pokemon is just nintendos call of duty

why are lesbians reinventing hanky code and acting like its not just the hankey code?

whats hanky code
is that like rules about cum socks

i exclusively cum into my own mouth

i exclusively cum into my sisters food

>>42818302
you should migrate to exclusively cumming in your sister's pussy

I have no bf because I’m a disgusting freakish moid faced tranny who will never have love because I don’t deserve it iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw i have to kill myself i have to kill myself I have to kill myself I don’t deserve to be loved or have any sort of comforts in my life I will go to hell and be tortured for all of eternity just like my current life is torture I need to stab myself with nails and make myself hurt and be in pain I deserve it

>>42818291
gay men would wear handkerchiefs in their back pockets advertising what kind of gay sex they wanted to have back when being gay was illegal.

>>42818067
https://strawpoll.com/w4nWW74kJnA/results
>There won't be another meltdown (just trust me bro)
is it really over this time?

have you ever just tried being attractive

just jerked off with obscene amounts of lube and lotion and now my dick is smooth and supple as hell who want me

beanz wont be ready for like 20 hrs tho wats for din..
>>42818340
im writing in `3 hours`
>>42818335
whoa i bet i could find a really cute silk scarf to show that im a top
>>42818351
i mean i tried but

>>42818379
ur pretty but not a top

tops don't brag about being tops btw

>>42818388
>>42818393
wth youre saying untrue thing

if lia tops does her wife bottom

>>42818399
yes definitely and im gonna put a bunny tail on her

top not by choice but because im dating a cis girl :(

>>42818067
Is this the thread for gay men who like looking Macho?

is lias wife hot or twinkmoder

>>42818427
hey brother let's do each other's estrogen shots together HH

>>42818427
no its for gay men who like taking estrogen

gay men who aren't misogynists turn into fem4fem transbians

i wish i was a twink with tits

>>42818424
cis girls can be mean with the strap anon
>>42818427
im a straight man who looks macho achewally
>>42818429
she hot :3 im v lucky idk how i pulled it off

i wish my tits would stop growing i dont wanna have to buy 32ee's when i only bought a new set just 6 months ago

Finished my bimonthly catchup call with my mom and once again she managed to point out that I have broad shoulders like 3 different times, like I could ever forget that I have an 18" bideltoid. Qott: That sounds like a disaster waiting to happen.

>>42818459
suffering from success

>putting plastic on your holes to simulate a dick
surely you aren't doing this. dildos are lowk pathetic, use the real thing or nothing at all periodt

>>42818442
>>42818443
I don't understand it? Why would you want to be feminine? Can't you be gay and accept yourself and like masculine looking guys?

>>42818490
i fucking hate men though

>>42818496
Then why are you on a gay board?
>>42818456
You too why are you on a keyboard if you're a straight guy?

>>42818490
im not gay i just take estrogen like a a faggot

>>42818490
its a mental illness called gender dysphoria which causes us to want to be women

>>42818513
well my keeb is pretty gay desu have you seen it

>>42818523
I don't understand it. I come on here thinking it's a gay bored and I can talk to some gay guys and all I get is this crazy shit

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>>42818513
shut up and gtfo faggot

>>42818513
its the tranny board havent you heard

im like if a gay man was a lesbian pretending to be a man

>>42818549
im like if a bisexual man was a bisexual man pretending to be a man

>>42818535
Faggots are effeminate. Gay men are not necessarily faggots

bisexuals more like cheaters

>>42818571
literally do not care they're all disease spreaders

>>42818527
You should get therapy in that case cuz it's very not worth it please to know your time trying to be something you're not when you could be out having sex with guys

its ok to be bi

>while I was being homophobic my ex texted me
what could this mean. also dubs and I ignore her

its been awesome ngl do recommend transition its a great time

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are you spaghetti or waffle?

>>42818589
the treatment of gender dysphoria involves taking hrt and transitioning

transitioned because I wanted to

im like a cold soup

being gay male is a mental illness the treatment is hrt

im like the last few drops of congealed cum on the inside of a trannies dog bowl

im hungry and the treatment is gentle fullness from a rice bowl i think

dubs and I post ass

im a woman lowk

I'm sick and the treatment is my girlfriend on top of me awkwardly pretending she didn't get an erection

>>42818634
rollin for butt post

pit pics punday

>>42818634
rollan

>>42818654
>>42818660
that was a test and you failed

>>42818670
ugh never was a very good student

>>42818670
i didnt have enough time to study!

>>42818490
C- on the bait back to the workshop chud

im just sad he didnt want to see my keeb

ngl my gf talking how her dick before hrt was 21cm seems like bs but considering that she's still freakish big and is god's most bottom dysphoric soldier im inclined to believe, real question is what exactly were you doing with all of that

i hide like 90% of threads on this board what does it mean

is a 5" gock too small?

>>42818728
the fog is coming bro

>>42818474
but real dick comes with a scary man attached to it

dick not small enough to be funny dick to small to be funny

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>>42818724
rolling it up
>>42818743
whats that mean

>>42818724
21cm is absurd and def a lie bc theyve set up literal rewards for over 20cm penises which is how we know no one has that(bc no one claimed said rewards yet.)

Though average peen size increases over time in populace because WOMEN ARE WHORES and literally its brutal genetic determinism out of cuckporn where people with big penises have kids more often.

Makes me want to cut mine off even tho its kinda big. I just fucking hate this genetic determinism lord of flies Cormack McCarthy The Road you just roll the dice wrong snd arent seen as human EVER paradigm.

Kill foids with rocks.

am i going to get sent to jail and raped forever by a man named bubba and why do i want that to be the case really really bad also i want to be stabbed in a dark corner and as i die i want a guard to stumble upon me, look for a second, and then turn his back

im so lonely i want to rob a convenience store just to get v coded !!!

>>42818792
Dont look up V-coding.

i'm bi and i love cheating
can't live without it

im a guard and i wouldn't look at you

>>42818740
perfect size desu, no one needs more than this

can't believe clavicular os suppose to be attractive. that guy looks like if unsalted mayonnaise was a person

>>42818848
Hes my crushie

made a ridiculous slop bowl this time hah its disgusting

>>42818927
Could you post a pic? I ate takeout and boiled eggs.
Might do chicken tendies(homecooked) tmmvr

no this ones too shameful fr
i put rao's butternut squash soup + half cup of rice+ microwaved leftover chicken + a spoonful of ricotta cheese
salt and pep on top
it looks real gross but its p yummy

IMG YOURE MOCKIN MEE

Having a manmoder gf would be nice but i think i would paint my ceiling red as soon as she starts passing better than me...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pt21dU5Pu8g

post more i dont want thred to be dead pls ty

>>42819030
r u bored lia

how to juggle having sex halfway through a movie if u like the movie? bent over facing the screen?

>>42819039
im super entertained atm but id like to be semisocial a little tonite
>>42819043
hmm maybe laying on your side with her behind so both have a view of the screen

>>42819079
im bored

>>42819079
what entertaining?

>>42819083
shud cause some mischief anon thats always fun
>>42819086
am watching super cute show with elfi while i eat my slop
show has dinos and i like dinos :3

>>42819030
sorry too busy crying because my fp is ignoring me while I ignore my ex

>>42819095
im very well behaved tho i wudnt kno how

>>42819095
whos the prey/predator

>>42819099
how have you still not got a new one

Skipping PE tomorrow

>>42819099
ugh sounds tuff being a bpdemon :\
>>42819109
i bet you could be mischievous if you put your mind to it
>>42819114
well the dinos i think are predators but the people have guns and fire and so on
so its kinda balanced ig

ive been realizing lately that i will never be a woman and its getting really hard to cope

>>42819120
i love her and no one else wants me

>>42819174
Yeah. I fw that.

I think you need doubledigit IQ or an really strong optimidtic outlook to svtually say shit like "i am a woman in a man's body."
Like nah bro youre a weird subspecies of moid nothing can be done here.
I think trannies mostly say it for comfort,/to dupe cissoids

mirror next to the bed fun or suifuel

>>42819156
i aint go no mind my head empty

na she hates you come be with me :(

we're dating but she doesn't know yet

ahh sloppa consumed
delicious
>>42819292
brap

crayons have never tasted the same since they went non toxic

Old italian mobster voice: You fuckin' cocksucker, you think we're boymoders here? Huh? Repressors? Ha-ptheeew spiiit. Well get it through your thick fuckin' skull and blow it outts your asshole, we're cis males on hrt, and if i ever catch you sayin' otherwise oh- lets just say you wont have to schedule an orchi no more.

woo did my injection and it didnt hurt and only a little leaked!!!

why does cm hate us so much

>>42819378
the demons we've been manifesting and sending after them

reppers deserve less rights tbdesu

i want a bearded man to take my dick all the way to the base i want to feel his beard tickling my balls. not in a weird way but like in a very feminine hsts trutrans way

im fat and retarded

I'm just retarded

>>42819512
reppers dont take estrogen

im gay and ugly

me too

i want a bearded man to strangle me to death. not in a feminine hsts trutrans way but like in a very weird way.

I want to be fed Dino nuggies before having my feet rubbed. Then my cute wife to pin me down and bully me

>>42819611
autistic straight male coded

i want my cute wife to beat me to death

>>42819632
autistic lesbian coded

>>42819630
How could you tell?

>>42818927
they've always looked disgusting lol

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>>42818067
What about B4B/M4M?

western civilization is rape

>>42818067
i'm a rizzless unfuckable chud

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i just want to watch dumb movies with her

honestly i think she's making a good choice. im proud of her

>>42819765
genuinely kill yourself

she should probably ignore you

she's not ignoring me anymore you jealous fucking whores

>>42819701
peak :3

get rekt idiot

you people are so hateful

that's rich coming from you

my cock is fat, im a copycat, stick my face in a ass crack

>>42818067
Should I cut myself rn?

Nooo omg dont hurt yourself sweetie im here for you

>>42819923
yes please cut a bit

>getting my GIRL DICK sucked until i spasm and my FEMALE PROSTATE meagerly produces a few drops of WOMAN JIZZ now thats what i call LESBIAN SEX
am i right ladies?

can a manmoder have lesbian sex with a cisgay bear?

all sex is lesbian sex when im inolved

Cutting myself to make my body look even more fucking disgusting holy fuck I hate myself I neeed to kill myself it’s gods plan for me I deserve to be scarred forever I have disgusting moid body and gay effeminate faggy brain god hates me god hates me god hates me god hates me

its weird being a straight man with tranners disease

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should I cut on my arms or stomach?

cut your hair

>>42820207
please dont cut

cutting my face since my long midface is the part of my disgusting freak body I hate the most. iwnbaw and I will never look cute or remotely pretty im a disgusting freak demonhon i have to kill myself

I like how every time I see some animated or person playing a villain they almost always have incredibly long midfaces just to reinforce that I was born wrong and I’m not normal and I should be glad that I get to kill myself and hurt myself for being such a disgusting freak. I will genuinely never be a woman or be remotely content in my appearance I will always hate myself and that’s a good thing it’s natural and what I deserve cuz I’m defective I had a defective birth that led some part of my horrid brain to feel so discomforted at the fact that even as a guy I can never look pretty or cute let alone as a woman I deserve to burn in hell for my sins on being born iwnbaw god hates me and I should simply give up and learn to appreciate the fact that a disgusting fucking freak like myself should be tortured and eventually commit suicide because that’s what I’m gonna do

March is my month to kill myself

not permitted

>>42820277
same, except I'm probably gonna just cut my fat fucking stomach. I fucking hate how pudgy and ugly I'm getting and I deserve to cut my fat pig stomach.

>>42820539
I'm sorry you're feeling so awful. do you want to be friends? I can give you my discord if you need someone to talk to.

I tried weight gain stuff to help with stuff and my boobs did grow but my stomach looks so fat and disgusting now and my hips and ass haven’t changed at all cuz I was literally never meant to be a woman I am a man I’m an overweight obese freak of a man

>>42820563
That’s very nice of u but I’ll say no. Won’t really do any good and I think I’m content having given up at this point since I’ve mostly just accepted I need to kill myself like it’s my purpose in life and the path god laid out for me. Probably gonna cancel my therapy appointment tmrrw since it’s just be a waste of money when I plan to kill myself and I could use that for something else ig. I do have to think of a method now tho, maybe painkillers and cutting since I know my parents are gone for a few days this upcoming week so I’ll have a pretty free space to set everything up to kill myself

trying to kill yourself with any other method than a gun or sn is a little retarded tbhon you'll just end up even more fucked
maybe just be bitter instead

>>42820632
how long have you been transitioning/on hrt etc

>midface
have you seen cher

>>42820659
I’m in cali so not like I can get a gun soon enough to end it

>>42820676
Long story but doesn’t really matter at this point. I’m 6’3, have a masculine face with a long midface, small hips, and broad shoulders. Doesn’t matter how long I’m on HRT for or what surgeries I get I’m fucked regardless and I can’t focus on my friends or hobbies or work or myself without feeling empty and like I’m rotting and that won’t change regardless of how long I’m in HRT for or what surgeries I get unless something radical comes out soon

>>42820696
so have you taken hrt yet

>>42820716
Started at 16 for 2 years (hondose, was effectively puberty blockers), went off for a while to try and rep and be a guy, back on at 23, been about 8ish months at a proper dose now

>>42820725
is it making you feel a little better at least? helped my depression quite a bit just having good levels

i wish i were a cute twinkhon

estrogen as a narcotic

I had my first hormone check up and my doc said my estrogen was too low. Asked me to send pic of what shot amount i was taking.

sigh

I think my problem was drawing air like the instructions say prior to putting it in the viel. And when I push the air out later I end up with less E in the syringe

thats cool. you should show the doctor your clitty

jerk off circle when

some of you motherfuckers are dumb and bad at reading instructions. but I guess we need people who flip burgers and mop floors and shit after all

>>42821753
keep going i'm close

my bf starting calling me dad while i was furiously jerking him off :/

should have killed him to teach him a lesson

that's what you get for having a boyfriend dummy, lol. stupid straggots

Forgot I pinky promised a friend I would t kill myself for a while so I have to wait until April to finally end my fucking worthless demonhon life cuz I’m not breaking a pinky promise. Unfortunate since there’s literally no point to me living so it’s a waste of oxygen and food and electricity and whatever else so I’m sorry to everyone else on earth for that in addition to being trans and disgusting genuinely am sorry and feel ashamed because of it me wanting to transition is morally wrong because I am just a horrific freak I hate myself and deserve eternal torture and pain and suffering in sorry for being ugly and trans I’m sorry for being tall and trans I’m sorry for having a male body and being trans I’m sorry for having a horrific disgusting moided face and being trans I genuinely do not deserve to be a woman or happy or find any sort of peace or comfort I should some psychopath online and voluntarily offer myself up to be chained in hose basement and have my teeth and skin pulled out with pliers and be carved and burned and have my throat slit just enough to make it hard to breath but not enough to die all of that would be an ontological good since I am simply that disgusting of a person god wants me to kill myself my suicide is a good thing my suicide is a natural thing it’s just a normal cause of death for me it’s what’s expected it’s what’s deserved pouring iodine into my eyes to ruin them painfully flaying my skin and forcing me to eat all of it bit by bit raw until I’m forced to throw it up rotting my feet and hands and letting maggots eat away at my rotting body while I’m still alive and bound unable to do anything but sit in agony getting tortured this will happen to me

>>42822284
Theres like a billion indian ppl dont worry about wasting resources. We have way more than we need and its all getting hogged by 1%ers who should literally be curbstomped by a gorilla on steroids.

Maybe a stupid thing to ask for but I wish people cared about me less. I don’t have any future or will or drive in my life any more I’ve just given up but I don’t want to talk about any of this to my friends since they’ll just worry over it and that’s just me being a burden to them I wish I could kill my self and they’d just not care but assuming they’re not lying to me it’d upset them way too much I should try and make them hate me so my suicide isn’t bad for them. I hate being forced to live for them since my life is so fucking hopeless and awful every time they say it’d hurt them if I killed myself and I feel so trapped because of it like I’m stuck in this life I hate. I don’t want to be a side character in my own life that no one even likes I just want it to be over and get my horrific tranny life ended please please please please please god just kill me I deserve it so please just end it for me

>>42822317
You should live life for your own sake

veltail vs cm, battle to the death and last one standing gets a bullet to the temple

>>42819752
who?

>114cm hips two months ago now 109cm
it's over.

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oh my god bruh

>>42822659
my fp :3

>84cm waist
>109cm hips
I miss being pear shaped

>>42818067
I work on an oil rig and don't have time for relationships

>>42822760
how's the salary

ugh im an ugly hiplet Q.Q

would you be able to forgive me if you found out i was a big RHCP fan?

>>42823088
only if you play bass

>>42823108
im vegan, i dont play with fish

>>42823127
an amount of 0 people read the word bass and think about fish btw

>>42823137
did you just make a joke? grrr Im going to arrest u now

>>42823137
its a joke retar

>>42823142
>>42823144
be nice

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unironically kill all men

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i saw this and started sobbing
why
please no more moder wars

flirting with people online isnt cheating but I dont do it because gf is in every group chat im in

bunnies are best

what about couws :(

>>42823201
Misogynistic freak image

got my first "is she a man or a woman" of the year :D

>>42818067
>qott
God, need
i am a manmoder in the market for a fellow moder of sorts. But i am fundamentally undesirable which is no-one's fault but my own.

flirting isnt cheating when your girl a cuck

>>42823534
>market
stop being an incel

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>>42822700
is my result good or bad?

>>42823580
you're a fakemoder

>>42823591
its sjust the 32ee's i grew the rest is manmoder

>>42823595
>32ee
I don't believe you, post unsee immediately

>>42823608
unsee cc/album#gapra6BYN12c

>>42823634
can you put on cowkini please

>>42823634
nice tits foid, but i dont think the are EE

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>>42823634
oh it's you

also im going to kill myself why was i cursed with being flat and having comically small nipples

>>42823651
Well its sort of straddling E and F right now cos theresr no EE measurement so i calling it EE cos my e cups i bought recently no longer fit correctly

>>42823646
mooooo

>>42823634
boobies boobies heh

why am I not pear shaped

>>42823781
yer a man harry

>>42823786
>harry pooper references in 2026
ngmi
and im not a man, I need to gain tummy fat again theb I'll be back to my pear shaped status

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Im a crossdresser posted my image on 4chan and got very few if not 0 horny comments. Shit sucks I've gotten old :/. I suppose I have to make ammends with engaging with crossdressing from a man's bodies' perspective and focus less on some kind of aesthetic perfection and more on the fun of it or something like that. Like maybe a 50 year old guy who plays baseball: he ain't playing because he wants to make it into the leagues but because he's just trying to have some fun on the weekends.

>>42823793
avadacdevra!!!

had a patient in her 40s wearing harry pooter few days ago, shit's lowk embarrassing worse than zoomers in their 20s watching shit like bluey

>>42823800
ur cock is tiny

i crossdressed one time but everybody bullied me so i wont do it again

>>42823800
ok but why is it so thin

>>42823810
whats this larp? you're literally married to another woman

>>42823814
are you calling me an it or are you refering to XD

>>42823828
ya shes the wife

dubs and I cut a bit

eughhh i feel sick i need a strong man to make me soup and feed meee

>>42823837
I was talking about your dick but if you want me to use she/her to your dick I'm down

>>42823838
forced meme lowk

Lia did you hear that cringe maiq audio where he is jacking off to trannies

>>42823862
yeah the pic is a bit graphic, i dont know im i n a weird spot where im more sociable on 4chan but im not completely sure how to post

i see you

>>42823878
precum pearls

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>>42823907

>>42823878
wait what no i never heard about this

>>42823878
literally who

>>42823941
https://voca.ro/15fRoFCNZIwn

>>42823960
kek is there a transcription thats p long

pebre con palta y almendras y picante, buen desayuno y le saludable xd

>>42823960
how do we know this is maiq? He's not asking inane questions such as "How was your day?" or "How did that make you feel?"

i'm so fucking hideous i need to KILL MYSELF

:(((

anyways whats a good tachiyomi port for linux

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvqlt7OWTOk

>>42823891
dw about that

>>42824188
tachidesk-sorayomi ig

>dollar market value free falling for a month
>suddenly goes up 2.8% after bombing iran
aight bro

im betting we see an interest rate drop soon

i will gladly die for israel and the petrodollar

i think i was put on this earth to absorb the mass suffering of everyone else and then die miserable

>>42824778
how come

>>42824778
implying you feel even a fraction of the suffering I feel on an average day

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should i get some smokes or take a bromazepam and eat until my stomach's so full it hurts

should i kill myself or continue being useless

>>42824905
https://youtu.be/CTtfd-woUfg

Mat i vent a bit? V sad today...

nick land's meltdown predicted this btw

>>42824840
broma

i love vrisrezi

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https://youtu.be/4OIAiVIN8Ck

quick shoutout to the moder at uni who i almost ran over on my bike and did a faggoty little run out of my way

moder on moder violence

violence breeds violence
but
moder doesnt breed moder
curious

looking into moder breeding...

modegenics

it is safe to cross until the music stops.

stop acting cute if you are manmoding

don't worry i'm ugly and masculine in my mannerisms

moderemoval

>>42825302
Hey lia could i vent a lil.and would you hear me out or are you busy living life and bein cool...

lia DON'T DO IT

i wish i were a cute twinkhon

>>42818322
wish you were here so I could hold you lovingly

dont put that evil on me motherfucker

mmg was more fun over christmas when everyone was ignoring their families

It is ridiculous how horny I am right now

>>42825782
Yes maam

im not smart enough or alt enough or pretty enough or feminine enough to be a tranny :( fuck my midwit mid moid life

>>42825942
you seem dumb enough to be a tranny

So basically we need to find some broad with no self worth to let cismoid dump his narcissistic self-pity on so he doesn't do it in the gen

im so gay and ugly guys when do i get a boyfriendd

hopefully never

>>42823570
I was trying to use it in an antiquated sort of way, i disavow incel stuff

>>42826005
what did i do

>>42825949
trannies are smart tho

>>42826010
be into men

>>42826029
oh youre just a bitter old dyke

>>42825897
chrimmis time was nice time :3
iv just been super busy recently mb anon ill be more active if i can this week

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im so uglyy and gay

>>42826089
be kind to yourself nona
you're not that gay

I haven’t taken my spiro today or eaten today yet and it’s fine because I’m a disgusting freakish man iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw i need to cut to scar my body and ruin it permanently and i would say go off HRT so i can finish masculinizing but i finished puberty at 15 years old genuinely stopped growing at that point and my face was already done masculinizing with my dads hypermasculine genetics and my moms Germanic genes means I was just permanently fucked creatures like me should never be human I am not human I am not human I am not human I am a hon and I don’t deserve human rights people should be allowed to cut me or stab me or spit on me in public or burn me because that’s what I deserve I’m genuinely not a human and I don’t have a soul I have to kill myself in April

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oh

i need to ventilate my head

>>42826127
mogs me

i need a fub husband

>>42826144
mocks me

Genuinely I think I could cope with being 6’3 and broad shouldered and small hipped if I didn’t have such an awful horrible demonic honbeast face. I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I have the worlds most masculine face every time I see someone on tv who’s supposed to be super masculine or evil they have a face like mine genuinely I was never meant to find happiness or joy because I was born wrong my face looks profoundly disgusting and I don’t know how strangers in public don’t turn away I’m a fucking horrific freak no one will ever love me and I’ll never pass how am I supposed to get a boyfriend when I look so monstrously disgusting I am Medusa in that I am not a human and gazing on my face would kill someone if I ever tried to present fem I have to worlds most masculine face I fucking hate myself so much and I need to for the good of humanity blow my fucking brains out

How easy is it to get a gun in California as a tranny currently in therapy? I feel like they’d check for that

>>42823515
Story please!

>>42826172
bitch can you sit down and do some fucking breathing exercises and meditation or something

>>42826172
there’s no way it’s that bad

>>42823800
Here is not a place for you fuck off

>>42826179
there's not much to say it was a 5 year old girl, she just turned to her mom and asked if I was a man or a woman

>>42825969
Ive had a romantic opportunity at age 15 and declined. Im way worse off mentally now than i was then so its over and i would decline oncemore.

>>42826189
Not really any point, I don’t feel sad and I’m not panicking just feel empty and clear about my situation and mostly posting on here to grieve my thoughts out a bit

>>42826193
Even the most supportive friends I’m out to routinely say shit like “you have a very non-traditional face” and “you’d make such a good gay guy” this is coming from trans masc people so idk how I’m supposed to take it beyond my face is genuinely perma fucked even from other trans people and I cannot stand looking at myself in the mirror

>>42826226
>negged by transmascs
im so sorry nona, men are worthless

>>42826226
>this is coming from trans masc people
why would you EVER listen to a trans masc person about this

>>42826242
True but he’s nice he’s my friend

>>42826243
He talks with a bunch of trans people and as stated above he’s my friend and nice and it’s not like he’s lying. I can see my face and see how disgusting and masculine it is so why would I assume anything they’re lying or fucking with me cuz I fucking despise my face and can’t stand it it looks deformed for a woman and ugly for a man

Also turns out just being in therapy shouldn’t get me outright blocked on a background check in Cali so going to try and buy a gun this week if I can get off my ass and stop bedrotting and it should be in my hands with all the hoops jumped through before my pinky promise ends and then I can finally fulfill my purpose

how many moders down by self-inflicted gunshot now?

does anyone want to kiss and touch at me for 2-3 hours while i dont say anything

giwtwm

my apartment smells like old miso

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i am going to fucking kill myself. i hate being alive. this is so gay dude.

did chuddy do it

Just looked at my face in the mirror again and yeah it’s completely fucked. There’s no saving me I have to kill myself I have to kill my self I deserve torture and pain and suffering slicing a knife across my stomach until my guts spill out and I have to lay there in pain shooting nails into my jaw until I can’t open or close it anymore cutting off all my fingers and toes and reattaching. Them in the wrong spots so even more about my body feels wrong pouring hydrogen peroxide in my eyes to watch them bubble and fizz all of these are morally good things that I deserve

Torture and detransition or torture and suicide?

>>42826474
Have you tried just not being trans