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QOTT
Question from Tiffany: Would you give your partner your heart? Literally and figuratively?

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THAT FEELING WHEN… YOU DON’T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND… i told myself i was going to study today and instead i did fuck-all. trust me sis i’m real smart i just need to actuate on my POTENTIAL…
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>>42819331
twin just like me
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>>42819173
>QOTT
>Question from Tiffany: Would you give your partner your heart? Literally and figuratively?
Yes I would and I know it would hurt a lot.
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>>42819067
I asked my friend to clarify the "life partner" comment from the other night and the response... well... it was good. I am a puddle. Blip bloop. It is no surprise that Im such an major part of her life, but actually hearing it put to words just evaporated all of my worries for the night. I have someone I trust in my corner - like, for real. And Im very happy about it.
>>42819173
Qott: Yes and yes. I care about the people important to me more than anything and want to give them my heart and the whole world with it.
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>>42819824
That's nice Seraph
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>>42819173
>Would you give your partner your heart? Literally and figuratively?
depends on the right girl <3
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Ensalada
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>>42820417
And what qualities would the "right girl" have? This is important nona!
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>>42820588
um she has to be strange. ideally in a position of power over me. weirdly clingy. that sort of thing, yknow, the ideal woman.
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>>42820631
Mhmmm I like that, that's good. I love being obsessive and having power over people :D
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>>42820636
maybe one day you’ll be my off-putting but competent boss who makes passing inappropriate comments to me when she knows nobody can hear. until then a girl can dream.
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>>42820631
At least Im somebody's ideal! xD
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>>42820714
I'll be the head nurse and you'll be my underling! That sounds like such an interesting dynamic... I'm yearning hard for that...
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>>42819173
I hope I die in my sleep lol.
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>>42821302
Same
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>>42821302
relatable
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>>42821302
>>42821414
>>42821452
We're all gonna make it out of this... together! Stronger! Don't give up hope!
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>>42821302
same. I like seeing images i post spread
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>>42819173
yes and yes
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>>42821519
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>>42821568
You can be tired, that's perfectly reasonable. What matters most is that you find the energy to get back up again and keep pushing. I know you can do it
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>>42821302
Why is everyone fucking depressed
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I have a new crush on a friend of a friend who made me fucking fold hard today in front of my other friends
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>>42821302
what happened, lestie?
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>>42821584
It's lesbian breakup season.
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>>42821612
Giwtwm
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>>42819173
should I cut my arm tonight?
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>>42821803
NO!
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>>42821803
Preferably not
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>>42821819
That's not just "A girl" that's Mamimi!
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>>42821835
Yeah i know :p
I just have a file sorting system where if i don't have a lot of images of a character i put them in a 'general' file with generic names
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>>42821835
L-LAR
Nvm I won't say it
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>>42822127
I will kick you in the shin wearing heels.
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>>42822133
I've had worse done to me, bring it on
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>>42822193
Is that a challenge?
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>>42822195
I could flatten you with one punch
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>>42822205
I don't think you could...
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>>42822209
are u tuff tiff?
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>>42822225
Yeah!
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>>42822228
I thought u were American why are u awake at like 3am
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>>42822228
dont you have school today or something?
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i love my gf even though she has hiv
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>>42822931
Thats heartbreaking. :[
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>>42822726
me and who
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>>42819173
>Question from Tiffany: Would you give your partner your heart? Literally and figuratively?
who the hell is tiffany. idk mmaybe a year ago kind of entering my love isnt real/will neverfind me phase right now
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>>42819173
no... when I die, everything about me must be destroyed, like I never even existed
unfortunately that means no organs for other people
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>>42819173
Literally, yes, i signed up to be an organ donor but idk if im registered yet
Figuratively, also yes it would be cool to bonded by the heart
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>>42819331
OMG SAME, i stayed up all night and got literally the same amount of work if i had just studied for a few hours straight and slept
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>>42820512
Inshallah
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>>42823103
Thats pretty normal. Also, being sleep deprived makes info retention harder. Better to get your sleep than to cram overnight. I usually just study the morning before the test if I need to memorize some shit.
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>>42821302
Sameee, altho, when/how would you know your dead?
A forever dream might be cool until you realize you cant wake up, maybe im not deathpilled enough to accept a forever dream
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>>42819173
Bro this op pic is so ironic cause if anyone remembers this artist was a terf and it was this whole fucking drama
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>>42821584
Im not depressed(kinda) i just wanna die
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>>42823076
One part of me wants to donate my organs, the other part wants my family to build a big bonfire and burn me to my bones
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why is it that I find men so ugly that it actually offends me somewhat when anyone (male, female, or any other gender) says they like men and aren't interested in women
something's fucked up in my head or something, I shouldn't be like this
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>>42823123
yeh that's pretty relatable ... sometimes I have thought of ways I could make my body disintegrate when I die, so there is no chance that anyone will find my remains, but not like cause a dangerous fire...
weird I know...
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>>42823118
terfs are based
t. ranny
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remembered that lil uzi is nonbinary
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>>42823169
Ummm
>>42823339
Who?
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Why can't I just kill myself
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>>42821302
Oh noes lagosama! I hope you cheer up soon! The thread needs your super cool yuri! ^_^
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>>42823554
Can you stop posting in this thread? Make a transbiangen and keep your drama there.
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Yuri
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Oh to be a feisty dragon maid for a whimsical fairy princess~~~
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Oki thats enough from me for now. I promised bestie Id do a lot of cleaning today so she wouldnt feel bad about me coming over to help her with her place. Gotta have my own ducks together before I can help someone else line theirs up, yk?
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>>42823109
Its too late... class is in an hour.., my original plan was to do that, but bleh i think its like a self destructive tendency of mine to do this right before a big test
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>>42823143
Its not the same, but ive thought of wearing myself down in a deep lake or ocean, so it would be like i just disappeared, and theyd think i went missing before they finally realized, like a cat wandering off before they pass
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>>42823737
Thank you for the yuri seraph! Your contributions will not go unrewarded
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>>42823737
>>42823777
are you two friends now? I thought you hated each other
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>>42823803
Yea we made up ^_^
We bonded over trauma and i gave her some tips for improving her family life
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>>42823378
>Who?
Zoomers dont know how to google they only know chatgpt and be retarded
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>>42823803
>>42823820
If this is true I’m extremely disappointed in Seraph. I liked her.
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there is a person like 4-5 doors down the hall that blasts their music every day for hours... I wonder what makes someone like that ngl
>>42823766
oh yeh, but then ppl could still find a body, so it wouldn't be like totally deleted y'know??
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>>42823803
>>42823832
Is that Office? Im not her friend, but I dont hate her (or anyone on this thread), I just ignore her posts when I can ID them because I dont like getting yelled at. And I dont like 2/3 of the thread being dramagen, which I think is understandable.

Err, on topic, found out someone Im flirty with is near me. Dom top trans butch girlie with a sadist streak. I may be in danger! :D
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>>42823832
office is just making shit up. no way seraph is friends with the person who called lago a spic
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>>42823863
>Err, on topic, found out someone Im flirty with is near me. Dom top trans butch girlie with a sadist streak.
Lucky you. Top trans girls are rare
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>>42823876
Yea I dont fuck with racists or bigots in general. If I could define "evil", bigotry and narcissism would be the first two things Id say, in order.
>>42823888
Trips! No kidding. Im a service top ig but in the sense of "im surrounded by bottoms (throughout my entire life) and would be a virgin if I was adamant on not doing that" way. Plus, yk, expectations of "males" to always be dominant tops. :')
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>>42823910
Did you start transitioning recently?
>im surrounded by bottoms (throughout my entire life)
Yeah that is probs true for most people. Especially trans women seem to be mostly bottoms.
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>>42823910
>If I could define "evil", bigotry and narcissism would be the first two things Id say, in order.
that describes office pretty well
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i love my gf even though i havent met her yet
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>>42824071
v based i hope u meet her soon :3
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>>42824071
Are you sure you haven't met her yet? Maybe you passed her on the street just a few days ago.
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>>42824079
she's watching...
waiting...
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>>42823876
Shut up luz
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>>42821302
fuck off with your off topic feelings this isnt dramagen
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>>42824115
>>42824140
Shut up office
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I want good morning and good evening kisses. :'[
>>42823979
Yea thats no bueno. You have to be legitimately both an idiot and evil to be a bigot.
Idk maybe I shouldnt ride the fence. I just want to yearn for pretty women.
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*norm macdonald voice*
I dunno about you guys... but when I think of evil... serial killers and rapists come up preeeety far up the list... loooooong before narcissism and bigotry.. *crowd laughs*... i dont know ... some guy looking into the mirror a bit too intensely or a VIOLENT RAPIST SERIAL KILLER *motions weighing hands as scales* eeeh i dunno... those narcissism guys dont sound so bad in comparison....
But thats just me!
Now you guys would probably say narcissism is worse.
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shut up retard
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>>42824079
I hope she comes out and kills me then x-x
So I don't have to do this job interview next week
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>>42824312
What kind of mindset do you think is necessary to rape someone or murder innocent people?
Only caring about your own desires and satisfaction (or as you like to call it "dopamine") and not caring about how that will affect other people. That's narcissism and it's exactly what you've been doing.
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>>42824312
You just said in way too many words "whats worse, narcissism or narcissism". Please go reevaluate your life
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>>42823910
>>42824376
So where does your bpd come up on the associated with evil list? Does it make the top 10?
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Just ignore office turd he's a well known troll who tries to ruin this board.
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>>42824397
Bpd is just emotional dysregulation. Very big emotions, very little learned coping mechanisms. BPDs who dont seek treatment and abuse others are evil. Those who do get treatment and get better are not. Shrimple as.
And yes, I consider myself to be an abhorrent and awful person. You cant harm me by implying Im evil, I call myself 10x worse every hour.
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>>42824425
If you are evil then there is no reason to care about your opinions on morality. Fuck off.
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>>42824474
Shut up office turd and pick up a book
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>>42824477
What have you been reading lately luz?
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You girls r really funny......
Also pic related is mfw everytime i get blamed for the world's evils

Also a bit unrelated, i think the fact harlot is still banned really lends credence to my theory that one of the jannies is actually crushing on me.. maybe even a mod? Do u think its possible?......if so im like misa from death note and my jannie is like rem..but the twist is im actually more like kira.... dun dun duuuun... *evil emote*(I'm working on finding a good evil emote to add to my repertoire brb)

Also i stg people think im a pseud because i use words like credence
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ladies ladies
have you considered:
GIRLSEX with girlBOOBIES??!?!?!?!
GOOBIES!!?!??!
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>>42824581
Just kill yourself already and stop shitting up this thread with your constant drama
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>>42824591
next scene is pussy eating on the bike
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>>42824581
is dm’ing harlot not giving you enough dopamine again?
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>>42824604
>>42824609
Okay i got it
( 。 •̀ ᴗ •́ 。)
Thoughts?
I like it and its a lil cute even >_<
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I'm so tired of this drama
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>>42824617
kill yourself
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>>42824474
An arsonist would be able to tell you how to start a fire the best. Kys
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>>42824617
single chopstick
non euclidian noodle
ponytail looks like the hunter from bloodborne after they turn into a squid
this is ai generated isnt it?
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>>42824636
Are you really surprised office turd is pro-ai? Stop replying to him.
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>>42824635
Seraph you're so based.
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>>42824635
Dude you need to relax. Keep that evil demon within under control before somebody here gets hurt.
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>>42824619
i love yuri keep posting it anon
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>>42824697
As you command
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>>42824635
Seraphsama why were you not at the meeting for evil transbians??
( 。 •̀ ᴗ •́ 。)
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>>42824721
kill yourself
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constantly having to evade my gf trying to give me hickies all the time
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>>42824738
Sounds horrible, I'm sure you'll find lots of people here who would be willing to sacrifice themselves and swap places with you
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>>42824750
i have a job!!!
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>>42824763
just say you tripped and fell
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>>42824763
say you were attacked by a vicious and relentless animal :3
hickeys look kinda like bruises
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Disregarding worthless bigots, acquiring yearning
>>42824738
Waiter waiter my steak is too juicy and my lobster too buttery!
>>42824763
Hickies happen. Unless youre in the military where you can get charged for damaging gov property (real talk, I havent had a hickie in over a decade cuz of this), I think most well adjusted adults would understand someone having a sex life.
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>>42824886
>you can get charged for damaging gov property
What? No way that is so silly lmao
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>>42824893
why do you think suicide is illegal?
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>lago hasnt posted in 12 hours
did she really die in her sleep?
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>>42824948
pretty sure she has a job
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>>42824948
Office turd murdered her
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>>42824958
please nona.. youre hurting all of us. you have to let her go... her death was never your fault..
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>>42824886
youre in the military????? ewww
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>>42824972
this post >>42823554 cursed her
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>>42824980
heheheh
death?
should i be so kind as to grant her such a mercy
no, now she toils endlessly in the binds of 'employment'
nyahahah MWAHHAHHHAAHAH
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>>42824972
>>42824988
( 。 •̀ ᴗ •́ 。)....

Btw small update frens.. i uhh.. im over the beatles.... i dont vibe with them much anymore tbqh.... i feel like bob dylan mogs them

Also john lennon was a phony with a good voice but his character was despicable and as an artist he is overrated.
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>>42825006
kill yourself
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i wish goku was real
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>>42825035
Ouch hahaha dadcrusher get off me im talking to luz noo stop licking me dadcrusher luz is gonna get mad xDDDD
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>>42825055
kill yourself
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Does office have imaginary friends or are those real people?
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>>42825097
I absolutely do have friends...
Everyone who replies to THIS post is my friend.
Lets see how many frens i got *excited*
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>>42824981
Not anymore, lol. Got discharged for being a tranny, kekeke
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>>42825116
okay this is my good deed for the day
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I love yuri
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>>42825211
assuming you aren't office, how exactly is replying to a racist narc a good deed?
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>>42825195
>>42825233
I love you for this anon
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Yuri
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>>42825211
Omgaaaaasssshhhhhhhhhhhhh... thamk u vwru much kind lady *blushes*..... >_>...<_<...

( 。 •̀ ᴗ •́ 。)
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Yuri for the yuri general
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>>42825285
kill yourself
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Yuri.......
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>>42825247
Friendship is stronger than evil. If I become her friend she will realize that bigotry and individualism is wrong.
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Yuri!?
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twinkhon frotting compilation 2026
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>>42824948
kek

No, just work and sad. Seems like many can relate. Hope things get better for everyone feeling similarly.
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>>42825315
You can't befriend and change someone who is this far gone. This might not even be fixable with a decade of therapy or ever. Some people are just genuinely evil and you need to accept that to function in this world.
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>>42825362
( 。 •̀ ᴗ •́ 。) heheheheh....
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>>42825355
hope ur ok lago, queen of lesgen ;~;
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>>42825450
kill yourself
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>>42825362
>Some people are just genuinely evil
like you luz
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Why does this moid even come here? None of his posts are relevant to lesgen
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>>42825490
office turd just wants to ruin lesgen
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>>42825490
Im a transbian......
( 。 •̀ ᴗ •́ 。)

Me likey oder trannies
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>>42825510
You are a narcissistic moid who does not belong here
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Harlot has requested i redact my statement about being over the beatles..... i will come to a compromise here and temporarily lift the statement's validity for a span of 30 days, but after that grace period the statement goes back into full effect.
Im only doing this because she is so cute..... sigh..women...

( 。 •̀ ᴗ •́ 。)
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>>42825554
kill yourself
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>>42825554
Why bring up harlot? You’re just trying to start drama with her in this thread again.
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Why is Lago sad wait I don't care?
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>>42825554
ew why is she talking to you again? im starting to see why lago doesnt like harlot either
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>>42825575
No she requested a public statement from me cuz she really likes da beatles...... i used to like the Beatles too to be fairh-i mean, i still do..(for 30 days)
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>>42825575
Harlot is apparently banned and hopefully it stays that way.
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This thread is so ass ever since office turd started posting again.
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these previous threads are making me wish I was cis so I could post in clg instead of having to read this shit
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Spouse gets mad if I dont clean.
Spouse gets mad if I clean too much.
Can't win
But my friend? She cleans with me and it's really fucking nice.
I try not to think about how maybe I could have found someone to have a functional relationship with if I hadn't jumped for the first person to give me any attention.
In any case, cleaned a lot today. Ill count the win.
Yuri
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Dolls are something Im weird about. Picrel...
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Think thats enough for me for today.
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my milks? shaked
the girl? yarded
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thinking about boobs. not sure if i prefer big or small. thoughts?
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>>42825996
i like the ones with the nerps
they good :3
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>>42825996
All boobs are good boobs. <3
Small boobs? Closer hugs, less back pain, can listen to heart easier
Big boobs? Softer hugs, fun to play with, booba
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>>42825669
Let me tell you how it will be
There's one for you, nineteen for me
Cos I'm the taxwoman, yeah, I'm the taxwoman

Should five per cent appear too small
Be thankful I don't take it all
Cos I'm the taxwoman, yeah I'm the taxwoman

If you drive a car, I'll tax the street
If you try to sit, I'll tax your seat
If you get too cold I'll tax the heat
If you take a walk, I'll tax your feet

taxwoman!
Cos I'm the taxwoman, yeah I'm the taxwoman

Don't ask me what I want it for (Aahh Mr. Wilson)
If you don't want to pay some more (Aahh Mr. Heath)
Cos I'm the taxwoman, yeah, I'm the taxwoman

Now my advice for those who die
Declare the pennies on your eyes
Cos I'm the taxwoman, yeah, I'm the taxwoman

And you're working for no one but me
taxwoman!
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Doomed yuri
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Now we're cooking with gas :))
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I want to die
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Radiohead fucking sucks
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>>42826378
why did you take the photo like you're going to use it for your dark net listing
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>>42826491
Nah its great
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got permabanned from reddit for opposing the war on iran lmao these next few months are gonna be rough
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>>42826593
>reddit
Go back
Oh wait you can't LMAO
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I cannot get over the fact that the one who got the bpd baddie the gen was simping over for weeks was office autist of all people
im done
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>>42826698
>luz legitimately thinks he had a shot with harlot
EL EM AY OH
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>>42826692
i dont even like reddit its just that after deleting my twitter and discord in a bpd induced suicidal meltdown 2 years ago(long story) i have been scared of making a new social media again. ig i have a tumblr but im too scared to try and get mutuals there. with reddit i dont have to worry about that stuff and im able to get the newest news about the stuff i like. the website and the community itself sucks ass though. also i have been a 4channer way longer than ive been on reddit i only started using it a year ago. idk what to do now though..
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>>42826715
So is luz frieren or is luz a different person?
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>>42826698
give it a week or two and office turd will get bored and start abusing harlot again. enjoy the peace while it lasts. soon this general will be drama only again.
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play
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newwww sal jiang thing on dynastyscans yay
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>>42826698
>bpd baddie
you mean the clocky straightoid?
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>>42826945
>judging based on pretransition pics

Even for luzian horror this is pathetic
Her recent pics are 100% passoid
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>>42826971
no I was judging from the recent ones (I think). she’s obviously anglefrauding
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>>42826715
>>42826812
Is frieren actually luz ??
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>>42826988
and you've spent your whole life blackfrauding because you're embarrassed about your punjabi heritage and wish you were like the cool rappers you live vicariously through
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>>42826998
luz wishes he was frieren lol fucking skinwalker
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>>42826988
Luz is so mad at office they're attacking harlot now kekmao
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>>42826999
your love for racism is outing you office retard.
i dunno what you see in her. she looks very cocky to me. but i guess a manmoder wouldnt be able to tell if someone passes
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i am going to hell holy fuck
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>>42827027
Why nona? Whatever you did it can't be worse than what office has done.
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>>42826531
Because it looks so cool
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>>42826988
how can you call office tard evil but in the same breath attack her supposed victim's looks/passability with lies?
Make it make sense
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>>42827017
1. not office
2. last i checked, it's racist to hate your own race so much that you pretend to be another race
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>>42827040
Two words: Luzian horrors
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>>42827040
I wasn’t calling office evil lol I was just commenting on harlot
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>>42827077
So office isnt evil now?
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Office tard is either having a complete mental breakdown and accusing everyone of being Luz or this is all just to stir up drama again. Wouldn't be surprised if >>42826698 was office too
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>>42826988
Speak for yourself. Creep.
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Okay seriously I think harlot is office and all of this is just office playing multiple characters to turn lesgen into dramagen because he hates cis women and especially lago so much
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Why do you hate Lucy so much you misgender her and call her a skin walker? I hope it's not because she's an Italian Catholic because I thought our society progressed past that nonsense prejudice
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>>42827148
If harlot is a real person I feel sorry for her because office retard is using her for drama
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Fuck office and harlot, the thread always goes to shit immediately after either of them arrives
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>>42827257
amen
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>>42827150
Is Lucy what Luz asks you to call him even tho he hasnt transitioned in any real way?
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>>42826838
spoke too soon its already dramagen again
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>>42827371
>he hasnt transitioned in any real way
Ohhhhh so luz is actually office?
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It's 2026. You can't just misgender Lucy because she's an Italian Catholic member of the Green Party.
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>>42822239
Because I can be
>>42822254
No?
>>42823023
I am
>>42823098
Nice!
>>42823118
Really?
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>>42827257
Yeh i have to agree desu. They have been ruining this general for too long now
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Is there a way to get the jannies to permaban office retard and harlot if we collect enough signatures? I would even pay for the privilege of not having to see their drama any more
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Harlot is beautiful v_v
Inside and out
But being pretty on the outside is something many can really do with basic human effort. Being cute and pretty on the inside is the thing that gets me. My standards r very high mhm, u have to be a passoid AND beautiful on the inside. I judge people by the quality of their soul... she has A LOT of potential. And im sorry to say it.. many people here dont have that kinda potential.... sorry.. but i havent found any worthy apprentices other than her here.. she is a genius.. a natural... sigh...women...

Good nite frens!
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>>42827561
Unfortunately she is a harlot and will just leave you for another office man or woman down the line. Oh well enjoy your illusions of love while it lasts.
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>>42827617
what no dadcrusher does to a mf
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If harlot is really falling for the same spiel again then she's retarded. I mean legally speaking mentally retarded and needing assistance and such things. This isn't normal.
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>>42827632
oh right I forgot office is already cheating on harlot with dadcrusher. They really are meant for each other.
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I will sacrifice my first born child to moot if the jannies permanently ban office and harlot I'm so sick of it
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>>42827632
Thats not lucy. I recognize that poster. I believe they are one of the officesama posters.
Regardless
>>42827617
there is a fair point to be made that all love is an illusion. There is also a point to be made that perhaps reality is a lie and our dreams are the truth.
Life takes place within the mind but the mind is boundless, where as physical reality is limited.
With our thoughts we shape the world. Love is born from illusion, delusion. Before we existed, we were just thoughts too, dreams within god's mind, maybe even now we are just dreams experiencing ourselves.......
How many of you would understand this intuitively?
Probably none, but harlot would.
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>>42827666
>I will sacrifice my first born child to moot
>666
This is a sign
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>>42827693
This is the pseudo intellectual wish wash that 14 year olds think is deep
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>>42827693
man its so obvious what a manipulative little shit you are its too bad harlot is too dumb to see it
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>>42827693
Yeah you are just waxing philologically to dodge the truth which is that your soul is already in the depths of Sheol.
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>>42827721
Yea i am pretty manipulative.. its kinda gross isnt it?... sorry.... its just nature to me for some reason....... sorry... genuinely sorry... so sorry...... but that post? That was my absolute honesty.


>>42827708
>>42827724
Not my tempo!
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>>42827752
>but that post? That was my absolute honesty.
You have never said a single honest thing, especially not to harlot.
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>>42827752
heh nice whiplash(2014) reference
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>>42827752
Can you just kill yourself. You sound exactly like some cringy 14 year old edgelord who thinks he's hot shit because he is able to trick a toddler into giving him their lollipop.
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>>42827693
disk-demon, cycle-creature, what you think is ascension is only the deserved punishment you inflict upon yourself. and you will awaken from the dream in frightened sweat forever. but i have ascended from the disk and the loop, and overmounted all becoming. solo chi pensa presto ha diritto al tempo
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>>42827836
>>42827836
>>42827752
Office is right in that you can say anything you want on the internet. That's the only "power" you turds have
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>>42827901
Sure but that doesn't change the fact that what office is doing is bad.
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>>42823863
gushing over magical girls!! :D
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Mercury retrogirl
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Please god let an Iranian missile hit offices home
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>office turd
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fucken hate this gen so much
i'm expected to memorize 1000s of character details about a bunch of annoying loser trips, many of whom don't even seem to use a tripcode? am i really supposed to give a fuck???
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>>42828509
We hate them all too
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>>42828509
no. the only rule to remember is that if a post seems like a retard wrote it, click hide post and ignore.
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>>42827978
Wha?
>>42828509
Just ignore shit that isnt about wlw and engage in good-faith conversation about loving women. Ez lyfe
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>when she sends you a photo of her gock and its circumcised
ew
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>>42828509
Am I annoying?
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CIS guy here, some lesbians use androgynous FTM guys as replacements for the butch they want. Y/N?
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>>42829882
they can do whatever the fuck they want WHO CARES
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>>42829753
it's annoying that you named yourself after a terf slur
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>>42829974
Really? I just like the name because it's the name of Jennifer Tilly's character in the Chucky movies.
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>>42825454
I don’t know why I only manage to love people who treat me coldly, pretend I don’t exist. I do so much, ask for so little. Can’t even get that.

I guess I set that expectation. Should I be too much from the beginning? I don’t know what I’m saying. I don’t even know what I’ve done wrong. lmao
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>>42830099
i know you're talking about olive but does bnuy do it too? i was under the impression that she was very loving and not a cold type of person at all
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>>42830131
the thread lore seems to be that she rots/sleeps/isolates more than interacting with lago and won't get her shit together to move out and be with her or even visit often
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>>42829980
tif is a terf slur but you more seem annoying due to insecurity
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>>42830151
I'm insecure? How so?
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You ever just take your clothes off, curl up into a ball and cry in the shower? It’s actually quite nice. Especially with cold water. And talking to a coworker, she said she had done the same too, so at least I’m not the only crazy one.

It’s quite literally effective because le science says it resets your fucking system or some shit. My DBT therapist taught me that. My emotional regulation is still dogshit when shit hits the fan. But this helped last night. So I didn’t have to go to a psych ward which seems smelly and gross. Anyway, would recommend to anyone in a similar scenario, being made to feel like you’re a piece of shit for ???? reasons???? unknown even to the woman telling you you’re a terrible person.
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>>42830144
oh...
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>>42830144
Bnuy has actually gotten better about that. We had a nice time in PEI and went out plenty. Sadly it was too fucking cold to do much!!!
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>>42830222
Oh and not her fault we don’t live together. I need to finish university and save money so I am to blame there. It’s hard though. I think the other person is hurt I am not moving there because I have to stay behind to pay rent. My mom is physically disabled and unemployed. We recently moved bc our building was demolished and went from paying $700 a month to $2300. Love my life. xD

Just when you think there’s an escape from poverty, something happens to drag you back down!
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>>42830158
you lead with "am i annoying?" do you really need me to answer this?
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>>42830252
That doesn't mean I'm insecure... I was just asking a question?
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I just don’t get it.

She opened my film camera and destroyed the film I had inside because she was impulsively playing with it. Zoomers, amirite? I knew it was a mistake but I tried so hard to hide my pain. It was full of photos I worked so hard on. Showa era buildings in a secluded part of Tokyo where I quietly picked the best spots and angles.

I’ll never get to see those shots. She realized I was about to cry and ran off to cry in her own room out of guilt. Afterwards I held her and pet her head, told her it was okay.

Why would the same person do this to me which is a million times more hurtful? I think the red flag was no apology from her. Just assumed one from her sniffling. I think if you are in the same position, it should worry you if you’re the one saying sorry. Sounds obvious in hindsight. kek
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>>42830296
Are you talking about your sister?
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>>42830317
LMAO
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i love newfriends its like watching a baby giraffe take its first wobbly steps :)
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>>42830296
narcissists are most driven to manipulate when they know they're in the wrong. i miss celluloid
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>>42830328
Was I right?
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>>42830317
No, haha.

I got annoyed earlier because she said she pulled away from our kisses because I’m ugly and fat. She’s like a teenager when she wants to insult, it’s just funny and WRONG. Like a barking dog.

I, not her, mostly pushed away from kisses! Our first kiss I was overstimulated and felt woozy like I’d actually faint. I have low blood pressure, kek. So I stopped and sat back down.

Another time, and I’ve posted about this anonymously, she pushed me up against the wall to kiss me loudly in her kitchen. Which her girlfriend(?) had just exited. Right next to her gf’s room. It was the thirstiest make out session on her part the whole trip. And I pushed her away after a minute because I didn’t want to get killed by her (ex?) gf! LOL

Fucking telling me she pulled away was INSANE.
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>>42830349
Who is celluloid…

I know, rationally, I did nothing wrong. She is claiming that I only pity her, that I think of her as a sad tranny baby bird I can fix. It’s so idiotic. She knows I look up to her accomplishments. I’ve told her plenty about the stuff I like about her. I’m too grown and have my own actual baby bunnies to raise. I liked her for her.

I hate this fucking website for rotting her brain.
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>pouring one out for the Tokyo film I’ll never develop
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Anyone else’s gf look like this?
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>>42830163
thanks for the advice I might need it
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>>42830507
Helped me get some sleep and stop sobbing in front of my family at least. I was genuinely wondering if I should check myself into a psych ward because I’m not killing myself when I have bunnies to feed. Glad I avoided the padded rooms. For now.
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>>42830399
>Who is celluloid
she's what goes in your camera?
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>>42830553
Holy shit I’m stupid. LOL I thought it might be a reference to the image like the artist name. My brain is so fucked from all this.

I’m a complete novice, calling myself a photographer seems wrong. But I worked so hard on those silly little images.
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>>42830296
is this about bnuy..
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>>42830581
ruining film like that is senseless. nothing to do with your skill. just philistinism
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I'm confused... all this vague posting is hurting my brain. And I'm the bitch who knows and remembers all the office, harlot, and frieren drama.
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>>42830762
No! Bnuy wouldn’t have done that in the first place.
>>42830784
Sorry lol, I’ll message you about it later. The person I’m talking about gets furious when I mention her here, but what else am I supposed to do when I’m given the silent treatment. I feel like I’m going crazy and y’all understand somewhat. I think because we all meet similar people here.
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>>42830820
Okay! Just let me know!
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>>42830820
>>42830857
why don't you two date? this is the lesbian general, after all
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>>42830820
>wont message you so you have to do here
imagine giving others so much shit about this then doing it yourself
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>>42830820
it's clearly olive isn't it
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Bruh this chat is actually making me feel bad for lago. The notion of destroying the camera film and then crying about it in your room instead of owning up to the mistake is enraging just to read. Ill never understand why people put up with such abusive behavior. Even if it was from autists. Like jeez there must be more fish in the sea.

If i had accidentally destroyed harlot's film I would be profusely apologizing and I try and find a way to restore it (I would probably succeed because tyranny of will) and then even in the worst case scenario where I couldnt fix it Id at least get her something she likes i dunno what straightoids like uhh barbie lego i guess..
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>>42830930
compassion is ethics
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>>42830926
no, it's acorn, lago's secret gf
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>>42830930
nah dont feel bad for her. we've told her multiple times that olive is an abusive weirdo but she always keeps coming back to her. she did that on purpose and lago knows it. her relationship with olive is similar to yours and harlots in that regard
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>>42830953
Mhm mhm
You seem like a really good person and a great judge of character v_v
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this is a good reminder to examine and reconsider the abuse I put up with from people who say they care or that I might be dealing out to others
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>>42830868
Tiffany is like a little sibling to me. She keeps being a little shit, but I know she can be nice. I hope.
>>42830953
Okay but I have actually met her irl and been physically intimate with her, in my defense. Killing myself due to being compared to shartfice drama now. Ritual seppuku style.

Idk she was doing better but I think her chaser moid got bored of his novelty broken bird so she thinks I’m the same as him since we also met on 4chan. I’m guessing. She won’t tell me the actual reason she suddenly decided I’m horrible and why she only messages me animal gifs and insults and weird allusions to disappearing or doing illegal activities against glowies. It’s just REALLY confusing and bizarre.
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>>42831051
tbf harlots also in a much more desperate difficult position then you and is she is put in a position where office publicly humiliates and gets shamed by you and everyone
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>>42831051
damn i was feeling bad for lago and she immediately ruins it. harlots also still nice pretty much everyone who is mean to her
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>>42831085
It isn’t trying to shame, it’s more screaming into the void. Do you think I don’t wish I could scream at myself back then? She doesn’t even know this person. But she is deeply emotionally vulnerable, yeah. I do agree her situation is worse.
>>42831105
Sorry, that was mean. I was trying to be light in the wrong moment. Mind you, the situation is shit. Not her. The people harassing her by feigning concern are the shit sticking up the thread. I’m not doing the right thing poking fun like that, though. It’s infuriating and I’m directing my anger at the wrong person.

Because shes the only person I think will listen since I can understand a bit.

I’m just like olive. lol

God I hate myself.
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>shartlet
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>hUrT pEoPLe hUrT pEoPle
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>>42830099
yeah some ppl can be difficult to get through to
shamefully theres not much that can be done
and setting expectations is not good imo, when it comes to mental health one of the worst things you can do is set expectations, especially for someone else
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having a cis gf who acts like a transbian, has transbian coded hobbies, and mostly has mtf friends would be hot...
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>>42831152
>The people harassing her by feigning concern are the shit sticking up the thread.
So true lago people caring about someone getting abused are the problem in this thread. I guess no one should give a fuck about you too and tell you to leave.
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>>42831204
Not everyone, it’s obvs who is trolling.
>>42831197
I wonder if this exists… where the cis women at??
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>>42831197
cis transwoman x trans ciswoman
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>>42831160
Ahhh, I think maybe it is not a good idea to have said I’d drag her to therapy myself and force feed her meds. More than half serious.

It’s hard to walk the line between being an encouraging friend and not being overbearing. For me, at least.
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>>42831241
encourage positive actions and forgive bad days
recovery isnt linear, bad days happen but that doesnt make them permenant, just try to make her happy whenever you can
thats how you properly support someone
expectations can feel like a contract, like being an object or an investment, very dehumanising
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>>42830953
Yep sounds exactly like harlot and office. Both of them can go to hell.
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>>42831275
Oh yeah, I try to do that. I can be pushy when it comes to therapy/meds but it’s frustrating when she says it doesn’t work and refuses to go/take.

I guess that is the moment I choose either putting up with it (which is detrimental to myself) or ending it. But easier said than done. Can’t change anyone else’s actions but it hurts so much watching them choose to continue suffering. Why humans do this…
>>42831285
picrel
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>>42831329
speaking from experience therapy and meds arent some magical cure all
my last therapist basically threatened me last time i was having a meltdown and my medication is woefully insufficient
I found that cutting out the negative relationships in my life (my family) and focusing on the good (my gf) helped way more than therapy or pills ever did for me
I dont see that therapist anymore and im doing better because of it
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>>42831329
You can say the same thing about harlot and yourself. Why do you do this yourselves? Why don’t you listen to what people are telling you? I’m sure there are others who would date you and not treat you like shit
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>>42830222
at least there are some positive notes in the lagosaga
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test…
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>>42825886
That’s a sweet moment. I love doing those things, little chores and errands with my gf become enjoyable. Grocery shopping together too. I feel so adult yet playful, if that makes sense. Like we’re being real humans but it’s fun. Fuck lol I sound autistic.
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If I dress slutty in GTA online women players never say hi to me. But once I cosplay as a redneck they are very interested in me and even sending me friend requests. What are the implications of this /lesgen/?

>pic related
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>>42826916
Goddd i wish I wasn’t too deppresso and had given your post attention. Thank u for sharing, anon!
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womp womp i’m out the brig and ppl still talk about me even though i was basically banned for 4 days.. it’s like it’s not exactly my fault the gen is shit.. jk it is partly ummm wish everyone well sorry lagos going through it n everyone too. also sorry to those i’ve hurt. sorry i’m back… also i deserve the hate and stuff stop defending me doesn’t matter
>>42831285
this.. well not office but ik do
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>>42831329
>trying to make your friend to take meds that stop her from orgasming
that's cruel... just because you have an orgasm denial fetish doesn't mean you should force it on your friends
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>>42831399
its your girlfriend’s fault the gen is shit
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>>42830502
my friend i'm in love with looks like that
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>>42831407
this gen’s looking like the bible with its verses lost in time lost in meaning on the poeple who surround you it’s a crying shame you know it’s a crying shame
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>>42831399
I was really hoping you would be permanently banned please take your drama back to discord
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>>42831437
erm actually it has been scientifically proven me posting or not the shit lingers on soo maybe stop stinking up too baby buddy luv
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>>42831353
There are so many horrible therapists out there. I almost got committed to a psych ward for merely admitting to suicidal ideation (NOT a plan). Dumbass new therapist. They locked me in a room and demanded i go to the hospital or have the police called on me. Absolutely retarded escalation. I almost never went back and only did because I got an apology weeks later from a different therapist assigned to me.

She sucked too because she was annoyingly Christian and tried to get me to say I’m only a lesbian due to trauma. But anyway, yes, you are right.

The reason I get upset with this woman is because it *has* helped her up to a certain point, but she is terrified of admitting to suicidal ideation and being committed and she has a whole bunch of other therapist related trauma. I just feel helpless. I don’t know what else to say/do. It’s always the wrong thing to her.

I wish she understood how much I care about her. I’m scared she’s pushing me away as a form of self harm. She’s been insulting me now and it just makes me sad because I know she doesn’t mean it. She’s doing it so I hate her. Thats why she used to post awful shit here. It’s her method of self harm. Sorry I’m starting to lose my train of thought. lol
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>>42831444
This thread was fine before your retard boyfriend arrived and it’s most likely going to get much worse now
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>>42831399
why were you banned?
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>>42831445
its ok it sounds messy, i get it too i also used to push my gf away when I wasnt feeling ok, she still stuck with me idk why
hopefully she can still find the energy to speak to her therapist at some point then, but yeah from what Ive heard getting locked up in america is pretty bad, cant blame her for being scared

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