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Since i got into scat porn 4 years ago, 1 or 2 times per year i feel the need to eat my own poop, and i can't control myself but to do it. It's never much, and generally it occurs during vacations, but the last three times it happened while I was sleeping and for some fucking reason i just start digging my ass with my fingers and start to suck it without even waking up 100%.

It genuinely frightens me to think about when I get a boyfriend and do it. I already rimmed a guy and fingered his butt in search of poop but he was clear, and that time I haven't thought much about it, how I would be ashamed for my entire life since he knows all of my family and my friends.

I wish I could just wash my mind out of it, or at least find a man who likes scat and is open to trannies, but I guess I'll always be a freak, alone and ashamed.
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>>42822362
this jit eats poop
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not into that but my ex was, fat futch tranny. there are people out there for you chat, find community and stop making yourself miserable.
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>>42822362
when you are perverted on this level a boyfriend should be the last thing on your mind. you are very unwell and you need to actively make the effort to get better
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>>42822393
yeah digging in your butt while sleeping doesn't even sound like a fetish thing since it's so subconscious.
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>>42822393

But how??????? I will never confess anything related to my porn addiction to my therapist nor anyone that I have any sort of contact with.

I thought I couldn't jerk it after starting estrogen, but here I am, after one year and a half with less than 10pg/ml total testosterone, with my cock in my hand for the fourth time since I woke up.

Perhaps I could get access to SSRIs later this year, so maybe it can help me.
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>>42822633
you’re not a slave to your horny impulses. start meditating.
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>>42822362
>New Delhi posting hours
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>>42822362
I'm a guy with a scat fetish who has had a trans gf before, I'd love to have someone like you as my gf ngl

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