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when did you realize you were different from the other boys
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ardbert nor meteor survivor would say that
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>>42822695
they just said it
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>>42822688

Not really ever until I learned trannies existed and I was one at 16. I just kind of assumed everyone liked boys to varying degrees and thought about being the other gender but chose to remain heteronormative to maintain the rules that governed a functional society.
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>>42822688
getting absolutely ridiculed by the other boys for saying "aww" at a cute puppy picture
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>>42822811
.Jesus I'm hoping this happened like 30+ years ago. I can't imagine it in the 2000s
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>>42822829
it was around 2006 or 2007 in elementary school in a smallish texas town
it was a reaction of visible disgust and confusion
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for me it was when i confided in a school friend that was i was overthinking and felt like i was going crazy and his response was “wow, only girls do that” and turned back to the assignment we were given
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>>42822842
Texas is on another level wow, I grew up in a conservative area but none of the kids really reacted to slightly feminine mannerisms like that.

I think I unfortunately and unintentionally did the only overtly homophobic thing I can remember. I was dared to mockingly air kiss a boy who in hindsight was very obviously gay, I think the original intent of the dare was for me to actually lean in like I was gonna kiss him but I did fancy him at the time so there was no way in hell I could muster myself to do that...
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I was having fun learning to crochet in public after begging my parent to let me do it, and some other guys came up to me and made fun of me for being a fag (I was in elementary school)
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>>42822925
>Texas is on another level wow, I grew up in a conservative area but none of the kids really reacted to slightly feminine mannerisms like that.
well tbf those kids in particular were a rough batch of assholes. there were plenty of nicer kids who didn't care about stuff like that but fear of being ridiculed kept me from going "aww" again for a really long time
>I think the original intent of the dare was for me to actually lean in like I was gonna kiss him but I did fancy him at the time so there was no way in hell I could muster myself to do that...
sorry about that anon, but in the end it wasn't homophobic. you were just nervous about kissing a boy haha
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>>42822688
probably when I hit 10 and my cis gf at the time was like “do you think I’m pretty” and I said “I guess, but (male classmate) is prettier.” and that wasn’t normal and my teacher yelled at me for it
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dunno, but all of the girls in my grade getting together and gifting me hair conditioner, chocolate and perfume packaged in a neat turquoise box when I was 14 was probably an indicator
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>>42823046
jesus christ i spend so much time here that I felt the need of saying cis gf
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There was a telenovela on my country where the main romantic interest was a priest and I was like daaaammmmn hot priest and then I watched Fleabag.
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>>42823021

I guess that's a fair analysis, he didn't find it offensive enough to not invite me over a little bit later on at least, but ofc I got too in my head about the incident I fumbled the whole affair, dashing any chance of a mutual affection developing if he indeed had similar feelings for me as I did for him.
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>>42823047
This is a shared experience between GNC men/trans women and low/mid functioning mentally disabled people.
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When classmates started making fun of me for not being masculine often, even saying I'd be the wife of a masc woman in our class (she possibly had PCOS or something).
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my gay friend came on to me, then I realised I was different from everyone else but different from him as well
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>>42822688
When I found out you could kiss some boys in Bully for the ps2.
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>>42822688
weirdly i don't think it was a thing that ever occurred to me so much as just kind of a given my whole life. my older brother was always very much a boys boy and i wasn't, most of my friends were girls until like the end of elementary school. and like i knew i wasn't super boyish but i did try to just be a boy for a while bc i was really scared and ashamed as it slowly started to dawn on me what all of this might mean for me during like middle school.

one other thing, as i've gotten older i've realized that a lot of what was going on in my home life as a kid (abuse, neglect, dysfunction, mom dying) really fucked with my development in a lot of ways, so i think that may be a part of everything too
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>>42824666

Like you're asexual?
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>>42822688
I always knew I was weird, I just didn't know why.
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>>42823050
You only have to specify transgirlfriends, silly queer
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>>42825316
Nah, bisexual.
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>>42822688
When everyone else was listening to contemporary pop music and I was listening to Mongolian throat singing

In terms of sexuality tho, boys just seemed easier
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>>42822695
Ardbert and Meteor get tons of pussy.
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>>42822688
I mean being trans i assumed everyone felt the same as me and hated being boys, when I got discovered after castrating myself at 14 I quickly learned that wasn't normal!
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>>42822688
>when did you realize you were different from the other boys
There was a party once in my early 20s.

It was a group of friends who had known each other for some time. Probably about 10-15 of us there. One of the girls at the party started hooking up with one of the guys at the party in a bedroom on the first floor. People quickly realized this was happening and the men bolted outside to see if they could sneak a peak, and sure enough they got to see the whole show.

They proceeded to watch this dude have sex with her to completion calling him a "legend" and getting WAY too into the experience. Eventually she realized there was a peanut gallery gathered outside the window and freaked out about it.

I don't understand what compelled them to do that. It was very weird and I think about it to this day.
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>>42826370
The voyeurism that groups of young males are prone to is rather uncomfortable...
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>>42826669
They weren't that young. Everyone was in their early to mid 20s. This wasn't a bunch of highschoolers.
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>>42827206
It's weird to do in your teens, let alone in your 20s.
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>>42826370
I never understood all my guy friends being so obsessed over women or sex. Turned out I was asexual oops
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>>42822688
Lived in Africa, was attracted to girls, but never managed to get any. I was bald and ugly. Started to be okay with that. Then a 6'6 fat, older guy came to our school, 2 years older but in our class. I thought he was hot but did not know why, and repressed the thoughts. I then tried to kiss him in the school toilets on my last day in school. He called me a faggot, and we never talked again...
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>>42826293
pls expand
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>>42822688
i was always a weird kid, as a kid I loved dbz and future trunks was my favorite, i thought he was really cool with his sword but mainly i thought he was cute and i assumed thats why the other boys liked him. A few years later i was reading comics and i just looked at the ones I owned and i noticed i thought they were all hot and then i realized i might like guys more than girls. God I wish I wasn’t a fucking autistic nerd guys don’t think that shit is cute.

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