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when did you realize you were different from the other boys
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>>42822688
Not really ever until I learned trannies existed and I was one at 16. I just kind of assumed everyone liked boys to varying degrees and thought about being the other gender but chose to remain heteronormative to maintain the rules that governed a functional society.
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>>42822829
it was around 2006 or 2007 in elementary school in a smallish texas town
it was a reaction of visible disgust and confusion
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>>42822842
Texas is on another level wow, I grew up in a conservative area but none of the kids really reacted to slightly feminine mannerisms like that.
I think I unfortunately and unintentionally did the only overtly homophobic thing I can remember. I was dared to mockingly air kiss a boy who in hindsight was very obviously gay, I think the original intent of the dare was for me to actually lean in like I was gonna kiss him but I did fancy him at the time so there was no way in hell I could muster myself to do that...
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>>42822925
>Texas is on another level wow, I grew up in a conservative area but none of the kids really reacted to slightly feminine mannerisms like that.
well tbf those kids in particular were a rough batch of assholes. there were plenty of nicer kids who didn't care about stuff like that but fear of being ridiculed kept me from going "aww" again for a really long time
>I think the original intent of the dare was for me to actually lean in like I was gonna kiss him but I did fancy him at the time so there was no way in hell I could muster myself to do that...
sorry about that anon, but in the end it wasn't homophobic. you were just nervous about kissing a boy haha
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There was a telenovela on my country where the main romantic interest was a priest and I was like daaaammmmn hot priest and then I watched Fleabag.
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>>42823021
I guess that's a fair analysis, he didn't find it offensive enough to not invite me over a little bit later on at least, but ofc I got too in my head about the incident I fumbled the whole affair, dashing any chance of a mutual affection developing if he indeed had similar feelings for me as I did for him.
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>>42822688
weirdly i don't think it was a thing that ever occurred to me so much as just kind of a given my whole life. my older brother was always very much a boys boy and i wasn't, most of my friends were girls until like the end of elementary school. and like i knew i wasn't super boyish but i did try to just be a boy for a while bc i was really scared and ashamed as it slowly started to dawn on me what all of this might mean for me during like middle school.
one other thing, as i've gotten older i've realized that a lot of what was going on in my home life as a kid (abuse, neglect, dysfunction, mom dying) really fucked with my development in a lot of ways, so i think that may be a part of everything too
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>>42822688
>when did you realize you were different from the other boys
There was a party once in my early 20s.
It was a group of friends who had known each other for some time. Probably about 10-15 of us there. One of the girls at the party started hooking up with one of the guys at the party in a bedroom on the first floor. People quickly realized this was happening and the men bolted outside to see if they could sneak a peak, and sure enough they got to see the whole show.
They proceeded to watch this dude have sex with her to completion calling him a "legend" and getting WAY too into the experience. Eventually she realized there was a peanut gallery gathered outside the window and freaked out about it.
I don't understand what compelled them to do that. It was very weird and I think about it to this day.
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>>42822688
Lived in Africa, was attracted to girls, but never managed to get any. I was bald and ugly. Started to be okay with that. Then a 6'6 fat, older guy came to our school, 2 years older but in our class. I thought he was hot but did not know why, and repressed the thoughts. I then tried to kiss him in the school toilets on my last day in school. He called me a faggot, and we never talked again...
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>>42822688
i was always a weird kid, as a kid I loved dbz and future trunks was my favorite, i thought he was really cool with his sword but mainly i thought he was cute and i assumed thats why the other boys liked him. A few years later i was reading comics and i just looked at the ones I owned and i noticed i thought they were all hot and then i realized i might like guys more than girls. God I wish I wasn’t a fucking autistic nerd guys don’t think that shit is cute.