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whenever by bf (im mtf) talks bad about trump I get major ick. If he was a real man he would be more conservative and definitely not a libcuck. I think he might be some kind of intersex because he is displaying major cuck vibes, has gyno, is super tall, and also has a 5 inch dick. He also gained like 40 lbs since I met him.
I want to dump him and find a young twinkhon, make her psychologically dependent on me and abuse her daily (see pic), but me and my bf have been together for like 9 years now and I think he will an hero if I break up with him. One time he got drunk and said he wants to marry me. He needs to man the fuck up though if he wants that. When he wants sex he is such a beta bitch, always listening to me if I say no and wants to eat ass like a gay male. A real man would just rape me if I said no and not care if I cry during sex or enjoy it. He literally acts passive aggressive like a woman and always asks me for permission to do shit. Maybe he is a repper chaser?
am I crazy for wanting this?
Also i'm pretty ugly so maybe this bf is the only chance I have to be with someone. Maybe he acts like a gay male because i'm pretty much just a gay male with srs and he doesn't really find me attractive. honestly it might be better to be alone though because he is really annoying me lately.
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>>42824028
BiChad WINS again!!
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>>42824009
>a true conservative never speaks ill of a shabbos goy pedophile
jej
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>>42824028
you are probably a repper and a cuck anyway. Real chasers abuse and traumatize their trannies into the perfect gf (male). When you let trannies think their feelings matter they turn out like me.
>>42824046
if he hated trump because he wasn't extreme enough that would be fine, but he is always complaining about tarriffs and welfare
>>42824053
he better not because he would be 100% horrorfuel.
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>>42824072
>ummm he'd better not be a cryptotranny
OH
BROTHER
He's literally living through your transition
You're both afraid of leaving each other but you both need each other
Also, such a shame he's not an abusive retard that relishes in affirming the needs of a braindamaged self-hating homo
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>>42824102
im almost 30 its honestly too late to be submissive and this bf ruined it for me. I used to be straight but honestly im becoming attracted to mtfs not too. I honestly such a monster (physically and mentally) I just want to dominate and control somebody and make them legitimately terrified of me. Sometimes I just want to choke someone and make them cry, but I would never do that to a cis male because it's disgusting. I've started writing a smut web serial to outline this fantasy.
>>42824085
what do I even need him for tho. He never touches me (because I act like I don't like it.) I think you may be right that he is skin walking me tho
>>42824119
its important that the tranny secretly enjoys it though, im not just gonna assault someone. they don't even have to be that cute just smaller and weaker than me (im 6'2" and beat a fat cis male in a fight once)
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>>42824193
he bit my coworker though and tried to run away. I had to fight him. society did this to me. Treat someone like a monster and you get one. Also she can say she likes it I don't care. it's never going to happen because im honestly unloveable and not respectable enough to find someone like this. she would probably just laugh at me. But honestly you have a point being a submissive person was kinda a pipe dream because im too big.
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>>42824170
You actually deserve to be beaten to death
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>>42824087
this used to be me tho, but then something changed. Im still monogamous too, im not gonna cheat.
>>42824370
hot
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>>42824072
truke
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>>42824009
You sound incredibly mentally ill and generally unwell, that just makes me more interested in reading your smut though. You should share it with us
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>>42824009
this thread was made by an insecure chud and none of this happened
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>>42824306
Why is this the case? It seems like such a miserable existence, you basically can't live a real life on your own if you have any notable degree of submissive behaviour.
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>>42824596
here is an excerpt pastebin com YCG8iC80
I haven't finished editing it yet. I might want to make some structural. changes to the first chapter too. Im not sure when I'll finish editing, but I think im going to call it "this is an abusive relationship" also thought about calling it "regentflame" (the abuser's screen name). Any idea where to upload it to? I think AO3 is probably going to reject it since it's only like the second thing ive seriously written and im a hack.
>>42824677
ive been on hrt for 10 years.
>>42824701
because submissive people are mentally broken and dead inside and just want someone to tell them what to do so they don't have to think or be responsible for their own life.
>t. used to be submissive
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>>42824898
I got my dick cut off and have (small) boobs, sounds like a real man to me.
>>42824880
im not a true Dom its just the situation ive been put in and its a emerging fascination of mine. .How would you write from the dom pov anyway, "I hit them, they cried, I liked that." Ive never read anything from the Dom pov
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>>42825084
Yeah, stuff from the doms pov is much rarer even from actual dominants, which I find interesting. I think it's funny how most kink smut objectifies the dominated more than the submissive in this way. The fictional sub gets to have a rich inner life and character development, while the Dom is often more akin to a force of nature than a person. It can be done well though and when it is I really like reading it. this is a good example:
archiveofourown org/works/65440144/chapters/168422590
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>>42825380
I was literally just thinking the same thing. The Dom isnt even a person. I think that is because doms are hyper closed people who are afraid of showing any vulnerability. Like do the doms even orgasm in most stories? IMO it would be damaging to even show that sort of desire.
"There was only one nightstand on the right side of the bed. I guessed Ashley lead a lonely life too, if she was even capable of feeling emotions like loneliness or longing."
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>>42825426
I don't think it's damaging for a dom to have flaws or even vulnerabilities in smut. I really like seeing that side humanised as well. It's hotter when a character has inner conflict but does the fucked up thing anyway, or to see how they slowly get corrupted into a worse person by the power the sub is so eager to hand them
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>>42825380
>force of nature
That's because that's their role. They remain detached and aloof. Calmly brutalizing the sub. Keeping frame.
Additionally, the sub experiences a lot more than the Dom does. They're the one getting beaten, controlled, scared, in love etc.
>>42825426
>Like do the doms even orgasm in most stories?
Of course. How is the sub really a sex object unless the Dom is blowing their load down their throat then discarding them. Or forcibly breeding them etc.
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>>42825426
I used to write green text stories from a dom perspective. It's kind of hard because like, the platonic ideal of a dom is a stoic, emotionaless takes what he wants type person.
At least in my opinion the way to create an emotionally compelling dom is one that creates a interesting dichotomy of kink and affection. Which kind of matches what I like doing in bed.
When I choke someone or stomach punch them it feels like a weirdly intimate act. Like they are giving me this very vulnerable part of them. So instead of a generic bdsm "he choked me and brutalized me" I like having a hint of affection sort of reaffirming an affectionate subtext. In the case of choking I like making the safe words "I love you".
It kind of sucks being a emotionally available dom because ive kind of learned that despite what subs/bottoms say being doting as a dom is kind of a turn off to most of them. So I try to make any affection more "subtext"
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>>42825509
>They remain detached and aloof. Calmly brutalizing the sub. Keeping frame
You can do it that way and it can be good, but I find it boring after having read hundreds of fics like that
>the sub experiences a lot more than the Dom does
I disagree. There are plenty of interesting experiences to be written about from the dom pov
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>>42825483
I guess you are right. Im planning on having the Dom come home and instead of abusing the sub she straight up breaks down and hugs+cuddles her. This would also play into the extreme mental instability of the Dom in my story which in turn feeds the fear from the sub, but also make them feel loved and complicate the relationship.
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>>42825509
good advice thanks.
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>>42825676
because I have a mental block of sexually enjoying myself in front of another person or seeming like I want it. The thought of someone watching me masturbate is literally suifuel. I need it to be forced onto me and I need to act like I don't want it, but when I do this, he just gives up.
One time I was super horny from taking 800mg of prog and I was lying in bed with him and I still couldn't ask for anything. I tried pretending it was hot and uncovering my butt (I sleep naked) but he didn't catch the hint.
>>42825690
I agree begging makes it different. Getting a sub all turned on and then making them ask for more is hot.
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>>42824009
>I want to dump him and find a young twinkhon, make her psychologically dependent on me and abuse her daily (see pic)
Will you do this to me instead? Im 30 and not twinky tho but if you starve me id be close
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>>42825781
I honestly hope he is cheating on me because otherwise it means he is basically an incel and has no agency (enforcing my repper or intersex theory). he is bi and would def just move on to the least ugly twink he could pull.
>>42825813
its sad (in a pathetic way) that you are 30 and still like that but it also makes you more deserving of abuse. I think you'd like my smut.
>>42825777
I did but then when I started crying he stopped. Total pussy
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>>42825742
thanks anon for reminding me to never stick my dick in crazy
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