>>42827347
having support is important anon, even if its just small interactions with random strangers, it keeps you grounded and helps keep any harmful ideations from popping into your head, I hope you can make friends with people online or irl soon anon, everyone deserves to have people in their life who care about them

do not listen to (((them)))
two more weeks

>>42827347
you already killed another thread for this so just post the blogpost and get it out of your system

>>42827347
I’d offer a chat but I’m an awkward NEET so I would not be doing you any favors

>>42827347
do you want a bf?

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2 weeks without socialization is lonely for you? MOGGED

you got us let's talk

>>42827365
Even if I try everyone leaves me because I'm too hard to deal with
>>42827388
Sorry
>>42827393
I'm in the same boat as you...
>>42827395
Yes

>>42827416
are you in the us?

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>>42827402
>

>>42827416
i’ve been at this point, I was (and still kind of am) horrible at talking to people and I’d shut down any attempts at people trying to connect because I was ashamed and embarrassed that I was barely functioning as a human being despite being an adult, I hope you can let people in one day or find people who are patient with you

>>42827430
No, I'm from europe

>>42827347
are yo u a sad boymoder too?

>>42827433
best thing gege's drawn in years

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>>42827433
I would gladly empty my head cavity so that a vulnerable trans girl could live in it, with the condition that she never ever ever has sex, ever, and pays rent.

>>42827439
I'm just way too autistic for people to handle, like to the point where people would think that my behaviour is toxic, and I've tried to change many times but I'm diagnosed with autism, bpd, and depression. It's really hard to change like this. I'm giving up on talking to people. Especially after losing my best friend I gave up

>>42827451
Yes, 18 year old boymoder few weeks on hrt

>>42827460
moid bundle of sticks

>>42827480
oh...i am much older and have been on hrt for like a decade

>>42827494
Incel is the fourth gemder.

>>42827512
say that to your mother and see what she thinks

>>42827521
My mother knows I'm an incel, she knew when she took me to get diagnosed with autism that fateful day 15 years ago.

>>42827534
wow so chad and unbothered

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>>42827542
People born without limbs aren't bothered by their circumstances, why would I? It's out of my control.

>>42827558
are you happy with your life?

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>>42827588
No, and that's normal. Life wasn't meant to be enjoyed. At least I'm not starving to death.

>>42827608
i can't believe this is the best cope you can come up with
you're too stoic to get more

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>>42827619
Get more what?

>>42827619
>>42827608
Both of you are fucking losers get out of here bruh, let me vent here without seeing you idiots arguing about god knows what

>>42827624
get better in your life. is posting memes really the only thing that brings you joy?

>>42827630
I'm better at being a loser than you are!
>>42827638
I don't believe in things like improvement. Things are the way they are for reasons we don't know. The world is not rational.

>>42827630
you can still vent here ma'am
>>42827656
it sounds like you just don't bother to try

>>42827668
Why try? Life is effortless.

>>42827680
why are you such a cynic. have you actually never tried to touch grass or what

>>42827697
Efforts are not necessarily rewarded, in fact, the opposite happens, more often than not. I haven't met most of the milestones expected of a person my age, nor will I ever in my estimation. Complaining about it won't solve it, and struggling only digs you deeper.

>>42827714
who cares about expectations, did you ever had a dream? and what happened if you don't have it anymore?

>>42827729
Nope, not in earnest.

>>42827347
me too! frankly sometimes life sucks and you just have to survive until it gets better

>>42827347
>I haven't talked to anyone since 2 weeks, not even texting. I'm so fucking lonely
Why not talk to somebody then?

>>42827773
It does not seem to get better only worse...

>>42827781
I can't find anyone to talk to

>>42827742
do you have any hobbies at least?
>>42827784
but it can't keep getting worse forever, i think

>>42827803
None that are interesting, unique or worth talking about.

>>42827797
I have many memes if you want me to send them to you

>>42827813
maybe you just haven't found the right person who you can talk to about whatever casually, like a friend

>>42827803
For people who commit suicide it gets worse and worse and never gets better
>>42827832
I want friends not people who send me memes

>>42827857
i think they just need to get a gun and then they can get whatever they want

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>>42827837
I haven't found any person, it'd be quite unsettling if I did.

>>42827784
at one point I personnaly decided to believe in the future, even when I'm at my worst. Even if there is absolutely no reason to. That's what believing is about. It's not rational. Believing is just the only way to go, the only way to feel better and survive. If I were religious I would believe in god but I'm not so that's just my substitute.

>>42827884
why exactly do you believe that to be the case?

>>42827347
If you want we can chat now and then, I experienced something similar in the past so I don't want other people to suffer the same

>>42827928
I want frequent friends, not just people that I talk "every now and then"

>>42827944
You make friends by talking to people first and seeing if you're a good fit for each other.

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>>42827898
Finding someone I don't know in my house would be very disturbing.

>>42827963
that's not what i meant you brainwormed zoomer

>>42827983
What did you mean then?

>>42827963
>>42827988
like if you are trying to be clever by implying that you can't just go outside and make friends then i don't know what to tell you

>>42827956
But if someone says that they will talk with you sometimes then they just don't have what I want
But I will go and sleep and I'm very sleepy
OP will go now, keep this alive so I have things to look at when I wake up

>>42827963
mogs me

>>42828001
I don't go outside and even if I did, why would I expect to make friends?

>>42828003
I despise people that complain about loneliness yet do everything in their power to stay lonely.

>>42827347
I havent spoken to anyone except I parents in the last 3 years

>>42828016
how else would you make them, over the internet?
and you should go outside, it's healthy to see the sun.

>>42828029
I wouldn't make them. I can see the sun from the window and in the backyard (which I consider inside as it is within the confines of a wall, or fence).

>>42828019
talking to people is scary tho

>>42828043
you need direct exposure to sun, you need to take your head covering and feel it's presence
try friendmaxxing at least once

>>42827347
Are you BPD per chance?

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I do this but in 6 month to year long intervals. Human interaction scares me on a very deep and emotional level. Well genuine human interaction. I grew up without much of it and have never really maintained a secure friendship with someone. My heart has been broken for as long as I can remember and I fear making that wound deeper. I'm so alone. I've done this too myself. I think about killing myself a lot, I effectively don't have much to live for except seeing my transition through and trying to be there for my family which supports me. But even then it feels like I'm playing a losing game or better yet a game I was never meant to play. I'm so tired. Sorry to shit on your thread op, Ig I just wanted to vent.

>>42828078
I do get sun exposure, through the window. Why should I try anything?

>>42828097
what do you have to lose?

>>42828019
don't you think they have it bad enough?

>>42828117
no

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>>42827347
i havent talked to anyone in 8 years

>>42828104
My time.

>>42828047
you have to do it anon, you need to find someone who you can chat with, its good for you

>>42828139
what kind of things are too important for you not gamble for

>>42828139
something of an insane thing for you to say, in your current situation, no? what are you actually afraid of?

>>42828172
disappointment

>>42828158
>>42828172
It's not a matter of things I'd be gambling, or things I'm afraid of, it's a matter of returns. I see nothing to gain.

>>42828244
then why do you flex that you're lonely

>>42827347
lol noob

>>42828258
I think it's cute that two weeks of isolation is enough for some people to feel lonely. I felt the same way when the covid lockdowns were going on in 2020-2022 and people lost their minds over it.

>>42828291
but the average person doesn't isolate over 2 weeks, this is not a paralympics competition

>>42827347
?Wanna talk
I kan give you my Discord alt if you want (I dont wanna give my main out here)

>>42828181
you either leave your house and meet it head on, or it starts to peer out at you from the mirror

>>42828324
or i can just kill myself

i recently developed the part of my brain that allows me to not be autistically antisocial, but even a year on of effortmaxxing to make friends with strangers i have made no progress, infact less people talk to me now because my prior friends seethed too hard about my socialization arc. new people just end up ghosting after days to weeks every single time

>>42828350
it's time to get on the mogging arc

>>42828350
once you’ve been isolated enough it’s impossible to ever be “normal” again, even if you manage to talk to people it will always feel like ur pretending

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>>42828433
that's just imposter syndrome

>>42828340
please don't. you'll just be born again into this same hell. the moments of relief you create in your life are the only rest you have from the torment of eternal rebirth

>>42828461
i always wanted to be plankton

>>42828475
well, you better get good at writing spongebob fanfic

>>42828402
i already mog lookswise pretty hard desu, i guess i need to lock in and raise my social status again but i've been a bit depressed. also its annoying that people only want to be my friend when i'm doing well, meanwhile i know tons of people who's life are a totally mess and still manage to have large social circles

>>42828433
i dont feel like im pretending. i glowed up and i feel at ease talking to people since i know they all find me attractive now

>>42828891
don't forget to take their skin after ;)

>>42827347
2 weeks? Try 2 years. Noob.

>>42828902
i already have the best skin according to society

>>42828933
that's right my wigger

>>42828904
>>42828280
>>42828135
Why are people power scaling loneliness? You're not cool for that you know
>>42828316
If you're cool then sure
>>42828080
Yes, I've said it somewhere I think

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>>42827347
I understand these feelings deeply anon, I'm in the same boat as you.

If i may share some thoughts on the topic of loneliness and dealing with it; Being a naturally 'lonely' person is typically a trait that a person can never fully shake, not saying you'll be alone for life, Moreso that there will almost always be some awkwardness inherent to every interaction you have.

Writing this out sounds bleak, even to me right now, but once you have accepted this as a fact of life, and i mean really ACCEPTED it and come to terms with it, It frees you from the shackles it has over your life.

Got no one to talk to? you can either push yourself and reach out, or you can accept that as how things are within your life at that moment and just keep chugging along anyways. You can keep going purely out of spite. The world wants to break you down and strip human interaction from you? Let it have it, so long as you keep going you can never lose.

I know what i'm saying may not make much sense, i'm not exactly great at putting my thoughts into words. If you have the free time for it anon, you should watch a movie called 'The Hurricane'. It displays a great example of what i mean, when a man is incarcerated, he can only be punished by taking away the things he is allowed. (in his case it was basic prison amenities like free time and personal property) so if one CHOOSES not to engage in these things then he cannot be punished, not feel bad about 'losing' them.

In other words, in your case, if you simply CHOOSE not to engage in social interaction, then you shall not be burdened by the lack of it Anon, achieving freedom from the mental bondage your loneliness ties you in.

>>42832432
I did not choose to be alone, but instead everyone leaves me because I'm unlikeable

>>42827347
Ha pathetic, I haven't talked to anyone since 3 months, not even texting. Do i whine about it like you? No. Get your shit together

>>42830786
not trying to powerscale. im just retarded and dont know how to escape the hikki life

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>>42834076
nta, why do you think you're unlikable?
I'm kinda in the same boat, no online friends for months now, no irl for years and haven't actually chatted with another person in weeks. I only started feeling lonely recently though. But I have a job so I guess I still technically socialize (I'd rather not).
I want a good friend, just one. And if you want that too then we should hook up! If you're interested, please drop a contact.
I can get pretty obsessive in my own way about people I care about...

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>>42834076
You may not have chosen then, but now, in this moment, you can choose it Anon. I've had a few hours to ruminate on the topic i wrote about further. I suppose i should clarify the method of thinking i am offering to you is similar to non-attachment from Buddhism. your interaction with others is a factor of your life that isn't entirely within your control, therefore you shouldn't let it control you, nor affect your mental state.

>>42834228
Yeah sure, add me on discord if you feel like, it's senko0402_36168

>>42834641
I was late they didn't add me I lost my chance to make a friend because I was slow, fuck me

>>42834883
dude it's been like 40 minutes relax

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>>42827347
same i feel so lonely all the time i wish i had friends but i'm just kinda autistic and off putting because i don't know how to talk to people that i don't know and just spend most of my time getting high in my room

>>42827714
based antiimproover, you're an inspiration
>t. 37yo fat weak friendless isolated loser

>>42827347
Have you considered blowing your shit off? You could make everyone feel bad for how they treated you.

>>42827347
just broke 2 months for me :3 (this new friendship will fizzle out in a week and i will go straight back to where i was before)

>>42830786
i'm not
humans are social animals
so try to get social´?

you're not that bad off if we ignore the normies..
and being anti-social is still kinda social?

>>42834883
you ever considered the noble art of suicide?
no? based. don't ever even think suicide is a good way out, it's just pain and suffering for the relatives that loves you and want you to peservere

>>42834228
Have you posted in frengen with this image and if so may I add you again. I unadded you due to me not seeing myself as intelligent.

>>42838322
you aren't intelligent tho?

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>>42838322
that wasn't me

>>42840272
You are not potato? This was some time ago and it was less than a 10 minute conversation.

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>>42834228
i hope not bibi's way of obsessive... Also, us!

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>>42840410
>You are not potato?
Nope!
You seem to really care about them, even though it was a short convo. That's cute and I hope you find them again.
>>42840789
Maybe just a little...
We're all Bibi on this blessed day!

>>42827347
you know, people lived for thousands of years without phones

>>42841840
Show me ONE human who lived for a thousand years without a phone.

>>42841792
You seem fun! Wanna be frens??

>>42828019
sorry

>>42827347
I don’t talk to anybody being alone is being at peace, I’m around people constantly and yet nobody notices stop feeding ghosts

>>42842405
Ummm, sure! Where can I contact you? I don't like sharing such info about myself online...

>>42842880
Yay!! Discord: painedink

>>42827347
Same... I actually tried making some friends here before but I'm too much of a mess and ghosted them all sorry everyone it's not your fault I'll just be lonely forever bye

>>42845320
Friendships from frendgen has never worked out for me either

>>42845320
>>42845833
omg same... i've tried sharing my discord handles so many times and it never lead anywhere, not even once. at best i would chat with someone for 3 months max until messages stopped coming or they would ghost me

its very tempting to just end it all t b h

>>42846469
Double suicide? :3