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i'm ftm and gay and i hate myself so much for it. i want to be normal not your typical pooner that's really just a woman trying to live out her yaoi fantasy and gets fucked like a girl with piv. i'm a top. i wouldn't be caught dead dating a man because i don't want any chance for anyone to think i'm taking on the female role or be assumed as a typical poon. i try to date girls and it makes me feel good about myself for a while but i end up hating them. so i'll force myself to stay alone forever.
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>>42830366
i have a preference for those types so maybe at some point i will if i get over this.
>>42830372
i don't like the way women think and act in relationships and i prefer the male form
>>42830379
in simple terms i'm a man so i can't be a lesbian
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>>42830336
i feel this
i used to be bi and coping by calling myself straight because i was ashamed to be attracted to men
then i started T and got insane cocklust and lost all attraction to women i just generally want to kms
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>>42830336
Unironically to stop being a gayden you have to psyop yourself into becoming a bottom. You have to watch futa porn and imagine yourself getting fucked by the futa. Then you'll start appreciating the feminine aspects of the futa such as the breasts and start lusting over women. But you'll be made into a bottom.
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>>42830336
I feel the same about being a transbian. i also would prefer to be always alone than being with a woman.
How I wish everyone knew that sexual attraction is an external imposition that I detest and not something that is mine, if it were ours you would be straight and me too.
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>>42830944
By lying about their sexuality while dating women. it always starts off weird, like you will spot a limp wrist out of nowhere, after that you start to wonder why he sucks your cock so well. eventually he will get more and more angry about gaydens while neglecting you and becoming resentful over the fact you triggered his cocklust
t. happened to me twice
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>>42830336
What makes you think liking women would make you normal, retard? You're trans. You have a vagina. You have tits. You should worry about those things and focus on getting them fixed instead of worrying about who you're attracted to.
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>>42830336
>i'm ftm and gay and i hate myself so much for it.
Hot. Why? Thats "normal".
>gets fucked like a girl with piv
Good, I don't like tunaholes, I like anal. I mean a tunahole probably feels good, but looks disgusting.
>i'm a top
Oh...
>i don't want any chance for anyone to think i'm taking on the female role
I mean, I get it... since you are a top.
>i end up hating them.
based, I think I'd enjoy a beer with you
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Could gay t4t actually work for you, anon? Like, it totally worked in my case, both me and my partner are binary trans men so it doesn't feel like a lesbian relationship or even theyfabmaxxxing, because both of us more or less pass (I used to date enbies, this is not the same experience). What's more, year by year I'm slowly becoming uninterested in anyone but binary passing trans men, because in most cases you both get a person who shares your views/sociocultural background and, basically, a gay man you can top.
Or you can bp and become a gaycel but this is a waaay different story