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24 yo khhv here. live with my parents. how many anons on this board like me currently?
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>>84044295
I was kv untill I was 21 when I seriously expected that I'll kill myself soon so I paid a hooker just to not die a virgin. It was an okay experience, I look at it fondly now (2 years since). Due to hookers usually not kissing, I am one of the few people who had sex and yet never had a proper kiss, it saddens me beyond words.
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>>84044380
>I am one of the few people who had sex and yet never had a proper kiss, it saddens me beyond words.
even if you had the kiss, you would still think you never had a kiss with a woman that liked you. it's grim
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>>84044332
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I am going to humiliation factory of trying to get my first job currently
I had useless university degree and it became even more useless after not doing anything with it for more than 5 years
I am kinda low on morale after multiple failed interviews (due to my resume and assburgers) rn but ill try again
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each year feels me with more dread than the previous
>>84044332
>trying things to better your situation?
... I contemplate it...
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>>84044295
this but minus two
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are you all americans/canadians?
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>>84044820
Getting your own place costs $2000/month in rent. Most people are too pussy to live in shared housing.
>>84044295
At all costs, you need to get the fuck out of your parents house. I don't care if you have to live in a bedroom in a shared house in the ghetto or a college town; you will not evolve and get a better life till you move out of your parents house.
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>>84044905
my parents are narcissistic, my brother finally moved to a shared 2 bed apartment in the ghetto after living at home for 5 years after college. This was all he could afford as he has a low paying job. For our family, our parents used money to control our lives, controlling what we could do, when we could leave the house and where. Our dad would attempt to vicariously live and control our lives so he could relive his early 20s.
His life is way better, he hangs out with more friends, is less depressed, etc. I guess the need to move out depends on your parents, but boomers are extremely narcissistic.
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>>84044295
20 year old hikiNEET and life seemed to have been fucked from the start, growing up was bad enough and you'd think adulthood is great right?
It sorta is since I no longer have to be sober like kids and teenagers do, but that struggle is now replaced with people expecting shit from me when I wanted to die every single day after turning 11 and I genuinely don't fucking want to do anything else.
And before an oldfag tells me it will get worse, I am well aware of that fact and it haunts me.
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35 living with parents. Not NEET life or anything, I have a dead end job. I do most of the cooking and help with maintenance. Honestly I don't hate it, and they don't hate me for it. If it could go on forever, I'd be pretty content.
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22 and living by myself in a shitty apartment taking 2 uni courses and my parents pay for everything
i got a psych eval and it turns out i have both ptsd and autism which is so fucking AWESOME!!!
3 failed suicide attempts as well, i find it increasingly difficult to care about anything
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34 just live with dad in the family home. Quit my job before christmas. Working in order to save for a house as a single person in this city is a pointless waste of time, just gets further away every year. I've accepted a job offer and am moving 5 hours away, semi rural where I might have a hope in hell of starting my own life and having something to work towards.
Obviously romance has been and will be out of the question for the rest of my life.
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>>84046069
Goon three times a day
Cry
Play video games
Watch anime
Lurk on 4chan
Write stories
I don't have any social life, even online. Im terrified of people because of trauma. And I can't even talk to people on discord because of all that.
Also I have a lot of disease, I'm constantly tired so I'm "productive" only like 4 hours a day
I wouldn't mind being dead, but I'm not chasing death either. It'll come eventually anyway
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>>84044295
I'm a 26 year old kv (recently had a few hugs and handholds but that's it) who lives with his parents and can't drive.I may flunk out of university soon, have no job prospects and few and distant friends, but a supportive family. My dog and grandfather recently died in the same month. My hair is already greying. My life isn't unbearable, but sometimes I'm reminded that it isn't going anywhere and I break down.
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Im 24, live with my mother and siblings, but I am not a khhv. I just graduated from undergrad and I really don't know what to do with my life. Im going to try lsat/law or grad school by November but Im not enthusiastic about that either. I have been thinking about suicide for a few years now. I dont get the point of employment or academics, bc even if I do get piece of the pie, Im going to go through all of that stress and pressure for nothing. What will I even gain in the end? We will see what happens. I might just end my life sometime in the future, who knows.
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At 24 I had a decent job, was going to college, got attention from women, had friends, all that was missing was learning to be more social and losing some weight and getting fit.
Now I am 28, lost all of it, at rock bottom and still KV.
Dunno how to cope, anons. Enjoy what you have while you have it OP.
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>>84046051
Same but moved into brothers apartment since he's a drug addict now living with parents. I feel bad about it because now my mum doesn't eat since i'm not cooking all the food anymore. I don't know what else to do though.
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>>84048432
It's staggering indeed. The system creates failures like us.
Though in my specific case it's mostly due to health issues, a woman with my health issues nearly wouldn't be in the same case as me, socially, mentally. She would have never have dealt with extreme loneliness akin to mine and a lot of anons on this thread, she would have been taken seriously and protected, not bullied for having a weaker body.
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>>84044295
I'm 31 and heading towards 32. Living with your parents was actually the norm for thousands of years until the tarded liberals convinced you to want otherwise. Liberalism is already a failure after like a hundred years. rofl
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>>84048833
No because going ''in any direction'' would have gotten you killed as leaving the village was a no-no. Why'd you think so many people were inbred? That wasn't a hobby, it was necessity for survival. Something we might have to revert back to...
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I have a math degree from a good university with good grades and no one will hire me because I didn't have the (((connections))) to get (((internships))), so I got a shit job at a startup that does not physically pay enough for me to live on my own
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>>84044295
27 years old here. I was actually about to kill myself today. My sister has a daughter and she walked into the room. she said what are you doing(don't hang).I stopped and realized all the shit I need to see. I want to play yotei's legend mode and play the john wick game. I'm done after that. Time for that sodium nitrite.
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>(((connections)))
I fucking hate how everything is dependent on running into certain people. At least you're working at a startup though. Sounds relatively high-status. If your parents are letting you live with them, then dont stress about the pay (unless you cant stand them anymore). Whats so shitty about the job and how did you get it?
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>>84044295
I am more than double your age and have been in the same boat. It did not get easier in my case to deal with it. Also does not get easier to pull when you're older. As an older man your only pull is your wallet size unless you're gigachad.
I drink and smoke a lot. Sometimes the realization that I'm going to be forever alone breaks through my brain fog and I legit get choked up, it never gets easier to swallow that, think about killing myself pretty often. Loneliness will ultimately get the best of me I think.
I wanted a family but it's not going to happen.
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>>84046053
This is me except I love what I'm studying cuz I'm not a sad fuck
Go see a therapist and get on antidepressants
Literally just an opportunity to autisticly learn about smthng and get high all the time off of someone's money what are you complaining about
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>>84044295
31 here. Have a job and could probably move out if I wanted but I like only having to pay the power bill and not having rent to worry about.
I spent a year and a half renting a place on my previous job and that sucked and I was too fucking lonely there so I went back.
I just use my time wisely instead.
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>>84048373
>parents pay for everything
college fund
>3 suicide attempts
im extremely mentally ill
>>84050452
id love to study something i like but right now im on academic probation, if everything goes right i should be able to resume my proper studies this august
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>>84048373
>parents pay for everything
>3 suicide attempts
2 for me but it's mostly shame, mixed with unable to cope with the reality of being a genetic failure. No one wants me. 31 unemployed, friendless khhv who has only ever had 1 job and only for 1 year. I can't take it anymore. I feel so humilated. Rejected by my own species for things i cant change. I just want it to end. I am not a plant. simply keeping me feed and watered does not fulfill me. there's more to life than rotting alone in my paid for room, but i'll never get to experience it. There's no room for me in this world so i'll take the hint
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23 Year old KHHV living with my parents here.
I don't really understand what I'm supposed to do besides just move out.
Do people seriously bring girls back to their parents house and have sex with them?
Seems really bizarre to me. Even as a Teenager I never did this because it seemed weird.
But I guess Teens do it all the time. Now as an adult though, its even worse.
I don't think I will ever have sex until I get my own place again (I moved for College).
Hopefully Summer 2027 I will be able to get my own apartment again.
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I'm on the same boat but I DO want to get employed, it's the only way out of a living hell. Problem is I can't tolerate the mental fatigue from studying when I don't have real pleasures to relieve tension, add crippling anxiety and social pressure to this and you get burned out pretty fast. How are you even supposed to get out of it basically alone? You can't leave your house without a decent job so you need to study. And this is the bare minimum, then you will have to deal with being "damaged goods" because of dogshit upbringing. Atm I'm trying to find good medications to help with mental fatigue, I'm pretty sure adderall would fix me pretty good but it's illegal here.