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>>84045098
The only good thing about my life is masturbation

>>84045239
I hate masturbating yet i still do it and i hate myself for it.

>>84045098
>>84045239
self control and discipline is the path to true happiness

>>84045266
Pure delulu, anon

>>84045274
Even though he's right.

>>84045274
i used to hate myself too and constantly contemplated suicide with a few attempts

>>84045283
No he's not
>>84045287
Same. I wish i had a gun or something

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>>84045247
>I hate masturbating
>yet i still do it
You don't hate masturbation, you hate your lack of control.
>>84045266
Having good genes is the real path to happiness.

>>84045295
>Same. I wish i had a gun or something
the thing is i've been working on myself and i no longer want to die

>>84045299
>Having good genes is the real path to happiness.
plenty of ugly happy people

>>84045308
I don't see how the things you mentioned will make me happy without insane levels of cope

>>84045299
I hate myself for many reasons

>>84045098
Same, i am just waiting for it to end. Every moment that i am not sleeping i feel like shit

>>84045299
>Having good genes is the real path to happiness.
If you believe happiness is something determined by something you can't control, you will never achieve it. You won't be happy if you don't even believe it's a possibility.

>>84045322
taking care of yourself and finding outlets for stress/anxiety/trauma are healthy coping, im sure you know what you need to do but just lack motivation to do it
the toughest part is actually doing it, especially the start

>>84045098
you know you won't.

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>>84045308
>plenty of ugly happy people
Yeah, because they would certainly cry in front of everyone if they weren't happy, right?
>>84045326
I was talking abour your self-proclaimed hate of masturbation, not your hate of yourself.
>>84045353
What's the answer then? Should I just gaslight myself to think that life is beautiful even if it goes against every knowledge I have?

>>84045355
There is nothing i can do. I am missing fundimental things needed for happiness and i can't get them.
>>84045360
Hopefully i will
>>84045350
I wish i could sleep more easily

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>>84045404
>Yeah, because they would certainly cry in front of everyone if they weren't happy, right?
the world is not black and white and there is a lot of nuance to what you're getting at

>>84045407
>I am missing fundimental things needed for happiness and i can't get them
can i ask, what cant you get? or what do you think you need to get?
im aware that what works for one person doesnt work for everyone but i am curious what you're dealing with

>>84045424
I have not experienced love nor friendship in my 25 years of living. Such things are beyond my reach

>>84045430
my parents moved me from school to school ever other year or so so i've never had real friends or know how to maintain relationships and being an autist really makes it that much more difficult too
there was one time i did have a friend group though and that came from going to school and taking classes at my community college (techie nerd stuff)...i was lucky enough to get adopted by an extrovert too

its now been 10+ years since i've had friends and sadly i've come to accept that it will likely always be like this, but i still work on myself, do whats good for me health wise, mentally, education, history, learning....just goals in general and since i did go to school i've got built in acquaintances to talk to
i know you didnt ask...but still thought i might share
sorry you're going through it anon, hope you can figure it out

>>84045492
If you can't have what you desire the most, why even live?

>>84045098
i won't make it past 27 (i'm 27)

>>84045537
>i won't make it past 27?
If you die before your 28th birthday you're gay.

>>84045528
what i want has changed, and i have different goals and purpose now
you'll find people along the way, but you have to walk the path
and i unironically found god, its been a huge saving grace in my life and inner peace

>>84045559
I won't. If i couldn't find them earlier i will certainly not find them now. I grow tired of walking

>>84045098
>Hopefully by the time i'm 30 i will br jaded enough to end it
you won't, but this is a cope we all cling to in our youth so it's okay

>>84045595
In that case hopefully i will die of a heart attack or something

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>>84045098
hey i remember you
i'm on a similar situation so can't really give you helpful advice
but i hope you can solve your problems either in death or life
sending hugs anon

>>84045554
i would say it's over, but it never even started
see (you) on the other side

>>84045663
I don't think there's any advice for people lile us. It's either cope or rope

>>84045098
i like you, anon. you know how to use the subjunctive tense correctly. most people get it wrong. you are a good cookie in my eyes

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>>84045678
>but it never even started
I feel you.

>>84045098
Unfortunately from my experience that number just gets pushed back. I remember when I said if things didn't get better by the time I left middle school I'd kill myself, then when. I was 18, 21, 25, 30, and now it's when my mom dies, but I doubt I'll have the back bone for it then either

>>84046175
It's whatever. Life still sucks

>>84046271
If i had a gun i would've ended it ages ago.

I wish i were dead too, anon

>>84047687
yeah
life is just awful