I want to take an order in, watch a movie, you in my arms

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=Td7VQnWWWzI&si=d-eEkhQbS2GmOafD

Dear Adrijus
I am your genie send me your wish. Only you. Only you. I only need you. You pinky promised we would be together forever after all.

>>84046215
Dear V
Thank you for your letters, sorry I didn't reply to any of them. I appreciate them, even if they are a bit too much on the lewd side for my liking.
That said, if you are the genie, I'll make a wish for you: change your circumnstances so that you won't be in trouble from talking with me outside of 4chan. That would be the prerequisite number one if you want to properly be more than friends. Didn't you tell me a long time ago that "friend" is part of the word "girlfriend" and that is a prerequisite for being in a relationship? I will go out on a limb and also say that fixing your objectively bad personality traits is a requisite for going past mere friendship. If I managed to overcome the objectively worst part of my personality, being BPD of the "loud" type, I think a genius like you won't have too many problems with it. And I really would like to think of you as a friend. Lately we've been getting along better than in our past and that makes me happy, I really don't want there to be bad blood between us.
About our past, I wasn't good to you, it's something I was aware of for a long while but I don't remember having ever directly talked to you about it. I imagine you must have taken a great deal of offense about me mentioning IRL girls while I was trying to get close to you and you acted the way you did as a reaction to that. Honestly I could have avoided that, I could have taken the hint when you said "not interested" or "it's over" more than once and saved you, me and many other people a lot of emotional damage. I could have avoided many bad things I did to you. The doxxing, the larping as you and as other people, you know who, the stalking. I wasn't very emotionally mature or maybe even "emotionally aware" back then.
cont

>>84046477
cont
And just for the record I'm not seeing anybody. I'm pining for someone both of us know but I don't think I am in a very good standing with them, if you really want to know. I also like someone else, too, again, just so you know. You know them as well, you know I like them, and as far as I know you don't get along well. I dislike that. I wish you two could get along better, if anything for the sake of you two. It doesn't make me happy to see you take jabs at eachother. It's something I really dislike that if I have to be completely honest with you. I think it's because I would also like to see them as friends of mine and I don't appreciate it when my friends don't get along with eachother.
What else can I say? I genuinely like talking with you. I hope your health and your life's circumnstances are getting better.
Be well.
-AP, formely know as J
Oh and for the record, if your letters are genuinely for Audri and not me, please just say so. Thank you.

Dear faggots
Just stop
Signed Gassius Clay.

PS. I should hook up with the brown girl.

Dear toilets
There is literally vomit coming out of my ass
Brace yourselves
It's gona be a blast bebe
Signed Shittius Day

PS. I'm dying bros

>>84046538
Ok I like you, you're funny.
Please get well soon.
Float like a diarrhea, sting like my pee!

Dear K
I didn't want to make you think or feel you were being played. I wanted you more than anybody else and I still do.
I could say a lot, and they would all be excuses for my own incompetency. I just wish I got better in time. I did not.
I can't stand having lost you but I'm coping with it and hopefully I will come to terms with it soon.
I wish for you to be happy, truly. And I perfectly understand if from from now you will only feel cold indifference towards me.
-AP, formerly know as J

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What has Mike been through ?

>>84046788
Meth.
Like honestly between whoever the fuck AP is and him, I think they come from the same mental institution, got into the same crack den, and spin these crazy tales as they trip into space until someone Narcans them.

>>84046852
That explains him thinking Maria communicates to him through radio waves or some shit

>>84046852
I'm AP and I'm writing to actual people. I wish I were writing fiction or I were being delusional. If that were the case nobody would have gotten hurt by me and I would have a lot less emotional baggage.

>>84046886
I read the Like Switch and it is alright. The problem with books like this is it makes me overthink social interactions . Sometimes its best to let loose.

You were my mirror. And nothing more.

>>84046892
I'm glad you liked it. I'd see that book as a guideline more than as a checklist. Letting loose... It depends. It may work for you, it doesn't work for me in this place. Bad things happened when I let loose.

>>84046788
Esl detected

>>84046852
I don't care who AP is or your opinion

>>84046884
It's not that she's communicating. It's how soulmates work. I don't care if you don't understand. It's between her and I. No other

The moon only has eyes for the sun.

I have faith in my Maria and I.

I'm keeping my promises to her no matter what.

Us over all else

Strength and fortitude

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You complete me, I complete you

I was 19. She wrote her name + my name on a piece of paper. I thought she liked me. Now I'm 29 and looking back. I've never been with a woman. I won't let myself be hurt again.

>>84046958
You keep posting those chat logs as if it actually does anything

>>84047013
I simp but not that hard

Dear K, I miss talking to you from time to time. It was short and fleeting but connecting with you was so delightful and fun. I understand why you're so distant now, but I miss those times when you were truly here, I guess I felt from the very beginning there was something really special about you. Maybe it was the fact that you remind me of my younger self and I just sympathize a lot with people like that (people this genuine are rare), you're so pure... especially when I know people like you have no one to count on. Sometimes I fantasize about being able to save you from your nightmarish life (I have quite a lot of these kind of fantasies, always wishing I could undo the misfortunes the people I care about went through), and I always think about how fun it could've been if I could've done something for you back then and avoided the worst, I always wish things weren't so complicated... but it's all ruined now.
I still hope the best for you and I hope you know you can count on me. I don't think you will ever take this possibility seriously and look for me for help or support but I wish you knew that you can. From now on, I'll probably stop trying to talk to you so often though. Maybe I won't say anything at all anymore, because deep down I always end up thinking that my presence doesn't matter. And of course, you will never know this "letter" is for you and probably won't even see this, I just felt like expressing my pathetic feelings.
- I have no name

A
If only I could go back, id work a lot harder.

>>84046940
48 laws of power is a lot better and helped me deal with gaslighting and gang stalking by shitty e-friends. Wouldnt be where I was now without it.
>stable career and decent social life

Of course I lost it all and am at rock bottom atm.

Nastiya,
I cant continue like this anymore.
-b

>>84047080
I'm glad you made use of it the way you have and it got you away from bad people. A lot of manipolators use the concepts from The like switch to pray on their targets, that's why I reccomended it.
>Of course I lost it all and am at rock bottom atm
I really hope things get better for you.

>>84047016
Not for you. Mind your own business

I write to my girl.

>>84047197
Another 123

>>84047197
She is has been someone else's girl for the past few years.

>>84047138
Yea what a shame but thanks anon. The lost potential nags at me daily. Hopefully you can get better too

>>84047273
Thank you kindly. Here's to a good future for us both.

>>84047247
She is and has always been mine.

We will have that future no matter what

We made promises to each other and we are keeping them

We will see each other soon. I'm that moment remember us all and go forward together.

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We are living our promises with each other. There is only our future, no other

W
Guess she got away with it Scot free

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She loves me with her entire being

She chooses for me to be hers just as I want her to be mine

I love her with all my heart and waited for her just as I promised, she keeps her promise to me returning to me

My love makes her feel at ease

She's so happy to know that she is still my moon

She still loves me so much

Our life together is Mike and Maria at the beach

She knows what she can do better with me now

We are in contact and moving forward together because we love each other and my steadfast faithfulness and keeping myself for her means everything to her because no one else would do that for her in this life.

Whatever needs to happen for us to be with each other, she's doing it now

It says something about the egregiousness of what was done to me as an adolescent when the last few years have not been as bad as what was done to me in grade 9 in particular but also all through high school

>>84046477
>>84046483
My letters are for someone named Adrijus. I apologize for the confusion and endless theorizing on my part. My surname begins with V and he really liked it so I thought I was your V and you were him. I apologize again for the error. I am certainly not a genius just a boring literature major in a dead end city. I hope things go well for you and your V.

>>84049506
Thank you very much for clearing up the confusion, V. I thought you were referring to me by using somebody else's name, like I implied in the letters I wrote, but that apparently wasn't the case. I wish you to have a pleasant day or night, lol timezones. Be well.
-AP

>>84045789
I still don't understand why you left me. You told me I was nice, but then you cut off all ties between us. Every time I see a slim blonde in a long, dark coat, I am forced to think of you. I thought you were my friend. You were the only person I could connect with, so why?

>>84049808
To P, if that's not clear

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How can I escape the hypercube? I have been trapped here for what feels like an eternity.

During my morning coffee I asked the barista if I could have some napkins and she started stuttering like a robot.

The floor opened up and I have been trapped here ever since.

With AI no one takes my posts seriously.

HELP

I'll destroy you, Ester. You're dead meat.

>>84049942
One thing I've learned through these years is that human touch is the checksum to reality and life. Without it you're just another robot.

I miss my reality. I miss dawdling in the sunshine and the politics of my year. I never graduated.

I can only watch and observe how life goes on in my absence.