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I wish I didn't get bullied in high school and developed crippling social anxiety, I really wish I could talk to people over the internet and make friends and play games together, but I spent 100 years in total isolation and now I can't even string up a proper sentence, I barely even remember how to speak my own native language. I missed out on getting a girlfriend, I missed out on having irl friends, I missed out on having parasocial friendships over the internet. This existence is hellish.
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>>84048342
I sound like an actual retard talking, and to make matters worse I still have that nasally teenager voice despite being 24.
>>84048292
No, wouldn't make a difference though, this is a problem that is engrained in my mind, I hate myself to a point where I can't even allow myself to talk to people
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>>84048623
I'd decline anyway because every single time I ever tried talking to someone has led to some negative outcome. It's not even a practice thing, I could spend my entire life practicing, nothing can change my raped mind.