>your next life
lol
he thinks corporeal existence is life

what are you trying to say? are you on drugs?

>>42037284
People don’t commit suicide out of fear of aging, they do it after the fact. And that’s not even one of the lead reasons for suicide.

i'm in my mid-40s, and i can tell you life is better than it was in every previous decade, even physically since i have the discipline to lift and do cardio regularly that i didn't when i was younger

the best part is though how much less of a shit i give, but that could be partly because there is no future in front of us that can be planned or prepared for so agonizing about taking/haven taken better paths in my life is irrelevant

basically we're on the eve of the end of modern civilization, and you're worried about aging? you're a moron, aging is going to be the least of your problems

>>42037293
my personality changes every other day so i might look at this tomorrow and think it's retarded.

most suicides usually are tied to losing youth in some way, there was this black youtuber guy who committed a suicide a few months ago or something.

typically hanging onto interests from childhood means you have some connection to the past and it's memories.

i believe in quantum mortality, there are 3 times in life where i should've died but reality kept ma dumbass alive.

once was drowning, twice for losing massive blood from finger snapping off, third was shoving something in my ear that hit my brain and destroyed my ear drum.

i am more "drug addict" like when sober compared to any drug i have taken before.

i live in poverty so i may not have a lot of time left i suspect, so this question is being asked.

>>42037284
Not for me it isn't.
Suicidal ideation at its worst for me is when I start hyperfixating on how repetitive and boring life is on the grand scale. Rinse, wash, repeat until you die and then they force you back in again.
It seems like the way they manipulate you into taking an incarnation is by showing you the highlights, which is only blips in between the bullshit you have to deal with day-to-day. Too many rules, restrictions, and bureaucracy in this life.
Sure, relationships and how we interact with people do matter, but it doesn't cancel out the monotony of life.
I'll take the void oblivion instead if I maintain my conscious decision to escape, thank you.

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whites and jews doing virus hoaxes on you
recording your fap sessions
destroying your money and freedom
flooding you with muds
but what makes you commit suicide is hitting 30, lol
zoomer problems

>>42037333
A lot of people are going to give me weak cope responses to this one but I think they're just afraid to admit there's really not much going on here. It's all distractions.

>>42037335
OP is retarded and so is everyone replying to him with their gay stories. This is either AI or an abysmally low IQ at work.

honestly maybe being in poverty my whole life doesn't help my case here but i knew even more well off people still be suicidal somehow.

i even have multiple hobbies that aren't just time wasters where i actually create things n i still lean towards suicidal ideation every year that passes.

it's more than just that boomer "missed out on teen love" or whatever crap they try and shove down everyone's throats.

boomers should die off quicker there genuinely seems to be no good ones left.

mbti and enneagram theory also is one of the best things you can ever learn too.

it helps with growth patterns and identifying what you need to integrate into in life.

money has never been more useless however, unless you are already in the midst of earning income. less income you earn the less the government tracks what you do and can be labeled as mentally retarded and not be able to work for the rest of your life, breaking the system succesfully.

money will be abolished soon, they only have money to keep lower people in herds, all the rich people at the top r basically smart to keep the world in order so low iq bastards such as myself don't get power to do world ending decisions.

when i was 9 i thought the world would end in my 80's, but now it may end sooner.

being alive in the 70's - 00's was the peak of humanity, i lived a good life in my last life and now i am living this life as a retard for punishment.

>>42037318
Did any details of your past change after these attempts?

>>42037318
>i am more "drug addict" like when sober compared to any drug i have taken before.

i know exactly what you mean.

when it comes to aging i think suicide is a way of taking control of your own mortality. i can imagine myself getting to a certain point and going, well, ive had a good run, yknow. i am not afraid of dying. its part of our life. i think the way we cling to life when its time to let go is kind of undignified sometimes.

i wouldnt do it early though, like at middle age. i may as well experience all the seasons of life. even if aging sounds unpleasant, i think ill become someone who can enjoy that stage of life.

>>42037850
they were all accidental when i was a kid

closest i came to dying as an adult was a year ago when a car almost hit me at night

everytime after one of those happened though i lost more and more of my original self, as in, it kinda fucks with your brain subconciously but you don't realize it until years later.

i sound more retarded than usual today and i also have prefrontal cortex damage as a kid so i truly believe my life was meant to be rigged in some way. sometimes when i fall asleep i hear murmurs and radio static too but this happens infrequently every few days.

i have no idea what prefrontal cortex damage can do in an adult life besides be more of an impulsive idiot so idk

>>42037898
yeah honestly in a weird way, i think time is the biggest psyop of them all.

despite a measly 20 years of my existence passing by, it felt like actually 1 giant track this whole time like, 20 years feels like 1 year at the same time almost like the entirety of life is one giant deja vu phenomenon?

like, experience is pretty much what dictates if you get killed or not in life, almost feels like ive been alive since the stone age but in modern times, like i KNOW I lived multiple lives but have no way to prove it?

If you wish to end your own life the best advice I can give you is to meditate until you can stop your own heart with you mind. Don't do yourself an injury. Don't be angry with yourself.

>>42037293
without divinity there is no spirituality
and without spirituality there is only consumerism and materialism
and since you're here on 4chan, you're not maximizing your material wealth at this very moment. you're a lazy failure and thus your existence is meaningless and you should end yourself

refute this, simpleton

>>42037946
or fast until you're too weak to move and die from starvation

>>42037284
The rat study suggests suicidal behavior is mainly triggered by living in rat hell with no escape. For some people maybe that’s aging but it’s more likely something they hate about the present than a future fear

>>42037293
The most damning redpill is that the corporeal reality is death to most entities.
It's human hubris to suggest that having a body to be in is a blessing and a virtue.
There's nothing more restricting to an energy being, than to be confined to flesh and bone.
But to an hero and relieve yourself of your imprisonment won't actually set you free.

>>42038114
>But to an hero and relieve yourself of your imprisonment won't actually set you free
I don't wanna hear your shitmeme about suicide triggering an automatic re-incarnation

>>42037284
Having survived a suicide attempt myself and having known people who did, as well as some who didn't, it's not usually aging specifically that causes a self-destructive resentment towards life, but the complications that arise out of a general attitude that life is just too bad and it's going to stay too bad and/or get worse. Personally, I'm not afraid to get physically weaker and uglier, but knowing that my cognitive and emotional fitness are already subpar and will continue to deteriorate as I age is beyond terrifying on an instinctual level. I think that maybe this instinctual terror of aging is innate in most people because it tends to open up resources for the next generation, but it's sometimes too effective and so people either succumb to it in a way which is counterproductive for society as a whole (self-loathing) or resist it at the expense of future generations (narcissism). I'm of the opinion that the solution is a kind of "middle path" wherein death is simultaneously avoided and embraced, like becoming a monk who only eats when food is offered at no expense while offering wisdom to those who actively seek it out.

>>42038679
Anything in your past changed after the attempt?

aging gracefully is very fulfilling. the obsession with looking young forever is a spook.

>>42038839
If you're curious about whether I might have experienced some kind of quantum immortality, then I'm sorry to say I haven't noticed anything out of the ordinary. My method and materials were heavily improvised to the point that I was only mildly surprised when it didn't work. Also, it wasn't the closest I've been to dying, and the other times were pretty mundane as well except for one strange incident. When I was a teen I tried to run through an intersection after having checked for traffic multiple times and waiting for a red light, only to involuntarily stop in my tracks and see a semi pass just inches in front of me moving around 30mph. I immediately checked the traffic light again and it was still red. I thought it was very strange at the time but eventually I concluded that I must have unconsciously heard it approaching and my reflexes took over. I suppose it's possible I got turned into a 150 lbs of raw hamburger in some alternate timeline, but I'm not convinced.

If you have kids you will be too busy raising them to think about that

>>42040095
>Have Kids in 2026?
Lol, LMAO even

>>42040095
We aborted 2 of our kids
I wish I was aborted, this country is corny and this species is corny

Being a tree would've been better than being a human meatsack

>>42041325
>We aborted 2 of our kids
You do know birth control and condoms exist, right?
>I wish I was aborted
That's no excuse to take out your frustrations on unborn children. Abortion is just another form of child sacrifice the kikes tricked people into performing to feed their bloodlust.

i also predicted ww3 somehow

not the hardest thing to predict tho but i mean trump seems like he has the worst attention span known to man kind genuinely not sure why anyone over 60 is allowed to be president besides experience.

but this isnt /pol/ , so im not gonna politasperg, what i will say is, ever since the 2010's life has been pretty much the same year slightly altered, i wonder if this is how people in the 60's - 80's felt before the boom of technology.

>>42041390
No

Im saying if I brought kids into thw world while hating that I exist and hating humanity then id be a hypocrite

I didnt want her to abort but it is what it is
I envy it since my mother didn't abort me but had some abortions between me and my brother

There's so many people in this life I wish I did not meet.

Im a guy who wasn't supposed to be human who got stuck in this gay flesh

Tried suicide but kept getting stopped, the last time some random white lady begged me not o jump off the bridge we were on

If life is a game (simulation) I should be allowed to quit the game whenever I so please, besides I dont fit into this world, why should I force myself to live amongst people i dont gel with

in a way i don't really think life is a game, although i can see why people fall into that trap.

the way to not completely go insane in life is by defining certain things in life as "reality"

like not being fat is one of the easiest ways to test this, i pretty much eat healthy enough to survive but im still average weight size, more overly delusional people will find ways to overeat even when they probably shouldn't.

i suspect in my last life i died in a car crash, which is why i have a weird fear of being inside cars, rather just live a life rather reclusively with minimal travel.

the consequences of treating life as a game can actually be proven quite easily

big stars/youtubers/whatever when they reach the top of their financial success they usually say stuff along the lines of "bro there is nothing left to do" when actually the case is, they have infinite things to do with the money the earned they just are sort of hard stuck in that game mindset so much it deludes them.

that's why viewing money should be a side piece to life but not necessarily the main motivator.

i've been asked if i will turn my art into money one day, and i always laugh at that because there is no money to be gotten out of creating art, ever. money from art is typically thru marketing crap and people clicking on your stuff but the actual art aspect will always be non-monetizable unless you purposefully make it monetizable from the start.

the best ideas typically come out when money isn't involved in it, and if you happen to do get money out of it then great, it compliments it but isn't necessary.

i have not earned money in 5 months and never felt better... well never felt better as in not committing suicide yet, that first suicidal thought at the age of 15 just has been repackaged countless times over the last 5 years, i am unrecognizable from me 5 years ago so much now it almost developed a self hatred, i became way more wildly hedonistic than 15 year old me could even imagine.

People commit suicide mostly do to some kind of shame. Women accuse men of paedophilia a lot to try to get them to hang themselves because they cannot punch them in the face for example. Some people, pressure. And others see it as the only way out of this shithole. Drugs don't help and MK Ultra makes people commit suicide as well. I think about it a lot because a lot of people have tried to get me to commit suicide and no matter how hard I work and what industries I change I still never get a fair chance at life. Everyone on this planet is a blood sucking leach who would probably kill their own grandparents for a couple grand if they could get away with. Mega-corps have sucked the fun out of life for profits and shareholders. And governments are trying to stop everyone being so violent by watering down humour and what you can say to the point we will only be complimenting each other. What some people have got planned will just make the entire world depressed, miserable and easily controlled and it won't be a life worth living. Humans will never change, maybe not for a few thousand years. Money is the root of all evil and getting rid of money will just cause us to kill each other over other things,

>>42042112
>"If you can be told what you can see or read
Then it follows that you can be told what to say or think"
money is the ultimate crabs in the bucket concept. money's intent was always to control the lower herds of people that exist and keep them at bay... well not really if anything it acts as a mechanism that makes people ok with stealing, killing, etc.
i would imagine money as a concept doesn't have much time left, before the lower herds of people start noticing how bunk it is, high money earners typically know their ways around a lot of social concepts already to earn such high amounts anyways.

>>42038021
If cognitive dissonance were a 4chan post.

>>42041390
>unborn children
Fetus you dumb Christcuck. Republicans got their tax cuts so I guess that strategy paid off.

>>42037284
Not really, fear of aging is way down the line of reasons for committing suicide, most people who commit suicide do it for one of three reasons, it's either because they legitimately hate their life, have no prospects and see no way things could someday get better; because they bought into some retardedly high expectations about how life should be and they don't meet them (Most trannoids go here), or because it was a bid for attention and nobody actually cared.
Oh, and I guess then there's retard mass shooters and muslims who do it for ideological reasons or just after doing their crazy shit and being too chicken shit to face the consequences.

It depends. Ex failed suicidal here. Got Vr headset, said good bye reality and stayed there for a couple of years while working. Body improved, general life improved then I sold the glasses and got stuck in the irl world limbo where all the things I want to do are out of reach due to money. Plus age does weight so I started really changing my diet till I got the six pack. wich freaked my family into threatening me with cops to go to a psych guy, unneded but who cares i was free and I only need weed as a vice.

Anyway, lots a running/walking and trying to find new smells or flavors, that renews my mind and reduces whatever makes my brain old, like a lack of dried nuts for brain food. Can't wait to go back to VR, a lot of fake boxins and beat saber, hopefully there'll be a mod that let's you punch the blocks

https://monadnock.net/seneca/12.html

>>42045735
a fetus is an unborn child.

>>42040095
absolute bullshit, do you think twice before posting, moms and dads also commit suicide

>>42037284
Liantinis propably committed suicide for that reason.

>>42047927
No it isn't.