>>42044953
angle mode

>>42044953
I killed my libido too, because of semen retention, ironically. Yes, in a way we are freed from that, but now life is like eating without salt or pepper, it's a bit tasteless, isn't it?

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>>42045106
>>42045106
Only if you don't hace hobbies.
You still need hormones to be balanced.
Being free from Jew spells and Nature spells removes a lot of burden to pursue spirit.
You can only trust yourself in this life.
No one is coming to save you.
Your most trusted lover or friend will betray you: Ask women if you raised a family together and they found out you supported the family by robbing banks if they'd rat you out - EVERY single woman except 1 said YES BECAUSE MY FAMILY DESERVES BETTER.
Yeah.
And further, Some people want to see you fail, and go out of their way to make it happen.
To be unburdened, unillusioned, seeing the world as clearly as ever, is how a smart person can use facts of the matter, instead of shadows on a wall.
Would you rather go back, Neo?
Why? Why not?
I wouldn't.
Especially because I'm in the music industry where sex and drugs and bad actors are rabid and rampant.
A younger me could be seduced into the black hole of the siren succubus call.
Trust in yourself.
Faith in a higher power.
Hopefully you're a good person.

>>42045159
In english doc

>>42045106
>but now life is like eating without salt or pepper, it's a bit tasteless, isn't it?
Exactly. I feel like that.

>>42044953
>accidentally, permanently reduced my libido and feelings through medical means.
You took finastride didn't you

>>42046433
Pretty much yeah, nobody told me this could be permanent

>>42044953
based
How can I do that?

>>42046843
Nigga…

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>>42044953
>>42045159
My lust died the second I wrote the average feminine nature on paper and stratified it according to its moral nature. I am now convinced that the only thing you are supposed to do as a soul, as a man is to wrestle your own flesh into submission, find God and develop a prosperous and altruistic relationship with our creator in order to escape this prison. 99% of women are half humans with no souls, everything they strive for and enjoy is ultimately evil in its nature. The very core of femininity is absolute evil that seeks to devour good men with the same glee and joy youd get from stomping out some dorky kids sand castle.

Once I realized why women are the way they are, it's like I've finally been enlightened as to why hermit monks become hermits in the first place. It's all a lie, its all a joke. This planet is a prison, women are archons who genuinely don't give a fuck about anything but they have to pretend to have interests beyond themselves just so men dont become suspicious and notice the huge disparity in the nature of each gender. It's not a complimentary nature, it's completely one-sided and parasitic. The entire role of women is to entrap a mans life force and pull another soul onto this false reality incarnation trap. That's all they were designed to do. Satan takes a hold of their hivemind vessels with comedic ease and no resistance. They are all beyond corrupt, they fall apart once a month and endure pain unless they fulfill their ill-natured task. There is nothing in this world worth striving for besides Gods love. There is absolutely NOTHING in this world that is worth your place in heaven.

Hating women is the path to enlightenment: Buddha hated women. Newton was an incel. Schopenhauer hated women. Nietzsche knew women were retarded.
Lust is a spiritual trap that keeps you feeding the archons with your semen.

>>42045106
>I killed my libido too, because of semen retention
Kek bait. I haven’t nutted in like 6 months but still get horny as a dog. I just lift, work, study constantly to satisfy the urge

>>42044953
one less 4chan rapist.

>>42046968
Meanwhile Euler was based and had 13 children and while still being a revolutionary mathematician and physicist unlike incels Newton and Leibniz who had to write philosophy to cope instead

>>42044953
Cringe, pretending sexuality is bad is an incel cope.

>>42046968
>>42047314
The duality of /x/

>>42044953
No.
You must saturate yourself in sensation until you enter a trance-like state then recognize your own divinity through the jubilation of self.
Then no society may ever impose their will on you, for you will always know who you are.
Set your worth, less others set it for you.

>>42047333
Trip threes of truth. How does one saturate oneself in sensation? Nothing ever seems to suffice.

>>42044953
I accidentally, permanently reduced my libido by being fat, incredibly sedentary, and constantly consuming goyslop. You ain't special.

>>42046933
Take a close look at the modern domesticated family man in the US. Most of them are willing slaves and golems to the economic wants and needs of their women.

>>42047418
>>42045106
At least when you cum you feel something, I don't feel shit now. No erection problems though. Again, maybe it's a gift more than a curse

>>42047427
>At least when you cum you feel something
Barely. I barely feel anything and barely cum. I think I hocked a bigger loogie yesterday than I cam all week.

>No erection problems though.
Lucky you. I both struggle to get/keep it up and cum really prematurely.

>>42047227
How many of those 13 children were biologically his anon, how many of those descendants of Euler live? Name one person who can trace his lineage to him?