>>34434990
Of course it's possible to change. Evil is synonymous with ignorance, and we're all born into ignorance. No one comes into this world good, nor wise, nor patient. Anyone who has ever possessed those qualities has had to learn them and strive towards them.

imagine feeling guilty about being high test. You didn't even hurt anyone.

I feel guilty for things but I actually did bad shit like beat up my cousin when we were kids

>>34434990
You were a dumbass kid, OP. Dont overthink it, because you've done worse to her when you were a baby. Such as hitting her tits, vomiting on them, and even pissing everywhere and on her when you were getting your diaper changed. Yeah 13-14 year old isn't exactly a baby, but if you were sleeping in bed with her in gonna assume there was some non-functional shit going on that wasn't in your control, either single mom syndrome where mom unconsciously uses their own kid for emotional support, like a teddy bear, since there's no dad around. Or the kid has some type of "neurodivergence" going on and so that means emotional maturity is gonna be working slower, which means the 13-14 year old you had the emotional understanding of 8 - 10. All of this to say you were just a fucking kid, man. A morbidly curious one? Yeah. But let's not lie to ourselves and say you were evil just cause you had weird moment or two in upbringing. When I was a kid I told teachers I wanted to be a murderer when I grew up, I used to doodle death and violence and I was that kid who tortured insects with a magnifier glass. Know how I turned out? A-okay, never committed a crime and have no intention to kill anything or anyone. Not even spiders or flies now, I feel too much pity and embedded guilt for them now so I always try to save them if they're in my home and let them outside lol.

Kids and young teens esp at age 13-14 imitate whatever they're exposed to. Only reason I loved death and violence so much was because back then Mortal Kombat was all the rage the movie came out and the games were banging and every kid was dressing up as scorpion or sub zero for Halloween. It was "cool" to pretend to have blood lust back then. This was during what was called the "Satanic Panic" of the 90's.

Anyway man, the fact you feel guilt shows you know better. So give yourself a break

>>34434990
OP posts this at least once a week

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Every post here is so unbelievably fucking stupid