>>2679210

2/2
>I start struggling wildly, but they keep me pinned down
>he fucks me in the ass, using the lotion to put it in to the hilt
>he verbally abuses me as he does it
>"you like that dick, you dumb faggot? you like it better this way, don't you, dumb faggot"
>finally he grabs my hair
>"I'm cumming...take my shit...take it, faggot...yes...you piece of shit faggot...I...fucked you..bitch..."
>he sighs satisfiedly, then yanks my head back so I have to look at him, and sneers
>after getting up he spits on me, then turns to the others
>"Who 's next?"
>they all fuck me, one after another, exchanging places to keep holding me down
>#2 has a particularly thick dick
>as he's fucking me my rommate returns, and we hear him talking with the guy standing guard
>#2 stops thrusting to quiet the bedsprings, and just makes small circling motions in my ass
>I'm too tightly gagged to make any noise that can attract my roommate's attention, and finally the guy outside manages to turn him away with some pretext
>the threat of discovery seems to have excited #2, as he cums right away when he's out of hearing,
>calls me "good girl" when he's done
>#3 does it hard, fast and silent
>gay-seeming kid goes last, and fucks me just as viciously as the others
>his dick is thin but long
>while he's inside me he says (rather ironically) "A guy like you shouldn't act tough - you see where you end up with it"
>when he pulls out, he says "Smells like shit" to humiliate me further
>when it's over, #1 says slyly "I'm glad we could relieve our tensions"
>then asks if 4 dicks in one evening is is a new record for me, or business as usual
>as they all leave, he tells me not to worry about the socks
>"you can keep them as a souvenir"

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>be me, 23, blond white boy American
>Sign up for student exchange to India
>Pic rel looks EXACTLY like the dad of the family
>Creepy Indian old man as soon as the family picks me up from the airport
>Blatantly rubbing my shoulders, calling me beautiful, all right in front of his wife and two kids
>They seem oblivious, glued to phones
>First night, sitting on their front porch, dad comes out after dinner and immediately puts hand on my thigh
>"Anon you come to India for many new things correct?"
>Mouth dry, trembling, I'm a virgin except for one dick I sucked two months before
>I excuse myself to my room
>He follows, mumbling something about helping me with the sheets
>Reluctantly let him in my room
>Immediately he locks the door and begins kissing me
>Try to push him off, tell him I have a girlfriend
>He pulls out his massive brown dick, fully hard, and waves it at me
>Tell him no again but resolve is breaking
>He grabs my hand and puts it around his cock.
>"Suck it, Anon." Voice is no longer friendly. It is a command.
>Drop to my knees, crying
>He gently put his cock to my lips and I greedily start sucking
>Stayed there ten days and I sucked his cock every day

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Five pics to start a thread, I'll post some with rapey vibes since I have no green text and don't make shit up

>>2679211

Holy fuck I'm so sorry that happened... How you feeling now?

>>2679216

I wish this happened to me desu

>>2679334
As much as I hated it when it happened, I'm turned on by the memory now. (Otherwise I probably wouldn't have posted it on this board.)

>>2679210
>>2679211
And then everyone clapped

>>2679338
did you continue playing in the team? How were the relations with the other players after that?

> bf and I decide to open our relationship
> taking it slow and not throwing ourselves around town
> our first time doing something doesn't go well and we put the open stuff on hold
> a week later I'm at a party with my bf's gay running group
> bf has obviously told everyone we're open because we're getting a lot of attention
> one guy, Dave, is getting very handsy with my bf
> bf tells him to cool it and leaves to get a drink
> Dave goes to the bar too
> they're chatting and Dave throws the dirtiest look my way
> guess he's been told we're not so open anymore
> fastforward to later than night
> head outside to smoke in an alley
> Dave follows me
> he wants to chat
> talks about wanting to fuck my bf
> tells me I need to sort my shit out
> tell him to fuck off
> he pushes me against the wall
> almost shout but his hand is against my mouth
> Dave is stronger than I expected
> he wrestles me around so my back is to him
> says into my ear, "you can't deny <bf> if I get a turn with you first"
> he slips down my shorts
> he sticks his fingers down my throat and uses the spit on my hole
> then he pushes his cock - way thicker than I expected - into me
> the more I struggle or make noise, the tighter his grip on my mouth
> after a bit he's in and starts fucking me against the wall
> someone comes down the alley and see's us
> they dog whistle then head back into the bar
> Dave finished quickly thank god
> he kisses my cheek then heads back in
> I'm numb and head straight home
> bf is texting and calling
> he's furious
> I'm ignoring the messages
> bf goes home with Dave as a fuck you
> next day I tell bf what happened
> he's unsure if Dave or me is telling the truth
> we break up
> six months later Dave is kicked out of the group for assulting another member

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I got raped in college but desu I barely remember it.

>at this frat party
>pretty wasted
>just entered my "bicurious" phase and started experimenting with other guys
>had only hooked up with a couple femboy twinks and fancied myself an exclusive top
>but at this party I found myself getting chatted up by a guy who was taller and more built than me
>remember enjoying the attention, but also thinking he was way too masculine for me
>but from there my memory gets fuzzy
>not sure if he roofied me
>or if I just drank too much and started blacking out
>but the rest of the night is just a series of disjointed scenes in my mind
>remember that guy helping me walk across campus, supposedly taking me back to my dorm
>but somehow ending up at his place instead
>there was another guy there
>his dormmate I guess?
>remember their hands all over me
>one of them sticking his tongue down my throat in a really rough kiss
>me weakly protesting while my clothes got pulled off
>one of them held me pinned to him in a full-body hug while the other worked his dick into my ass
>clearly remember saying I'm not a bottom, squirming and failing to get away, all while he just kept holding me in place and telling me to relax
>from there it just turns into a confused blur again
>them both taking turns on my mouth and ass for while felt like hours and hours (though my sense of time was fucked)
>remember begging one of them not to cum in me, only for him to laugh and say "too late"
>woke up the next day in a naked cuddle pile with both of them
>had a killer hangover, covered with dried cum
>surprisingly my ass didn't hurt though, despite how much I'd gotten fucked
>I quickly pulled my clothes and gtfo out of there before either of them were fully awake
>took a walk of shame back to my dorm at like 6am
>went to the bathroom, shit out their cum
>got in the shower, cried a bit, and then had the guiltiest fap of my life thinking about what had just happened

idk how the hell you guys can post all these stories so casually D:
like for many years i was in denial that my potential rape even happened. in fact, 10+ years later i STILL am unsure if it was a horrible nightmare or real.
if it was a horrid nightmare, how could a 16 yr old know what that painful sensation feels like? how could the brain possibly make you experience that type of pain and anguish for no reason?
if it was real then it means my bf was too impatient, repeatedly drugged me to test the waters leading up to the day, and then on the day no one would be home, he might have given me a huge dose of whatever he was using on me the days prior.

i was a bit of a prude but i was a 16 yr old virgin at the time and gay, can u fucking blame me? like i heard that gay sex was painful and required preparation and special kind of lube and yadda yadday all this n that! it was just scary to me. even worse is that i was tiny in high school and my ex was a huge lug of a moron at 6 ft and over 200 lbs. our size difference made it even worse for me in terms of anxiety. i didnt want to rush into anything at that age, who fucking does? literally i would have been ok just sucking dick forever

im 33 now i barely remember it but still have PTSD nightmares about my ex. its like trying to recall a horrible nightmare. i was so so sleepy when it might have happened. im shocked to see that some of you remember the details of your assault, especially if you were drugged.

i suspect i was drugged with sleeping pills not roofies

ive been drugged one other time and i recognized what it was right away since i had accidentally mixed it before on my own at home. I ran out of that party real fuckin quick before anyone got to me. i was sick for sure the rest of that night and had one of the worst hangovers of my life off of only 4 beers. i just wish i would have caught who fucking put it in my drink while i was there. i wish he would have gotten as sick as he made me that night motherfucker

>>2679860
wow
i remember you posting this story YEARS ago lol
iirc they were both part of a frat or something right?
and you suspected they were both boyfriends because they were making out at one point?
anyway weve been on this website waaaay too long fuck my life

>>2679873
lol, I've posted about it a couple times before, but yeah I think it's been several years since I wrote it all out like that. I'm surprised anyone remembers.

And agreed that we've both been on this site too long... this board in particular is practically dead compared to how it used to be. Sadly this place is one of the last vestiges of the old pre-corporate internet where you could talk about socially-unacceptable shit like this...

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>>2679870
>idk how the hell you guys can post all these stories so casually
Some people deal with sexual trauma by fetishizing it. It's a way of recontextualizing the experience and asserting some after-the-fact control over it. I think it's particularly common for "borderline" experiences where the victim didn't consent, but still got at least some reluctant pleasure out of it, which they feel guilty about.

I've never had to deal with it directly myself, but my boyfriend spent his teens getting used as a fucktoy by his alcoholic stepdad. You'd never guess it from knowing him casually, cause he's very well-adjusted and has a good handle on his mental health. But the remnants of his past treatment come out during sex, where he's often super submissive and likes excessively rough sex and degrading roleplay. It's just his way of dealing with it.

>>2679334
>
>Holy fuck I'm so sorry that happened... How you feeling now?

>>2679870
>idk how the hell you guys can post all these stories so casually D:


Anon, these green texts are all (mostly) fictional sex stories. Ain't no way you gonna remember the shape of the cock of your rapists and narrating your rape as an unmistakable erotic story.

I also don't believe fetishizing a psychological trauma to be common and very easy like this. Typically if you actually that you're fucked up in the head already.

I used to lurk on the /soc/ board looking for threads in my area and then pick out the “straight but curious” men.
I’d have to act fast before they got second thoughts, and have them liquor up as much as they could before meeting me in a park near their house. Most of them flaked out, but I was successful three times.
I always picked a park because I liked bending them over a swing and I would bring a bottle of water mixed with silicone and water based lubes. I promised a condom and to go gently, but once they realized I lied about those two things it was too late. I had them trapped against the swing, their ass clenching my dick and their grunts mixed with the squeaking of the chains.

I loved pounding those assholes and then just leaving them crying, dangling from the swingset with their asses leaking

I haven’t done it in 6 years, and I’m still chasing that high

There was an incident that I won't go into detail about. It was terrifying, he was twice my size but somehow i managed to fight him off. I survived it and that's all that matters.

But another incident a few years later that I struggle with for different reasons. I fap to it, but then I'm disgusted in myself.
> drinking at best friends, probably stolen alcohol or used an ID
> end of night time to make my way home
> beautiful warm night, gotta walk 20 minutes across town
> small city, easy to do, but fresh air means alcohol has hit me real hard
> head spinning
> walk thru sports fields
> stumbling all over the place, need to take a break
> haul my arse onto bleachers, climb up to the top
> sit there feeling good. I'm buzzed, but everything is moving. World feels like it's spinning and going upside down
> just gonna lie here for a while
> no idea of time passed, hear a guys voice 'hey!'
> dunno if I reply
> he climbs up sits by me
> I honestly don't remember a single word of our conversation. Not sure if there was one. He talked, maybe I just went uh huh
> no idea who he was either, don't remember his face
> at some point feel a hand on my face, stroking my cheek???
> he's sitting right close now
> nothing really registers
> tells me put my head up, I can't even do that
> hear a fly - or zip for you seppos
> vivid memory, crotch of his jeans right in my face his hand in there
> I know that I've fucked up and in big trouble
> he pulls it out
> I don't have any fight in me, everything is still spinning
> feel him pushing around my face and mouth

I've shared my stories on here before. I've been sexually assaulted three times by men.

- Once, walking home drunk from town. A guy offered me a lift and threatened me, I ended up giving him head.

- A boyfriend forced themselves inside me while I was shaving and fucked me against the bench. I was begging him to stop and he wouldn't.

- Hooked up with a guy on Grindr that didn't speak English so well. Invited him over for head. He decided he was getting more. Pushed me onto the bed and then flipped me over. I asked him to stop but he wouldn't, just froze while he used my hole.

>>2679914
> I give in, open my mouth
> he slides in
> I don't fight it, just submit
> let him go for it
> I'm not really there anyway, my mind is elsewhere
> I know I'm lying on my side, he's standing / kneeling over me, fucking my face.
> 1 minute? 20 minutes idk
> feels like forever
> his hands on my head I can't move, he's keeping me in place
> he gives me no noise or warning
> cums. Flooding my mouth, try to swallow, almost instinct i think?
> coughing, choking
> think I get most down???
> is talking to me, dunno what he's saying
> he pulls out. See it put back away
> zips up
> last I ever see of him
> hear him climb down
> I roll onto my stomach, head over the seat I spit on the ground
> everything still spins
> can't get up, just gotta lie there
> vomit hear it splatter down below me
> at some point get strength together to go home
> I'm exhausted
> feels so far away
> keep falling over, throw up some more
> get home clothes off straight into shower
> remember throwing up on myself
> don't recall anything else but obviously made it back to bed

Pretended it never happened. Sometimes wonder if I imagined it. But nah, can't kid myself. I'm an idiot for getting myself into a vulnerable situation. But mostly put it behind me from the get go, no point losing sleep over it.

I blew one of the guys that forced himself on me a year after. Was cruising a park and ran into him. Something about being used again was very hot.

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Shortly after I turned 21, I ran into an old high school bully while bar-hopping.

Even though I'd been in the closet in high school he'd somehow picked up on my gayness, and had given me a lot of grief about it. Spent all four years going out of his way to make fun of me, push me around in the halls, typical bully shit.

But when he spotted me at the bar, he acted like we were long-lost buddies. Bought me drinks and insisted on us "catching up" and talking about our old high school. I was too socially awkward (and frankly still too intimidated by the guy) to find any way to politely disengage.

He kept pushing drinks on me... and like >>2679860 I'm not sure if he drugged one of them for if I just drank way more than I realized. But next thing I know I'm really fucked up, and he's "helping"/pulling me out to his truck, saying he'll give me a ride home. Frankly he was too drunk to be driving either, so it was stupid of me to go along with it even if he'd been a friend.

Despite being wasted, I still knew I was in trouble when we ended up at his shitty run-down trailer instead of my own place. I didn't quite realize *how* I was in trouble though, cause I still thought the guy was straight and hadn't realized he was a turbo closet-case... I just thought I was gonna get robbed or beat up or something. But as soon as he's got me inside, his hands and mouth are all over me. And he's growling shit about how he always thought I was hot and how he wished he'd made a move on me back when we were kids, etc.

I protested, but I was pretty out of it, and also he was like twice my size in height and muscle. So he pulled off my clothes, pinned me down, and nailed me to his gross bare mattress. No condom, of course. He passed out on top of me after he was done, so I was stuck "cuddling" with him all night with his load leaking out my ass. Honestly... worst part was that I didn't even really hate it. I've had worse consensual hookups, sadly.

Ever felt like you deserved it?

>>2680387
No...why, do you?

Fuck it, I might as well talk about a story from the unusual molesting perspective.

I guess I have a somnophilia, resulting from some stuff with my cousin during childhood, but anyways,
the times I've indulged in this myself, the results were surprisingly not always bad.

>Be me, 25 yo, I was coming out of a music festival we had in my city.
>Ubers are charging like $40 for a 15 minute ride.
>Fuck that, I'd rather walk home. It's 2:00 AM.
>The city's main downtown park is on the way to my house, it's no Hampstead Heath, but it's known to have some cruising.
>I wonder if there's any action this late and go in.
>Completely empty desu, but I found one guy that was pretty interesting.
>He's passed out drunk on the grass under a big tree, dude's asleep in his underwear, his jeans a few meters away, no shoes that I can see.
>Start testing out things by touching gently on his junk.
>No reaction.
>Getting more bold and he starts to get a hardon.
>He's definitely out cold so I take his cock out of the boxers and start blowing him right there.
>Very nice cock for his height (1.60m cute dude, 6 inches cock I'd say)
>Been blowing him for about 10 mins, adrenaline's all high when he straight up just wakes up.
>I froze shitless, couldn't even like run away or anything I just froze there and saw him realize what had been happening.
>Dude's like "man what the hell, were you sucking me off? lol"
>That laugh eased me off a lot so I'm like "hey man are you alright? You were out cold in the middle of the park"
>"Yeah, I'm fine, I don't remember anything, where are my pants?"
>Helped him out with his clothes and surprisingly he's very calm through all this.
>Definitely shoeless (and walletless) now though as we couldn't find that anywhere.
>We sit back down on the grass and he tells me what he remembers before he got blackout drunk,

>>2680640
>He was partying with a friend and they were flirting all night with some girls at the club,
>Says he doesn't remember how he ended up separated from them and at the park.
>Dude's charming as fuck, totally get why he's the one of those straight guys that pulls bitches despite not being conventionally attractive.
>"Yo Anon, so why were you sucking me off before I woke up?"
>I'm afraid his chillness about the situation was going to wear off
>I just replied, "It's just you were hot and it was too tempting seeing you like that"
>"Really? lol, I'm not mad but I'm not gay, if I was awake I wouldn't have gotten hard."
>By now I was kind of rubbing his leg while we were chilling on the grass talking.
>I shoot my shot "Do you think so? would you let me try?"
>"Knock yourself dude but I'm alright now"
>We keep on just talking about our night, while I start rubbing on his cock once again.
>Obviously he was bullshitting before, I did get him hard again.
>"Man I guess I'm still too horny from before"
>Take him into my mouth again. Sucking a lot more aggressively and deep throating him now that he's awake.
>Typical realisation from straight dudes "Dude, you suck so much better than a girl, I can't handle this"
>Slowed down a lot hearing that, don't want him to cum yet. I ask if he wants to fuck my ass as well.
>Now that, he gets more apprehensive about. Says it's going too far, not interested in it.
>I go back to just jerking him off while we chill and I try to talk him into it lol.
>He keeps saying "no way" so I go back to sucking him but I get him to lay down completely instead of sitting.
>Slowly pull out a condom and stealthily finger myself while I'm blowing him,
>I know I have to be kind of quick to do what I'm planning.
>He's relaxed enjoying my mouth when I put the the condom on him,
>He barely has a second to react to that when I position myself and sit all the way down on his cock.
>"Holy shit Anon"

>>2680641
>Start jumping up and down his cock right away.
>He's trying to push me off of him but there's barely any heart in it.
>After about 2 minutes he totally gives in and makes me move to lay on my side instead, he starts hammering away at my ass.
>Last about 10 mins pounding me on the grass when he says he's about to cum.
>Need to taste that so I get him off and pull out the condom, finished him off aggressively with my throat and swallowed his cum.
>Dude's having the hottest orgasm,
>As usual for a straight guy, said something like "Nobody ever drinks my cum, holy shit that was amazing".
>It's like 4:30 AM now so there's actually signs of life around the streets of the park,
>people will probably start actually walking inside, decide we should call it a night.
>Felt awful that this dude basically got robbed of his shoes and money before I found him so
>Gifted him my socks at the very least so he wouldn't go barefoot and some money for his bus home.
>Also got him something to eat at a 7-Eleven.
>"Anon that was really weird but I enjoyed it, thanks, and thanks for the help".
>"No problem dude" and like a stupid whore I gave him my number written on a piece of paper I got from the cashier.
>"You can call me if you ever want to get sucked again"
>"Sure, I will Anon"
>Saw him off to the street where he could get a bus home then finally went to my house.

Got completely ghosted of course Lol, but it was one of the hottest experiences I ever had.

>>2680523
Yeah. Definitely think its karma or I somehow tempt others into it

>be me, 20
>disabled, in wheelchair but can feel limbs
>bicurious
>make post on craigslist
>older guy, 49, replies
>severe daddy issues so go for it
>tell him i only want to give a bj and hand stuff
>says ok
>get to his apartment
>chat a bit before starting to make out
>never kissed a man before, feels nice
>need help into bed
>we are in bed and we make out and grind
>"i'm going to fuck you now"
>"oh...i don't know"
>"it'll be fun"
>i'm a weak, tiny 5'4 stick who cant get back into my chair and even get dressed without his help so get scared and agree
>he fucks me
>feels like eternity
>pulls out and cums in my mouth
>swallow
>"well that was fun can i get dressed and get in my chair now?"
>"Why? You don't need to leave until 7" (it was 2 pm)
>spend the next few hours being fucked by this creep until he finally lets me go

repressed my sexuality super hard after this.

>masturbate to the memory often

>>2680642
Anon you gave him bus fare, food money, and friggin sock. It's too nice and the NC is only in the beginning, it doesn't fit this thread mood lol

>>2680684
Raping disabled person, multiple times even, that's a new low. It seems to be a recurring theme that thay some old creeps scare the gay away of some young guys. If its real story hooenyiubrecovdr from your Repression, anon.

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>>2680387
>Ever felt like you deserved it?
To be honest, I kind of did.

My older stepbrother started molesting me in my mid teens. Our parents had just gotten married, we hadn't grown up together. And even though we never really got along, I still thought he was pretty hot... which is something I desperately tried to keep to myself, but I guess he caught me eyeing him enough times that he realized could get away with dicking me down. Which, yeah, okay, that wasn't my fault. At least at first.

But the thing is... I did enjoy it, at least physically. I was going through that angsty self-loathing phase where I was still in deep denial to myself that I was a fag. But my stepbrother bullying me into servicing him... hey, that gave me a way to satisfy my gay urges without feeling responsible for it. I still felt guilty about enjoying it, and ashamed of the fact that I was submitting to the guy and letting it happen, but at least it wasn't "my fault."

So I got in this habit of... not directly initiating stuff myself, exactly. But making myself sexually vulnerable around him, giving him opportunities to jump my bones. It would've been easy for me to avoid him for the most part... make myself scarce whenever our parents were out of the house, lock my bedroom door at night, etc. But instead I'd go out of my way to hang out with him when were were alone together, I'd find excuses to be shirtless or just in my underwear in front of him, I'd barge into his room to bother him when I knew he was trying to jerk off, accept his offers to tag along when he needed to drive out on some petty errand.

Whenever he took the bait, I put on a big show of acting like I didn't want it, protesting and even pretending to struggle sometimes. But he knew I was full of shit, and would call me a cocktease, tell me he was doing me a favor, and tease me for being a fag when I got hard from him "forcing" me. Made me feel like shit, but I also kind of craved it.

>>2680690
Working on it anon. I still have a lot of mixed feelings about the whole experience.

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>>2680640
>guess I have a somnophilia, resulting from some stuff with my cousin during childhood
Same. Were you on the giving or receiving end of it?

When I was a teenager, any time my family visited my aunt and uncle or vice versa, me and my younger cousin would usually end up sharing a bed. And whenever this happened, I'd usually wake up in the middle of the night to to sensation of his mouth around my cock--or at least to find him sneakily feeling me up and trying to get my clothes off in preparation for that.

I was weirded out by it cause at the time I was still repressing my guilty bi urges, and also he was a bit too young for me... plus, y'know, we were cousins. But... I also really wanted my dick sucked. So I'd just lay there and let it happen. And I had to keep my breathing even and avoid moving or making too much noise, or else he'd get spooked and stop, leaving me hanging.

I guess my cousin thought I was really sleeping through it? We've never talked about it, or even coyly hinted around acknowledging it.

>>2680695
I always felt that it was my fault being assaulted. When you're in the moment, it tends to be fight, flight, or freeze — I got the freeze response. I feel responsible for putting myself in stupid situations, knowing what could happen. I invited a stranger around to my place late at night, I kept dating the guy that got physically abusive, I got into a strangers car. I'm also the one who was a coward. I could have fought back. I could have hit them or struggled harder. Begging and trying to throw them off rather than screaming and throwing hands. Just crossing the line into violence always seemed more dangerous than just accepting it.

>>2680695
What is the sauce of that pic?

I guess it's true being raped did fuck your head and psyched permanently. This thread is full of people fetishizing their own rape and and now self-blaming themselves. Those are textbook having- screw-loose behaviour based on DSM-5-TR.

>>2679210
When I was 15, I had a crush on my best friend's cousin ("Cowboy" since he was from Texas) who came to live with him to go to school in our city. This guy was 22, extremely handsome, tanned gymnast's body.

One long weekend, my friend and his family went to the lake and my parents went to Chicago for a weekend wedding so I stayed home alone. Cowboy invited me over to have pizza for dinner. Of course I was thrilled to spend time with my crush.

Have pizza and he served wine, which I drank too much. After dinner he asked if I wanted to watch a movie in his bedroom and I said yes (it was July, his bedroom was airconditioned.) Get on his bed, start watching a movie and he asked if I've ever kissed anyone. Before I can answer he leans in and kisses me. Yeah, I'm OK with my crush kissing me.

Long story short, we kiss and mess around until I find myself naked and my hands tied to the headboard (which was fine with me because I had a self-bondage kink). He flipped me over and rimmed me, which was the best feeling ever.

Seconds later, he's laying on top of me and pushes his cock into me. I scream that it hurts and beg him to stop but he doesn't. Takes my underwear and stuffs it in my mouth to keep me quiet. Fucks me until he cums, rolls off and falls asleep while I lay there and cried.

Through the night he fucked me two more times, the second time I begged him to stop, the third time I just lay there and took it. Got me up in the morning, showered with me and told me not to tell anyone or else they would think I was a fag. He continued fucking me and even pimped me out to a friend.

Back in 2011 when the Sandusky scandal broke, it triggered me and I took a knife and went to where I though he lived to kill him but he was long gone.

I blame myself for getting myself into that situation and for letting his use me afterwards (he told me it's what people who love each other do.)

>>2680718
How old was he if he was "a bit too young"?

>>2680787
I mean, he'd already hit puberty, so it wasn't weird that he was getting sexually active. It's just that he's 4 years younger than me, which feels like a huge age gap when you're a teenager. I think it first started when I was 16 and he was 12. So even though I was completely passive (and was technically the one getting molested), I still felt sleazy for letting him suck my dick.

>>2680790
Okay, that's understandable. Are you still in contact with your cousin?

>>2680684
Takes a special kind of perverted dude to take advantage of someone in a wheelchair; hope you recover from that though

>>2680799
I still see my cousin at extended family functions and holidays and stuff, but we've never really socialized outside of that context. He's always been shy and awkward around me. I thought that maybe our relationship might change when I came out of the closet, but if anything that just made him more awkward. I think he's fallen into the alpha male manosphere bullshit a bit, so I suspect he's struggling with his sexuality/masculinity and feels guilty about all those sleep BJs.

>>2679210
I guess this qualifies. I was driving up to see my son in college and stopped at a rest stop in the middle of nowhere. Go in, take a piss and there's a guy standing there. Smallish, older. I didn't see him piss he was just standing at the sink when I walked in and when I finished.

I went over to the sink and he looks at me and out of nowhere says "You're a handsome guy." Waits a few seconds and then says "Would you like to see the inside of my camper?"

Yeah, I wasn't born yesterday. I'm leery but want my cock sucked so I say yes. We walk out, get into his camper, he kneels down and starts blowing me. I can't help notice lube and condoms on the sideboard.

While he's on his knees I pull his shirt over his head, then tell him to stand up and drop his pants. When he does, I spin him around and bend him over this little table and start rubbing my cock against him. While I'm doing this I grab a condom, slip it on quickly, lube it and start to push into him.

Suddenly he's all "I really don't want to fuck" but I'm in and going for it. He never says no, but he's squirming like he's trying to stop me but he's so much smaller than me it's no use. I fuck him for about two minutes and cum. Tell him to stay where he is and I pull my pants up, wrap the condom in tissue and take it with me and leave.

1/?

I like to role play with consensual non-consent or CNC from time to time. CNC is essentially rape roleplay. Usually, I'm the one getting raped but not always. Had a fuck buddy and a boyfriend into CNC. We never really tried role-playing together before but the fuck buddy wants to take some sleeping pills then get wake up to being used. We establish safe words, plan it out and the night comes.


Sneak into the fuck buddies room and he's asleep on his stomach. Boyfriend and I are already rock hard, I can see his bulge. We lock eyes and strip. Lube packet in one hand, hard dick in the other. We creep up, one on either side. I go up to the head of the bed, pass my partner the packet.


Starts with my partner gently taking down the sleepy boys boxers. Fuck buddy groggily wakes up while his underwear are being stripped off. Partner positions himself behind, pulls apart his cheeks and lubes up his hole. Fuck buddy is waking up and tries turning around, I pin him with my weight on his back. Partner plunges into his hole in one thrust. No prep, no getting prepared just a squirt of from that packet. Fuck buddy starts to panic, as my boyfriend is thrusting in and out roughly. "Please, it hurts, stop, go slower", we don't listen obviously. Starts struggle so I cover his mouth with one hand. Partner pounds away like he's angry at him. Fuck buddy starts to buck. Fuck buddy manages to get one hand up and drags my hand off his mouth, "Safeword!".

2/?

Partner and I pause. He's still balls deep, as our eyes lock. I'm so hard it hurts, seeing red almost. Always thought that was a just a saying but it's like my brain is just fixated on cumming. I break the moment, put my hand back over the fuck buddies mouth and say, "Sluts don't get safe words". Boyfriend starts hammering away at his hole again. Fuck buddy is whimpering and begging, trying to throw us off. I pin his arms, and put my weight on his upper back. Hear the bed creaking, see my partner, both hands on the fuck buddies waist. Grunting, the slap of meat. Feel wetness on my hand and the fuck buddy starts to cry. My partner let's out one more grunt and shudders filling the poor guys hole. Fuck buddy isn't fighting back anymore. Seems to be trying to curl up. So I let him go as my partner puts on his pants.

3/?

My dick is leaking, it's my turn to cum. I grab the sleeping pills on the side table, pop the cap off and grab a few. Tap on my partners shoulder and gesture for him to move. Partner replaces at the head of the bed and grips the fuck buddies arms. Can see his hole leaking cum. Usually my partner doesn't cum that much literally dripping down the guys sack and onto the bed. Take the pills finger then into that sloppy hole. I line up behind him and start fucking. It's warm and wet, I know I'm not going to last long. Fuck buddy gets his second wind as I'm fucking. Partner holds him down, no hand on his mouth so he starts to shout, "Stop, fucking stop". Goes on like this for a few minutes, fuck buddy loses energy and just whimpers again. I can feel the nut crawling out of my dick. Absolutely flood that hole. Pull out. Stand up. As soon as my partner lets go of the fuck buddy he curls up. We get dressed and leave.

4/4

Proceed to go home. Silent as death. At some point partner says, "So that was rape". Deathly quiet. Get home and hop into bed but can't sleep. I'm still filled with energy. Turn to my partner and he's same. Wide awake. We start to talk about it. Start to fuck going into detail. Cum in my partners hole while he says, "We just raped someone".


Check in on the fuck buddy the next day and he seems fine. Go and see him and we hook up. Nothing crazy, go CNC or kinks. Feel terrible for a long while until I get the courage to bring it up with the fuck buddy and apologise. He says he wanted to roleplay CNC and he got what he wanted.


Confusing as fuck because that was definitely more than roleplay. Still fuck and have threesomes with him. Never do CNC with the fuck buddy as the vicitm again. Last month fuck buddy had me begging to stop, I try to the safeword... Wanna guess what he said? Fuck buddy gets a new streak of mean and likes to make me beg. Fun, bizarre and confusing times.

>>2680695
I love fucking my buddy in this position.

>When I was a kid, I met another kid who was 11-13, years old maybe? He said he had a game. Pulls his cock out and tells me to put it in his mouth. It tasted gross and I told him. He pulls mine out and sucks me, says that now I need to suck him. Still gross. Do it again, then he bends me over and sticks his cock in me. Hurt like a bitch. I was sore for a couple of days and pooping sucked. My dad found out and I think went and beat the shit out of the grandpa who was clearly molesting his grandson. Never saw him again.

Unfortunately after that, in school a bunch of the guys were into kissing other guys "as practice" and the dom would rub their groin against the subs ass or front (funnily).

It was only downhill for me from there...

>>2679915
You sound very easy to rape. I never get people who just say stop. Like yeah that should be enough but you can also always take action. If you don't, you're kind of just letting it happen to you.

>>2679210
Why do you always post this picture with this story?

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>>2681427
That's easy to say with the benefit of hindsight and an outside perspective. But when this shit is actually going down, remember that people are usually surprised, confused, in disbelief about what's happening, and uncertain of just how far it's really gonna go. Especially when you consider that most rape isn't some stranger jumping out of nowhere to ambush you -- it's usually somebody who you know and have an existing relationship with who is unexpectedly violating your boundaries.

And yeah, maybe you *could* fight back... but that's a major escalation that just makes things even more scary and uncertain, at a time when you're already on the backfoot and just want things to stop and go back to normal. Even in the unlikely scenario of "random stranger you don't care about jumping you out of nowhere", is it really worth risking an even more violent response (and even your possible death) by escalating? And remember, you have to make this decision in the moment, without know how things will turn out, while you're already at a physical disadvantage.

>>2681427
The commenter above has it right. I always feel guilty for not fighting back or fighting harder. My ingrained response is to freeze and de-escalate. I've seen street fights and been there when violence goes too far. I've seen a person get bludgeoned to death. The thing about escalating physically when you're alone is there is no stop button, there's no one there to save you. If you're alone in a fight, you only get to choose how far you'll go, not how far the other person will. You have to be able to stop the other person physically or trust they won't beat you to death.

>>2680786
Sorry but i got turned on and that was hot.how did he look like ?

>>2681511
I mentioned in the story
>This guy was 22, extremely handsome, tanned gymnast's body.
but that doesn't do him justice. Tight hairless body, cock was about 6", cut but a little thicker than average, rugged face, nice smile. In fact when me and my friends told him that we'd go to school dances and stand around, he decided to go to one with us. He had girls all over him, dancing with 3-4 at a time, girls grinding against him, begging for slow dances as their boyfriends watched from the side. We had to sneak him out so they wouldn't beat him up.

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I remember. Being a junior in HS, during soccer practice. Boring, inspirational speech from duesh bag coach. I look over, my boy Spencer is perched upon his soccer ball. For sixty seconds, i got to stare at manhood and like, real balls—understand why my buddy got chicks and and lean into my fascination of dick gazing, like how i wish i had a bigger one, to like i think mine is small, and girls don’t want to play with me to i like boys and i wish i could play with them. And they are all bigger then me. Lol. Just like, pure dick gazing, at the end of hs soccer practice, 17, made my effing day, was suddenly ok with my gf being a tease, never seeing boobies up close till university.

Told this story a few times on /hm/ and it always gets called out as fake but it's a true story.

>be 26m, white, slim and as twink-ish as you can be past twink death
>visit Sheffield for job interview, stay at Premier Inn
>browsing Grindr the evening before when a blank profile messages "hiiiiiii"
>ignore
>blank profile sends a picture of a massive black dick
>"you like?????"
>I do like
>his English is pretty broken but he says he's 18 and has never been with a guy
>this is summer 2020 and Covid was still a thing so he didn't want to come to my hotel room
>agree to suck him off outside
>meet on London Road
>kid is actually fine af, young handsome face, skinny strong build, dumb square afro haircut and flashy clothes
>would be slaying mad puss if he wasn't obviously an illiterate refugee
>start walking and talk, he's real smiley and keeps putting his hands on my neck and back
>he's from Eritrea and has been in the UK for 5 months
>asks me about my sexual experiences, tell him truthfully how slutty I am which he's really into
>go behind some trees at Mount Pleasant Park, get on my knees, start blowing him
>he puts his hand on my neck and starts facefucking me whilst I look up at him
>he's rough, holds me in place and chokes me a bit but I'm way into it
>nuts after 5 minutes, I swallow
>all sex consensual, walk back and swap numbers, no issues
>interview the next day and get offered a job
>move to Sheffield a month later
1/?

>>2681709

>keep messaging, agree to meet at my flat on the Saturday before I start work
>plan is to fuck so I prep
>little nervous because his dick is legitimately massive but whatever
>he comes round with beer and chocolate, it's almost romantic
>chill vibes, drink a beer together, I am a light weight and haven't eaten so I'm already drunk on one
>starts pushing my head down, lightly facefucking me on the sofa
>one hand on my neck, one groping my ass
>moves me so I'm on all fours on the floor in front of him
>lubing up my dick and hole
>"go slow okay"
>dude pushes straight in deep
>immediately jump up in pain
>he grabs me gently trying to pull me back, I ask him to let me chill a sec
>line up again in the same position but this time he's prepared
>pushes in deep and immediately pushes one hand on my neck and one on my lower back, pinning my down with my stomach on the floor and back arched up
>"owwww wait wait wait, stop stop stop"
>ignores me, still holding me down, my face is also pinned against the carpet and it's starting to burn
>keeps saying "you like" and "shhh" and "you like African"
>eventually I just stop talking
>10 minutes of this and he cums, I don't because I can't touch myself
>he sits up and is looking at me nervously like he knows he's gone too far
>I don't want to call him out so smile and act like it's cool
>we have some more beer, talks about girls, puts on some shit Eritrean TV show whilst we chill on the sofa
>kinda want him to leave but don't want to ask so just drink, end up pretty drunk
>he bones up again in like half an hour
>"Sorry I think I'm done for the day"
>just keeps grinning at me, "is okay", "relax", moves me to the bed
>prone bones me for half an hour whilst I literally cry but don't ask him to stop until he comes again
>goes to leave, thanks me for a nice time
>next day I have a burn mark on the side of my face, tell work I fell over in a car park on a night out
2/2

>>2681709
>>2681710

He continued to message me after that asking to meet. I make excuses for a long while but eventually the horniness wins and I agree to meet again. We meet on and off for 2 years until I leave Sheffield and ghost him.

Mixed feelings looking back but honestly I'm glad it happened because it's hella hot to remember and fap to.

>>2681710
That's fucking hot. Would you meet up with him again these days?

>>2682014

Probably. I was turned on enough to keep meeting him even knowing how it would go down. It wouldn't surprise me if he were already in prison for sex offences against women though (who actually bother to report this stuff).

>>2679220
this is hilarious actually

Translate from swedish to english

https://www.fittkramp.se/svordom/sv/visa-ord/boglyft.878.html

https://fittkramp.myspreadshop.se/boeglyftet-A5f81f0402225093986be75c9

>>2682100
I don't understand

>>2681427
>You sound very easy to rape
That have to be the worst reply ever, and this thread it's about rape porn

Bump

Ok I’ll have to make this post in parts because it’s quite long. Most of the stories told here seem to have some rape fetish involved or sorry to say, aren’t rape.

My story is less than sexy and I actually thought I was going to die.

>be me
>16 years old with some experience fooling around with mostly guys my age
>want more so download Grindr, lie about my age and meet with a few older guys who were mostly all really nice. Had a great time with most
>one day I start speaking with this super dl black guy in his mid 30s from my area. He is super into me and I am with him. Tall, muscular, big dick. What’s not to like
>we decide to meet and we agree to meet at a public place close by
>meet up with him and seeing his face for the first time. Not the best looking but definitely not ugly either but he is really masculine which I like
>we agree to go back to his place which isn’t a long walk from where we met. He leads me to his house which is kind of run down looking and sketchy but I still agree to go in
>he assures me we are home alone and I have nothing to worry about

>>2683224
>he takes me to his bedroom and he throws me onto his bed and takes his shirt off
>comes on top of me and starts making out with me and undressing me. This happens for about 10mins and he is grinding on top of me making out and i am shaking because it feels so good
>Hear door open behind him and a guy saying “what the fuck”
>he immediately jumps off of me and I see two other black guys standing by the door. One in his 30s and a young guy probably around 19-20
>he leaves the room and shuts the door and I hear them arguing outside the door and I am putting my clothes back on because I’m about to bolt
>eventually they enter back in the room and I am standing at the edge of the bed and say I am going to leave
>he grabs me and pushes me onto the bed and tells me no I can’t leave
>his two friends start taking off their clothes and at this point I realise what is about to go down and start panicking

>>2683225
>they hit me a few times because I am fighting and trying to wiggle free but zero chance this is happening. I am a pretty small guy in comparison to the two older ones who are pretty muscular
>I can’t even scream because my mouth is pretty much blocked by their hands
>over the course of the next 2-3 hours I was continuously rapped by all 3 of them. One after the other taking turns pinning me down or holding me in a bear hug
>I pass out several times during the entire ordeal due to pain and mostly shock at what is happening
>eventually they stop and each take turns beating me up a bit because I am crying
>the youngest one was actually the most aggressive and beat me up pretty bad and rapped me the most
>eventually they let me go and I run home and sneak into the house so my parents do not see me
>take a shower and cry. Actually thought I was going to have a heart attack
>avoid parents for days and wear heavy clothing as I had bruises all over my body
>never reported it as I thought I was going to be arrested for being underaged on Grindr
>deleted the app and never downloaded it again

>>2680786
A boy wants to sleep you and you rape instead of enjoy sensually? Lame.

>be me, 16, aussie twink
>live just outside of the small town my family goes to church at
>start my final year of high school and go on a weekend camp with youth group of parents church
>last night of camp, cant sleep
>get up to get water, youth leader (22) is in the kitchen
>"cant sleep anon? here have a beer and come sit outside with me"
>finish beer pretty quick, get super tipsy
>youth leader gives me another
>starts asking me about girls, if i have a gf, have i ever kissed a girl, ever had sexual thoughts about girls
>say no
>asks if i have ever had sexual thoughts about boys
>hesitate
>as i start to answer his hand slips down my underwear
>instantly rock hard
>jacks me off while whispering in my ear to be quiet to not wake anyone
>avoid youth leader until next day when we get back to town
>30 minute or so drive back to my place
>youth leader comes up to me "hey anon, your mum asked me to drop you home seeing as your place is on the way"
>sheepishly get in his car
>pulls over in the middle of nowhere 15 minutes out of town
>"hey anon, you owe me for last night"
>pulls out 6.5" cock
>"i think you'll really enjoy wrapping your mouth around this"
>fucks my face for about 5 minutes before he cums all over it
>takes photo of my face with his babies on it
>"wouldn't want this getting around would we?"
>get home, starts chatting to my dad while i unpack my stuff inside
>dad comes up to me after he leaves
>"hey anon, youth leader says he'll be able to drop you off after youth group every week, what a great guy huh?"

ended up sucking his cock every wednesday for the next 7 months until he decides he wanted my ass. he took a photo of whichever hole he fucked every week and sent them all to me when i moved away for uni

>>2683652
Hott.Can we see…

>20, at a house party with friends
>gets late, friends leave, i stay and continue drinking
>get blackout drunk
>brief moments of lucidity afterwards
>im in an uber with 2 other guys i dont know
>dropped off at my apartment
>???
>all of a sudden i find myself naked on my couch with my legs spread and a guy is slapping my limp dick around with his hard cock
>other guy is watching and jerking off and said something about a clit
>i close my legs and roll over to go to sleep
>wake up on my stomach to loud clapping and i feel like i have to shit and piss at the same time
>cant get up because someone is pressing down on my lower back very hard
>i'm getting fucked in the ass
>groan out and mutter "no stop"
>he says "shut the fuck up slut"
>i have no strength to struggle, let him grab both my legs, lift me up and place me down on his lap reverse cowgirl position
>spreads my legs apart and other guy sticks his cock inside me and has his turn
>he pulls out and guy holding me puts me in full nelson and starts brutally throwing me up and down on his cock
>starts feeling REALLY good and i lose control of my bladder and piss all over the floor
>he stops so the other guy can try and force his dick inside my ass too for some dp
>im moaning so loud im practically screaming
>they eventually finish inside me and leave
>i stumble to my bed and recall lots of wet farts during the night
>feel violated, dirty, scared and didnt understand why i seemed to enjoy it

pics were definitely taken because I was sent two a week later: one of me looking completely trashed with my legs spread and another of me on my back with my hole massively gaped open (prob from the dp)

>>2683785
Well obviously post the pics so we can see. Block your face out if you must.

>>2683224
>>2683225
>>2683226
This story is the most brutal and legit rape story on this entire thread. The rest give off serious fiction rape fetish vibes. Some of you guys are actually sick. Rape isn’t anything to fetishize. It’s traumatic and soul crushing. Some of yall need some serious help.

This thread is the help. Some of us can’t talk about what happened. Sometimes people deal with assault or rape in fucked up ways.

I went to see him to get fucked for the first time. I was so excited, practically drooling for it. I finished getting undressed and before I finished turning around he was already pushing his cock inside me. I remember feeling completely shocked, a split second realization of “wait is he-“ and then this splitting, tearing pain. And he just kept going, talking, murmuring about how it felt and what were my fantasies about. And I felt physically numb, just the feeling of pressure as he fucked in and out, and the feeling of, fuck he’s inside me. I started breathing quickly, the sound of it was choppy and loud.

He stopped after a while, I think he started to feel uncomfortable. He insisted on cuddling with me and we did go for another round, which hurt a lot less.

He did say during that he wanted to fuck me again, no matter how scared I was. And truthfully I wouldn’t call it rape as much as it seemed clear that he was getting off on the idea of it, and probably wouldn’t have backed off at first if it hadn’t been for all the blood.


I don’t know. I really don’t.

genuine question, where are there videos of men being raped?

>>2684058
They barely exist, basically don't exist

>>2679210
Had an ex that was abusive and would like to sell me to guys.
>meet this guy through mutual friend in college
>both of us realize we are of the few bi/gay guys in our small university town
>hookup after a few days of meeting
>regular hookup because real dating when he would just invite me to his house to hookup and hang out (i lived on campus he rented a house)
>after a few week of getting my ass blown out by him he stopped hitting me up, kinda thought our flame was going out
>dont hear from him for a few day go over to see him and he's really jittery nervous
>yells at me to leave and tells me I'm annoying him, okay wtf this is over then
>really bummed because he was cool guy and we had fun hooking up
>next night we are texting again and he wants "one more hookup"
>fuck it go over and things are chill again but then the cycle repeats
>regular hookups, freaks out about being annoyed over little shit, kicks me out then a few days later we hookup "one last time"
>this goes on for like 3 months, he starts getting more insulting on a regular basis tho
>one time while I'm sucking his dick he tells me I'm not good at it and he wants me to stop
>after he fucks me tells me he doesn't want to hookup anymore and that again we are over
>pretty much devastated at this point and really think things are over
>few weeks go by and he hits me up, I think hes going for the one last time thing again but he tells me he wants to introduce me to someone that he thinks we'd be a good fit and to come over to his house
>fuckin weird but okay dont think anything of it
>tells me he's on the way and we wait at his house for a while and just watching TV like normal times a guy knocks on the door
>vibes were off immediately when he went outside to instead of bringing him inside
>comes in and tells me hey this is blah blah and wants me to show him the bed room
>blah blah then tells he's looking forward to seeing me naked
>uhhhhh wtf are yall taking about

>>2684251
>ex starts telling that this is the guy he wanted to introduce me to and that we can "get to know eachother" in his room
>this is when I realized my ex was using fantasies I told him about before right now
>I'm a massive sub and have a liking for daddies types and bear bodies which this guy fit both molds
>I hate that I didn't take much convincing but CNC fantasies were also going through my head
>i go to his room and proceed to let this stranger strip me naked, half face fuck me half give him a BJ
>then he pounded my ass without giving shit about me, used a condom but his cock ripped my ass open
>so that hookup ended and he just got dressed and left, thought I was meeting someone and not just hooking up so felt terrible after
>I gathered myself and started to leave
>my ex told me that it was super hot and wanted to know if I wanted anymore introductions
>kinda mad at him but my brain was in a fog and since I did actually have fun hooking up i stupidly told him yes
>few weeks later I was moving out of dorms and getting my own house I was renting with students and my ex comes to help uninvited but just cause he knew about it and i wasn't always responding to his texts.
>tells me hes got someone else to introduce me to
>made him clarify this time if it was a someone I could date or if this was someone he wanted me to hookup with
>he then loses his shit on me for asking the question, telling me how ungrateful I am and he's trying to help me and that its not his fault if the guy he sets me up with only wants one thing and how thats my fault
>wtf, this ass hole flipped it on me again
>fine but I wanted to talk to him before we met
>refused to give me his number and instead texts him on his phone
>end up similar situation with at his house and this tall daddy type comes over
>he fucks me in the bedroom, not as rough as the first time but I again hate myself for enjoying it
>the guy nuts and leaves immediately

>>2684252
>my ex comes in while I'm still naked and tells me how hot I look, tells me he watches the videos we made to jerk off
>tells me he's gonna fuck me
>tired of his shit and tell him no thanks I'm done
>pulls out his dick and tells me that it's too bad
>tell him I'm not sucking your dick
>tells me he's going to fuck me
>maybe from my previous statements you can tell but I'm a short (at the time thin) whimp 5'8" 135lbs,
>I resist but only slightly because I know he's can get really aggressive
>he fucks my ass over the bed and nuts inside me which he rarely did but for whatever reason he didn't pull out
>got up and left without saying anything
>blocked his phone number next day, never hooked up again and only talked to him when he would show up at my house

Found out over time he was getting paid by the guys he introduced me to and he was sending pictures and videos of me naked and us fucking to entice guys to fuck me. He was a massive prick and the 6 months he spent in my life were too goddam long.

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>>2684058
There's this. It was posted on Pol. I don't know if it's real, but no one can identify it...

This thread is awakening some repressed memories, might not share but here's the lightest / most recent

>Be me, 19, very twinky, very pretty, obviously gay as hell
>BF at the time and I would split what little money we have and buy bottles of whiskey to drink straight
>Take the bus to the city. We get fucking wasted and ended up having a huge stupid argument over nothing
>He storms off to the bus with my backpack (with phone & wallet)
>Can't go back to my house because of family shit, so have to make a 3+ hour treck to his place while completely fucked up
>Occassionally stop a passerby if I'm going in the right direction - some are very helpful, some put me the wrong way to fuck with me
>Walk a pretty good distance but not sobering up much, starting to panic as it's getting darker and I'm not sure if I'm going the right way
>It's like 2am now and I'm getting there. Haven't seen anybody in a while but I know I have another hour or so to walk, but I'm stumbling, sleepy as fuck, just wanna get to bed
>I'm on the side of a large motorway with industrial estates and some wooded areas
>See a dude for the first time in ages, all I remember he was decked out in streetwear, shorter than me and some sort of Arab. I ask him for directions
>He.points me in the right direction and offers me a cigarette - I accept and gush a thank you, explaining how it's been a tough night and how some people were giving me bad directions on purpose
>He asks me some more questions, I can't really remember the rest of the conversation but it seemed friendly?
>Next thing I know he's pulling me by the wrist walking me in a different direction, I try pull away but he's pretty strong, saying 'I help you, I help you'
>I figure he knows a shortcut or something so I sorta go on autopilot as he walks me to a wooded area with a dirt path (Darwin award goes to me I guess)
>At some point I snap out of it & go to turn back but he grabs my wrist again and says something like 'I show you I show you'

>>2684333
>'No tell me' I say, and he pulls on my wrist and brings it to his crotch, he has a big hard boner.
>I try pull back and say I wanna go home but he says 'You like, I show you. You like'
>He whips it out right there, and it's pretty big. He brings my hand to it and I hold it, feeling how hard it is 'See you like'
>I say yeah, and he proceeds to lie on some leaves under a tree while still gripping my arm
>I stumbled to my knees in front of him and he just says 'suck', and I do
>Its sloppy, not my best performance. After a while my jaw hurts, I feel like I'm sobering up and it kinda hits me that I'm in this situation
>I start to get up slowly with his dick in my mouth, planning to make a quick break for it. It's must have been pretty obvious because just as I'm about to run he grabs me by the scruff and says 'No you like, see?'
>We end up wrestling for a bit but, again, he's pretty strong and I'm still wasted
>He throws me onto the ground and puts his weight on top of me, I struggle while I can feel him pulling down my pants
>He just kept saying 'You like, you like, I show you'
>I can feel his dick against my ass, a build up of pressure, then a burst of pain as he went inside me. I kept saying 'please'' 'no' 'It hurts' but he'd just say 'shhh you like, you like'
>I don't remember much, I don't know how long it went on for, I just remember coming to and realising he was gone.
>I pulled my pants back up and slowly made my way out of the wooded area. Felt like it only took a few minutes but it took me at least 20 minutes to leave. The sun was coming out by the time I reach the road again
>Walk back in a complete daze, nearly 5am by the time I get home
>Bf answers the door, he's worried 'where the fuck were you' 'I got lost' KO as soon as I hit the pillow
>Forget all about it until I'm showering abd my ass is all bloody. Never tell my BF. Never tell anyone.
>Typing this post is the most I've thought about it since

>>2684334
that's so hot lol
i am guessing that you never saw him again?
what position were you in when he fucked you btw? if you remember
like were you face down, ass up and just being pounded into the ground by him?

>>2679909
I wish you did this to me.

Love being used. Although id of prefered you cumming in my mouth.

>>2681710
Dunno why people say this is fake. I’ve been with a fair few African guys and they do just shove it straight in and often ignore when you say to go slow. I’m into that though. They never act like they did anything wrong so it’s like idk a cultural thing maybe. I’m trying to be careful with what I say because I don’t want to sound racist or sound like I’m making assumptions about an entire race. It’s just my experience with black men who can’t speak English very well tends to always end up that way.

>>2683747
He said he was 16 so I’m guessing it would be illegal to post them

>>2684334
hot.

been with 3 black guys, 2 were nice but the 3rd was really mean and just tore me up.
i ended up fucking him again lol

>>2683226
Ummmm bro wtf. U cud have legit died

>>2684508
thats why its the most "real" story in this thread
real rape always comes with the intense feeling of mortality

>>2684534
You assume a great deal of us cannot discern from fact or fiction or that rape has the same root as all trauma. Yes, my physical abuse (I've never been sexually molested or had any sexual contact except one poor hookup a few years ago, I've never committed an actual sexual transgression that was truly in the real world, the police can prove it ;) ) uses this as therapy to imagine control in my life as the circular force that is capitalism prevents me too. Rude of you to think I'd stoop so low as my parents and do something I've passionately fought others from experiencing

Get off 4chan and read the evolving classical writers like M-E, Stalin, Lenin, Assata, etc. while applying that theory if you want to help. Even the bourgeois science as the mental wellness techniques is based on a distorted truth.

What I don't suggest you do is masturbate furiously to this thread and your own rape that made you so wet as you be a snitch bitch like my stalker. I wonder if she's imagining me doing things I don't do with him and feel bad at the thought. Maybe I'm just joking with the little mania I can muster in the dark abyss

Oh my god fuck hiro, what is this timer

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>>2679210
> Become friends with a guy from Grindr (Paulie)
> We semi-regularly smoke weed, play games, fool around a bit
> Enter a relationship and stop seeing him as much
> My bf is out of town so I head to his for hangs
> Smoke all afternoon and feeling good
> Paulie's bf (Jamie) turns up and joins us
> Jamie asks questions about my sex life, tell him it's absent
> Jamie says that's too bad and puts his hand behind my head
> Look down and his cock is out and hard
> Too stoned to resist and start blowing him
> Paulie takes my hand and places it on his hard dick
> Service both guys as they both suck me
> Not sure how but my clothes are gone
> Go to their bedroom and collapse on the way
> We laugh and laugh
> Jamie scoops me up and lays me on the bed
> Tell them I don't want sex
> Jamie puts his dick in my mouth and Paulie spoons me
> Feel Paulie slip a finger inside
> Tell him to stop
> Paulie whispers to Jamie (I'm between them), "there's nothing there, he's clean"
> The guys are kissing and feeling me up
> I'm fading in and out of conciousness
> Paulie lubes me up and whispers in my ear, "I've waited so long for his"
> He starts fucking me as Jamie face fucks me
> Feels good and but my mind is doing somersaults
> Jamie has me on my back and starts fucking me as Paulie plays with my nips
> We move around, I don't really remember, both cum inside me
> We rest a bit
> Jamie wants another go
> I can't even respond, I just burble a noise
> Paulie kisses me while Jamie busts a second nut
> Paulie is hard again and wants my three-load hole
> He fucks me again as Jamie sucks my cock
> Apparently I cum becuase Paulie wants to snowball my cum with Jamie
> Paulie cums and collapses on top of me
> Both guys snowball me with my own cum
> Fall asleep spooned between them
> Wake up a few hours later
> Stumble out of their place filled with cum and shame
> Weeks later I'm thinking about it
> Wank furiously at the memory
> Twelve years later and I still jerk off to it

>>2679210
You sure do have an imagination. I don’t find it surprising that people on this low IQ site believe your bullshit story.

I personally have never been raped. I’m not a bitch and would die fighting. Besides, I’m not a victim. Which starts before you even get into the situation in the first place.

I did however have a rape fantasy for a short time BITD.

>Met this closeted faggot on Craigslist.
>Suck his dick a couple times. Did a couple quickies out in the woods etc.
>One day I ask him to tape me when we meet. So here’s what we did.
>Late evening, just before dark. We meet at a local park. Like a wooded park with trails and all that. Not a playground park etc.
>Hes waiting down a trail we agreed to meet at. About a 3 min walk from the parking area. We’ve met there before.
>I show up and text making sure he’s ready. He is.
>Ive already prepped my ass and it’s all slippery and lubed.
>Got some cheap thin sweats on.
>Walk down the trail and he comes up behind me. I know he’s there but we’re faking it right?
>He grabs me and I pretend to resist.
>Drags me into the bushes and literally rips my clothes off. Shirt ripped down from the collar. Pants ripped from a little hole I put in the ass end.
>So he rips my pants down and pushes me to my stomach.
>Shoves his cock up my ads and fucks me like a whore for a couple minutes.
>Flips me to my back and holds my legs over my head as he busts his nut deep in me.
>Pulls out and shoves his cock down my throat. Then gets up, wipes his dick off on my torn shirt, zips up and walks off.
>Im left there, cum filled, dripping and now have to walk back to my truck pretty much naked.
>I was hard as a rock for a week!

>>2684832
Post a picture of his cock or your story's fake too

>>2679210
I still shamefully get off to this even now.

>Be me, few months back.
>Average looking white dude in between a twink and a twunk.
>Bisexual and looking for a good fuck.
>Go on Grindr and find some hot full on hunk. He's got a very nice dick and strong body.
>We go on and on and eventually agree to meet up.
>We meet and he invites me in and we chill for a bit before this man, who's very much stronger than me, pulls out a ziptie and starts to try and tie me up.
>I, knowing damn well he could beat my shit in, struggle but don't attack.
>I fail to escape and now he's got me arms tied pinned down.
>He jerks my cock from under my pants while he talks about how he's gonna rape me hard.
>I get shamefully hard as he does.
>He spends the night railing me in all sorts of positions, doggy, mating press, you name it.
>I get off on it, even while I hurt as he rapes me.
>Kicks me to the curb after he's done.
>I go home sore, bruised, ass and belly full of cum.
>Kinda want to get him to do it again.

Should I fall for it again with this dude?

>>2685373

100%. It won't be as scary next time now you know what to expect. But he could go also go further because he knows he'll get away with it.

I only have one and it's kinda predictable but whatever.
Part 1
>Barely 15 years old, slim, lanky, 115 pounds-soaking-wet twink
>Knew I was at least bi in early high school probably from being molested repeatedly really young
>Dads playboys never did that much for me but discovered gay furry stuff on our slow as fuck dell desktop running dial-up internet
>Saw Craigslist mentioned in a few gay porn stories online so i looked into it
>Respond to several personals ads but chicken out every time until I finally get the courage to meet up
>Respond to one of a guy from out of town staying in a motel not too far from our house
>Late 40s kinda ugly dad bod guy with a small-ish cock
>Conversation went really quick and he basically showed up within 15 minutes before I chickened out again
>Quickly try to clean my ass out and get ready using the jet setting on the shower head (no idea what an anal doucge was back then)
>Snuck out and met him at the entrance of our neighborhood cause I knew I at least didn't want him to know where exactly i lived
>My dumbass gets in his car and he drives me to the motel
>He puts his hand on my thigh and is feeling me up the whole way
>Too nervous and tense to enjoy it
>Get to his room, remember feeling like cold electricity all over and like I'm gonna shiver out of my own skin
>He takes off his pants and boxers and starts stroking himself while feeling up my limp cock
>I don't remember a damn thing he said this whole time, too nervous
>He strips me naked then spits on my hole and starts trying to finger me to loosen me up
>I'm uncomfortable as fuck and can't relax but he didn't seem to notice, or just didn't care
>After a few minutes of unpleasant fingering I ask him to stop and take me home
>He tries to convince me a few times but I keep asking then pleading to go home
>He switches to threats and slaps me, says I shouldn't lie to people and he's going to get what I promised him

>>2685560
Part 2
>Greases his cock with some awful lube that's basically vaseline and starts prodding hard at my hole
>Eventually he slides in, my ass feels like it's on fire
>I'm frozen in a scared-bunny type state and just let him start pumping my ass
>thankfully his cock was barely 5" and thin ish so it's not horrific
>I stay completely soft throughout the whole thing, he tries jerking my cock but gives up when I stay soft
>Feels like forever but was probably only a few minutes
>He nuts in my ass and calls me a "Good girl" (that's stuck in my brain for the last 16 years and probably contributed to my sissy fetish)
>He pulls out and goes into the bathroom and cleans his cock off with a wet towel before tossing the now cold towel to me and tells me to clean myself up
>Wipe the greasy lube mixed with his cum and some blood off my ass, the sheets are a mess
>Get dressed, he takes me home but I lie and have him drop me off a steet over from mine
>parents work a lot, so front door had a lockbox with the key in it
>Sneak inside, upstairs to my bathroom
>Push out his cum and pop the hardest boner I've ever had
>Cum super hard in the sink and immediately feel nauseous and shaking and crying

I've tried a couple hookups with guys but I'm never able to enjoy it much. I cum to gay stuff, sissy porn, gay furry porn all the time but I can't bring myself to enjoy it in person. I hate it.

>>2684058
>genuine question, where are there videos of men being raped?
They're all over the place; There's even a threadon /gif/ that shows up, occasionally. (Someone should make a new one.)

>>2684058
Theres many Russian soldier videos that involve that. I like Russian (soldier) porn and have seen them, theres one on Twitter actually, pretty mainstream.

>>2686717
links?

>>2683226
You liked, didn't you?

>>2686447
>>2686717
>>2686734
i have three short clips i can post if anyone else wants to contribute to a thread, as well as like 50 miscellaneous abuse vids from the front. the rape clips are the ones i see posted most commonly though (creepshot of guy getting spitroasted in stairwell, guy being sodomized unsuccessfully with irrigation pipe, drone footage of a guy getting facefucked in a collapsed shed)
id be interested to see if anyone has anything from when pornhub was full of armature vids of conscripts under duress, hits different when you know theyre being threatened, not bribed

>>2687530
please post those or say to get them

>>2687530
It would be cool if you post them, I love this type of porn, I have all those 3 you mentioned, plus a ton of corporal punishments (even enmas!) but most of them are easy to find, glad to contribute with what I have tho. May I ask, where did you get so many clips?

>>2679210
I was molested/raped and I can guarantee that none of these stories here are real.

>>2679210
>be me
>get on grindr
> match with a married dl
>lying about my age
>meet at a hotel for head
>he welcomes me inside
>leads me to the bedroom
>we get naked and start to make out
>get down and suck his cock while he plays with my hole
>suddenly he gets up and put me face down on the bed while lubbing me
>i tell him to stop, he doesn't care
>i tell him my real age, still doesn't care
>he's slamming his cock in my hole violently
>painfull as fuck
>trying to scream but he is covering my mouth
>finally takes it out and cums on my back
>he flips my and jerk me off till i cum too
>we lay together a bit
>he's embracing me while im crying telling me im ok and did go
>i go home after a while
>enter a relationship with him for a couple of months

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>>2687530

this one's not as good without the audio of the guy groaning and the others mocking him, but i like that you get more detail than usual.

those are classics for sure. i always hope that one day we'll get an equivalent to something like BAKKY, in terms of production value, length, etc, but i doubt it. oh well, a guy can dream.

>>2687713
nta, you just have to hang around for a bit. download what you like before it gets deleted. maybe be a bit unscrupulous with what sites you visit. just have adblocker. they'll usually host stuff for longer before either the content or the site itself goes down. trawl archives. etc. regularly. a lot of the good places are gone, or are going, unfortunately, so a lot of it is just right place, right time. gay stuff sometimes gets posted more as 'WTF' content rather than porn which would probably get it purged.

>>2688046
yeah theyre best with sound, my favorite discipline videos are low quality but just the sound of the guys crying does it for me. thanks for sharing
>>2688049
this guy knows
>>2687713
if anyone knows a good way to compress mp4 files without absolutely nuking the quality i can make a thread on /gif/, it'll probably get flooded with /pol/fags but they tend to post good stuff. you can check the stickies and archive on the russia ukraine war threads to find tg channels and just start sifting through, its a goldmine if you enjoy humiliation and discipline.

>>2688046
Looks staged

>>2688046
what's BAKKY?

>>2688509
meh, could be, I wasn't there. the audio in the original makes it sound pretty legit though. I'm sure you can find it if interested.

>>2688649
Japanese (straight) porn production company in the 2000s that would hire girls under the pretense of just erotic photoshoots or "typical" porn videos, got them to sign paperwork, then would rush in loads of guys and gangrape the girls. They did a lot of water torture stuff, too, among other things like forcing the girls to drink copious alcohol. And filmed the entire thing & published them with "everyone is an actor yada yada". I think the top staff got around 18 years in prison or something. A decent handful of the videos can be found around the place or torrented. They're probably the only real "rape porn" that isn't just blurry clips or whatever that I personally know of. And is verifiable as not being bullshit, obviously.

>>2687530
>>2687713

Post them, I made a thread with just this >>2688046 but i got a warning

File: russian raped with baton.webm (3.9 MB)

>>2688509
>staged
bro that it is russian should be a sufficient seal of authenticity
unless you just mean
>hey guys, this guy maxim is a cunt, what say we fuck his soft ass
>yes, yes, here's the plan
>we fuck him
>>2688046
hell yeah man i went to get the original and sifted through like 5000 vids with the male tag and got some good collection enforcement vids, the classic where they shove a bottle in the guys ass, cum on his face and set him on fire, and he cries and cries but never drops the bottle

>be me, 22 y.o at the time
>was only with women
>never had gay experience, but wanted to try sucking a cock
>lurked on grindr for a while, then had 2 experiences sucking a cock
> 3rd time on grindr a guy hits me up and asks if i can handle 2 cocks (one on the front, one in the ass)
>said no, im not experienced, never had anal, and looking only to suck, but would love to meet when he is alone to sick him dry
> two days later, he hits me up again, alone, invites me to his place
> we go to his bed, get naked
> we make out a little, he fingers my ass, feels good
> he lays on his back, i start to suck slowly
> i deepthroat him from time to time (medium sized cock, not something big)
> i hear a moving door from the direction of his closet, try to get my head up to look but he grabs my head and pushes his cock to my mouth
>his bf was actually hiding in the closet for a few min and waited
> i feel his hands grab my sides, i freeze
> "i heard you never had anal before im lubed so dont worry"
> he starts fucking me, it hurts af, tears start come down my face
>he cums, pulls out, and says "there you go, see? You can handle 2 cocks just perfectly"
>the other guy tells me that i was a good boy and deserve to be sucked, he sucks me and i leave
> took me a few months before i had the courage to go on the app again

>be me
>horny 15yo with unsupervised internet access
>bi-curious already at this point but afraid of acknowledging it
>start buying weed from a late 30s guy I met on an anonymous chat app
>also using same app to sext with guys
>one day when I’m at his place to buy he brings up he saw one of the other posts under my username and asks if I’m gay
>very embarrassed but tell him I’m just curious and not up to anything serious, just sexting
>he tells me I should explore that side and that I would probably like it, he’s gay too
>I say probably not I’m just horny and bad with girls
>he offers to “help me explore” if I want
>says I can have my flower for free that day if I let him feel me up
>seems like a good deal so I agree
>he fondles me over my boxers and I leave
>over weeks and months keep going to him to smoke for free and get naked massages
>he pushes me to try more, I let him blow me
>not super into touching his dick
>he wants to fuck me but that’s a hard no I’m not into it
>he offers and says lots of things to persuade or bribe me but I’m not interested
>eventually ask him if he can get me vodka for a party and he says yes but I have to have a drink with him so “he knows I can handle my liquor”
>agree
>fast forward to his place, blue balling him as usual
>he still wants to fuck, I still refuse
>he fixes us mixed drinks
>never had alcohol before besides small tastes
>he says we should take a shower together
>start feeling loopy in the shower
>????
>wake up sprawled naked on his bed around 4 or 5am the next morning
>zero recollection of the last night but I obviously didn’t make it to the party
>head aches, whole body sore
>go home
>ass has bruises from being spanked presumably
>go to bathroom later and see unidentified substance in toilet, probably mix of cum/mucus/blood/lube
>start to remember flashes over the next few days

>>2691187
>half-conscious conversations with him
>getting fingered in the shower
>throwing up in a trash can
>flashes of him fucking me
>hands around my neck
>weird feeling in my gut every time he went deep
>his dirty talk
>the pattern in his bedsheets
>madTV on in the background

The whole thing felt like a dream. Lied to my friends about why I missed the party. I ghosted him for months but jerked off to the memory almost daily. Got a gf and decided to pretend it never happened. I hated his guts… had a dream about it one night and decided to confront him about what he did. I went to his place to confront him and get answers about why or just vent and curse him out but when I got there I ended up having sex with him. He was very manipulative and talked me out of reporting and said I should be happy he introduced me to something I obviously liked and that all he did was “help me find out how to be my true self”. I believed him… broke up with my gf because I felt guilty about getting fucked again behind her back but never told her why. I became very hypersexual with men for a few years afterwards

>>2688046
>>2689615
Nice videos man, for sure will take your advice, hope you can make s gif thread!

I also have some nice Russain prison videos, but you seem to have a nicer collection.

Honestly im too much of a pussy to get to dark places lol

>>2691428
i really dont have much but i'll share what i can.
https://files.catbox.moe/nvl5gq.mp4
looks like i'll have to resize the others

>>2691428
https://files.catbox.moe/nx48on.mp4
i ripped the audio from this one and unfucked it but when i tied it back in the filesize bloated so youll have to do with the chipmunked version

>>2691448
>https://files.catbox.moe/nx48on.mp4

Interesting videos! Thanks for sharing.

And the quality doesnt matter haha, I have jerked off to videos recorded with nokias, I can to this too.

>>2691189
What were the conversations with him like? What kinda dirty talk?

>9th grade
>me and guy I used to hang out with because we go home together since we live far away from school
>one afternoon we were very horny while talking in class free time
>we both get hard
>"hey wanna go to the bathroom and exchange blowjobs?"
>we both went to the old bathroom where kids used to smoke
>compared cocks
>"you suck me first"
>hesitant to go down, but he pushed my head
>because of this, I do not remember much about the incident aside from me struggling to get out
>was teary eyed as well
>he cums, and fucking jerked me off instead
>we both left but I still feel his hand on my head pushing me down
>felt betrayed and gay
>avoid him until I transferred schools a few months later
>had my first girlfriend after transferring, but still have strong emotions about that


I was an innocent boy in a conservative country. No seriously, I learned how to jerk off when I was 15... this is why I like power dynamics in gay porn or something because I did not like how I was pushed down, and I do that to fags I fuck, only difference is they like it... this event may have made me completely gay

>>2691508
In the shower:
>”im gonna finger your ass now, you need to feel it”
>”no I told you no ass…”
>”hold still I wasn’t asking. You already like it you just don’t know it”
>”umm… no…”
He just did it and I’d say no but was wasted and checked out and didn’t physically resist. Remember he poked my prostate mid sentence and made me lose whatever I was saying.

Remember we were lying on his bed smoking and he was talking at me about how guys are just better for sex and there’s no risk of pregnancy and some other stuff. I remember asking for water at one point.

The dirty talk was about how good I felt and how I should’ve just done it with him sooner. I thought I was dreaming or something, I wasn’t either turned or freaked out I was just there sort of watching and feeling it happen

>>2691628
like... he was in his late 30s right? and a drug dealer/pothead? so was he hot/in relatively good shape, or just another fat ugly bastard?

also wait how do YOU feel about all of this in present day? are you angry when you think about it? sad? apathetic? etc

>playing halo with friend after school, there was bicurious sexual tension between us
>make a bet whoever loses the round has to suck the other ones sick
>lose on purpose
>Suck him and he cums on my face
>Feel self disgust

>next day he threatens to tell everyone including my girlfriend
>Lose my mind in panic about it
>he says he'll keep it a secret if I do it again
>very reluctantly blow him in the cubicle of the boys bathroom. This time he takes photos on his phone of me with his cock in my mouth

>for a few weeks every day after school I go to his house and suck his cock to completion.
>he calls me his blowjob bitch, he also likes to crush my penis and balls with his foot when I'm on my knees on the floor and make fun of how little my dick is
>Constant blackmail and threat of exposure

>One day tell him this is disgusting and I'm not doing it anymore. My gf is starting to say I'm spending less time with her, and it's because four or five times a week I'm having to go suck cock.
>He says he'll delete any photos he has if he can fuck me in the ass one time

>secretly kind of wanted this to happen anyway. Shave myself, clean my ass out and go to his house one weekend when his parents are out
>we both get naked on the rug on his living room floor, he makes me bend over and stick my ass in the air, laughs at my little shrimp dick some more
>lubes me up and fucks me
>doesn't hurt as much as I thought
>he pounds me for like fifteen minutes, the whole time calling me a faggot and telling me how tight my ass is and how good it feels
>cums inside me
>tells me now I'll always be his bitch

>then he sent the photos of me with cock in my mouth to everyone anyway

>>2691771
>was he hot/in relatively good shape, or just another fat ugly bastard?
He was in decent shape for his age, not fat but not super athletic either. He did construction for his main job but definitely had the grungey drug dealer vibe tho. Pretty average looking overall but present day I’d let him fuck consensually.

>how do YOU feel about all of this in present day?
Not sure. It happened and it was bad duh but part of me gets turned on thinking about it. In a way it pushed me down the path of eventually accepting my bi-ness. But it fucked me up mentally in some ways even without physical consequences. I became really hypersexual afterwards as a cope and spent the rest of my teens seeking out sketchy situations with sketchy guys on purpose to try reliving it. Messed up most of my relationships. Needed lots of therapy. I wish it hadn’t happened but I ended up ok in the end? Idk

>are you angry when you think about it? sad? apathetic? etc
All of the above at different times. Until I was 19 or 20 I thought it was a good thing. I bought his bs about how I had been “too repressed” and he did what I needed for me to “open my eyes and be true to myself”. Told myself I needed it or deserved it and that substance abuse and men using me for sex was “being true to the real me”.
Eventually with therapy I figured out that was all bs and I deserve more respect than I was giving myself. Most days I don’t care at this point, but it’s influenced my kinks.
Haven’t talked to that guy in years but I know where he lives and sometimes I think about going to talk to him for some kind of confrontation or closure.

I never reported it as I knew I was gay, but it was rape, at 16 I had a moped and went miles on it. I stopped at a layby for a piss and a biker stopped as well. I was impressed with his bike, it was a triumph, he asked if I wanted to sit on it, when I did he started to grind me and wrap his arms around me, telling me I would make a good bitch. it scared me, so I got off and went back to my bike, he followed me and grabbed me, took me into the trees, forced me up against a tree and started to gind me me, kiss my neck and then undress me. When I told him to stop he punched me in the back. After that I was terrified, I just stood there and let him do what he wanted, he started to remove my jeans and underwear, he used no lube, just spit and forced his way into me. He fucked me for about 5 minutes, it was painful, as he started to get close, his hand went around me throat and bit into my neck, I think my neck hurt more than my ass. I could feel his cum shooting into me. He pulled out, pulled up his jeans and took out a pound note, gave it to me and left. On the way home I could feel his cum leaking into my underwear. Up to then I had not even wanked with another boy, I wondered if he could tell I was gay just by looking at me or just took advantage due to my age and small size, he was about 30

1. Greentext is not a substitute for simple syntax.
2. Stories, not books.
3. Males cant be raped, just humiliated. Because men and women are not the same thing. Your pride is not the same as risking pregnancy or being socially exiled.
4. I really don't like this pseudo talk about "fetishizing" rape or "recontextualizing" it.

Its a butthole. Sex in nature is brutal. Thats why dick lovers fantasize about it.

tldr get the fuck over yourselves. Walk it off if it wounds your ego that much. All of you had the sense not to tell cops and are here beating off to it, so don't blow smoke up my ass about "recontextualizing" it and "coping with trauma". You're here describing it in movie length text for people to goon to so don't hand me that victim horsehit.

Ruined the whole damn thread for me.

>>2691804
Pretty sure this is distribution of CP which is a felony.

>>2691965
Hey everyone God has spoken, no need to continue this topic now that we know it's opinion!

>And while we're at, feel free to jump off a cliff. No one will miss you!

>I'm 18, and a virgin
>Get on grindr
>See latino guy 2x my age, huge cock, super hot, looks young for his age
>ask to meet up so I can suck his dick, tell him I don't want to do anal because I don't know if I can handle it.
>He can't host
>I can't host
>He wants to meet up in the woods 10 miles from my place.
>I agree, but he has to pick me up because my car is blocked in and I can't tell my parents
>He picks me up
>does not look like the pictures
>Looks 10 years older
>Go along with it because im horny and hes hung
>Get to the woods, pull out his dick.
>Its bigger than he said, easily 9 inches, super thick
>start sucking it, hes verbal, telling me how good im doing, calling me a bitch and a slut
>I'm rock hard
>He starts complaining about teeth
>I apologize and start jerking him off.
>Has me take off my clothes
>Tells me he's going to fuck me.
>"Let me fuck you"
>"No, its so big"
>"just the tip"
>the tip will rip me in half "no"
>"bend over or walk home"
>fuck
>"ok"
>I bend over the seat, he grabs lube
>"just the tip ok, I am new at this"
>"sure"
>He slams as hard as he can
>I start screaming, I tell him to stop, and push away
>it doesn't work
>"shut up, its almost halfway in"
>*terrified and aroused*
>he does two more thrusts. I am mostly crying instead of screaming at this point
>He starts fucking me
>It not agony any more
>"take that cock you fucking whore"
>"stop"
>he slaps me hard as shit in the back of the head
>"you fucking love it, you piece of shit"
>I get even harder
>he keeps calling me names
>I start jerking off
>I cum on his seats
>He cums in my ass
>drops me off at home
>I jerk off for 2 hours
>try to meet him again, his wife says if I do she will cut me.
>I go about my life
>3 years later, I am explaining it to someone on grinder, and it hits me
>I got raped
>desu, I liked it, I feel bad that I do, but it was hot.

I saw my best friend of 15 years (we went to HS together) naked for the first time ever recently.
We have shared every secret, every candidate thought, every hobby and interest with each other the whole time, but never seen each other naked. We've even talked about and joked about what our penis' look like.
He is an extremely shy person, he has social anxiety and I'm one of the only people he'll speak to.
He'd said in the past that he had a micro penis and ED but I didn't put too much stock in that, he was too big of a gooner and probably jyst thought he was small because of porn brain rot.

I have wanted to know what he looks like naked my whole adult life, just even as a morbid curiosity. I couldn't help myself the one night. I knew he was due out of the shower and get dressed in his room before making a before bed cup of tea. I set up my phone on silent in a very discreet hidden position in his room that would have a full view of all his bits and bobs.

It was the most intense 20 minutes of my life, time slowed down drastically while I waited for him to emerge from his bedroom for the kitchen. I could hear my heart slowly but violently thumping as I imagined the risks.

Finally he left to make his tea, I quickly snatched up the phone from his room and played it cool while I met him in the kitchen and made tea as well.

>>2693957
I watched the video that night and my word, I have never seen a penis like it on a man like that ever. He had the limp bearly hairless dick of a 10 year old, maybe half the size of your thum with a very long foreskin making it look twice as lage as it really was, it looked like a miniture ant eater.

It was so small it bearly had the heft to wobble when he moved around and towed off. All on a man with brord shoulder and who is 6'2 tall. It truly was a pathetic display, I feel awful for him.

He sat down on the edge of his bed, butt naked by dry now. He put his socks on, he paused and took out his phone as if it was a chore. He laid back a bit, obviously assuming the position to master masturbate... well try to. He wasn't lying, he has ED. He was squinting and seething at the screen, making all sorts of odd and stressed and funny faces trying to get any sort of action from his little fella. Nothing really happened, he was really going at it, stroking his now full size thumb cock furiously, only to let out a very defeated sigh and look of complete disappointment and sadness took over his face. He moaned again and let his face fall into his pillow in defeat, laying like that for 5 seconds.

He got up, stood infront of his full height mirror naked bar the socks, fondling his tiny manhood, twisting around getting different angles on it, all with that same defeated face on, almost cringing at the end at his disgusting body (he's slightly over weight but struggles with body image).

He snapped out of it and quickly got dressed into his PJs and walked out, I emerge moments later and the video ends.

I watched that video probably 100 times that night, out of adrenaline and shock I came so hard to thought that I now knew what he was packing and how he didn't know what I looked like. How I was much much bigger than him even though I'm nothing special, over the fact that he'd vomit with revoltion if he knew what had just happened.

>>2693958
Maybe I knew all the details before, but to see it, despite him not wanting me to.
(When we were kids, we were going to get naked with each other and compare and look at each other, but he backed out and couldn't do it, we got down to our underware at a sleepover over).

It dawned on me in the early hours of the morning how evil this all was, how much I had betrayed my truest friends confidence, I vomited and deleted everything. I destroyed my phone and brought a new one the next day. I remember everything crystal clear, but have never told him anything about it. We are still best friends, but I think of his naked little penis often.

>>2691965

Finally an actual rape victim decided to speak up. Anyone could tell from your fucked up line of thought.

How pitiable is that? Resorting to coping mechanism of "men can't get raped, just humiliated", I bet you still think you are manly, anon. Lol. It's too late once your love of dick took over.

Happy new years fellow fags. Really really thinking this year is the year I take what I want, regardless of consent. Have a mate who's in the pharmaceuticals/drugs scene, thinking I might get him to hook me up with something I can slip in guys drinks.

Really wanna absolutely wreck some dudes hole while he's completely passed out, do some permanent damage. Would be especially hot if it's a guy that I don't meet at a gay club or even flirt with at all.

>>2681711
Were the other times you met him as rough? What was a regular hookup with him like after you'd been seeing one another for a while?

You tell me if this is rape or not.
>hooking up with guy for months
>oral, frotting. jerk off
>when we first got together,I mentioned anal and he was cold about it
>"I don't know. maybe with the right guy some day."
>one day we're fooling around
>he's always vocal about how he feels in the moment
>"your mouth feels good"
>"I love kissing you"
>"keep doing that and I'm gonna cum"
>no different this day
>I'm leaning over him on the bed
>kissing him
>had been frotting
>my cock is now at his asshole
>he's still verbal
>I start pushing my cock into his hole
>he goes quiet
>doesn't move
>I penetrate him, pump for about 20 seconds and cum in his ass
>still quiet
>go down on him, suck his cock
>he's still quiet
>he cums in my mouth
>we cuddle
>time's up. I have to leave
We continued to meet and he was like he was before but I felt I may have gone to far and never fucked him again.

>>2694643
You have to be scientific, anon
Find at least one little weirdo who will let you test your cocktail on them so you can study its effects!

>>2694785
Not rape. A lot of guys have weird hangups about anal despite wanting to do it, so his silence is probably him maintaining a sense of plausible deniability.

>>2694820

Legit good idea, can definitely find some fag on Grindr that'll let me drug him up. Need it to be something I can slip in a drink too ig. Also need them to stay conscious at least until we can hop in a cab to get back to mine.

I've hooked up with guys before that were completely wasted while I was almost sober, but they had been flirting with me and stuff so they were shocked to wake up the next day having been fucked and with cum in their ass. Wanna find some dude (preferably straight) in a bar, befriend him and get him drunk, then slip something into a drink when I can and get him home before it fully kicks in.

Still some logistics I gotta work out though, that's for sure. I have already been soft-launching with my mate that I'm having trouble sleeping so when I ask for some stuff to help he'll hook me up. He's also sorta kinky though too so if I pass it off as some CNC stuff he might give me proper roofie stuff.

This situation has been a fantasy type of scenario for me for years and I've just sorta decided that this year is the year it's gonna happen.

>>2694914

>I've hooked up with guys before that were completely wasted while I was almost sober, but they had been flirting with me and stuff so they were shocked to wake up the next day having been fucked and with cum in their ass

Meant to say they weren't shocked. Well, maybe they would've wanted me to wear a condom if they hadn't been completely wasted, but my point still stands.

>>2694917
That would be incredibly hot to hear or see the stuff you decide to the guys you drug and use so you should go for it

>>2694928
I'll try keep you updated but idk when I'm gonna actually do it. Sounds like I have to experiment and put some practice in first lol. Any other tips would be appreciated. I'm confident in how to handle him when I get him back to mine, it's just all the steps up to that I have to figure stuff out with. I also don't want him ODing on my couch, but I don't want him waking up too soon either. Guys around my way aren't the sort to admit to be assaulted by a guy, so I know it might sound stupid but I'm actually not too scared about the consequences. The biggest risk is just making sure I can pass getting him back to mine off as just getting a wasted friend home after he's had too much.

My story is pretty basic like most real rape stories probably are

>friend of a friend finds out I'm bi and really wants to fuck me
>always messaging me, trying to get me to parties, see him in nightclubs and he's trying to grab my dick etc
>go to a house party and he's there
>he gives me free cocaine, too much
>4am everyone falls asleep and he gets me to come to the bathroom with him
>whips out his cock, I thought I had a big penis but realise his is way bigger
>I get on my knees and start sucking it
>quickly realise I can't get hard due to drugs and am not enjoying it and tell him I want to stop
>he gets angry. tells me he's sick of me being a tease
>I tell him I have a girlfriend and he hits me in the face and says "does your girlfriend know you like to suck cock?"
>I try to pull my pants up he shoves me down and gets on top of me
>I'm really really drunk and coked up and I can barely talk let alone fight him off
>He spits on his cock, I'm not that experienced and need more lube than that but I try to say that and he's not listening he's just forcing his dick in my asshole
>he rapes me for like 10 minutes, it hurts like hell, he cums in me and tells me how much he needed to do that
>he takes photos on his phone of my asshole after he pulls out

>>2679210

> Raped and sexually assaulted by stepdad.
> Makes inappropriate comments like "How cocks have you sucked today, anon?" or "Bet your friends love fucking your faggot ass,"
> Grabs my butt and crotch when she is not around.
> One day, he walks into my room and tells me to stand up.
> Circles around me and really creeps me out.
> Puts his hands on my shoulders and forces me to my knees
> Tells me I either suck his dick or he beats me and tells my mom some bullshit excuse
> Tell him I'm not gay and punches me in the face. Makes nose bleed.
> Tells me he doesn't give a fuck. Either I suck his dick, or he punches me over and over. My choice.
> Pulls out his dick and waves it in my face. I cry, but he raises his fist, and I suck because the only option is suck dick or get beaten.
> His dick tastes awful, and want to throw up, but manage to keep it down.
> He lasts about 5 minutes and fills my mouth with cum, he pulls his dick out, and I vomit.
> That pisses him off, and he punches and kicks me a few times. Tells me next time I'd better swallow and keep it down.
> Next night he comes in and tells me that he's going to fuck my ass.
> Gives me two choices. If I fight, he fucks me raw, or if I submit, he'll use lube, my choice.
> I take option three and try to escape, wrong decision.
> Manages to tackle me and punches me.
> Rips clothes off and shoves his large dick in my ass. His hands over my mouth to muffle screams.
> Spends night fucking me and telling me how much of a pussy faggot I am by letting him fuck me.
> Spend 10 months either sucking his dick or getting fucked.
> Happiest day is when the bastard dies from COVID
> Make it a tradition to go to his grave and piss on it.

>>2695014
if you film it, you better upload it.

>>2679210
> at an end-of-year party with a large gay sports group
> getting drunk and catching up with people
> meet this one guy, tall with ginger hair, says he's heard about me
> strikes panic in me because my bf caught me hooking up with a guy when I shouldn't have
> worried about rumours spreading
> context - bf and I were open, but I slipped up and slept with the wrong person at the wrong time and now we're not open
> laugh off his remark and move to another group of people
> later on, when I'm quite drunk, tall ginger approaches me in the smokers area
> we're chatting and then I realise it's just the two of us
> he looks around and realises it too
> he says that apparently I give good head and have a tight ass
> I don't really respond
> he says wants to try it out
> tell him no, and even if I did, my bf is in the next room
> he walks to the building's door and shuts, then bars it
> before I realise what's going on he sticks his tongue down my throat
> try pushing him off but he's strong
> he turns me around and pulls down my jeans
> I'm wearing a jock, so he's got easy access
> feel him rub spit on my hole then he eases his cock in
> hurts like hell
> hear people trying to open the door
> ginger holds my mouth shut
> he fucks me for a few minutes then cums inside
> gives me a second to pull my pants up before opening the door
> he makes a joke to one of the group leads about the door then goes inside
> I'm shaken and go straight home
> can't tell my bf because he'll think it was arranged
> can't tell the group because they'll think i'm a sex pest
> can't tell anyone because they'll think less of me

>was 6years old and my brother 14
>Got me to play a game
>Got naked together in the bed
>Stick his cock between my tighs and come and goes until he came
>Cum drip all over my legs, I remember that getting rid of his sperm was always a very long and tedious process, i was wondering years later how he released this much at 14.

>>2695749
Male-on-male incestual molestation and rape to me is the hottest... with the rapist blackmailing the family member with threats of exposure into performing more sexual acts.

>>2683652
>sucking his cock every wednesday for the next 7 months until he decides he wanted my ass
I have so many questions.
1) So this when on for over a year, from 16 to senior year?
2. Did he ever reciprocate or just use you? Did you ever jackoff during sucking him or later after he dropped you off at home?
3. When he started fucking you, was he gentle or just use you? Did you get to cum during? Where did he fuck you, still in his car or apartment?

>>2684264
source?

>>2679832
i'm glad i'm gincel now because now i know my heart will never be broken like this.
another 10 years and maybe ill even get magic powers.

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>>2684499
It also wouldn't be legal for the guy to have them. I don't know why people in this thread keep letting themselves get blackmailed by someone who is clearly doing something illegal and taking proof of it.

What's he gonna do? Send his illegal CP to everyone you know? He's going to go to jail for you?

Any of these stories where it's an adult raping an underage teen and taking proof of it is just the teen enjoying being raped. They must have a domination fetish because they could literally stop it at any time and they're old enough to know that.

>>2694643
>>2694914
>>2695014


Hey pervs, OP of these posts. Not an incredibly exciting update but I thought I would post anyways. Got in contact with my friend who works is pharma, he got my some sleeping pills that were strong but upon testing they just made my hookup loopy and not quite the knocked out that I'd like.

I mentioned tho that he's kinky and he'd probs understand if I said I wanted something stronger for some kinky "consensual" fun. I was right, he hooked me up with this stuff which I'm not exactly sure what it is. It knocked me the absolute fuck out though when I tested them myself. They're either like super strong sleep meds or maybe opiates or something I'm not sure, he gave them to me in a loose baggy and they're just unmarked capsules.

Broke open the two capsules into a Grindr sniffies hookup's drunk on Sunday, I also gave him one of the sleeping pills that my friend originally gave me. Fuck man that hairy twink was out fucking cold.

Still have a lot of logistics to figure out in terms of finding a straight guy at a bar, how I'd get it into his drink and how I'd get him home. Or even if it should be a hotel, or idk the best place or time yet. Most of my planning has gone towards the drugs, I didn't realise roofies would be this complicated.

Anyways, that's the update. Oh also, the twink that was basically my test subject didn't die, so that's good I suppose. Would appreciate advice if I'm missing anything stupid and obvious.

>>2697423

what color and imprint is on the capsule?

>>2679210

>be me
>gets raped as a kid
>years go by
>find out where my rapist lives
>decide to go and confront him
>end up having sex with him

>>2697423
Fuck dude that's so hot that guy out completely cold, hope you get to fuck a straight unconscious guy soon.

>>2679210
That happened.

>>2697423
You are a danger upon society and should be axed

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>>2697504

Capsule is unmarked from what I can tell. Soz for the bad pic but that's it attached. They're normal capsule size, I guess? Inside are just like beads of meds that happen to dissolve in a drink.

I think my friend packed them himself so idk if he'll have stayed strictly to whatever rules there are about capsule colours and stuff. Just gave them to me in a clear baggy, too. Literally go no indication of what's in them, I just know my friend knows his stuff and that they work as intended.

>>2697651

Yeah this is a twink that I've been talking to on sniffies and Grindr for years. We've done some hookups before, but mostly sexted about how both of us are so turned on by the idea of non-con stuff.

We've done rough stuff before, but I hit him back up cause I knew he'd be perfect for my experiments. He was also the one I tested the first sleeping pills my friend gave me out on.

Using him while actually completely passed out was so hot for sure. But desu it was killed for me when he woke up the next day and started telling me about how much he's turned on by it. It just kept reminding me that it wasn't the real thing.

>>2680764
yeah pretty much. It can be quite therapeutic to talk about it in a depersonalized, anonymous, "anon" way

>Be me
>home alone, family gone away for a few days
>unemployed so spend day jacking and vidya
>living the life
>up late playing games, head to bed
>3AM phone call
>pissed off cause I just got asleep
>answer it, number not saved
>old fuck buddy, he’s near me, drunk as shit and can’t get home
>asking to sleep on the couch
>whatever man
>he has my address, tell him to call when he’s outside
>let him in, leave him on the couch with a bucket beside him
>he tells me he had a ride home but they ended up fucking in the car and the ride kicked him out lmao
>say ok whatever and leave him on couch, go back to bed
>30 mins later
>door opens
>this faggot I swear to god
>just let him get into bed to stop the fight
>he’s KO’ed
>he kinda looks good like that
>get a little bricked up
>pull his shorts down a bit
>jockstrap, hairy ass, he finally stopped shaving
>take shorts off
>rub the tip off his hole
>remember he’s already been fucked tonight
>jackpot
>shove it in, he’s loose as fuck
>end up blowing a huge fucking load
>roll over and go to sleep
>wake up a while later to him throwing up in my bathroom
>fuck it
>get up to go for a piss and decide to pay for a cab for him to go home, like 4:30 but I don’t care he’s just fucking annoying
>lying on the bathroom floor, he won’t move
>end up pissing on him a little to get him to move
>he rolls over finally, can piss in peace
>stick my dick in his mouth after
>makes me horny af again, think I’ve unlocked a piss kink
>against my better judgement put him in bed
>end up using him again
>next morning
>he’s hungover as fuck
>kick him out
>deadass the same shit again the next night, appears at my door with no warning
>he’s more drunk this time
>im waiting on another hookup to show up
>me and hookup end up gang raping him
>hookup is a decent guy, brings him home after
>finally get a good nights sleep
>next morning
>text from him “hey wyd today”
>jack off for clarity and block him
>im free

>>2697751
fuuuck, so hot anon, thanks for updating.

Maybe next time, how about leaving while they're still out? Especially if you don't know them decently beforehand, unlike this guy. Maybe in a hotel or something. Or would you feel it too risky?

>>2698284

I'd need to find a hotel near me where I can pay cash without ID. There's definitely places I can think of where they're probably lax about that stuff and it sounds like that'd for sure be easier than trying to shove the guy into a taxi when he's still out of it. My "test twink" didn't really have a loopy period as the drugs were wearing off. He was passed out and I left him to wake up whenever as I did my own stuff the next day. There's no way I'll be able to get a guy out of my place before he's slept the drugs off without it seeming super sus.

I'm at the point where I even have the bar picked out where I'm going to find a guy. I'll stay sober-ish so I can bring him wherever in my car. I'll probs just need a couple of drinks and maybe a j to chill the nerves.

I'll also be giving him another dose when I get back to wherever I'm gonna bring him, make sure he'll stay out until I'm up and gone the next morning. Ik it could be an option to just use him in my car, but I want somewhere comfortable where I can take breaks chilling out between using him.

Again, still got a few logistics to work out. But I sorta feel like I'm getting to a point where putting it off more to figure stuff out will just become a nerve-induced excuse. So I might be doing this thing sooner rather than later, maybe I'll do it in Valentine's Day when all the lonely straight dudes are going to bars to drink their loneliness away.

Tbh I could probably be a lot sloppier about pretty much everything and still be fine. Like I said before if a guy in my area tried to come forward to authorities about being raped by a guy, the only response he'd get would be assumptions that he's a fag and/or weak. Especially so with the sort of guys that go to the bar I'm planning to find someone.

>>2698335
I'm already so horny waiting to see how you drug and rape a straight guy and agree you should be comfortable while you do it because it will be so hot when you use him all night.

>>2697423
Hey man maybe don’t commit crimes and predation on unconsenting people. It’s hot as a fantasy but if you’re actually doing it you should stop or go to jail.

>>2698247
Your friend sounds like a fucking mess lol. How old are you/your friend/your hookup and can you describe what you guys look like?

>>2698499
Was about 21 ish at the time of this, he was 19/20? We had been fairly regular fuck buddies for a bit but eventually drifted apart, he was clingy and I really only wanted to fuck him so that’s how we got to where we were. I’m 6’4 and at the time had long hair, beard, kinda unkempt generally. Build wise skinnyfat, used to go to the gym a lot but let myself go

He was 5’9 ish, cute face and ass. He was average build too but he had a bit of a gut and used to look hot when he’d cum all over himself riding me

No idea how old hookup was, definitely older than us by a few years, he was toned but a little shorter than me, average face

My fwb had a nice cock, smaller than average size but he had huge balls. Hookup was 8” I think and I’m in between, about 7” so a bit above average

Used to have a video of me fucking fwb but lost it when my computers hard drive died when I was moving house

Wish I was still in touch sometimes, it was so easy to get in his pants haha

I was basically raped by an older man and his wife at a nudist resort.

I can write up the full story later if anyone is still paying attention to this thread and wants to hear it.

>>2699367
Yeah sure you should write it up

>>2699407
I was in college and responded to a CL ad from an older couple looking to join them at a nudist resort and made plans for a future weekend.

I was interested in cucking, but they made it clear that if there was chemistry we'd all participate. I'd done some bi stuff before, but it wasn't really my favorite.

Inevitably we all end up in their tent as night falls, all attention on the wife as it had been most of the day, but I notice two sets of hands fondling me. I let it go, but wasn't really in the headspace to enjoy it, so I slip away and go down on her.

She warns me that there might be cum in her pussy, but I assure her I don't mind. Before I know it, hubby has worked his way down and is smacking me with his cock offering some straight from the source, and wifey tells me I need to suck him if I want her pussy, so I begrudgingly do so.

After what seemed like forever they agree I've paid my dues and give me a condom. I'm halfway though putting it on and the he shoves me from behind into his wife. She wraps her arms and legs around me, and I'm confused. A second later I feel a hand separate my cheeks and squirt something between them.

His finger follows and I don't know what to do, they tell me it's all part of the fun. We enter a weird phase of negotiations (still being held by the wife the whole time) and agree that I'll give it up as long as he protection. There's a brief lull when he rolls one on, then he's back and working his way into me.

I'm not sure how long he fucks me, but eventually he wants me to roll over. I do so and wife pins me down again, my head resting on her crotch. She's taking video. That's when I notice there's no condom. I object but he wrenches my legs apart, and slides back in with ease. I involuntarily cum and they joke that I can no longer say I didn't like it.

Not too much later he finishes in me. The wife and I walk up to the bathrooms together (really I waddle) and she thanks me for taking one for the team.

>>2699670
Sex is really revealed for what it is through stories like this and others like it from this thread

>be me, first year of high school
>bicurious
>still learning how to deal with people after being bullied for so long
>met this cute guy near the end of the year
>he has a girlfriend, still, they somehow don't mind having me around
>one day hang around with them
>"hey Anon, have you ever smoked before?"
>I say no. They offer me a joint
>shit instantly makes me naseous instantly
>mf was probably laced
>"you want to go to our house anon?"
>i say yes, feeling too shit to go to my own
>they get me there. Everything else feels like a blur
>only thing I can remember is being undressed and groped by a couple older than me
>beats me how I managed to make it home after that. But, they must've let me go somehow
>throw up cum when i get to my house
>still don't remember how the fuck I made it back
>the memory still feels foggy six years later

turns out I was raped not only at that point, but when I was four years old too. The trauma was so fucked up that it gave me memory loss and mental health issues.

Still living with chronic depression in my 20s
really sexually supressed too

>be me 25 living/working across the world from home
>a local friend connects me with pilot who’s living and working near me
>says he’s looking for friends
>we set up a time and I try to bail
>he guilts me and i end up going anyway
>hot desi pilot with beard, maybe 30
>holy shit staying at super nice hotel
>has liquor and food for me
>offers for me to take a shower since I walked over in 90 degree heat
>bathroom has glass walls
>say no, I have boyfriend
>we start drinking
>suddenly I’m very drunk
>he’s rubbing my thighs and says he likes the hair
>I keep moving his hand but he keeps putting it back
>start blacking out
>flashes of memories
>his soft cock in his full bush
>my mouth around his cock
>on his bed looking up
>a pain in my hole
>at some point I come to and lights are on and he’s passed out next to me naked
>I panic, steal his bottle of vodka and head home
>block him on WhatsApp and never talk to him again
>told bf and he rushed over to comfort me and then fucked me while I cried
>devolve into slut and rack up a body count and put myself in bad situations for dick

Bump

>be me
>faggot in shithole country where its illegal to be gay
>download grindr cause too horny
>connect with a guy
>40s athletic body nice cock
>go to his place, welcomes me inside
>we sit down, chat and for a bit
>suddenly tells me he's a cop and is going to arrest me
>"haha anon ur too funny"
>shows me his badge
>suddenly panic and crying
>beg him to let me go and i wont do it again
>"ill let you go if u do as i say"
>reluctantly agree
>orders me to strip
>cuffs my arms behind my back
>sits down on the couch and drops his pants, his cock is already hard
>grabs my head and makes me suck him
>essentially masturbating with my mouth
>he gets up and bend me over the couch
>lubs me up while fingering
>slams his cock inside me and fucks me
>im crying and screaming
>humiliated and in pain
>insults me, telling me im a disgrace to my family and they should disown me
>cums on my back
>uncuffs me and order me to put on my clothes
>tell me to go and never do it again
>rush back home
>take a shower then to bed
>jerk off while crying myself to sleep

>>2701467
HoT anon .
What was he like ?
Do you want to go back to him ?

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>Feeling really disconnected from my boyfriend, long period of neglect and lack of contact between us, communication lapsing because I'm back in school and devoting more attention to that than to him
>Have a kind of breakdown one night, drink a bunch of alcohol while home alone
>The booze sufficiently numbs my senses and I feel pleasure and like maybe things will be okay for the first time in a while
>Start feeling horny and slutty and check grindr for dick
>Match with a dude and impulsively make plans to meet at his place
>Memory starts getting hazy here, I remember ordering an uber
>Next memory is of walking next to a gated pool, it's nighttime but the pool lights are bright and it looks inviting through the sleek black metal fence
>I guess I met him outside? I half-remember him badging us through the gate, then guiding me to an elevator with oversize steel doors inside the apartment building
>Can kinda remember his apartment is a kind of bachelor studio pad, has an exposed brick wall, kinda untidy but clean enough, large open space, he guides me to bed in the corner? Or was it his couch? There's an electric guitar in the corner with a missing string. White sheets. Fragmented memories.
>I get really slutty and flirty when I drink so I imagine I was coming on to him hard but I genuinely don't remember.
>Very fuzzy memories of being bent over and his cock hurting but begging him to fuck me harder anyway
>Idk how I end up back home
>Boyfriend's not home until way later the next day. Years later I would find out he had been hooking up with escorts and smoking meth at random motel rooms whenever he had to "work overnight."
>End up having to get surgery on my butt because the sex with the grindr dude was apparently that traumatic
>Dude still hits me up on the rare occasion I log on to grindr. Usually ignore him but once I finally asked him what happened 'cause I still couldn't remember.
>"You were really drunk. You wanted it."

Maybe it wasn't rape, tho idk

Not exactly my story, and a close call instead of actual rape, but
>2014, mid October
>Attending a furry convention, as was the style at the time
>Pretty fun event, mostly chill people, first few hours are chill, I trade blowjobs with a cat boy and play some magic with some guys.
>There's this group of friends, they come in together and are mingling
>They start meeting people and splitting off, or slinking off together
>One guy, bunny outfit, looks a little nervous, seems new to this
>Guy in a blue bird outfit starts talking with him, hitting it off. Flirting, but bunny boy is a little nervous about committing to anything, understandably I would say.
>At some point they get drinks, and bird guy gets a roofie in bunny during this, not quite sure how
>Bunny boy starts showing the signs of being drugged (this is where I actually really noticed what was going on)
>Bird guy keeps trying to offer to take him to his room, bunny boy is fading
>Bird guy finally gets bunny boy to agree, takes him back
>oh hell no
>follow a bit away, eventually they go into a room
>rehearse my bit
>open the room
>Bunny boy is bent over the bed, suit around his ankles, bird turns and goes what the fuck
>Tell him bunny boy(make up a name) texted me that some guy was trying to rape him
>Bird gets all panicky and shifty
>Fake calling my other friends, bird guy fucks off.
>get bunny boy dressed, get phone out of his pocket while doing so, thankfully unlocked
>look through his messages for someone that seems like one of his friends, text him where bunny boy is
>Three of the people from before show up like 3 minutes later, two guys and a girl
>At first suspicious of me, but thank god, the girl actually saw bird dude talking with him, so believes me pretty quickly
>Help them get bunny back to their car, one of the guys and the girl take him home
>Chat with the third guy a bit for a while, that was indeed bunny's first time coming to something like this

>be 17yr old 100 lbs scrawny kid
> Aggressively friendly jock overhears me telling some friends my car will be in the shop for the week
>Tells me we live near each other and he would pick me up in the morning so I don't have to ride the bus
>Agree, cuz why not
>Next morning he texts saying he's gotta pick me up early cuz of some swim team stuff
>Picks me up and drives to a park near by and says he actually wanted to smoke some weed before school but didn't wanna text it
>Weird but ok
>Says we can't do it in his car so we're gonna walk into the wooded area behind a little medium sized pond
>As soon as we are out of sight from the parking lot his whole demeanor changes
>Spins around on me and shoves me to the ground and kicks me in the stomach a couple times when I try to get up
>Says I'm gonna do what he says or he's gonna beat me up and tell people I tried to make out with him and was gay for him or something
>Up to this moment I had no idea he was capable of something like this or was into this
>He was popular and well liked and I knew people would believe him
>I was actually bi and had already sucked a couple of boys from school off already that year
>At this point he's pulling his dick out telling me I'm going to swallow him and I'd better make it good
>Finally get to my knees and go to grab his dick to put in my mouth
>He smacks my hand away hard and says he can jerk himself off and wants only my mouth to touch his dick
>It's not big
>Maybe 5in and fairly thin
>He's a tall built guy prolly 6'1 180 so it makes it look even smaller
>But mine was definitely bigger and that for some reason took some of my fear away
>I started blowing him
>Just the tip at first and taking more and more with the bob
>Soon I'm taking him all the way to the base and I'm really starting to get into it
>This isn't the first time I've done this and I've picked up a thing or two
>He's groaning loudly, slowly beginning to thrust his hips in time with my plunges
> Cont??

>>2702037
>Every now and then I look up and sometimes he's got his head tilted back and sometimes he's staring right at me with this grin on his face like he can tell I'm enjoying myself
>He grabs the back of my head with one hand and starts ramming his cock down my throat
>All the sudden he gets really verbal
>Starts calling me a slut that I'm hungry for his cum
>He's telling me to beg for it asking if he should cum in my mouth or on my face
>He's slamming my face down I'm sure has to be as hard as he can
>My nose is smashing into his pelvis
>I can feel his cock swelling in my mouth, he's about to cum
>Right as he's about to cum he yanks my head off his cock as I'd long given up control of my head and says how about both
>He shoots two surprisingly large ropes of cum into my face
>The first hitting me mainly in the cheek and my mouth and the second tracing a line from my nose to my chin mixing with the thick siliva that ran down my chin and the front of my shirt
>Before shoving his cock back into my mouth and finishing with two more reasonably sized spurts leaving my nose pressed into his bush as he twitched his cock in my mouth
>As he pulled out he stops with just the head still in my mouth grabbing the base of his dick and squeezing as he moved his fingers up the shaft
>Pushing the last of his load into my mouth
>As I struggled to swallow his cum and my thick saliva he laughed and started to play a clip on his phone
>I could hear him calling me a slut accompanied by all my gagging and spurting
>Told me now he had proof I was a faggot that begged to suck his dick
> And that I better keep this quiet and he wouldn't release the video

>Cont?

>>2702038
>As we get up and he buttons up his pants it's becomes clear I can't really go to school In these clothes
>The front of the shirt in coverd in my own slobber and his cum
>I take it off and use what dry parts there are to try and clean my face
>I end up using some of the pond water and some dirty gym clothes he had in his car to become decent
>As soon as we're cleaned up his switch flips back and he becomes that over aggressive friendly guy and we go to school and go our separate ways
>During the school day he finds and and tells me he's gonna give me a ride home too and to just meet him at his car after bell
>He doesn't really have to twist my arm but once we're on the ride back he falls back into the hes forcing me to do it even tho I think we both knew he wasn't
>I ended up blowing him everyday before and after school everyday that week
>And even twice when he picked me up from work one night
>After my car was fixed he went back to hardly talking to me
>But every now and then he'd send me one of the videos and demand i come service him or else
>He even started to top me sometimes when he would call me to him
>We hooked up intermittently for the rest of HS
>Once even when he told me I had to come service him and his swim buddy
>They took turns fucking me while I blew the other all night

Not sure if this counts? Was around 19 and started dmy first real job. We had to work in a middle eastern country quite often. At first I would travel with a colleague but after a few months they were ok for me to go alone. Always a pretty boring few weeks. Alcohol allowed in hotels only, all adults material on internet blocked. One night I was especially bored and had a few more drinks than usual in hotel bar as it was their weekend. Big fat Arab man sits down at my table and starts chatting. Due to boredom and too much wine I indulge him a little. He says he will take me to a secret nightclub. No fucking way I think but he's quite persistent so I agree but say I need the toilet first. I plan to run back to my room after but he's waiting outside the door as soon as I leave. Start getting really nervous as I get in his car but remember some of our conversation so I must have been drinker than I thought I was. He pulls up on this scrubland dirt track. Started to fear the worse here but he pulls out some vodka and a bottle of coke and makes a very strong drink for each of us. Looking back I do wonder if he slipped something in it or if this was just so strong that I became super drunk. I have vague flashes of memory of a nightclub and weirdly him whispering in my ear. Next memory is in my hotel room with him. I know he fucked me but other than the feeling of pain can't remember much else until I woke up in the morning. I was sober enough to know what was going on so I have no excuse here, but for some reason I thought it would be best to suck his dick in case he was angry with me or something shit. Really don't know why I did that. He was small but once I started he was kinda forceful in pushing me on it. I swallowed his cum then immediately ran to the bathroom and was sick. He had a shower while I was over bowl gagging and then he left. Had the worst hangover and Shane for the next two days pretty much

May have posted this before (here or elsewhere)
>23 at the time. GF
>at sales training with other reps from across the country
>rooming with this guy looks like the Brawny paper towel man
>last night we all decide to go out to the local strip club
>drink, watch the girls, good time
>pretty drunk and decide to head back to the hotel
>roomie tells cab driver to stop at a club on the way
>him and another guy gets out, me an another guy head to hotel
>get to my room, can barely change into shorts and t-shirt and crash into bed around 1:00
>pass out
>next thing I know is the bed is moving
>still drunk so not sure if I'm in bed with my GF or what
>before I snap out of it Brawny man is on top of me
>pulling my shorts down and rips them off
>I'm half awake, fully drunk and not sure WTF is going on. Drunk prank? sales initiation?
>feel his legs push mine apart. not gently. wider than I can spread them myself
>pushes his cock into me.no lube, no spit, no precum
>hurts like a bastard
>snap into reality that this guy is fucking me
>try to turn over or get up to my knees
>he donkey punches me and my head spins more than it was before
>lay there and just wait for him to finish
>when he does, he rolls off me and lays next to me
>in some weird move, he takes my hand, puts it on his cock and says "hold it"
>he falls asleep, I pass out
>next morning I wake up still in bed with him
>just grab my stuff, grab a cab to the airport and wait four hours for my flight
>to the lady in 26B, sorry I smelled so bad
Blamed myself for what happened. Should have fought harder, or at least not drank so much. But then I fantasize about it and hook up with rough guys for sex.

I grew up in a pretty conservative area, so I was expecting some negative reactions when I finally came out of the closet.

At first, the two friends who I was most worried about (both openly homophobic stereotypical farmboy types) seemed to take it better than expected. Sure there was an big uptick in gay jokes and invasive questions/comments about my sex life. But I told myself hey, it was just banter, they're coming around...

Then one night they got me drunk and high with them, and the "banter" about me being a fag kept getting more and more aggressive. They both started getting physical with me, all under this semi-ironic "no homo" veneer like they were just joking around. Almost like it was a game of gay chicken or something where they were egging each other on.

I tried to refuse and deflect, but they were both bigger and stronger than me... plus I was worried that if I put up too much of a fight then their attitude would shift from "belligerently horny" to "violently embarrassed." The way they were both dirty-talking, it was like they were trying to convince me, each other, and themselves that they were just doing me a favor or something, "giving the fag what he wanted." Plus it all happened so unexpectedly that I didn't really register that I was seriously getting *fucking raped* until I was already pinned and naked. Ended up being forced to blow both of them, then they took turns fucking my ass and spitroasting me.

After they finished, they both got super awkward, as I guess the post-cum regret sobered them up a bit. One of them made his excuses and quickly left. The other (who's house it was) tried to play it cool and go back to "normal hang out mode". When I tried to leave, he got sheepishly apologetic about "getting carried away." Then launched into a maudlin confession about how he was confused about his own sexuality and blah blah blah. I ended up reluctantly letting him give me a clumsy "apology blowjob" before I finally gtfo of there.

>>2679210
Not sure if it was rape... Had three friends over my place one night. A lot of drinking. Two of them put the third in an ice bath as a joke and left his there. I found him, pulled him out, dried him off and got him into my bed. I was soaked so I stripped down and got in with him and cuddled to warm him up.

A while later I felt someone on top of me and in my drunken state thought it was my girlfriend. They are kissing me, pushing my legs up and I realize my ass is being penetrated. Realized it was my drunk friend and I'm trying to figure out what is happening and he just continues to fuck me. I didn't fight him, didn't resist. I was basically shocked at what was happening. He came in my ass, dropped on the bed and fell asleep.

The next day he claimed he didn't know what happened that night.

>>2702938
Were they hot ??? If so and did you hit it with them again ?
What happened later ?!?!

>>2702040
Hot

>>2679210
>be me 23, still closetBi but in a homo relationship for the first time
>my bf was 35 and we met through mutual friends
>we are both very straight presenting but he was out
>he told me when we first met that he was chasing me cause he thought I was straight and he could flip me
>our first "date" was him using our mutual friend to bring me to a bar to watch a football game and then our friend left leaving just us 2
>admitted to him I was bi and he then pressured me to go back to his house by paying both our tabs and saying we should watch the game on his new TV
>at his place he was really forward and we ended up swapping head with lots of naked body contact, a crazy hot hookup
>few weeks go by and we had done the same thing a few times, meet up at a bar, get loose enough to be relaxed and go to his townhouse to fool around
>he was always the dom and I fucking loved it
>have a serious fling for maybe 2 months when we mutually agreed that we were dating
>after that his tone change, we are gonna do stuff we both are comfortable with to I'm doing what I want to do
>when we'd hookup it was less mutual play and more him getting off and then watching me finish
>I am a bottom and enjoy anal but I'm not always prepared for it. He topped me 2 or 3 times before we went exclusive but he started asking for it more and I wouldn't ever tell him no but sometimes I'd just be like "I dont think it would be good"
>so after about 2 months of dating we go out to a concert and both get kinda drunk but not sloppy, we go back to his place and start fooling around and have a great night of sex, he fucked me, i finished while he was still in me and he nut inside me which I was fine with
>next day we are still hanging out taking it easy cause we both woke up with hangovers
>he starts making his advances and I'm going along with it cause I want to
>while I'm blowing him he tells me he wants to fuck me but I know after a night of beers the night before I'm not gonna be good

>>2703035
>normally when I tell him not today he'd drop it and I'd keep blowing him and it would be fine
>this time he starts complaining to me, I came in your ass last night wtf does it matter if I fuck you again right now, tells me I'm being inconsiderate
>we always had very verbal hookups, he was the dom and liked to talk and I'm very chill and can have a conversation while jerking him off
>he started to get a more aggressive than I was prepared for, he always dominated me but it felt like suddenly he was taking his frustrations out on me while skull fucking my face
>i was on my knees infront of him on the couch and he pulled out to let me catch my breath and pulled me up on my stomach over the couch to touch and spank my ass
>I could tell what he was going for when he stood up to get behind me and when I tried to roll he grabbed me by the hair, pulled my head back and said he was in charge
>his cock wasnt huge but large enough where since he only had spit it was a difficult stretch
>I felt kinda frozen and unable to change position, he pulled and pushed my head into the couch cushion while he fucked me and finished in my ass again
>I really thought I wasn't going to be clean enough for anal but he pulled out and said "look your ass was prefect"
>he wasn't a big load dumper so I barely leaked any thing out so I got dressed and told him i was going home soon to get some clean clothes and shower
>when I left I couldn't help but think about him taking me and if I liked it or if I was made at him
>I felt dirty for multiple reasons but the stinging in my ass was radiant and a constant reminder of him not taking no for an answer
>I usually love the feeling after anal when my body is buzzing and my ass feels glorified but this time my body felt weak and insignificant and my ass stung
>I ignored his texts till that night when we made plans to eat dinner my house
>he came over with takeout and one thing led to another while we were watching TV and I was blowing him again

>>2703039
>in the position on my knees again infront of him i suggested we both go to the bed
>we got naked again and had a hookup more similar to our first hookup.
>it was sensual and mutual but he was still in control but not aggressive
>it felt like a reset to out sex but I was still nervous he might ask for anal and switch again so I was constantly focusing on his pleasure
>after this weekend we had less foreplay in our sex and more anal
>we'd hang out and he would just say let's go to the bedroom or start undressing me and i am so submissive and also wanted to get off that I would just go with it
>he'd move really quickly into position to fuck and finish then just give up doing anything for me
>after seeing each other for 4-5 months he suggested we see other people, I think he got tired of me and I realized I wasn't having fun anymore so I let him go
>the last time we fucked he tried to make a point that my ass was loose and I should fix that, this was after we went from anal once or twice every other week to anal 3 or 4 times a week.

Rest in Johnny you were a ass and I hope those stairs you feel down when you died hurt.

>>2703029
They were both decent-looking, but desu they were my friends so I'd avoided looking at them in a sexual way.

And no, believe it or not, them raping me did in fact end of our friendship. That first guy (the one who left right after) avoided me from that point on, I never talked with him again.

The other one (the "apology blowjob" guy) kept making overtures for us to hang out again like nothing had happened. I accepted his presence in group settings, but I kept my distance and avoided ever being alone with him... I thought about forgiving him since he seemed to genuinely regret it, but it was impossible to forget what it felt like to be pinned under him.

>>2679210
I have one but I'm not certain if it's real rape.

I met with a random guy off Adult Friend Finder about 3 years ago. I was being bullied by a guy in the CIA who worked in top secret Mind Control affairs. They would use a tactic where they put a mind control AI drone to monitor you 24 hours a day and control random bystanders to bully you. I can't say the term because it triggers something catastrophic with their drone system if I say it even over the internet or through text and anyone reads it.

Anyway, we met at a hotel and got really into it. At first I was fucking him top and then I felt like I was really aching for something in my ass and we switched to me bottoming. In short, he was about to cum and asked if he could cum in my ass - I told him not to cum in my ass but he was then mind controlled by the drone to cum in my ass and then say the phrase "I coom", which was a meme/phrase that I kept thinking in my head and laughing at because I read a post on 4chan that said it. Basically, the drone had the ability to read my mind because it would mind control people to say my thoughts back to me several times over the years of constant surveillance and bullying. I knew then and there that I had been violated by the bad actor in the CIA's mind control drone and it ruined my night....

I have been raped countless times by mind control drones and remote technology they have to rape you remotely with invisible objects made of electromagnetic energy (basically like being violated by ghosts, they can slap your ass, fake-cum in your mouth, penetrate any hole, all remote). I've probably been raped hundreds of times by this crook in the CIA. He finally stopped torturing me around February of this year but has still left my brain impaired in a way that's top secret and I can't describe. I had to put up with 6 years of being raped and tortured on a near-daily basis, even with them electrocuting my penis and asshole to burn out my sensitive spots to enjoy sex less.

>>2703489
holy shit take your meds

>>2703489
Kek

Your alarm for meds forgot to go off

Never been raped, I guess I’m too masc to allow someone to take advantage of me. I’m not the victim type. But I do realize most of these stories are made up BS by horny dudes who want to be dominated. Probably a good number of pedophiles too. That being said, I did play rape victim with a dude I used to hook up with.
>We agreed to meet outside near a hiking park trail. The place has many miles of trails.
>We agreed on a spot about 300 yards from the parking lot. There’s a creek bed that goes under a barbed wire fence and a good hidden fuck spot with a big rock you can get bent over.
>We agree on a time and he is supposed to show up first. Walk down the trail and wait for me.
>I head to Walmart and buy the cheapest pair of sweats and a cheap ass t-shirt. Then show up about 5 minutes after him.
I walk down the trail and approach the agreed spot. I hear him coming up behind me. I act like I don’t know.
>He then grabs me in a choke hold and drags me off to the spot.
>He immediately pulls his pants down and shoves his cock down my throat. Choking and gagging on that cock as he fucked my face up against a tree.
>Not saying a word, he pushes me down face first and rips my sweats, tearing the ass wide open.
>Laying there he jumps on top and I can feel his dick sliding up my pre-lubed ass. Goes right in and he begins fucking the shit out of me like a rabid animal.
>He lifts my ass up and I’m basically in the downward dog position when he begins power fucking my ass. He’s not I have ever done that before, but the moment felt right and I was totally into it.
>Mind you, he’s gently choking me as he’s fucking me.
>He pushes deep and busts the biggest load in me. Staying there for a minute to get it all out. He pushes me down off him, wipes his dick off on my shirt, which is also torn and walks off.
>I walk back to my car, basically no clothes on, cum dripping from my ass, still hard as a rock.

Best fuck ever! Highly recommend.

>>2703489
God damn bro! You need to seek help.

>>2703544
>Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
was expecting the last sentence to be along the lines of "....on my way back to the car I bumped into the guy I was supposed to be meeting, he had had car issues and was late"

>>2703080
Shit , sorry . Hope you are ok now dude !

>>2702040
Where is he now ? Have you visited him again ?

Back during the covid lockdowns I lost my job and couldn't make rent. My roommate volunteered to cover my half, since he knew my alternative was either going back to homophobic parents or ending up on the street.

It was cool for the first couple months. But then I still couldn't find work, and he started getting antsy about paying for me. He started goading me into doing sexual favors for him as "repayment." And that was fine at first... we'd casually fooled around a few times before, I thought he was hot and didn't mind having sex with him.

But it turns out that "owing" someone sex is a lot different than doing it just for fun. He was more selfish, and would demand that I service him even when I wasn't in the mood, and gradually got into really degrading and humiliating dirty talk. And this got worse (and more frequent) as time went on. Not only did I feel like I had no choice but to put up with it, but I had to pretend like I liked it or else he'd get all pissy about me being ungrateful.

I'm still not sure if I'd call it rape. I mean, he never got violent or explicitly forced me. And I usually got plenty of sexual pleasure out of it too. But overall it was really degrading and uncomfortable... turns out the fantasy of getting treated like a cumdump but some hot guy isn't nearly as fun in reality as it is in theory.

>>2691965
Basedpost

>>2679210
from an earlier life
>selling myself for money
>nasty business since it's usually guys who MUST pay for sex
>get a message from a guy who wants to hook up in his pickup truck
>send a pic of his cock
>yeah, that won't fit in me
>offer to blow him instead
>he's disappointed but OK
>asks what I like to drink. I'm an alcoholic so tell him vodka
>arrange to meet in parking lot behind strip mall
>get there and climb in his truck
>hands me the vodka. clue #1... it was already open
>drink, talk and he says let's get to it
>lean over and pull his cock out
>literally biggest cock I've seen. maybe not the longest but thick, thick, thick
>I'm kind of in an awkward position leaning over the seat while blowing him and feel kind of hot and dizzy
>pass out
>wake up maybe 30 minutes later in the bushes
>cum and blood leaking out of my asshole
My fault. Stopped drinking that night. Stopped rando hook-ups a few weeks later.

>>2679210
I don't have a rape story, but I do have a forced one. The first time I ever successfully milked cum out of a cock I was sucking, the guy slammed my head down to the his dick's base and cum down my throat as I was choking. It was pretty violent and his dick was huge. I was a kid. He was a couple of years older.