Thread #42837752
File: oldergays.jpg (2.1 MB)
2.1 MB JPG
>>42834129
I have no questions, just a stark reminder: you too will age. There is no escape.
350 RepliesView Thread
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42837799
*lispy Matt McC voice* Alright, alright, alright.
>>42837752
Not if I avoid the sun for more than 15 mins each day.
Sunscreen? Don't need if I'm only going out at night.
>>
>>
>>
>>42837752
having someone to grow old with must be nice
they look happy
>>42837818
well duh
>>
>>
File: IMG_7409.jpg (245.5 KB)
245.5 KB JPG
Post your favorite dilfs
>>
>>
sorry, gotta vent for a moment. my first post on this thread and board.
at 27 years do i finally realize that I'm not into girls as much as I thought, that I in fact see a relationship with a guy as far more desirable. right now there's 0 desire in me for women, the entire idea is just not of interest anymore.
Why not years ago? I'm not sure. but this shit was years in the making, tendencies slowly coming to the surface. i was mixing up my usual consumption of straight (furry. don't care for hentai and irl pornhub type stuff usually feels gross in some way) porn with gay stuff since before the 20s; occasionally. but more and more frequently over time. to mix things up, it doesn't mean anything, i told myself then. I was never uncomfortable with these feelings, even read a couple male/male fics from time to time. made me feel happy and seemed super comfy but as absurd as it sounds in hindsight i considered myself basically straight.
until a few weeks ago I did some proper introspective and realized Damn. I'm into guys. it was like an awakening. looked over /hm/ threads and yeah, I like a lot of that.
then realized something regarding AI art i made in the past: just about everything with women was just porn (usually solo). meanwhile just bout every instance of male on male is romantic in some way, they're looking into each other's eyes, kissing, and so on.
i typed those prompts in. I gravitated towards those subjects. yet never saw an implication.
one thing i also realized how I was attracted to women but never once did that give me an impetus to pursue any relationship. maybe just because of self worth issues (see below) , maybe because deep down there was something else I secretly wanted.
I dunno. in this way it's all new to me and I'm confused.
(1/2)
>>
>>
>>
File: damnit.jpg (149.1 KB)
149.1 KB JPG
>>42837970
(2/2)
dieted all last year and still do, for the first time in my adult life (and even before) I'm at a normal weight now (183cm, 76kg. used to be like 120). and people comment on that I look good and "thin" and whatever. when I wear clothes and am standing it works.
but look at this. now when I lay on the side, or look at my upper thighs, there's the undeniable proof of the abuse I put this body through. and with the way all the extra skin seems to go to the front in this pose, it leaves the hip bone area somehow looking pretty tight, like a cruel reminder of what couldve been. and that's only the stuff you see in the pic. my ass, previously alright, looks like i fucking melted. i know theres surgeries that get rid of the skin, insurances don't cover it but I could likely afford them because I've got savings. still expensive and there's always the chance it goes wrong. what a strange punishment that only hits those who changed their ways for the better.
maybe weightloss was kind of the catalyst to all this. finally I don't hate my own body (as much) anymore, getting used to the idea that I, a man, can look attractive(ish), and from there it all goes down.
Id been on the right track before. 2019, lost plenty weight albeit in a super unhealthy way, but then covid lockdowns hit and I relapsed. my own fault for slipping up and not researching a good diet before, no doubt.
since then life was spent in a state of "what's the point, not like it matters anyway, I'm done for", lettin the days go by.
now it feels like I suddenly woke up. life has potential again, but i feel panic like now every second matters.
may not have completely wasted my youth (degree, no debt, modest 5-digit amount of savings) but still that's kinda what I feel. cuz i had a realization at 27 that most i would guess make 5-15 years earlier and maybe things would've gone differently had that been the case for me too.
signing up for the gym this week. training at home isnt very practical
>>
>>
File: IMG_7412.jpg (228 KB)
228 KB JPG
>>42837947
>>
File: 75287189933610.jpg (68.7 KB)
68.7 KB JPG
I'm sorry I believe in traditional God-given roles. A Man needs a Twink, stop pushing the two old men together agenda. The Greeks had it right.
>>
File: 1659639650972130.jpg (45.6 KB)
45.6 KB JPG
>>42837949
with many more years to go
>>
>>
>>42838023
>https://voca.ro/12KimcWGnSJN
Imagine being gay AND British. :\
>>
File: D-U1VivX4AALwG9 (1).jpg (72.1 KB)
72.1 KB JPG
>>42837998
daddy daddy daddy daddy daddy
>>
File: 1751438351099039.jpg (45.4 KB)
45.4 KB JPG
>>42837752
>you too will age. There is no escape.
nu-uh
>>42837989
Good thing men can peak much later in life. You still have time
>>
>>
File: IMG_7414.jpg (58.8 KB)
58.8 KB JPG
>>42837947
>>
File: IMG_20260303_140424782~2.jpg (1.2 MB)
1.2 MB JPG
I want to cut but I'm being a good person and not doing it
maybe grindr would be ok
>>
>>42837970
Heteronormative society. Now it's much easier but people can come out (not as straight+, but gay which is actually important) evne later in life in the 40s or 50s. You're living in a world where the norm and default is heterosexual relationship and anything else is suspicious. When you're taught all life that being gay is an alternative and whether you agree or not that homophobia can be casual, it still affects how you see it, if you see it as not an option yet. Congrats, it's gonna be easier from now on.
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
None of you even have a realistic concept of being 35, much more older than that. Half of you are 25 and still haven't even accepted that high school is over. Look up the literal definition of retardation. The whole reason you were able to conclude that this was a great plan for life when someone sold you the idea is because your minds never matured. Think about the kind of older person that would tell a kid that and their motives.
>>
>>
File: 1000004965.png (73.6 KB)
73.6 KB PNG
>>42838151
Ok what's next?
>>
>>
File: IMG_7408.jpg (27.7 KB)
27.7 KB JPG
Me when im 53yo
>>
>>
>>42837989
i found out around that age too, maybe it took thinking about life after 30 to figure myself out, but i wouldn't stress about missing out what you can't redo, things are the same after 30 except i need to stretch more
>>
>>
>bf literally wants to pick wild flowers in the countryside fields tomorrow
>I just know this is a lame excuse to suck me and be fucked in the forest
can y'all bottoms be like less faggy and horny jfc this is so tiring
>>
>>
>>
>>
Here are your sex choices in gay death:
sex with other old men who, for some reason, settle for sex with old men like you
disease ridden prostitutes
sociopathic soulless gold diggers
twinks with daddy issues that are exactly as mentally unstable as one would expect, who themselves age with the exact same issues
So maybe ignoring the concept of the future and framing your entire existence around sex wasn't such great trade off.
I'm not even saying you should suffer females or the straight insanity. I'm saying you are likely flying blind with no plan, are sorely lacking information and some basic deductions, and your expectations are based on deliberate misinformation sold to you by people who are fucked in the head from their decisions and deal with it by doubling down and trying to mindfuck you too.
You don't have to play straight. But you do have to be a lot fucking smarter than your predecessors. Look at the creeps on your grindr. Thats who you got these ideas from.
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: IMG_20260303_194849419~2.jpg (1.2 MB)
1.2 MB JPG
>>42838124
but I don't want to get AIDS
>>
>>
File: 1772296084676137.jpg (467.6 KB)
467.6 KB JPG
>>42838351
>not enjoying flowery meadows
cringe!
>>
>>
>>42838299
No, you will survive because you will learn to adapt. Everyone does, gay or not. Its just people who jump into gay with both feet young reject the idea of adaptation a lot harder.
It really has nothing to do with atypical sex. Its the amount of personal image and half baked worldviews that you invest your foundational years in. It takes a tremendous amount of cherry picked cope and denial for the plan to make sense and a remarkable ability to deny evidence all around you.
Its not a fault, not morally wrong, and if it is, it doesn't pragmatically matter. Its not stupid. There is a rationale. Its just an error. The type made from innocent idealism. And no one is as innocently idealist as teenagers and young adults. Which is why they are the target audience for such ideas among a million others. Because they are the most susceptible.
Younger people getting screwed and brainwashed by older incompetent and malicious people is eternal. Sex and any other vice is no exception. Once something is normalized, its marketable. Its not like young "straight" guys are spared from this garbage either. The only ones free from getting fucked in the head are the ones outside the echo chamber. And naturally, logically, those are people from different cultures. As soon as they arrive into this one, they are targeted just as much.
>>
>>
>>
File: i (481).jpg (95.9 KB)
95.9 KB JPG
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42838339
omgg you wont
>>42838408
hot voice criinge script
>>
>>42838519
Maybe. It's impossible to say. You will gain more information and insights over time to shape your opinions and options. Ideally, you make your own options. If you commit to the right goals, you will at least get a lot closer to them, perhaps achieve them. But you will have to commit to them, or you will only have the options that random fate and probability afford you. One has to participate in their own fate, no one does it for you. Best wishes.
>>
File: 20260216_210013.jpg (577.4 KB)
577.4 KB JPG
https://youtu.be/P1xdpP6m6hk?si=ZMgmKtA0AF3UdfCN
>>
>>
File: f0383dac-f7fb-11ed-b963-02420a0001f5_webp.png (410.9 KB)
410.9 KB PNG
>>42838561
https://voca.ro/1fXoHiZ8AcVc
>>42838589
have you played SportCon!! That has the hottest dilfs and you can do all kinds of degenerate shit to them
>>
>>
https://voca.ro/12BUFd2yVH1l
gay retard recording 4 fun
>>42838561
idk I've had massive panic attacks after hookups
my first bf didn't tell me he was HIV positive until after we had sex for the first time, so I'm just always paranoid about it
>>
>>
>>42837989
(adding to this)
if I'm to make a wishlist for a bf right now it'd be
>furry (yes i put that right up top. to me that not only would mean a shared interest but also is far more likely to be an internet-and-vidya type autist like me who understands english instead of someone who doesn't and only cares about television, celebrities n shit. We dont need to share every interest. I love being introduced to new things. but this provides a solid baseline. it's also a very "vague" fandom with tremendous staying power, not basing itself of any specific IP that could go kaput, so there's always new to discover. would accept an anime fan too tho i don't watch any)
>roundabout early to mid 20s
>somewhat cute, not fat (is this improper of me considering my own history? i want someone whom I can admire physically too)
>not obsessed with politics
i don't want to sleep around. I'm a shut in, that's not something I can imagine myself doing ever. wouldn't even know how.
I just want a boyfriend, hold him tight and do fun things together and spend the rest of my life with him.
somehow i feel this is a tall order. and I have no idea what to do and where to look. never had a relationship afterall. i wonder if slapping a notice of being available on all your (hypothetical) social media profiles is a thing to do.
i don't trust grindr, I'll probably never use it. also unless I were to actually have a proper boyfriend I aint ever "coming out". what's the point: ridicule without the benefit of love.
>>42838070
I'm not sure it'll be easier. see above, i don't know anything about relationships honestly.
but what i did notice that this circling thought along the lines of "i NEED to have kids. i must. it's my purpose as human" is gone for the moment. i suppose if I find the one for life we could find a surrogate mother.
>>42838075
fucking sucks. at least there aren't any stretchmarks.
>>
File: Matchojijii-ryoushi-15.jpg (180.6 KB)
180.6 KB JPG
>>42838659
Nah. I'll have to look it up. I was about to play Darkest Dungeon, or something. I got my dinner cooking, but it'll be about 2 hours. I love that art/artist though. I think he did "Men's Scrimmage".
>>
>>42838663
No one chooses what they find attractive because males can be attractive. Cheaters don't choose whether they find someone attractive other than their mate. But they do choose what they do about it, what they can live with and what is worth the cost. When you decide to let something take over every part of your life, its a choice. Many people have attractions and ideas. And many of them are directed at the same sex. But they don't all decide to make an identity out of it. And those that do have different motivations. So if those motivations create problems for them, its worth asking themselves what those motivations are and not settling for anything less than an honest answer. Maybe it causes no problem at all. Maybe it causes problems they don't immediately recognize and decide to adapt when they do. Maybe they simply deny them. All of these are possible outcomes for the individual. For some people, things that are problems for others aren't problems for them. No choice is right for every situation and person. But it is still in their best interests to decide what is a problem or not, and be mindful and honest in their judgments.
So I am not saying what the "right" choice is for anyone. I am just saying that its not in their best interests to go into it blindly. And to do that, they would benefit from looking at evidence and probability and not let their judgment be clouded by irrational emotions or unhelpful priorities.
Probability tends to reflect in consensus decisions, so consensus can be helpful in making these determinations.
I think this is self evident, and I am not suggesting anything more than that.
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: f165cddce92e122c3bc1ecfcc9fc5bd8.jpg (96.8 KB)
96.8 KB JPG
>>
>>
>>
>>42838659
you sound like one of those stupid gay asmr roleplay voices I listen to
>>42838833
lmfao
>>
File: 7656ab16c65e27b256bdf6748af6d552.jpg (22.5 KB)
22.5 KB JPG
A loved one bringed me tiramisu randomly to cheer me up
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: skip.gif (412.6 KB)
412.6 KB GIF
>>42838284
>>42838407
>>42838578
>>42838820
get this retarded vagueposting schizobabble off my board immediately.
>>
>>
File: Eva_Braun_story_pictures (1).jpg (231.8 KB)
231.8 KB JPG
Anyone here happy?
>>
>>
File: 6eeec896b82f6a32322d80d641d75350.jpg (77.6 KB)
77.6 KB JPG
>>42839110
I am genuinely happy
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: IMG_20260301_193452809~2.jpg (1.4 MB)
1.4 MB JPG
>notice mum watching nursing show with the older guy and the younger guy who get shipped
>mention it to her
>she's adamant that could never happen
>says it's gross anyway bc the dark haired guy could be the light haired guy's father
lol
as if I haven't dated men old enough to be my father
>>42839184
nta but why
>>
>>
File: IMG_3438.jpg (188.9 KB)
188.9 KB JPG
>>42837947
god, why didn't they make a bond movie featuring him?
>>
>>
File: GSUPUDMXAAAA2Gt.jpg (31 KB)
31 KB JPG
>>42839473
>>
File: IMG_3439.jpg (89.8 KB)
89.8 KB JPG
ray-ray ain't do nothin' half way.
>>
>>
>>
>>42837970
>>42837989
Lol. I am you but 10x worse. Please don’t hate yourself. It could be worse. If could always be worse.
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42839860
hiii....
Tell me more. I have a fetish for useless retard neets.
>>42839865
I cum a lot but it dribbles out so a nice middle ground?
>>
>>42839865
it really depends, if i'm just trying to get a nut off to stop being horny it's pretty small but if i take my time i can shoot so much that it slaps the underside of my chin and pools around my collarbone
>>
>>
>>
File: Reciprocating sprinkler.gif (4 MB)
4 MB GIF
>>42839908
>>
>>42840020
>>42840050
schizophrenia
>>42840067
>>
>>
what's it like when another guy is pinning you down from behind (palm placed squarely on your lower back), and he's basically sliding his dick into your ass and sliding out, over and over again while you kind of just lay there helplessly; hips buckling, whole body quivering in pleasure, like some kind of faggot?
>>
>>
File: cat-scared.gif (118.6 KB)
118.6 KB GIF
>>42840139
Not me but you should hit on him and you fuck you gotta name your first born after me. Or your pet. Whatever you fags do first.
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: images (15).jpg (26.1 KB)
26.1 KB JPG
Is it better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all?
>>42840402
Me neither but I've also never been in love
>>
>>
>>
File: GQcESPSX0AA-7Xk.jpg (124.9 KB)
124.9 KB JPG
>>42840544
And the father of one was just as bad. Literally said they don't deserve consequences because he's black. That's what "equality" means to them. I don't remember black on white rape, violence and murder being as high before "equality" when they were given rope neckties.
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: FojMW_DXsAEErNz.jpg (137.4 KB)
137.4 KB JPG
>download hinge
>get a bunch of likes
>break my arm the next week, in a cast for months recovering, have to go through surgery
>set my account to private in the meantime because i can't get around as well and don't wanna be some liability trying to date or be trying to fuck with my arm in a cast
>finally reopen my account once it's healed months later, match with two guys who liked me
>24+ hours later no response from either
i kind of knew this would be the result but damn
>>
>>
>>
File: Chinese-vs-georgetown.jpg (291.9 KB)
291.9 KB JPG
>>42840589
I don't think it ever does either. Its basically South Africa now and its only going to get worse. It would at least be manageable but they are not really the core problem, its the idiots and traitors within. Without them we would have the problem solved in a season. There wouldn't have to be anything actually "raciss" about it. Simple restore law and jail the instigators in media. Maybe have the white guilt bleeding hearts committed for actual mental health treatment. Remove the people protecting malefactors and the actual animals could be dealt with in no time.
Its directed at whites, of course. If blacks think they are going to get the same gentle treatment from Indians and Hispanics, they have a surprise waiting for them.
>>
>>
>>
>>42840487
>hurr durr le homophobes are closeted gays
Literally blaming our own kind for hateful subhuman behavior of hetmoids
Reminder any poll regarding views on any minority group hetmoids will always top on the hatred and negative views
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: 20260102_120931.jpg (438.9 KB)
438.9 KB JPG
Ramen time.
>>
>>
File: 20260221_171111.jpg (277.2 KB)
277.2 KB JPG
From a dilf I used to fuck.
>Ohhh Babe….I so love your cock! So miss sucking it, kissing it, licking it, so loved tasting your cum! And, I so miss you fucking my pussy as I bent over for you wearing those high heel wedges…loved you eating my pussy…loved being your bitch!
>>
>>
>>
File: 20260201_073250.jpg (2.7 MB)
2.7 MB JPG
>>42840866
Okay. But that's obviously not true. You just seem bitter.
>>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kDljwusTzY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5d6-RCN07T4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPnZX7TlmDw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRFed5BlmBg
I miss when pop music was good.
>>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioSRChnzMB4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3mwo5JQW_A
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGtkL6Xxymw
everything is a government psyop but I'm okay with that
>>
>>
>>42840866
Based. That is true. No sane man (if that negro is a man, he looks ugly in nonbinary way) would spend so much time on an internet forum doing the almost automated bot thing he does trying to impress anyone by his stories. Lynch the nigger.
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
Mmmm. That was good ramen
>>
>>
>>
File: 20260105_155219.jpg (376.9 KB)
376.9 KB JPG
Tea and smoke time.
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: Screenshot_20250815-165325_Chrome.jpg (340.2 KB)
340.2 KB JPG
>>42841329
Make him some tea.
>>
File: E5Q2tjlVIAM82dM.jpg_large.jpg (279.1 KB)
279.1 KB JPG
https://youtu.be/D_h7hcK6pFs?si=n6rHtQCExIzgvId6
What a world.
>>
>>42840446
no need to tell me queen. After the right wing storm will pass we need to double down on hunting these retards on social media like people used to in 2020
>>42840487
are you really sure about this? It's like saying cuds hate women because they secretly wanna be women as well. I think some straggots are just subhuman driven by hatred, it's a primal thing
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: bitches-leave-funny-funny-eden-cox-transparent.png (176.2 KB)
176.2 KB PNG
Mmm. 3am. Nice cup of tea. Smoking. I might jerk off; I feel so good.
>>
File: img_1_1772554302379.jpg (207.8 KB)
207.8 KB JPG
I got some hot chicks who want to suck my dick. But I'm too lazy to go out. I don't want to wine and dine them, and I don't want to date. I just want to fuck and chill.
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: artworks-000075590584-f2dqck-t500x500.jpg (41.7 KB)
41.7 KB JPG
https://on.soundcloud.com/L144wWwWpiXAUNRbjg
https://youtu.be/hVs8ZCiMgo8?si=TToSyUg5_LwNWQRN
https://youtu.be/MDQ7dq7a8T4?si=ZK8FrP7uKBGHcvHO
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42840572
>>42840633
Interracial violent crime isn't as big of a problem as the media likes to say. In cases of murder or rape the victim and perpetrator are usually acquaintances of the same race
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: Screenshot_20260304_082707_Firefox.jpg (293.1 KB)
293.1 KB JPG
>>42842284
>>42842284
Ooga booga booga!
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42839865
when i cum usually more of a dribble, sometimes it shoots a bit but when it does its usually more watery than thick which is a shame.
i precum so fucking much though. i have to wear black underwear if things are gonna get hot otherwise my precum makes it so noticably wet its cringe.
i'll just be in bed with my bf and his ass gets me horny i cant help but leak, its insane and kinda annoying.
>>
>>42839865
>>42842440
also you know how the orgasm comes in sort of waves? sometimes ill like shoot a load of precum before i actually orgasm for real. it can get real messy. never used to happen so much but these days its pretty common. im a leaky precum machine apparently.
i guess im well hydrated at least
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42842447
>sometimes ill like shoot a load of precum before i actually orgasm for real
damn i thought i was the only one
lately when i've been edging for a while i end up shooting proper spurts of precum that are big enough i have to clean them up alone lest they drip and ruin the carpet
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: 1730354269802701.jpg (161.6 KB)
161.6 KB JPG
I think I'm a highly sensitive person because I cry easily
>>
>>
>>42842510
it definitely is to some extent. if you havent cummed in like a week and you get super horny youll definitely shoot a way bigger load than normal
>>42842558
ok but someone literally did so be quiet
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: cat.jpg (433.4 KB)
433.4 KB JPG
>>42842564
Hi Marina. When we were discussing your beloved kitty the other day, I wanted to make sure that you understood we were taking it very seriously. I didn't get the sense you understood that from context and maybe felt a little hurt, and maybe confused from the reaction. I just wanted to assure you that we understood how much how its passing was hurtful to you and did take it very seriously. We were only trying to help you understand how the topic might confuse others with regards to people. I didn't want you thinking anyone meant to diminish your feelings about it and that we do totally empathize with your loss. Surely someone will use it to attack now as trolls will, but you do have friends here who do respect and empathize. Many of us have lost beloved animal friends also, so its not like we don't relate. I'd like to know more about your kitty but now probably isn't a good time. I hope you are well and have a good day.
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: 20260116_213105.jpg (379.1 KB)
379.1 KB JPG
The concept of lucky stars thick beer can dick stretching marinas unsatiable well trained hole
>>
File: Lumii_20260211_124229900.jpg (777.6 KB)
777.6 KB JPG
>>42842644
da. My cats more important then almost everyone in my life.
>>
>>
Is that Hugo? I feel like I might recognize him. He's very handsome and so healthy looking. I wish I had the peace of pets. I just never know what's going to happen next and can't bear the idea of dragging some poor animal into my chaos.
And I admit I've applied the same mentality to having a SO about the same time I came to the previous conclusion. I guess that's why I compare mates to pets lol
I think I am going to search the archives now so I can re-read the lore on Tim's kitties.
>>
>>
>>
File: Lumii_20240928_213515932.jpg (833.9 KB)
833.9 KB JPG
>>42842817
No problem
Yes it's Hugo. Here is a pic after I washed off the fleas and dirt from him
I hope you're well.
>>
>>
File: Mousie.webm (671 KB)
671 KB WEBM
>>42842903
Thank you! I am ok. Such wonderful animals. I have rarely had cats, usually only giving shelter or food to strays when I could. My relatives all had cats though. I often felt I did not have adequate time for actually keeping a cat. And they do not hide their contempt for unqualified humans, so I figured it better not to disappoint them lol. Put in more blunt terms, I am fairly certain they would always be outsmarting me. Better to stick to my rodent kin lol.
I was always a bit too lax with rodents. I could never bear to let them sit in their habitat all day so, with an exception to mice, usually let them free roam in a room most of the day. I had more time and freedom then.
I still dote on wild critters sometimes when I can, or care or rehab them, but that was a long time ago. Here is a baby mouse someone left anonymously on my doorstep one time that I freed from a glue trap, rehabbed and set free. I have even rehabbed bugs that came in and seemed sickly.
I would rehab stray cats sometimes or feed them. I didn't exactly adopt them and gave them the option for freedom, which was probably poor judgment back then, but they seemed to prefer it.
From what I gathered, many neighbors helped them as I did. Sort of the "Istanbul model" where everyone chips in to help the local kitties. Idk if you ever saw a video about the cats of Istanbul but the locals love them and treat them well, as there are thousands. I would link a video about them but can never find one thats well made and gets to the point.
Sorry for blogging again. This is why I don't dc. I am a poor chat partner because I talk in paragraphs too much for the usual chatter. Old people are not good at chat.
>>
>>
>>
>>
File: 61315e2ce5af15e917458a01424e9d84.jpg (159.4 KB)
159.4 KB JPG
>>42843013
I love people that are compassion to animals.
I like reading your posts. It's OK if they are long. My posts short in comparison but I read everything you say to me. Nothing overlooked
>>
>>
File: s84-27017~large.jpg (316.1 KB)
316.1 KB JPG
I think I have to go outside today.
>dread
>>
>>42837752
yeah i feel so old already, im using all the usual things, minoxidil on hairline, sunscreen daily, night serums with retinol. but im terrified of how alone i am,
i feel my biological clock runing thin from what i hear gay dating gets worse with time
no one will wanna date me when im unc,
most people who are single at like 25 stay that way or at least thats what i have heard.
i see a TON of cope in this board desu very rare for mature age men with no dating experience to succeed imo
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42843087
<3
Presently I am watching RT because its the only place besides Al Jazeera I can get legitimate news.
Those pandas are still in my twitter timeline. I get swamped with posts from Asian zoos and am slowly learning their names and lore and getting attached to some of them and their stories. Its hard for me to remember the names though because they are often ... Japanese?... and I get them confused often still.
Sorry I do not have videos or better pics to share at the moment. All the panda videos I see just show them eating and napping lol
I think I have to go out today for some sundries. I think it might be too warm to wear by prized mink ushanka. I have a "system" for deciding how warm to dress lol
I might get some lunch too. One of the burger joints I used to go to are on "suspended" status. Its actually a trafficking node for immigrants, so the cooks are always changing, and the new ones have been awful. They take too long and can't understand instructions. I even no-shit made order slips on my pc/printer with pictures on them and they still mess it up lol
I am tapped out on Italian from the last few weeks so I might go for some Indian or Chinese. Sadly, we don't really have good Mexican here without going into the seedier neighborhoods.
I'm babbling again, apologies.
>>
>>42843163
This place is prison of your own creation. its filled with doom and dispair. Get out of this cycle of feeding urself negativity dont come back to this website it will only make u feel worse about urself
this place is a sick dark twisted place that fuels anxieties and suicidality in young people on it.
quit this drug while u still can
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42843124
Its sort of normal though. One of the things that makes me pull my hair out is hearing young gay guys think they are inadequate or flawed somehow because they don't have bf. I feel young gays get cheated and conned into expectations that simply don't comport with male-male peer behavior, by convincing them that they can have what straights do, overlooking that straight world is garbage right now and for the foreseeable future, and that gay life should not be compared to traditional straight relationships because of numerous aspects that aren't found in same-sex relations, namely in cultural and institutional support that gays just don't have. The straight world lives and dies by commited, legally enforced arrangements that are family integrated. Gays dont have those assets, usually, so everyone is free lancing. And the poor individual with no bf starts filling with self doubt and think they are doing something wrong. One has to try a lot harder to get a steady bf if they are gay, which means access and being extremely discriminate in the character of people they will accept. Sadly, gay 'culture' doesn't really promote or reward character.
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42843163
I've learned to enjoy it. I went through an overly social phase when I was young after coming out of a reclusive nature. Since I learned how simple people are, including myself, I rather prefer not having responsibility to friend circles and instead having acquaintances I can depart without hard feelings because there is never an expectation of something more than chit chat.
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42843285
I didn't mean to imply otherwise. Maybe I did not communicate well. Regardless, my observation has been that commited, long term stable relationships between men seem to occur later in life. All the really solid gay couples I have known have been ironically older guys who met their SO later in life. I can theorize why, maybe its intuitive and self evident. But it seems like hell for younger guys who want the same thing sooner. I know I could have bf if I really wanted one, but after many, its just not for me anymore. I consider people who still have patience for people to be better character than myself, certainly stronger. Its just not in me anymore to keep giving people chances. But for those who can and wish to risk the damage, I view them as simply better people because its more human. I have myself however said my goodbyes to that world, accept the loss and am comfortable with it.
I feel everyone should try and keep trying. I don't think life would be complete without having at least a few romances. It teaches you things, moderates your personality, expands your view of life.
As I alluded upthread, I don't even feel qualified to keep pets, much more a bf. I could not in good conscious claim to love someone while simultaneously keeping them in a chaotic life.
Likewise, I am old. I never understood people who are afraid of dying alone. I can't understand why I would want to inflict my own death on someone else depending on me. I would not want to leave someone else bereaved.
>>
>>
>>42843379
when ur old its too late anyway. u miss the benefits of the relationship. i want to share my life with someone not meet someone who lived their entire life separate to me.
meeting my husband in old age is nightmare fuel.
>>
>>
holy fuck these takes are bad please never post here again
finding a boyfriend is easy, keeping him is the hard part where commitment matters.
bonds are crafted by staying together even during hardships. not by throwing hissy fits and jumping on to the next best cock whenever life gets tough.
buncha retards you are
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42843277
ew
I want a strong muscular handsome man to be my bf/captor, kidnapping me and taking me to an isolated cabin in the woods were we fall in love while he keeps me chained up or restrained and gagged and he rapes me daily but as I fall for him the rape t turns into genuine loving sex and he developed a fondness for me and eventually we'd be a couple and happy together
>>42843359
just because an opinion is contrarian doesn't mean it's good
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42843412
your 20s is not your entire life holy shit tranny you know we will on average live to 80+? just because you aren't as fit as you are at 21 when you are 41 doesn't mean you can't meaningfully grow and have the same exact experiences together as if you met when you were 21 you are just projecting some weird fomo energy, did you not go to college?
>>
>>
>>42843493
it'd be more romantic if I died of a broken heart
or if he got arrested, I'd testify for the defense and say he loves me more than anyone I've ever met, and I don't care that kidnapping me and raping me was technically illegal, I just want to be with him
>>
>>
>>
>>42843456
I always feel like I am wasting my time trying to share any experience here. You just can't teach anyone anything if they stubbornly refuse to believe you or any other evidence. They can plainly look around and see the unchanging state of gay relationships as tolerance and society have only increased options. But its all lost. They are certain they know better. There is no point in trying to give them any information or insights that are already plainly obvious and available all around them. They drank their koolade so fuck'em, let'em choke on it. I give up. I am forever hearing people here tell someone twice their age that I don't know what I am talking about having lived the very experiences they are chasing. "There are none so blind...."
Its not just gays either. Straights do the same thing. I keep telling them that if you keep fishing in a sewer, don't act surprised that you keep catching shit.
>>
>>
>>42843491
it seems that things just weren't working out. he broke up with me, and he was saying that i deserved better since he felt like he wasn't spending enough time with me. we both still had feelings for each other at that time. not sure how he's feeling now, but we're just trying to be friends. i still wish we were together everyday lol but getting over him and trying to just be friendly. it's hard though! it was a 4 year long relationship ;3;
>>
>>
>>42843502
umm im not in USA so i didnt get a college experience really. all 40 yr olds would wanna be 20, ur 20s are far more important it cannot be compared as to when u have more experiences to share
>>42843513
i dont think im a bottom or trans.
>>
File: Safari.jpg (959.6 KB)
959.6 KB JPG
Welp. Time to suit up I guess.
>>
>>
>>
>>42843502
>have the same exact experiences
now that is bullshit anon and you know it
you can still have a relationship, sure, but meeting someone when you're 41 is inherently going to be way different than when you're 21. nobody in their 40s is fucking around at 3am getting wasted, it's all brunch and wine and shit.
>>
>>42843544
>>42843508
only tranny bottoms want bisexuals lol source bisexual
>>
>>
File: lana-del-rey-lana.mp4 (1.1 MB)
1.1 MB MP4
>>42843545
Oh boomy ur fingie is do hecking sexy KYAAAAAAA~ *faints*
>>
>>42843577
it's sad if they are yeah, but it has an appeal, an d that's what your 20s are for. stupid bullshit and being free for a while.
it's very sad to me when guys my age are like "let's go to the farmer's market on sunday and sleep in and watch some murder mystery on netflix and drink wine" like wtf you're 25 not fucking retired please get a grip
>>
>>
>>42843541
True also. It's a lesson I never seem to learn, "You can't save anyone." Idk where I the compulsion to keep trying or why. Not very intelligent of me, admittedly. Everyone has to learn the hard way I guess.
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42843599
lol you sound pretty unintelligent
drug and alcohol abuse isn't fun or a personality, it sounds like your friend is actually growing up while you're just stuck
>>42843610
it's not intentional, maybe it's bc I'm fem that I attract bi guys
they can also be more straight acting which is nice
>>
>>
>>42843551
you also don't have to be here, you can go to your own gen instead of being a plight and a parasite here. oh shit wait, you can't keep it alive, because you're only good at taking a space but not making an effort to be a real thing. lol
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42843662
this isn't one specific friend it's just a pattern i've observed in a lot of people my age, there's a strange desire to make yourself geriatric before it's really your time, claiming you can't go out after 7pm because you'll be too sleepy etc
i get drunk maybe once a week if that, if anything these guys trying to turn themselves into old queens are abusing booze more than me it's just fruitier shit
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>42843803
I guess it's because you're an annoying obnoxious regular straight woman. Go have a girls night out if you need to with your pooner sisters, you can even pick between your ftm alma mater gen, the mtfgen, the chasergen. You don't need to be here if you don't want to.
>>
File: 3fd916e86838f18b.mp4 (1.3 MB)
1.3 MB MP4
>>42843815
>biboomer rn
>>
>>
>>