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>>109838148
Well, to be honest, we don't know if those really were the only actions of his on the server that got him banned. That's also the problem. Mods say one thing, but Cher and piwwos say another. I don't believe mods, but I'd like them to give any proof of his "actions on the server."
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>>109838110
Still, Pillow did know about the discord ban and was active in the discussions of the ban (as confirmed by Notta and the other anon). Any piwwo saying she pushed for a lower sentence or never agreed with it or was pressured is pure speculation. We will probably never know the truth though, so I guess I'll just hope she didn't want it to happen.
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>>109838316
The only thing that we do know is that Pillow was not aware that mods banned him on YouTube. By the mod’s own words, Pillow wasn’t informed until well after the discord server went unofficial. It seems she may have even been informed earlier today, hence his incredibly abrupt ban and unban
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>>109838402
That is true. A big question still remaining is if the ban was automatic because the accounts were linked (and potentially mods were unaware too) or if it was deliberate. I simply just don't know enough about discord modding to conclude anything about that.
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>>109838496
I used to be a moderator for a different VTuber. I was in charge of her Discord and her YouTube as well. Users would have linked accounts, but one would NOT affect the other. You can ban somebody on Discord without banning them on YouTube and vice versa. The mods agreed to ban Cher on Discord, and then sought him out on YouTube to ban him there as well.
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If you ask me, I think the mod Ronin Tenshi might be the one behind the YouTube ban. He’s already overstepped by handing out warnings to discord Piwwos over twitter accounts. I think it would be in character for him to overstep and ban somebody on YouTube without discussing it with anybody with the real mods
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It's friday piwwos!
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>>109839878
What clues are you missing to understand that? OG, old sql piwwos are into her for GFE, by banning Cher the mods are openly opposing the very foundation of her existence. Do you love Pillow? Too bad, you parasocial freak!! Don't you understand that your feelings make kids in the pillowcord that have never watched a pillow stream uncomfortable????
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>>109840361
I feel uncomfortable pillow
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>>109840130
When Discord mods its piwwos, they’re not modding their best. They’re not modding me. They’re not modding (You). They’re modding people that have lots of problems, and they’re bringing those problems with us. They’re bringing politics. They’re bringing favoritism. They’re groomers. And some, I assume, are good people.
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>>109840987
I don't think it's time to go scorched earth on the mods just yet.
Let's wait and see how this new status quo goes. If they continue to abuse their power even after this whole fiasco, then we can riot.
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>>109841125
Problem is how do we monitor this? We only knew about Cher because RoninTenshi messaged a random piwwo so anons thought the mod announcement was about him and this led to people noticing Cher was banned. And we then only noticed the youtube ban because someone happened to see his comments were gone. Unironically, we are fucked if they wanna powertrip again.
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>>109840361
What are you on? This is about dicord and lewd commissions. What's with all this "parasocial bad" mumbo jumbo your trying to peddle. Next thing your gonna say is "she doesn't love the Piwwos". Shut up.
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I guess I can kind of understand where he’s coming from. Even lewds aside, the mods did just try to ban one of the most prominent gachikoi around. They knew full well Pillow wouldn’t stand for having somebody like that removed forever, so they did it without telling her. I don’t think it’s a coincidence that this happened now long after several new mods were introduced into the server. Pillow really needs to reign her mods in and gain control over them, else this will happen again
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>>109843925
The mods told Pillow they were banning Cher and she was part of the discussion over how to handle the ban. This is according to the mod response given to Notta and another anon. What is unconfirmed is if she didn't know about the youtube ban or if she knew but went out of her way to use the discord becoming unofficial to unban him on youtube (basicslly she planned all along to reverse it).
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>>109846443
What really happened in the mod side of things really can only be speculated, we only have the ticket to go off of. It seems that maybe what Cher did was so atrocious that even Pillow couldn’t defend it, and so he remains banned in the Discord. That said, the DMs here >>109838148 paint a completely different story. However, by the mods’ own admission in their ticket with Notta, it seems that they neglected to tell Pillow that Cher was also banned on YouTube. Pillow was not informed of his YouTube ban until long after she stepped down from being the discord owner, which was at the start of the week. Seems she unbanned Cher right away. I wonder if she was angry at her mods for trying to keep him away from her entirely for 4 full months. I don’t doubt that they hoped Cher would just go away on his own if forcefully separated
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I will say as someone who knows jack shit about any of this but has been on the other side of this kind of situation in a different vtuber's community, it is very common for people to pull abhorrent shit in private, get banned for it, and then run around to everyone who will listen claiming they did nothing wrong, mods are out to get them, etc etc and just completely lie out their asses to avoid admitting to the actual reason they were banned.
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>>109846807
I mean it's not like this is out of the realm of possibility, but it's just that what *we* have seen of him doesn't align with the picture the mods are portraying, and the mods are doing absolutely no work at clarifying what happened exactly; And there's no way to verify either because the messages were deleted due to the ban.
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>>109847290
Their justification for the whole thing was literally “We can ban you over any vague references to off-Discord activity, in any way.” Which they obviously chose as their method of argument because it’s totally unfalsifiable. If they claim that after someone has their chats deleted, you can’t tell if it was Cher sitting on the gen chat saying “HEAD ON DOWN TO MY TWITTER TO SEE PILLOWS TIT SIZE” 40 times in a row, or if, like he described, it’s him saying he doesn’t even wanna talk about the idea on the Piwwocord.
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>>109846807
This is extremely obvious though, Pillow wouldn’t have stepped down from ownership of the server and unbanned Cher if this was some slam dunk case of her seeing that he called the mods faggots 37 times in a row. It’s really obvious that the mods had beef with him, looked for the most tenuous excuse to can him, tried to obscure it from Pillow, and she proceeded to completely abandon the whole Discord as a result of being overwhelmed by the depth of their shittiness.
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>>109847595
Couldn't she just shitcan the mods if it was really something like that? Like fuck, they have no actual power here that isn't derived directly from her. The fact they're allowed to continue shows she does condone their actions to some extent, or even at the absolute worst just doesn't give enough of a shit to call them on it.
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>>109847625
Nah, man, think about it like this. She had already been thinking about stepping down from the Discord because she didn’t like where it was headed. She’s not the kind of girl to say “fuck my mods are being shit, they’re fired”. She’s too kind, thinks too good of everyone, and hates herself reflexively, as far as she’s concerned, everything bad is always her fault alone. She knows that the mods are frankly more motivated and care more about the server than she does at this point, and the concept of going through the process of confronting the mods, firing half of them, and finding replacements, was just too overwhelming and painful for her to consider.
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>>109846514
So even if we can't confirm it, how likely is it that Pillow approved of him getting banned on Discord vs just knowing about it and disagreeing with it and choosing to step down as owner of her server?
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>>109847911
I thinks she supported him getting banned off the Discord temporarily because she doesn’t see that as much of a big deal and was misled by the mods about what he was saying in the Discord, saw the controversy and blow up over it the next day, looked more into the situation, realized it was a mistake but ultimately she was already leaning towards stepping away anyway, this was just, in her mind, was the last mistake on her part that proves she wasn’t cut out to run her own official server. Thus, she stepped away from the server, let the mods run it on their own so Cher stayed banned, but unbanned him off YouTube because she never wanted him banned there in the first place.
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>>109847911
There’s no way Pillow would “approve” of having somebody she cares about being forcibly removed. At the same time, she can’t exactly fight against the “evidence” presented to her. It will never be known how the mods proposed a ban for Cher, if they presented only screenshots, or if they decided to fabricate or worsen details to make Pillow unable to fight for him. Regardless, the damage is done.
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>>109847664
Anon the point is that pillow genuinely trusts us, all of us, and she actively invests a lot of emotional vulnerability into her relationship with us. The mods exploited that. Its not "i just dont want to deal with this", its a "I want to deal with this but I dont know what to do". Pillow has never found it in her to ever reject or push any fan away deliberately. The mods utilized the good will she has for us this time and caused her a tremendous amount of stress and emotional pain in doing so. Its 100% on the mods here because the alternative to this would be her hardening her heart and changing how she feels about us and if she did that it would be truly over anyway. She counts on us. And to be fair, pressure from piwwos is what essentially caused the rescission of the ban
Nobody who's watched her for that long should be expecting her to be capable of girlbossing
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>>109846807
At the end of the day, if your oshi is outwardly seiso, you REALLY shouldn't be sharing porn around them or in their circles, let alone pornography of THEM.
It would be different if Pillow was more sexually open like many chuubas are, but she isn't. Not saying the result is justified, but there's an obvious cause & effect here.
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>>109848020
At the end of the day too, it’s not like it doesn’t hurt on her end. She trusts Piwwos to be good to her, and to be kind and do as she asks. She trusted the mods quite a bit with a lot of different things, and while I don’t think she’d ever say it quite so roughly, they basically spat in her face by doing more than she asked of them. It’s no wonder she’s been so upset and depressed recently, anyone who thinks it’s just some coincidence is stupid.
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I do want to say that I am very proud of Piwwos here who saw what was a perceived injustice and decided to take action rather than to revel in it. I feel like it would’ve been the perfect opportunity to take advantage that a top gachikoi was finally removed, it’s less “competition” after all. Rather than doing that though, lots of Piwwos were extremely supportive of them. Never thought I’d see so many /here/ band together towards a common goal.
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>>109848101
Her policy on banning people has always been extremely reserved. The mods were never there to ban her gachis if they step out of line, there’s only like 40 gachis, she could do that herself. The mods were there to do 99% other shit, with extremely rare cases of banning over serious stuff.
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>>109848101
I dont think she believes in no moderation as an abstract, she certainly doesnt want certain things to be posted in her chats and so on, its just that she cant handle the time sink and also on some level probably relies on the mods to be the voice of reason in the cases where she'd be too scared and upset to act(there are cases where people *had* to be removed in the past for actual reasons and she still felt terrible about it)
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>>109848184
Piwwos have always been one of the more morally upstanding fan bases, mostly because we’re all trying to live up to Pillow’s example. You know what’s funny as shit? I’ve literally sent my friends DMs of Cher’s commissions saying like “Look at this crazy dude who keeps commissioning feet fetish art of my oshi”, like under normal circumstances im clowning on him because its an admittedly kinda ridiculous to do when your oshi is so seiso. Particularly for the fact that they’re all signed with his name on them, it’s pretty silly, but I’ll always argue for his right to do it.
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>>109848500
Piwwos tend to be aggressively wholesome even when we're having drama, there's good reason why I've been saying pretty much the whole time that anyone who isn't writing emails to Pillow or opening mod tickets should be trying to support her and comfort her directly. At the end of the day, one of the worst aspects about the entire drama is the fact that it's made Pillow miserable as fuck all week.
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A chilled parasocial chatting stream with a handcam just so we can see her cute mannerisms and Pillow eating her lunch would heal the piwwows
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>>109848538
Maybe if she'd fucking address it rather than stick her head in the sand and pull this woe is me bullshit it wouldn't even be an issue. Like god damn bitch this is part of the job, get over it. Nobody likes dealing with this kind of stuff but we deal.
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>>109846807
The issue is that it's been nearly a week and nobody has come forward to share anything like that
More importantly, when tiki was bragging about him getting banned, he didn't even mention harassment at all. He was seething over Cher being a gooner. That's how you know
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Imagine NOT being a gooner for your wife
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>>109851671
I don’t blame them. Imagine spending all your time talking to a bunch of annoying minors on Discord hoping that Pillow will make you a mod, only to now have her entirely drop her official approval from the server and stop talking on it.
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>>109851671
Discord mod? Sucka I'm just tired of the dumbasses who repeats the same stupid shit that's been answered here already. And the stupid fuckers who keeps pushing their stupid ass agenda. Like "uh oh. Pillow doesn't approve of you masturbating to her therefore she actually hates you". Like shut the fuck up. Nobody cares about you nutting yourself. This is about lewds and discord.
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>>109852622
Nah, I know how these types of girls work, she is fully aware of what she should do, but the idea of doing it is so scary to her that she can't bring herself to do it. Also, you'd be really surprised by how often girls do puke from stress, I'm pretty sure the puke a few days ago was because she was upset.
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>>109853569
I think she’d scream if you did that. Personally, I just want to bring her pretty little feet up to my mouth and kiss them a couple of times. I want to tell her that I love every last part of her, from her head down to her toes
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The longest hour of my life. I need her now.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8oSbUBseiM
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>>109856753
Slightly cursed but I wouldn't mind
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We can go further
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couldn't have it any other way
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There's a particular satisfaction in being right about Pillow all the time. Massive BTFO to that one guy who said "She doesn't want to have a loli model because she doesn't like the kinds of people that attract". My oshi is a lolicon chud.
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>>109858651
>My oshi is a lolicon chud
ok let's not go that far
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>>109858732
tf is a pedophile? I said lolicon
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>>109858467
>age regression arc
The stream starting with "if you're happy and you know it, clap your hands" wasn't obvious enough for you? She's been like this since forever. I don't really mind since it seems to be trauma related and not pandering like what loli chuubas tend to do for quick easy views.
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What did she say about getting a new model?
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>>109858872
Ah then that's a shame. Gotta be honest, I just like her current design, so any big departures from it are kind of a bummer. Not just a loli/mesugaki thing. It would be the same if she decided to age herself up and be a big titty milf or whatever.
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>>109859021
D cups and above would mindbreak the piwwos
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>>109858772
pillow already gives massive baby energy, I think it makes sense to play into it
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>>109859038
I personally treat loli like furry. Weird as fuck and you probably would fuck a little kid/animal, but as long as you don't do shit I dont mind. It can sometimes even be cute if done right. I just wouldn't trust you with my kid/pet. Both groups even have very similar copes.
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>>109858906
>giving pillow candies after bedtime
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>>109859097
That's my problem with loli in the modern era. There is not enough separation, so it leads to a lot of disagreement because nobody knows what the fuck they are talking about. My personal cutoff is Rin from Kodomo no Jikan. Anything older-looking and you just want loli clout without commitment.
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>>109859154
I like it most because it's easier to draw. The goth outfit makes me want to die. It looks great, but also takes forever.
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>daddymaxxing piwwows were right
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Maybe I’m just being cynical, but what if Pillow actually wants to start moving away from GFE and instead of doing a Shondo and outright saying it, she instead is changing her character to something that makes GFE less realistic, in the hope that we start seeing her as a daughter instead and lower our expectations? Unless this is what she’s always wanted to be and only now she feels comfortable enough to be herself, that’s the only other explanation I can think of for the character change. It’s not just visual for her voice and mannerisms are already like 10-15 years younger than what they were 2 years ago.
I hope I’m just being schizo but I’ve seen this happen a few times with other vtubers, usually it’s the opposite where they were loli GFE and then they ‘grow up’ and get more mature models and drop the parasocial content so I’m not sure how to feel about Pillow.
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>>109859195
>Pillow is weird
she's our special young lady!
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New schizo rrat, Pillow is separating her personalities via her two channels. Pillowdear is cute daughter in middle school, Cushionhun is intimate GFE.
I only think of this because I'm not sure how she will handle ASMR with her new model.
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>>109859329
Pillow has boobs though. I don't know why you all pretend she doesn't.
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Not really? I know a lot of childish women in their 20s and even 30s. Women are just by nature childish.
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>>109859378
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>>109859378
Understood. She will be massive. Some sketches to tide you over until then.
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>>109859551
https://www.youtube.com/live/r8oSbUBseiM?si=nQia_HJlaI_vfk8c&t=3487
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>>109859657
I hate to tell you Piwwo, but you'd be shocked by the number of girls that are "degenerate fetishists" too. This includes Pillow, you don't get to spend your whole life on the internet without being a little freaky.
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>>109859734
I'd argue there is man
But there's nothing I can do about it so I don't care
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I've never talked about this under my name before, so I don't know how this could be surprising.
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>>109859430
I admitted I’m possibly being cynical and schizo. You just haven’t been burned before so I don’t blame you for being so trusting. You forget that for some of us /here/ piwwows, she’s not our first oshi. You’re extremely fortunate if Pillow was your first oshi. We’re not all going to be on the same wavelength.
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you thought you could escape moralfags?
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The 3.0 looks so good.
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>>109859854
That obviously has an implied limit, unless she's okay with several vile things I don't need to mention.
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Morality isn't arbitrary unless you're a nihilistic faggot.
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>>109859879
pillow should play Inupara the all ages version
would be kino
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>lolipiwwo tries to take a victory lap earlier this thread claiming her new outfit is a loli
>it looks only slightly younger (16)
Get fucked. I kept telling you faggot, she's not gonna be a fucking 8 year old.
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>>109859924
>Unless it hurts other people
You must be very shortsighted and selfish to think that's adequate.
>>109859981
Suck my entire penis you massive homo
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>>109860085
It’s always good to evaluate whether or hot she’s good for you. Of course, the smartest thing to do is to find some way to make her good for you. She motivates me to do quite a bit, in fact she’s single-handedly the one who inspired me to set my life plans around being self-employed just like her. It’ll take some time though.
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we're so back (tabun maybe)
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Look, I'm going to be straight with you all. I really want a gentle 3 hour edging handjob from Pillow with her dainty soft fingers and for her to ruin my orgasm at the end of it.
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https://x.com/i/status/2027744308640825407
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