with hope, not joking

>>34294055
Hope that the guy I'm going to start watching dogs for gives me some money for booze?
Fuck I'll just do some Vyvanse on Saturday and stay up all night

>>34294053
>How do I get through the weekend without drugs?
Discipline.
>>34294062
Have fun.

>>34294064
Vyvanse and roids and weed and alcohol are my discipline though, I always code and lift and 3D model and have fun thoroughly on them. It's when I'm sober I just don't feel like grinding

>>34294070
That's not discipline, that's a crutch. Discipline means standing on your own two feet. The "self" in self discipline is operative.

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>>34294080
It's an enhancement. Goku needed to go Super Saiyan to beat Frieza just like I need drugs for gamedev, webdev, liftdev, drawdev, musicdev, etc.dev

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>>34294085
Even fundev

>>34294070
>roids and amphetamine
your heart is going to explode before you're 30, mate. Especially if you're lifting while tweaking.
I'm not talking out of my ass, I've known someone who died like this 2 years ago.
It's better to be bored than to be dead. I enjoy all the stuff you mentioned whether I'm high or sober, but it becomes extra hard if you only ever did that high. Try find something new and do it only sober.

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>>34294460
I'm gonna drop the Vyvanse after I'm done with a tutorial in gamedev and webdev and start roiding after some time doing cardio to detox
Though I wish it was possible and had a mechanical cyberpunk heart it would be pretty fucking kino to be high on FREMBO

>>34294460
>It’s better to be bored than to be dead.
HIGHLY debatable. Not OP but I’d argue enduring boredom is like practicing for death.

>>34294636
Agree.
And that's part of why I have those hobbies, to not be bored.
Forcing myself to be bored doing them is counterintuitive.

>>34294053
Truly knowing your life is better without them.

>>34294790
>not as charismatic/philosophical from alcohol
>not as smart/diligent from vyvanse
>not as creative/passionate from weed
>not as strong/endurant from roids
Fucking HOW?!

>>34294053
>How do I get through the weekend without drugs?
Unironically, have sex.

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>>34294885
I can't I have fucking HPV now and need to get rid of a nodule in my throat.
Women truly are cancerous whores.

>>34294813
So you have no personality without these? You were not going to make it then with or without them.
Pathetic.

Black person thread

>>34294790
>>34294813
Because there is only one real you. The realization you never did anything yourself but only the personality the drug created will come again and again and hurt more everytime.

>>34294960
>>34294969
I'm an introgod I don't need to prove I am acceptable to extrocucks or seek their advice I need fellow introgods to tell me how I can make it four more days without drugs

>>34295160
I'm proud of my drug use like monke who learned to use tools I don't give a fuck about extrocuck stigma. I'm on an introvert site I expect introvert advice.
Who let these discord reddit fags in?
Fuck off
Back to your extroslop short form brainrot content

>>34295161
>>34295170
I'm not the stupid nigger crying his eyes out because he hates himself too much to stay sober for a few hours. I hope the last moments before you finally croak will be unbelievable painful and come soon.

you mean its possible to live being off vyvanse?

>>34294053
People that rely on drugs to socialize are the most boring.
I don't want to alter my mind, even with caffeine i've found to have gotten heightened anxiety levels.

>>34294053
>How do I get through the weekend without drugs?
I get things done. I find achievement and progress to be highly motivating and fulfilling.

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No idea how I did it
Sober for 4 years, but every day is hell. I'm just anger and disdain and have slowly pushed away everyone from my life. Was unironically a better person as an alcoholic, if anyone seems me today it's just anger and spite and a very bad mood. Nowhere near as chill and fun and happy as I was

>>34295293
>>34295364
>>34295343
I'm not getting anything done not being able to get high on Vyvanse. I can't use it without drinking cause I'm staying with my Mom on her property in a shed waiting on an accident payout and don't want to keep the dogberg awake all night so unless I have alcohol to use to pass out I haven't been able to use it.
Once I get my own land I can grow weed and pineapples for tepache cider and build a separate computer room so she can sleep while I continue coding.
I'm already basically done with my site so I would feel like a waste using it now anyway, I need money to purchase the VPN and working on my game without weed isn't as fun cause I just get frustrated with UE4 and want to make compromises.
I've just been lifting natty which is like base form Saiyan, not as Earth-shatteringly epic without roids.

>>34294053
Make your base state powerful. Goku doesn't transform does he? He pushes his base state and plays around. Transformation only used if needed or it's a special occasion.

>>34295372
There is no flow state when I'm sober due to the oppressive presence of mumberge.
Once I'm on my land I will obviously take detox breaks and build a sauna and read books but they're packed away now so
I
CAN'T
READ
https://youtu.be/TYhooUdkkDw
If only I didn't have to pay the mortgage for that fucking rentoid house a stupid foid property manager hasn't been able to rent for 3 months I would have enough booze to get through this week and hopefully get paid and move out next week
This SUCKS

>>34295956
Super isn't canon gtfo with that nonce-sense

>>34295956
Transformed for the latter half of the cell arc and had a dank frieza esque fight innit.
Cope.
Without weeddev I can't even game. Troon Vegas just doesn't hit different.
Life is misery when sober.

>>34294950
>He ate pussy
Ewwwwwww now you know why we don't do that

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>>34296118
She sat on my face

>>34296122
Chud Status: REVOKED

>>34296321
Fuck off I'm a chuddie incel druggie unc, prime 4chan material.

Lol motherfuckers act like testosterone is a drug that turns you into a Chad and it’s not. I have friends that roided and they are exactly the same as they were without steroids just bigger

On the bright side you have an STD that can’t be tested for in men and one which a fully effective vaccine exists for.

It’s kind of best case scenario except for the whole cancer thing

>>34296122
>>34294950
>>34296362
what the fuck are you saying you can get cancer from eating pussy?
is this a real thing?

>>34296376
yes you stupid zoomers think sexual degenracy has no consequences

all slutty women carry it btw lol

>>34296398
Zoomers are literally all vaccinated to this so yeah they don’t have to worry about hpv lol there is always herpes though

>>34296398
>>34296428
i'm a 30 year old virgin

>>34296429
Zoomercore
Can't believe zoomlets are turning 30 this year
It's over...for them...again

>>34296376
it's another thing in the loooooonnnnnnggggggg list of things that incels blow out of proportion because they are mentally and spiritually women. yes, HPV can cause cancer but it's rare. also, there's a vaccine for it so just get that.

>>34296980
I'm OP and after getting that horrendous virus from a diseased whore I've become a born-again incel and repatriated to Khazakstan.
It really is that bad.

>>34294053
I have been sober for over a decade. You need to get through the first few months. They are tough. But after that the desire just disappears. At least for me it did. But I'm talking about alcohol.

As far as drugs... I have literally never tried them. It's so easy for me to continue not trying.

Why didn't you listen to the people telling you this when you were younger, OP? I feel discouraged from making an effortpost because you already ignored such advice in the past. What's to say you won't ignore it again?

>>34296980
You can avoid HPV by not having sex with strangers.

I dated a girl once who actually made me get screened for all manner of venerial diseases. I'm actually glad she did. It's the opposite of a red flag.

>>34297010
everyone is a stranger when they first start talking to each other anon

>>34297017
You're welcome to have one night stands. It's a free country. But don't act surprised when you get HPV.

>>34297005
Post game drugcel

>>34297028
Are you OP, or someone else? Because you don't sound like someone who's going to listen to advice.

>>34297042
I'm OP wigga
https://youtu.be/Gbaj7Yxudo8?feature=shared

>>34297005
>As far as drugs... I have literally never tried them.
Alcohol is a drug dumbass

>>34297050
No regrets, anon.

>>34297073
Fuck u mean wigga pull up

>>34297092
Ay mon
Remembah da teachins of da wings Rasta

>>34297296
High on Vyvanse and my mom almost ruined it making me clean her garage. Really hoping next week I can finally move cause I'm sick of this shit.

>>34294053
Hi, I beat a lot of addictions, cocaine, benzos, opioids, alcohol, weed, and prescriptions medicines as well. I read Allen Carr "How to quit cocaine", then how to "quit opioids" etc, its been incredibly helpful, now I dont even eat sugar as I consider that addictive haha. Just try reading into Allen Carrs literature if you are struggling with addiction itll change your life

>>34299702
Not make much sense English not my first language just read Allen Carr brother he has very good material, about addictions and such

>>34299702
I think it's just my shitty upbringing with narcissistic parents and having to stay it's my mom after an accident which needed surgery and enduring the abuse and constant fucking need to annoy me. Every time trying to ruin my fucking Vyvanse high and now I can't even drink it off so I'm depressed and also have no momentum now.
Can't believe it's taking this long to get the staged accident payout I need to leave and get to work without interruption.

>>34294053
I wish I knew lol im not a wino or some shit but I degree enjoy a drink here or there to relax so I dunno how ppl just live off natural energy/sociability to the point it doesn't get exhausting without a boost.

Hell I've been off weed for 2 weeks now and while I enjoy the brain fog leaving, I'm now antsy as fuck and more easily irritated so I dont know if I'll stay off weed for too long because honestly there's too much stupid shit going on globally and personally to keep up the effort of the sober extrovert. Not saying that I'm justified, I just don't know how ppl do it.

>>34299907
I can't create my game as well without weed. Games feel "pointless" when sober and I don't pick up hardly as much artistic nuance.

>>34299918
Exactly, it's a slippery slope. I'll feel like a god smoking after being sober for awhile, but then I'll chase that high (literally) and then it becomes boring again. Then I quit, get annoyed/wonder why I ever quit and then start again.

Make no mistake, I can 100% function while sober, I just don't want to be sober all the time because it honestly takes more energy outta me than my natural charisma/sociability when I'm faded or slightly drunk.

>>34299941
I'm an introvert hermit so I don't even really need drugs for social interactions. I solely use it for creative purposes and I feel "trapped" into a basic mindset without them.

>>34299983
Nah I totally understand. I was just speaking from my PoV. I 100% get the lack of vibrancy a lack of substances does to some ppl.

>>34299988
Yeah it's what's responsible for my flow state entirely. I can't just force myself to do creative stuff if I'm not feeling it and if I can't keep working on my projects I feel lost.

>>34294053
By doing intense self-therapy and realizing the reason i was addicted to alcohol especially was because it was calming down my overactive nervous system from years of emotional abuse from both of my parents. Still use weed occasionally but otherwise clean.

>>34295960
>>34295969
Cope.
>transformed for latter half for cell
Was to get stronger. He played around with Vegeta, Nappa, Ginyu, and even Frieza. Fuck, both cell and goku were going easy at first.
He's like this even in Dragon Ball. Super sucks balls but it's more like Dragon Ball than people think.
Work on your shit

Human being have been doing shit to alter their perception of reality for thousands of years. It's normal to not want to go through this shit stone cold sober.

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>>34302182
I use drugs to get stronger too
Simple as

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>>34302218
Yeah I got blazed on Vyvanse yesterday and smoked a little bit left of a cart and designed and drew all of the animation clusters for my game

>>34295293
Not that anon but
>because he hates himself too much to stay sober for a few hours
What is it with normalniggers and thinking "oh you use substances because you hate yourself, you need to love yourself more!'
That has nothing to do with it. I love myself, I love being who I am. The problem is the world is fucking boring and stressful.
Doing the laundry? Would be even better if you were high. Working on your car? A lager in your had feels as natural as breathing. Hard shift and you want to kill your asshole boss? a few double whiskeys makes it better.
It's such a faggot take to say "oh you just don't love yourself." It doesn't matter how much you love yourself, if you were abused as a child and have permanent anxiety because your father terrorized you, there is no peaceful or normal in your life, period. Fucking well-adjusted normalniggers need to shut up.

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>>34302389
And get off our site!

Not to mention, when you've been going hard with weed and alcohol for a while it becomes fucking impossible to fall asleep without it. Especially weed.
That first week of cutting weed out cold turkey is a week of being cranky, tired and stressed out by everything. It's so fucking hard to not fall off the wagon again when it's your third night in a row of tossing and turning and it feels like a bunch of murder hornets are having an orgy inside your head.

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>>34302396
I actually used Vyvanse to quit weed and felt fine cause I was still getting high and making progress just on webdev and codedev for gamedev. Just can't sleep at all without it so a few drinks makes the combo all good. Still not the same without THREMBO but progress is progress.

>>34297005
>Why didn't you listen to the people telling you this when you were younger, OP?
Not OP but holy shit if I ever have kids I am going to impress upon them the importance of never letting the ethanol jew near their lips and never trying any kind of recreational drug.
Truly, looking back I wish I had just never started. I didn't think critically enough about my grandma's alcoholism and my dad's drug use to realize that shit definitely has a genetic component
>>34295385
Speaking of my dear old dad I suspect this is a big factor in why he was such an abusive asshole. I didn't know this until later in life but he used to be big into not just drinking and weed but heroin and other hard drugs. Kudos to him because he cleaned up for a little while when I was a young kid but on the few occasions I did remember him drinking he was like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.

>>34302405
I just need booze to kill my Vyvanse high and eat all this pizza and nuggie slop. I trained myself to only eat slop when drunk so I only eat healthy when sober or high.
Drinking soda without it being a chaser or eating frozenslop of fast foodslop doesn't feel right unless drunk