>>34298058
You only want him because she has him. Used goods and you prob broke up for a reason. Go get under someone else an it will clear up quickly. The only real issue is that your friend was snaking around. If you don't care that actually takes some of the taboo out of it and she'll probably break up with him too for whatever reason you left him

>>34298067
He's the only person I've been with and I genuinely do love him

>>34298058
I don't connect to people often and I haven't even met a friend who I feel as comfortable around as I have with him

>>34298076
Which further explains why you feel strongly towards it. That doesn't mean you should actually try to be with him. why did you break up

>>34298082
I broke up with him because I was really insecure at the time and I also felt as if I wasn't ready to be in a relationship, he also was following only fans girls and had a deleted message from a dating app installation on his phone

>>34298082
After we broke up I was still staying with him almost every night and I just want it to go back to that

>>34298141
well it is quite logical to be insecure with someone who openly follows onlyfans girls and actively trying to cheat on you. Then hooks up with your friend? You really absolutely do not want to be with someone like that. He will mistreat you and probably even more so now he knows he got away with it should you try to pursue him. I promise you from his perspective that would just boost his ego because he's got 2 girls who are friends chasing after him. He will literally brag to his friends about it thinking he's a chad lmao. I'm telling you that as a dude

Have you tried dating apps as a woman? I think you will be surprised to find there will be a que of men trying to date you even if you are sub average. I'm not saying start fucking everyone but you miss the connection not the person. Have you tried getting to know someone else? It very much takes the sting out of ending a relationship.

>>34298167
I constantly get men hitting on me wherever (which he didn't like) I go and I've been on tons of dates but I can't connect to anyone else

>>34298190
Have you tried

>>34298205
Yea I did try see other people but it just isn't the same, I never like anyone but I started liking him the day I met him

>>34298216
well you can get with one of the other countless people who want to and build an actual good bond or you can chase after the fag that
>openly follows onlyfans accounts publically disrespecting you
>cheats on you
>fucks your friends
you need to get over your childish puppy love and your warped idea of love at first sight. You just found someone attractive. Then he treated you like shit and now you're jealous that he's fucking your friend. The sooner you come to terms with that the better but I assure you even if you did get back together he would continue fucking your friend. Why would he not? They've both proven they lack morals and that would just prove he will get back with people once he's fucked them. Get over him and go on a date ffs

>>34298228
Not OP but thanks I needed this