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title. she's nearing her 50s and she obviously won't do it on her own volition
especially my mom, she is an animal the way she follows a set mood and activity cycle by the hour of the day and the week, i don't know when i'll move out but i just know i am fed up with her behaviour. she wakes up grumpy/calm around 5-6 am on work days but when it's 4-6 pm she instantly flips out and starts getting angry over dumb details that a woman her age should ignore, she screams and shouts and her movement becomes erratic and she blasts music for the whole apartment building to hear, she may have a combination of ocd with autism, she hasn't hit menopause i think because i do not check on her cycles and i am not a gynecologist, then around 8-9 pm she calms down and either plops down on the tv to watch some netflix slop or on her bed to watch news on instagram/sleep because her sleep cycle is raped from years of self-inflicted stress (i said that she probably has some sort of ocd). she wakes up 1-2 times in the middle of the night to pee (first around 1-2 am and if a second time at 3 am)
the periods of anguish are longer in the weekends, maybe it's because she's allergic to seeing me enjoying my free time or she's jealous or she wants me to engage in her ocd activities too, i don't know but i can't have a peaceful fucking weekend with her attitude, it's even worse on holidays when she makes up some bullshit excuse to confiscate my stuff for months and get the support of my father