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I'm a loser basically, barely leave the house most days of the year. Used to enjoy going to concerts in my younger years, now I'm in my mid twenties. Dad and I would go to shows frequently but nowadays I don't enjoy them at all. He wants to spend time with me and I feel guilt tripped into going despite the fact I know I hate absolutely everything leading up to it.

I'm autistic and hate travelling. Going to take up to three hours to see this guy who's music I enjoy and then I'll be in a city I don't know bored out my brain until we go into the venue, more waiting then a stressful walk back to car not knowing if I'll be stabbed on the way back.

I will regret this as theyve spent money on me to go which at my age is really lovely. I will pay my dad back. It's supposed to be today but I dont want to go and I cant explain why.

I would enjoy it, but the headache of travelling and being stuck in the car for hours on end having to pretend like I wouldn't rather be sat at home playing resident evil is hard. (YOU CAN PLAY RESIDENT EVIL ANYTIME!) yeah I know.

We already went and saw Oasis last year, why the fuck did I agree to this? I dont want to do this at all.