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>experience immature people in university (they take photos of people they don't like, post it in private groupchat etc.) find it disgusting and to be the only person to not laugh about it, one person knows
>don't get invited, when I ask why I am met with laugh, understandably begin suspecting that I may also be a target of my so called "friends"
>distance myself from them
>grow detachment from people, at first I still talked to people and tried to have conversations
>I take a lot of things as disrespect towards me because I see certain patterns and I'm not allowing them to escalate, I bite back immediately even if some things seem like a harmless joke
>had been on some alright terms with people, still am probably
>lately I don't feel like talking at all, full detachment, I hardly ever talk, when someone talks to me I try to smile to appear friendly but honestly my mask is slipping more and more and I'm tired of pretending
>only friend that clings onto me is a girl that sometimes tries to make me appear bad but not to the point of shittalking me or something like that, just make me look like I'm thirsty for her which is not true, I suspect her of flirting and I ignore her most of the time as I'm not interested in broads

I don't know I feel like everyone is fake as fuck and that no one is a decent person, is it a sign of their immaturity? it's not just members of that groupchat I've mentioned. It's everyone around me, I am few years older than people in my course and I've been told by someone (regarding this issue) that this is a huge age-gap mental-wise, but I feel like having morals and some understanding of things is not capped at a certain age.