>>34584584 It's probably wiped off any kind of record that doesn't need a deep background check to dredge up. 10-15 years most places. Why you worried about it?
>>34584584 Have you tried petitioning to get the charges sealed? If its been 20 years and you've been relatively troubled free, they should at least consider it
>>34589937 Well, I mean, that whole decade minus the event in question. It was actually a really great time in my life. I used to have much more optimism and hope, and I used to enjoy things more.
But as time went on, those things faded away. My life is miserable now, but I'm fighting to get back what I once had and complete my life goals that I promised myself I would achieve.
When you're pushing 40 and still haven't achieved these things, things just start to get really dark.
So much of my life now is just fear of dying alone and living a life of nothingness.
>>34590145 so why are you asking about trying to improve your life instead of waking up everyday and actively applying and trying to improve your life? you wasted a decade already, stop trying to think through everything and act
>>34597183 >I went to jail for 7 months for shit I regret. I'm irreversibly damaged from the entire experience. >Life is hell now Long story short, don't get taken to jail alive.