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I hate this cesspool country. most of the population here are fucking sociopaths.
to most Americans you are nothing but an obstacle or problem in their way of their next dopamine hit.
there is no human soul left in this country left, so I hope this new coronavirus will act as a modern filter and kill most of America's population.
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>>43491957
there will be more, people will step up and fill the gaps.
>>43492025
do it
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can you people please fuck off with this shit, it's been 3 years nonstop of random speculation and yet people got their estrogen just fine.
I guess since it's near the end I can vent a little bit.
All you fuckers were worse to deal with than anyone over at kiwifarms or the right wing media. You literally have been biting the heels of people trying to just help sisters in need for years now with fake bullshit. I can't tell you the amount of smaller ops i've helped start up, funding thrown at good projects, even some bigger people now (that you see as my competition) that I enabled to succeed in the same market I occupied for years.
I'm glad I got to help the people that I did despite you, but I despise yall the most. Inhale the contents of my large colon, I ate asparagus and an MRE yesterday.
To the rest, love you all.
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>>43492241
Not that anon, but unless you were operating at a loss or breaking even, you were running a business not doing charity. Tired of businesses in a capitalist profit driven market system pretending to be good Samaritan or doing favors.
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>>43492306
There's a lot less risky ways to make money and a lot of it was given to mutual aide type projects. It wasn't the only motivator but yes, I enjoyed being able to survive in the capitalist hellscape we live in for the endless hours of lost sleep and nightmares working on the project.
Start an op, see what you're willing to do for free. That's not a hypothetical, I encourage you to do so.
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>>43492415
I was. Trust me, I could have done some shit to make more money off this that I didn't do and I gave a *lot* to other small projects. I wrote guides, I taught others, I vouched for others to get on index's. My word is worth a lot because I held people to high standards and they delivered.
Why would I teach, donate, and enable others to do the very thing I was making money off of if my intentions were purely financial?
I don't think you recognize how much exists behind the scenes that I have no financial gain of because I believed in the mission.
You don't like the way I played the game? Then seriously, this isn't me taunting you, ***please play it yourself***. More options are almost always better.
And by the way, homebrew is in a great state now. I'm not saying that I caused all of that but I certainly will take credit for at least helping there be more than 1 american option, 1 european option and lena.
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>>43492241
For what it's worth if you're real, thx for giving estrogen
Pay no mind to communist retards who think taking profit is somehow evil and that they deserve everything for free lol, they are a nightmare for anyone to deal with
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>>43492241
Stay safe sis, fuck the entitled tankie haters, you did more than they ever will it's why they drag you down. They e-beg on Tumblr and Insta, yet the money never seems to go where it needs to... Every single one of the best trans women I know have been harassed off the internet, you're in good, if unfortunate company.
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>>43492467
why can't you or anyone else who wants to sell estrogen/testosterone/etc just operate on the darknet? there are thousands of listings for drugs on black ops and dark matter. lots of listings for all sorts of steroids including estrogen. i don't understand why you need to buy it off the clearnet when you're already using bitcoins
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>>43492366
i agree with what he's saying, because selling drugs is such an extreme profit margin on the cost to make them or obtain in bulk if you can find a real supplier for your operation. if you're operating a small mail-order operation, one person can do it all on their own without even needing any runners or security, and if it's not a large operation, it probably won't get busted.
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>>43492701
no retards profit is not evil but sellers are not doing charity
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>it probably won't get busted.
That was before AI, when the feds cared about the optics of locking up random white people from different places. The AI can put in the "man" hours making digital hallucinations of DIY ops while the agents go after them, they don't care if it's accurate, they don't care about proving anything in court, and they don't care about the optics.
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>>43492467
holy ego. enjoy your next run at symphony. try to hide the rebrand better next time, because you can't larp post on 4chan in a jail cell.
also dont try to dox people when they dont want to fuck you, tea.
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Thanks for the E.
Unfortunately with OpenGateLabs gone there's no DIY producer of progesterone in the US. Though I'm still not at the stage of using progesterone yet, I guess by the time I need it i can get a doctor to write a script.
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I'm not Tea/OGL but shipping to Florida is no longer a thing because of package seizures. I believe that Hera and Symphony still ships to Florida.
I would suggest people to purchase raws themselves, do a third-party lab test with Janoshik, and then do whatever you want to do with it.
If you don't want to do lab tests then look into estradiol gels which is less work and easy than brewing injections.
Spending less than $500 by making your own stuff is enough to give you more than 80 years worth of estradiol supply than spending $80-$110 or so every year or two
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... and of course, there is still Inhouse Pharmacy, United Pharmacies, and other places for non-homebrew stuff. IndiaMART for generic meds like SERMs, Test, Estradiol, prog, bica, fin, dut, etc. but be careful with those because there are scams on IndiaMart so it would be best to ask r/TransDIY on Reddit for verified vendors on there
Raws from Alibaba, Made in China, Dragon Ordinance, Purple Panda Labs, Water Lily, etc. will still exist.
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> What is this "Symphony" seller I heard of? Does it even exist?
Yes it exists. There are so many people who make estradiol outside of OGL. Symphony Labs is a DIY homebrewer in USA, CA, EU, UK.
There is a list of DIY suppliers at https://diyhrt.market and https://trans.diy
There are also other DIY suppliers outside of those both websites.
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There are additional mutual aid sources (aside from the ones listed on DIYHRT.Market) in the United States like
1) https://elle-hrt.pages.dev/
2) https://thecookingshow.org/
They have been third-party tested using a website called https://exogenous.fun. TeaHRT/OpenGateLabs donated money to Exogenous to offer free HRT lab tests
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For those in Germany, there is Serapharma with Janoshik tests: https://serapharma.net/
^ They only do shipping within EU only and only sell Estradiol Enanthate injections.
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For those in Brazil, there is Anima Mundi: https://animamundi.gr.com/
^ This DIY homebrewer was created as part of a split in Otokonoko Pharmaceuticals. They do injections, gels, patches, and pills. They do ship to United States and European Union (even France/Germany) but you will never know if it's seized without ordering first. I have never ordered from there.
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Aurelia Labs (https://aureliahrt.com/) and Allie (https://allies-site.org/) are also mutual aid suppliers in the United States.
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>>43494293
floridanons and britbongs be lookin like this
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No one is prepared for the age "identity" verification movement that is rapidly gaining traction. Online anonymity will soon be a thing of the past. PPL and DO will be the last bastions standing, because the owner is wanted and on the run from the states. The remaining homebrewers are run by mutual aid groups that aren't familiar with the criminal underworld. At the current rate, with new laws and regulations in many countries requiring identification to trade cryptocurrency, send shipments, and purchase biotech materials, becoming a homebrewer would mean counting the months until your operation is compromised.
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>>43494541
Lmao
He's going to be the next Dem nominee for sure, but then he'll sperg out on the campaign trail and say something hopelessly calihonky like "open borders are better for everyone", Rubio will say Newsom's for they/them and that'll be it.
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>>43494541
newsom 2028 will be fucking disastrous and i hate that hes the only option. if he wins hes a wet fart do-nothing romney democrat who will do everything the gop tells him to while they spin everything he does as communism and that gulags are only 2 weeks away. and then megahitler instantly wins in 2032 and does the same shit but even worse
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>>43494380
yes imo a lot of people don't realize just how fucked everything is
>>43494451
its not just operations but supply chain as well, its very fragile and taken for granted
going onion doesn't solve any of the issues anyways its just moving storefronts
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>>43494815
Yeah anybody who believes in practical voting is a troll. Never compromise your ideals even if it means giving your enemies a trifecta! Remember, nothing ever happens and elections don't have consequences!
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>>43494820
You have till January 2027 to make estrogen a controlled substance, it requires an act of congress.
Fake presidential orders will not be enforced by liberal states, and gets removed once trump is out of office.
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>>43494831
You put words in my mouth for the purpose of shit-stirring. I vote democrat, not that it matters to you, because I confirmed you're trolling, you'll come up for some new method to pretend to impugn me.
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>>43494181
kinda upset that anima mundi (they apparently ship 2 USA)says that they have a credit card option that accepts cash app but when I was tryna help someone out pay with it it said it wasn't an option. I wonder if they take other credit card tho. I've been considering buying a vial as an experiment but I'm going through a rough patch and I'm a theyfab that don't need estrogen.
Also I can vouch for aurelia and allie I've helped plenty of girlies get vials from em.
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>>43494849
I was just quoting what millions of self-described leftists were saying in 2024, sorry if it upsets you that some of us don't have the memory of a goldfish but I'm going to remember the betrayal for a long time and I will keep reminding you of it!
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>>43494380
people need to seriously start taking this shit seriously. its genuinely infuriating that nobody talks about this. not in this board, not anywhere outside of RW schizo spaces. palantir is building the infrastructure that will allow them to round up every single tranny they can find and send them to a camp where they will be tortured for fun. start taking your digital privacy seriously NOW. this is not some right wing schizo doomsday conspiracy theory, its real and ignoring it wont make it go away.
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>>43494820
This is an internal talk. You are a meddler trying to derail our talk. If you really are curious about those topics, you can find that info online or make your own thread. Otherwise, you are a meddler trying to derail our conversation, and don't warrant a reply.
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>>43494990
Remember that female squirting is pee. Of course, I would be more triggered than theymabs because it is more common to happen to theyfabs.
Enhanced visualization of female squirting (a literature done in Japan): https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/36000809/
Video from the said literature: https://files.catbox.moe/ppnt7n.mp4
Male squirting: Analysis of one case using color Doppler ultrasonography: https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7292083/
I wouldn't want someone's piss (whether they are theyfabs or theymabs) in my bed!
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>>43494883
i thought it was clear as day they're (new money) collapsing society to vacuum up everything for cheap (entrench their influence) while they implement control structures to insulate themselves from resistance and consequences
the freedom and exchange of information enabled by the internet is an issue, or was
precrime has been a thing defence contractors have been marketing for decades, enjoy
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they are going to shut this board down next
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>>43494692
from redditors this morning and last night:
>Florida is is actively seizing packages right now.
>Every DIY source either is specifically not shipping to Florida, or not arriving
>If you're in Florida or the UK, we no longer ship there from the US.
^this one was from an OGL email last night before they announced they will cease operations
>Been noticing some weird shi happening in Florida, can any of you other gals vouch for this?
>I noticed OGL stopped shipping and I did some digging on this sub to confirm that and why... knowing the reason I'm wondering if this has been a problem ordering through other vendors too I'm not really sure what to do at this point
>It is my completely unsubstantiated hypothesis that the reason OGL is shutting down is the Eye of Sauron was directed their way after some of their Florida shipments were intercepted
>I have been having lots of trouble in Florida. Was using OGL and started having lots of issues, I got some of the last vials to Florida before they completely stopped shipping to Florida. It took ages to arrive, and had some odd shipping issues, but eventually got it. Afterwards I tried ordering from HeraHRT and it was seized!
>My leading theory as to why Open gate labs shut down it's because of the amount of people who had their packages seized specifically in Florida I believe and I think a certain eye got turned to them and either they got sent some kind of warning or had a strong suspicion that it was happening and decided to shut down for the safety of the main person running the site and also any potential Brewers or anyone else who works for them
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>>43494120
I love em but pls don't put them under pressure/out in the open like dis >>43495126
??????
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>>43495581
if they did it'd be more proof they're just retarded which makes me more hopeful but
imo the real value here would be in, again, controlling discourse and the flow of information through disinformation/bot shilling/flooding the zone to kill organic discussion, community coherency and organization, demoralize, further atomize
funny you don't even need many people to kick it off, eventually people self elect to run your agenda for you without even realizing, memetics or whatever
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>>43496053
pretty sure that's already what this board has been used for for years. the entire Internet is a (coordinated!) psyop. And it was all planned. Pepe, wojak, why did these things suddenly become the entire Internet monoculture? Started around 2016... ITS NOT A COINCIDENCE
they're already in the walls.
the calls are coming from inside the house.
palantir is a spook... you have already been fully surveiled and caught in the mind web for a decade or more by this point.... soon they will pull the strings tight and cut off the head...
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>>43491945
yeah ok sounds good ive been meaning to anyway
>>43491956
a little but who cares its $30 and i trust
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>>43492278
stop being a loser
>>43492415
>doing something more than running a business designed to fill a need in the market
idk what they are doing but it could be actual charity there are others who do that and ive run things at a loss before on purpose you sound like a retard
>>43492701
>fuck the entitled tankie haters
kinda annoying how illiterate people are.
.t tankie lover
>>43492751
charity isnt communist anyway
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>>43499435
OGL's been independently lab tested over and over again and their vials come back at or above 39mg/mL every time.
If you're so curious, get one lab tested at jano, exogenous.fun or artemis analytical. If you think that they somehow paid them off, take the label off or transfer some to a new vial first.
Vibes are not reality.
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>>43499732
no
https://artemisanalytical.cc/public-results
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>>43499435
trvke if it was a proper dose I would see better results
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>>43499769
>fake graphs that dont prove anything
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https://www.reddit.com/r/TransDIY/comments/1t63bje/been_noticing_some_ weird_shi_happening_in_florida/okip j6i/
> No joke I think this is due to the grey market peptide industry. I work in the field and all I’ll say is that there is a LOT of pressure on LEO to intercept grey market medication that is pretty nakedly coming from big pharma (namely Lily). BAC water, testosterone, anabolics, grey market pharmaceuticals, and ofc this. The common denominator is that they tend to be much, MUCH better at intercepting liquids over powders or tabs.
Would love to know if the research chem enthusiasts are having similar problems
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>>43499954
Back in the days, people posted that AstroVials were underdosing their vials but the people who made those posts never sent their vial to a lab test. So they were basically making shit up and spreading misinformation.
If you think OGL or other homebrewers are underdosing their vials then you should send your vial to a lab test. Janoshik is the world's most popular lab test (even for weight loss peptides like Tirz and Reta)
Some people's metabolism of estradiol might be too slow or too fast. I know someone personally who is on 4 mg of EEn per week and gets 600 pg/mL compared to 99.99% of people who will get 250 pg/mL or below.
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It is in any case known from other studies that different oil vehicles are absorbed at different rates from the injection site and can result in different concentration–time curve shapes. This is thought to be due to differences in oil lipophilicity and depot release rates. Viscosity of oils has also been hypothesized to potentially influence rate of depot escape. However, research so far has not supported this hypothesis. Oil vehicles can vary with injectable estradiol preparations even for the same estradiol ester. For instance, pharmaceutical estradiol valerate is formulated in sesame oil, castor oil, or sunflower oil depending on the preparation. It is notable however that these three oils have similar lipophilicities. On the other hand, homebrewed injectable estradiol preparations used by DIY transfeminine people often employ medium-chain triglyceride (MCT) oil as the oil vehicle. This oil (in the proprietary form of Viscoleo) has notably been found to be much more rapidly absorbed than conventional oils like sesame oil and castor oil in animals. In addition, although based on very limited data, MCT oil has been found to give spikier and shorter-lasting depot injectable curves in humans. As such, injectable estradiol preparations using MCT oil as the vehicle may have differing and less favorable concentration–time curve shapes than pharmaceutical injectable estradiol products. Other excipients, like benzyl alcohol, as well as factors like injection site and volume, have additionally been found to influence pharmacokinetic properties with depot injectables. Excipients besides oil vehicle also vary by formulation.
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>>43500582
There's nothing more important to a tyrant than thought control. The Heritage Foundation wants to hinge their tyranny on a 'judeo-christian' culture, which means anyone who defies it is a state enemy in their view. Trans people are simply the most vulnerable group in defiance of the culture/worldview they want to use to solidify control, so anything they like or do gets the most attention and attacks.
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>>43494380
yep this its absolutely infuriating. normies dont even fucking realize or care. barely anyone is actually standing against it and those that do are painted as schizos and pedos its fucking suifuel. so we all just get to sleep walk into dystopia. what a cursed age to be born into.
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>>43500718
big hormone here chiming in.
Carrier oil absolutely does effect pharmacokinetic properties. What effects it to an even greater extent though is large amounts benzyl benzoate. If you think MCT is thin and uptaken quickly, look at how fast BB is absorbed.
There are certainly some psychological impacts of rapidly spiking E levels directly after an injection. I'm wondering if people are comparing to vials that are 40% BB as the solubility of the ester is much higher in the BB, so as a fraction most of it would reside there, and be uptaken faster than MCT. The volume people inject on DIY is also significantly smaller, which has impact.
It's the reason why undec in MCT is such a waste and why I pushed castor oil so hard for it.
Regardless, spiking levels is not a good thing for injectables. If people want to psyop about vials being underdosed, I have yet to see a single lab test for a vial showing anything but levels within a reasonable margin of error.
I unironically believe with good reason behind it that for; Enanthate/valerate/cypionate the amount of BB has a greater effect on half life than the carrier oil of choice.
Undec is a special case, that one seems to matter significantly more. For reference I haven't injected in 9 months and my levels are still above 150pg/mL.
TLDR: viscocity is a factor here, but the larger thing influencing that is benzyl benzoate.
Anyway, good post.
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>>43500829
also selfreply
one MCT source is not equal to another. Some is thinner, has different ratios of c6, c8, c10, c12 etc than others. This matters too.
The shorter ones tend to be a bit more burny and have that spike, the longer ones are a bit thicker and tend to be tollerated better.
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>>43500829
the post in question is copied straight from here
transfemscience(.)org/articles/injectable-e2-meta-analysis/#data-quali ty-limitations-and-variability-betw een-studies
also i agree about carrier oils in undec, i think whats being discussed right now is OGL and accusations of "underdosing" with no evidence behind them.
>>43500850
thats why high quality excipients are important :)
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>>43500829
>big hormone here chiming in.
lol what
this >>43500718 is from transfemscience btw
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>>43500875
Well there's non-judeo-christian conservatives now, but their issue is that they tend to be highly vibes based, reationary, and thus get lead around their nose by the Heritage Foundation and other mainstream power groups. Like your average internet conservative hates trannies because they blame us for fucking videogames, or saw some news story on social media, and base their entire opinion and viewpoint on subjects based on shit like that. The actual facts don't mean anything to them, just how worked up they can get about loony tronnies covering up videogame titties or fucking whatever.
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I want to use castir oil when making Undecylate, but the viscosity makes it a nightmare, and idk how to do vacuum filtration
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>>43500945
yeah 0.22 vacuum filtration with castor is a bitch if you want it to take less than a few hours with one vacuum filter. if you want large scale find smth better than vacuum.
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somewhat rightfully
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Gonna be honest, OGL vials have been some of the "worse" E I've taken. This is 110% anecdotal but something about their stuff has caused me to consistently need to overdose or suffer from shit levels, something that has not happened across 3+ other suppliers ranging from inhouse to Lena.
Maybe it's the oil, maybe there's some sort of bad quality checking lately, I'm glad I'm not insane and some others have reported this too.
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>>43502868
again more concern trolling. Send your vial in for testing and watch it come back fine.
Your anecdotes are not evidence, trans people are some of the most fickle and find problems where there arn't any.
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>>43491945
>open gate
>closes
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>>43493787
>Spending less than $500 by making your own stuff is enough to give you more than 80 years worth of estradiol supply than spending $80-$110 or so every year or two
How long can you even keep that stuff and still use it? Haven't tried myself, but they usually give it 3 years or so.
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>>43507212
Raw powders from China are shelf-stable and last decades when stored in heat-sealed mylar bags with an oxygen absorber.
If you are brewing injectables, you will have to replace your MCT/Castor Oil and Benzyl Alcohol every 2 or 3 years to prevent it from getting rancid/bad.
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idk how this platform works but, typically api's are indefinitely, whereas hormones dissolved in oil, last for only 2-5 years as that is the expiration of oil so it doesn't go rancid. Don't inject oil older than 3 desu, unless u want free radicals uwu
edit: why r the captchas so hard ;sob:
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>>43494451
>tor
>software sponsored by the United States military to hide agents among drug dealers
>high profile criminals are consistently caught while using it
no correlation, obviously they had poor opsec
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you guys should buy Lenzetto
It's estradiol spray
I do 2 pumps on my balls every 24 hours
Shit works, doing mono, E 300+
give it a try
It's Hungarian tech so must be good
I mean if u make Barbara Palvin then what can't you make?
In The United USA of the States of America it's called Evamist btw
Let's goo!! Estradiol ball spray!!!
Remember to moisturize ur balls, I use a dexpantenol ointment
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>>43507212
dont make it all at once lol
raws are essentially shelf stable for your whole lifetime unless youre storing improperly or you live to 150
vials are usable for approx 3 years if stored properly, prior to puncturing seal. good for approx 1.5 years after puncturing (dependent on storage), which is part of the reason we usually distribute smaller vials (that and coring)
my recommendation is to brew as you need, maybe with a buffer of 1 or 2 vials. i personally brew a larger volume and distribute the extra for mutual aid, which means i de facto have a pretty big buffer in the form of undistributed stock, but this is probably not worth it for most trannies.
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I keep my diy powder in the original bag, wrapped in foil, in a clean empty coffee jar, will it be ok?
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