Had my ftm drink my piss twice. Had him drink a good amount of alcohol as well. He stomach was so full. Then I took him to the shower and told him to gag on my cock until he puked. Ordered him to puke all over himself. Gagged him over and over until his stomach was empty. He was shaking, covered in puke. Punched him lightly in the face a few times, finished showering while he waited in the back of the shower kneeling, told him to clean himself up, brush his teeth and put on makeup. Just relaxing now in bed having a drink waiting for him to complete my orders. I love destroying that cute little boy.
Why does every ugly autistic incel think we actually care about their opinion? Can you stop being retarded and go back to crying about nobody wanting you?
>>43511295 >why are they so rent free about us? The incel tldr is a combination of two things primarily: 1) They are beta males with no value and zero women want them. They turn to people they "believe" will have lower standards which they think they have a chance with (trans guys, femboys, clinically autistic girls) then have a meltdown when they realise these people also dont want them. 2) Autistic people fixate on things they cannot understand. See chris chan losing his mind when they changed the color of sonics arms. Autistic males do this when they cant mentally understand why someone wouldnt want to look like a girl (the thing they covet the most) and so they become obsessed trying to figure it out, and make other people think the same way they do.
>>43511391 makes sense >they cant mentally understand why someone wouldnt want to look like a girl this i feel is really true its like >i like girl >i want girl >why dont you want to be girl i like it does feel like they cant comprehend being trans and have to keep calling people a women or hole over and over to cope
>>43511391 As a guy who gets plenty of sex, I try to help incels bros out, but they're often so schizo, lazy and blackpilled to listen and put in effort. Frustrating. Redpill is based, blackpill is for fucking faggots. The truth is even incels could get a bf/gf if they put in effort and worked within societal expectations. Not turbo normie but just learn to tone down the tism and vibe a bit. There are a lot of nerdy dorks out there looking for a guy to give them attention and energy, just have to put in some effort.
>>43511433 Exactly, you get it. >>43511442 Dont waste your time. Autistic guys are not all there in their brain, they are physically incapable of having friends/relationships/getting married/sex. All they can do is get mad on the internet and repeat the same generic insults misgendering people.
>>43511546 It's depends on the severity of the autism. The aforementioned Chrischan was doomed pretty much from the get go. But personally I'm autistic and successfully trained myself to be hot and attractive. It's possible. And at the end of day I hate abandoning my bros. Even if they're being total faggots.
I have autism and the advice to "be friends with other people with autism" sort of annoys me because then who is going to be the normie and be able to lead the conversation?
i won a travel grant to present at a conference n my partner of 3yrs lives an hour away so i was gonna visit them n lose each others virginity. any gaydens have recommendations for birth control?
we're still both virgins bc we're similarly autistic and schizoid
sometimes i think my dad always wanted a son because why did our relationship grow so much closer when i came out as trans. we actually do stuff together now and go fishing and hiking. i freaking love my dad bro.
>>43519673 ive unironically been confused for an early/no hrt mtf but only at one of my doctor's offices ironically, and i know this because the secretary confessed that to me. if its constant and you've got short hair, no makeup, dress masculine, on hrt, they never saw your name, etc it means you're getting clocked instead so YMMV with correcting that
>>43521800 youre gonna look kinda wierd. Idk what you mean by attractiveness outcomes if youre attractive right now youre gonna still be attractive if youre not youre not. T doesnt change the shape of your face, esp not after like 25 youre gonna just look androgynous if youre lucky
>>43522209 >T doesnt change the shape of your face Untrue. Fat redis in your face is crazy. To the original poster, yes you might look weird, you may or may not look more or less attractive, and you will look pretty okay and pass in 90% of cases after 2 years.
>>43522441 Weird can be pretty okay you know. I'd say you're most likely to look pretty okay, and a little weird. You look less weird with time. Also, comparing trooning in your late teens to your 20s-30s is not fair because female puberty starts at 8-11 and it's already pretty over by the time you're 15/16. So you're fine.
>>43522570 Slightly ambiguous explanations you're giving but I think I understand. For context I pass well now but look really young. Pretty sure the passing is mostly my voice and accent. Was on T for a year in my late teens but got depressed and stopped, have now reentered society. Anyway does that help with outcomes, and end of the day is it worth it?
>>43522719 You will be fine. Maybe you'll look a little weird, but you will mostly look okay. Stop worrying about it and do it. You will not magically become horrifically deformed. Worst case you will look androgynous. You are not going to be able feel satisfied by any advice or predictions, no matter how precise or vague.
>>43522803 Yeah of course man you're totally right I know you are I'm just assurance seeking. I just have to do it it's too easy to lead a life too scared of making a change and for what. Thanks for the help!
>>43522254 >In what way weird, you look like a mix of a little boy and an adult woman. You have the puffy face and eyes of a woman, but you also kinda look boyish >>43522286 It only makes your cheeks somwhat slimmer, not really a significant change.
>>43511433 >it does feel like they cant comprehend being trans and have to keep calling people a women or hole over and over to cope Autistic people need to be removed from society they serve no purpose. They are simply drains.
>>43523734 Most people who give their dick lengths are lying (guessing), most of your length cannot be observed because you have to move all the other shit out of the way, and your perception of what a few inches looks like is skewed. To answer your question, after a few months it's about as big as it can be without pumping as far as I know. I'm unsure if DHT helps. Check out r/growyourclit or ask around on whatever ftm subreddits are out there for more information.
>>43524097 Yes, all femmes get loads of messages and it's overwhelming. It kinda sucks for both sides, guys don't get many likes, girls get tons but it's so many it's overwhelming.
>>43515618 Probably not. To me she’s the “great white buffalo,” but to her I’m probably just a friend/potential partner that didn’t work out. I know I shouldn’t care this much for any logical reason, but my heart stays stuck.
>>43524392 i havent used grindr in a while i should try it again to be honest. people will probably be more respectful on there. oh i wish i could skip the dating process and go straight to the relationship stage sxjfdnsremvosbhggt
>> be me, 18 ftm anorexic youngshit >> meet older mtf in city >> she takes me out in her car full of guns knives n trash >> crawl under the seat n suck her off every time we stop >> go all night/day, bitch has ed from taking e >> she decides to flip us around >> leans my head down on the seat >> starts fucking into my throat >> feel lots of spit n cum in my throat >> get scared bc i dont wanna choke >> i start pushing her legs to get her off me >> she brushes my hands away >> i pull my head away n push her again, just need a second >> cant even get dick out of my mouth b4 she grabs my hair n pushes me back down >> cant breathe or get her off me >> all i see n feel is a muscular torso fucking my face >> start thrashing n pushing strong as i can >> only makes her harder >> she finally cums down my throat i thought trannies were different than normal men
>>43512747 I am mtf at this point >>43512826 Not rlly, I have fun on here >>43513501 Dawg has never seen egirl makeup without TikTok filters before Also do you even know what cakey means?
>>43525911 You are just feeling the desire for cock like all females do, they are jealous of their father's cock and seek out other cock to FILL the void (pussy)
>>43527383 >they are jealous of their father's cock and seek out other cock to FILL the void How do zoomers keep coming with the most "goonesque" explanations? Are they mentally retarded? Wanting to have a penis is incest? Wtf!?
>>43527635 renting in some states is impossible without having one. in MD the average shit apartment is 1700$ for 1bd/1br. I don't mind sharing a bed with a cismale that thinks I'm a girl if I get to save more of my paycheck.
>>43527653 It genuinely is a fucking nightmare. Boomers and Jewmers actually ruined it for everyone. It used to be pay like 15-25 MAX% of your monthly income on rent and I remember my dad saying that to me when I was first looking for a spot. But that is just not possible in so many states. You are basically going to be getting assraped and paying 50% or more for rent if you are making minwage or slightly above it.
you guys save your paychecks? i've been maxing out my credit cards in preparation for the camps. how you gunna collect debt from me when i'm in a camp? lolol
>>43528533 I wish this was actually true. Vast majority of you fucks are fat as shit and do zero lifting. Lots of QT muscular ftmfemboys would be great.
Anyone else desire love and affection but feel no romantic or sexual drive? I feel disgusting and unlovable for not having a penis. Maybe I'm broken and fucked up. T did basically nothing for my sex drive and I hate it but at least I'm not whoring myself out to retards on grindr. >>43527653 This is one of the few reasons I actually hate MD because as a poorfag I can't even afford an apartment let alone everything else I need to pay for. If i wasn't trans I'd go to some shithole red state where the monthly rent is a fraction of what it is in blue states.
>>43528613 Yes, this is what I was pointing out. A psychology bachelor's isn't worth much. Basically if you pick psychology you should be aware you need to go all the way to PhD.
>>43529131 Pooners are the equivalent to 12yo wiggers pretending to be big tough gangstas. ''im a read badass dood dont make me stick my size 4 shoe in your ass''
CAN YOU GUYS STILL SQUIRT?! im not a chaser im an ftm who always had an almost non existent libido and whos pretty much only interested in other trans men but even while hrt upped my masturbation habits from once every 3 months to once every 3 days i never managed to squirt which i don't doesn't bother me but i just find other ftms squirting really hot so i wanna know does hrt somehow change you guys' ability to squirt or not?
>>43530280 Most females don't squirt. It's just losing control of your bladder from the orgasm and pissing. It's because the female urethra is much shorter than a male, and female pelvic floor muscles are weak.
>>43530280 i've never been capable of squirting and also only came once in my entire life when i first started hrt, then was unable to do it again. i know i'm a rare case in that regard though
I bet even when gloves bothers to shower they still smell like shit because they can't actually properly clean themselves because of all the fat rolls and they can't reach hahahaha
>calling rubbing your clit ""jerking off"" Cringe. Also calling your 0.5" clit a tdick is cringe as well. It's a clit. Let it go. Quit being so performative.
>>43532311 this is why I chase my dream ftm is a white/asian bratty slut that dominates dick with their asshole, 80lbs and 5'0, short black hair, and a japanese talisman glue over their pussy to keep the evil spirits sealed inside.
>>43532818 >I use my thumb and forefinger, I'm heckin GRIPPIN' this hog! Bro please. Your rubbing your clit. Masturbating. Touching yourself. Whatever. You aren't jacking off.
>>43533624 a fat out of shape dad could still beat and rape you with half the effort it took to get those muscles the strength difference is still extreme
>>43534314 Not really into wings, why not have drumsticks. I wish I had steak and corn and potato wedges (with brown mustard) and sweet tea and cornbread/biscuits and peach cobbler. Or realistically I wish I had some french toast and sausage and scrambled eggs with some tea (or smoothie) rn but I'm too busy to make food. Not too busy to write this out though.
>>43534446 I'm actually a pretty big eater. Just goes right through me. I've been gaining weight though, very happy to be where I am. The worst I weighed was 90 something several years ago when my test wouldn't come in the mail and I lost my appetite.
>>43534456 >I'm actually a pretty big eater. Just goes right through me. You are not. Your body doesn't break the laws of physics. Thin people think they eat a lot. Fatties think they don't eat much. Invariably the case. Essentially you're being a BASIC BITCH rn.
>>43534471 I mean compared to the people I eat with. I eat quicker and have larger portions than them. I should eat more in a day, but I meant that when I do eat, I eat well.
>>43534477 >eat like 300 calories all day then sit down and eat a nice 1,200 calorie meal >"heh I eat a lot huh?" >total calories for the day: 1,500 Total calories are what matters.
>>43534499 Why you so pressed bruv. I am close to people with very different eating habits. My dad has long periods in which he does not eat, but when he does eat, he eats a lot. My boyfriend almost never eats, and when he does, he eats very little. When I eat, I eat a lot, but I usually do not make meals for myself and do not snack much because it is expensive. I could eat more in a day, sure. But in the context of a steak, corn, biscuts/cornbread, cobbler, and tea- I could eat all that right now, and most of the time I could. I am always hungry.
>>43534539 >Y u mad meng Didn't read. Anyway, 125lb might be a good weight for you depending on height. Should be 20 BMI unless you lift heavy, then you can be as high BMI as you can manage while still being lean.
>>43534606 Yes, 125 is normal for my height. I'm fine. I'd still like to gain weight, but I'd need to start exercising again ("again" rofl). Not sure what your point is if you think I'm of a normal BMI. It's bad for your hairline.
>>43535040 one guy outed himself that hes balding and has a genuine micro dick and now he spends every single day shitposting in this thread. this general broke him.
>>43535063 I'm pretty sure mike is literally made up and never existed at all.
>>43535040 It's worse now than even a few months ago. Most of the thread are ftm enjoyers posting about ftm pussy, ftm defender who posts "positive" things in a weird way about ftms that aren't really true which just invites people to start shitting on ftms and occasionally a tripfaggot posting. The ftm defender is odd, it's almost like they intentionally post things that will get shit on immediately to make ftms look bad.
>>43535341 Yes, yes. Not a samefag, mike is totally real. Would you stop being a weird faggot itt? If your goal is to kill the general, carry on soldier. If you actually think you're helping or being an ally, you're retarded. You are not.
>>43535139 >The ftm defender is odd, it's almost like they intentionally post things that will get shit on immediately to make ftms look bad. Not teasing you but this couldn't be more obvious and I think we all came to the same conclusion already
>>43535456 Lol alright fair. I only have slight hesitation because some people are seriously schizophrenic and deranged and generals on 4chan really attract them. I could see a schizo thinking they're "helping".
>>43535685 are cis people retarded? why do they invade our spaces and act like we are the ones in the wrong. no wonder nobody wants them around. aka the male loneliness epidemic.
>>43535685 uhm..the ftm anons are actually the bad ones because...beacause....welll.......just shut up mike isnt real! >>43535700 its funny because they have gaygen but they would rather be around us.
